by Cilla Lee
“It’s ok honey,” she says, pulling me to her and I held back the tears still in shock, I’m never going to see my brother again
“What am I going to do now?” I ask them
“You’re welcome here like your brother told you, your family and we take care of our own don’t we girls,” Maggie tells me and they all nod smiling trying to comfort me
“Of course, we do” Lena leans forward, squeezing my hand
“But…”
“No buts, you’re staying here” I nod wiping the tears away feeling a little relieved that I have time to try and get my life in order
“Right girls, I think we should all head up, tomorrow is going to be one hell of a day,” Maggie tells us all, and we all stand making our way inside. Some of them walk towards men, Zoey looks over towards the pool tables. Where I can see Saint and a few of the other guys, Blaze included and she walks up the stairs to her room. The guys watching us all and I head up the stairs to Brayden’s room for some much-needed sleep that I know won’t come tonight.
Chapter Ten
Blaze
I see the women walk in from the outside door and head upstairs Ella looks over, but walks up and everythin’ in me wants to follow her, but I stay still “Damn, you getting the cold shoulder brother” Sinner laughs at his brother
“No,” Saint says grindin’ his teeth
“You sure, that looked like a cold fuckin’ look to me.” Saint gives him the finger and Sinner smiles
“Get me another one,” Saint tells the Prospect
“To chicken to go upstairs?” Knuckle asks him chuckling
“Dude, I can’t wait until some bitch has her fingers wrapped around your dick” Knuckle smiles at him shakin’ his head
“Fuck off, no bitch is getting’ her claws into me, I like all varieties of pussy. The same one over and over will bore the shit out of me,” he tells Saint, and I shake my head at the fuckhead and turn to watch Lila givin’ Magic a blowjob her head bobbin’ up and down, and my dick starts to harden
“Not when it’s the right pussy fuckhead,” Saint says, and I think of Ella (damn, I’d love to get into her pussy) Watch as her tits swayed as she rode my dick hard as I held her slim waist watchin’ as I filled her cunt
“So, your tellin’ me that Zoey’s pussy is gonna satisfy you for the rest of your life” I look at Knuckle shakin’ my head
“Brother, that pussy is all mine, and no one will ever know just how fuckin’ tight she is,” Saint says smilin’
“She won’t be that tight after you knock her up and she pops out a few kids” the twins look at each other, but I watch Lila still suckin’ Magic’s cock out the corner of my eye I see Knuckle hit the ground hard Stryker standin’ over his knocked out form on the floor
“Dumb fuck talking about my women’s pussy,” Stryker says kickin’ him as he walks back over to Colt and Tank pickin’ up his beer and I look up as Magic grunts, and Lila stands up. My dick now fully hard and ready to play
“Hey, handsome want some company?” Candy says, and I look at her, and she smiles tracin’ my lips with her finger
“What do you want darlin’?” I ask her, and she smiles
“I’m here to please you, honey,” I stand up and pull her with me needin’ some privacy and a nice warm pussy to sink my dick into so I pull her with me up the stairs to my room and close the door and Candy stands in the middle of the room smilin’
“Strip,” I tell her, and she lifts her shirt over her head, and shimmy’s out of her tiny skirt, her pussy on show. “What do you want,” she looks towards my cupboard, and I smile. “You wanna play?” I ask her, and she nods “Get your box” I have a different box of toys for each of the whores, she goes over and lifts down her box placing it on the bed. “What do you want?” my dick startin’ to ache, she pulls out the soft silk ropes. “You wanna be tied up,” she nods her head, and I pull her to the end of my bed, and she stands just under the eye bolt attached to the ceiling. I loop the rope through the bolt, and she lifts her hands up, and I tie them together pullin’ her arms up. She’s stretched tight her tits out, and I lean in sucking her hard bud into my mouth. Her head goin’ back as I run my hands up her body cuppin’ her tits lickin’ and suckin’ on them. I step back and slowly undress, and she watches every move I make, and I stand back in front of her and feel her pussy. My fingers slide within her core makin’ her moan, and I kneel down spreadin’ her legs more needin’ to see how wet she is, and I lean lickin’ her little bud
“Yes!” she moans as her taste explodes on my tongue, I stand back up and go over to her box and pull out the butt plug. I turn her around, and she bends forward, giving me better access and slowly insert the plug into her pussy gettin’ it all lubed up from her cunt and move it back to her ass and insert it. “Oh fuck!” she moans more, and I reach around rubbin’ her clit
“That feels good.”
