I am no calmer tonight. For all that I’ve already written, Dr. Ressler’s death still comes on me at odd hours. Worse, more real. I hit a sentence requiring a fact I can’t bring back intact: Ask Stuart; he’ll remember. But his memory, the finest I’ve ever seen, is scattered, lost in small changes. What I have in mind is no clearer now than on the day I gave notice. Half my two weeks is over, and I’ve still not explained to incredulous coworkers what’s going on. I promise to, the moment I figure it. Tomorrow, I start my last week of work, with no plan for after. Every book I touched this afternoon seemed strange. I must have been crazy to quit. Overreacted in a moment’s grief. I’ve thrown away what little prospect I had of making it through these days intact. And yet: hurt demanded that I lose my job. For a week, I know I must square off against quiet, coming catastrophe alone.
Tonight, at the old sticking point, I hear another voice in the bass, below the love duet. However entwined the upper lines, another figure informs them, insists on singing along. All two-part voice separation harbors a secret trio in dense fretwork. Three in nature is always a crowd. A chord. A code. If science was that man’s perpetual third party, the scientist himself was mine.
TODAY IN HISTORY
Inappropriately exhilarating to be in the stacks today, now that I’m a short-term impostor. Still, work continues until the last check. This morning, as if nothing has happened to routine, I posted for the Event Calendar:
June 28
Half a year before the United States’ entry into World War II, Roosevelt establishes the Office of Scientific Research and Development. Vannevar Bush, designer of one of the earliest computers, becomes director. The OSRD coordinates U.S. scientific work with military concerns. It presides over the development of radar and sonar, mass-produced sulfa drugs and penicillin, mechanical computing, and the atomic bomb. The contributions of science to the war effort are widely appreciated. But the effects war has had on subsequent scientific research are more difficult to state.
Posting, I’d already made my break with the branch. My thoughts were no longer on work, but on that other today, twenty-five years ago, when Stuart Ressler, newly minted Doctor of Biological Science, nine years old when the OSRD was born, arrived in the Midwest to commence adult life and make his crucial if subsequently forgotten contribution to progress. His bid for the Who’s Who.
III
WE ARE CLIMBING JACOB’S LADDER
From the window of a wandering Greyhound, Stuart Ressler gets his first look at unmistakable I-state phenotype: unvarying horizon, Siberian grain-wastes, endless acres of bread in embryo. The most absent landscape imaginable, it calls to him like home. Schooled in the reductionist’s golden rule, he sees in this Occam’s razor-edge of emptiness a place at last vacant enough to provide the perfect control, a vast mat of maize and peas, Mendel’s recovered Garden. Green at twenty-five, with new Ph.D., he leaves the lab to enter the literal field.
The tedious bus haul catches him up on the literature. The Journal of Molecular Biology takes him into Indiana, where he acquires a seatmate whose disease of choice, obesity, spills provinces over the armrest into Ressler’s seat. Three articles into the National Academy Proceedings, Ressler must listen to the huge stranger’s invective on the perils of reading. “My father could put away a Zane Grey in one afternoon, and it got him nowhere. Never touch the stuff. You’d be wise to go easy on it.” Ressler nods and twists his lips. Not recognizing the dialect, his seatmate