“God, yes! Please, Blaze” she begs as I kneel back down and devour her pussy fuckin’ her with my tongue flickin’ her clit “Yes, oh yes!” she moves her hips as I suck her cunt into my mouth. I nip her clit makin’ her jump a nice blush over her body “Oh god, I’m…” she comes on my tongue, her juices coatin’ my chin and I stand up
“You’ve made a mess,” I tell her, and she looks at my chin leanin’ forward and lickin’ her come off of my face. “Good girl.” I pull her to me and rub my dick onto her cunt, and she moans again
“Yes!” I lower her to the floor and step behind her and lift one of her legs rubbin’ my dick back and forth over her clit “please Blaze” she begs, and I tug on her nipples
“You want my dick?” I ask her knowin’ she’d do anythin’ at the moment to have my dick
“Yes, please, I want it!” I pull a rubber out of the drawer and slide it over my hard cock, the tight fit makin’ me moan. I move back behind her and pull her back slidin' in so slowly, her pussy clampin’ down on my cock. “God, I love your cock,” she pants as I slowly slide in and I roll my hips up and back fuckin’ her deep and slow. Her pussy tighter with the plug in her ass and I reach up cuppin’ her tits as I fuck her.
There’s a knock at the door, and I stop movin’ “What?” I yell out, and I hear Lila’s voice, I pull out of Candy and go to the door. “What do you want?” she looks behind me seein’ Candy still tied to the roof with the plug in her ass, the look of lust in Lila’s gaze
“Can I join you both?” she asks, and I motion for her to come in shuttin’ the door behind her
“Strip,” I tell her as I move back behind Candy and slide back into her. Lila comes over and stands in front of Candy and leans down suckin’ on her tits and I feel her hand rubbin’ Candy’s clit. I watch Lila go to her knees, and Candy jumps as Lila sucks her clit as I fuck her. I reach around holdin’ Lila’s head to Candy as she sucks, I feel Candy’s pussy quiver as I slide in deep fuckin’ her slowly rubbin’ her sensitive walls and she comes squeezin’ my dick suckin’ me in deeper keepin’ me locked in. I keep still as her cunt milks me hard, Lila still lickin’ her pussy and I pull out and untie her. Her arms fall, and I catch her, she reaches down as Lila keeps lickin’ and I move behind Lila and lift her ass up and slam into her makin’ her moan. I lean forward and suck on Candy’s tits as I fuck Lila’s pussy and she moans as I fuck her harder. “Put your finger in her ass,” I tell Candy, and she runs her hand down Lila’s spine to the crack of her ass insertin’ her index finger in slowly and Candy moans, her pussy tightens and I pull Candy’s mouth to mine kissin’ her as she fucks Lila’s ass and I fuck her pussy. “Lila finger in Candy,” I tell her and I can tell when she sticks her fingers into Candy’s pussy, she moans in my mouth, and my dick tightens up my balls tingle. I reach around and rub Lila’s clit, and she comes hard her pussy squeezin’ my dick, and I erupt into the rubber, Lila’s pussy milkin’ me as she comes. Candy comes again reachin’ down holdin’ Lila’s head to her as she comes moanin’. I stand up my heart racin’ and my dick soft, I walk into the bathroom and clean up. When I come back ou
t the girls, stand up and head into the bathroom to clean up and wash whatever we used, and I get in bed and close my eyes.
Chapter Eleven
Ella
It’s the morning of the funerals, and I feel so sick, I’ve been up most of the night thinking about today and what I’m going to do with the rest of my life. Where am I going to go? What am I going to do? I have no one left in my life now, Brayden’s gone, Grammy’s gone, I have no friends no relatives, nothing. I stare at myself in the mirror, the dress I’m going to wear hanging on the cupboard door, and I think of my Grammy the photo of the three of us sitting on the side table. I feel so worn out with little sleep that if I lay down now, I could sleep for a week. I go into the bathroom and just stand under the water. The tension in my body, making everything ache as the heat of the water warms my chilled bones. As I step out of the shower, I look in the mirror, seeing the deep scars across my chest. That horrible night coming to mind and I’m thrust back to that night as I hold onto the bathroom counter
“You fucking can’t do anything right can you” the blow to my face, knocking me off of my feet and landing on the hard tiles of the kitchen floor, Joe standing over me as I back away from him and I stumble trying to stand up. He lunges for me again, but I throw the fruit bowl at him from the counter and reach for something else, and my hand hits the knife block, my face on fire from the punches, and I can feel my eye swelling
“Please Joe stop” I beg him trying to keep distance between us
“You fucking dumb bitch, I have no fucking idea why I married your fat ass,” he lunges again, and I pull one of the knives out holding it out to stop him
“Don’t Joe, I mean it, just stop,” he laughs lunging for me, and I’m just that tiny bit slow as he grabs my arm, pulling me to him and spins me around holding me to his body the knife now in his hand and at my throat
“You think you can threaten me, huh,” he slides the knife across my chest, the burn from the blade slicing into my skin making me scream. I try to get out of his grip, but he holds me tighter, lifting the knife up, he slices my chest again this time deeper, and I hiss and cry harder. “Next time you hold a knife to me, you better fucking use it, cause I’ll fucking kill you bitch,” he pushes me away from him, and I fall to the floor holding my chest, blood dripping everywhere as he kicks me in the ribs hard. The air in my body exploding out of my lungs and I gasp on the floor trying to catch a breath as I bleed all over the floor. He laughs the whole time as he walks out of the door slamming it shut, that was the third and last time I left Joe going to the hospital. This time getting the evidence that I finally needed to divorce him.
I run my fingers along the two-deep lines and look in the mirror, “You’re a survivor” I tell myself. From what a lot of the women at the shelter told me I got off lightly, a lot of women are murdered by their spouses yearly, and I knew I was never going to give Joe a chance to hurt me again. That wasn’t going to be me, I was going to live just to fuck Joe off to show him that he couldn’t break me that I won and he lost. That’s what these scars mean to me, that I’m the winner.
I dress in my Grammy’s dress and pull my heels on not needing anything else really, maybe some tissues. I make my way downstairs, seeing guys standing around talking quietly and I make my way over to Gunner’s brothers “Morning Ella” Brian says, and I smile
“How are you both this morning?” I ask them both and Mathew looks at me
“Probably the same as you I imagine” I nod, giving his arm a squeeze
“Have you had breakfast?” I ask them of both
“Yeah, we already ate,” Brian tells me, and I nod
“Ok, well, I’ll go get something, would you like a coffee or anything” they both shake their heads
“Where both good Ella you go, you need all your strength,” Mathew tells me this time
“Are you sure?” I ask them again
“Go on, we're fine” I smile and head into the kitchen, as I sit at the table with a coffee Abbey, and Lena come walking in
“Damn, I think my ovaries are going to explode,” Abbey says
“Abbey have some respect,” Maggie tells her sounding annoyed
“Damn Maggie, you know you can be a killjoy,” she says, sitting down across from me
“Anyway, I’m going up to get dressed Abbey you're coming in the car with me and the kids,” Zoey says
“Aren’t you going with Saint?” Abbey asks her, and the look on Zoey’s face is a guilty one
“Shit, I didn’t even think, dammit,” she says, but Abbey smirks not looking too happy
“Yeah, so I’ll be in the car with the kids,” Abbey says sarcastically
“I’ll be with you,” I tell her trying to put her mind at ease
“No Ella, you’re with Blaze,” Maggie tells me, and I frown at her
“On his motorbike?” I ask, and Maggie smiles
“Darlin’ this is a motorcycle club, and we all go to the cemetery on the back of our man’s back.”
“But I don’t know Blaze, I’ve only spoken to him a few times,” I tell her feeling nervous for being on the back of a bike and being near Blaze, the man does all kinds of weird things to me
“Do you want to go with someone else?” Maggie asks me
“No, it’s I’ve never been on a bike before, and I’m in a dress,” I tell her stating the obvious
“We're all riding side saddle today, where all in dresses and the boys will be going really slowly you just hold onto Blaze, he won’t let you fall” I nod not really sure what else to do should I just say no but if it’s their tradition and this is for my Brayden
“Um… what’s side saddle?” I ask Maggie, and all the girls laugh
“Come on, I’ll show you” as we walk out Chelsea comes walking in, and I look at her dress (wow) every time I’ve seen her she looks amazing.
We get outside, and Maggie calls Blaze over to us “Ladies,” he says, looking me up and down and I blush feeling hot
“I need you to sit on the bike so Ella can practice sitting behind you for the ride to the cemetery,” Maggie tells him, and Blaze nods, moving to sit on his bike, and Maggie sits behind him showing me what to do
“Ok, just hold on to Blaze’s waist don’t let go keep your legs more to the front one on top of the other ok” she gets off and I move behind Blaze and place my hands on his shoulders and sit
“That’s good, place this leg on the other.” I move my feet, and she moves my legs closer to Blaze’s butt “Hold onto his waist more.” I move closer one of my breast resting on his back, and I feel instantly embarrassed, Joe is the only person who has ever touched me sexually, and this feels very intimate. “How does that feel?” Maggie asks me, and I look at Blaze who’s watching me through his mirror, and I blush
“It’s good” I get off of Blaze’s bike the gravel crunching under my feet, and I look around at all of the men and notice every one of them dressed in dress shirts and black jeans, now I know why Abbey was excited. The front gates open and two hearses drive through the gates, and I freeze, Maggie takes my hand as they position them so the procession can follow. I hear people moving around me, but I walk to the one holding Brayden, and I notice Brian and Mathew moving to the other one, I place my hand on the glass bursting into tears. “Bray” I whisper, feeling someone pull me to them and I look up seeing Blaze through my tears. “We're here for you Ella” he whispers, and I look back at the hearse, the flowers that surround Brayden’s coffin say his club name. I kiss the glass and step back, Blaze walking me back to his bike and I climb back on holding him a little tighter. Brian and Mathew go to a motorbike Mathew at the front and Brian behind him
“Whose bike is that?” I ask Blaze, and he looks at it
“Gunner’s,” he says, and I look around wondering where Chance’s is
“Where’s my brothers?” I ask him, and he looks down
“Where on it baby,” he says, and I look down at the bike I’m sitting on and run my hand over the leather
seat
“This is Brayden’s?” he nods
“Yeah, baby it is.”
The bikes all start up the noise of the bikes ear piercing, and the ground shakes with the vibration of all of the loud engines. Blaze starts Bray’s bike and the rumble of the muffler is so loud and the vibration of the engine coursing throughout my body. I move closer to Blaze holding him tight as Razor moves forward Maggie sitting behind him like I am with Blaze than Nash moves next to Razor. Blaze moves us forward, and I squeak holding onto him, he pats my hands, reassuring me as Mathew and Brian move to ride next to us. We travel to the cemetery slowly, and I watch as people stop and turn towards us. People stop their cars getting out and watching, and I lay my head on Blaze’s shoulder feeling drained already. He places his hand on my knee, and I look down at it, the warmth of his hand burning my bare leg with such a simple touch. He looks at me through his mirror, and I blush, the stimulation of the bike doing things to bits of my body that have never been stimulated like this. We pull up to the cemetery and Blaze pulls in next to Nash
“You ok darlin’?” he asks me, and I look at the hearse again and shake my head. “We’re here for ya ok” I nod as Blaze takes my hand and we walk through the cemetery, and everyone follows as the two coffins are laid above the holes. Maggie hands me two red roses, and I look down at the petals of the flower. The deep red shades telling me that the roses are at least a week old, Blaze holds my hand the whole time as people get up and say their goodbyes to their brothers and even a few prayers are said. People move forward, and I stand staring down at my brother’s coffin, I kiss the rose and throw it in and do the same for Gunner, I watch all of the women do the same. The men all throw dirt on the two coffins and before everyone has passed the holes are filled and Razor steps forward
“We’ve lost two Brothers who will never be forgotten two Devils, who are knee deep in pussy, drinks and more pussy, partying with past Brothers who we’ve lost, so this is for you Brothers,” he pours two beers on top of the graves “DEVILS FOREVER!” he yells out and everyone around me yells back “FOREVER DEVILS!” people walk past and kiss and hug me, but it’s really just a blur, I stand at the bottom of my brother’s final resting place tears running down my face, and that sinking feeling hits me (I’m totally alone now)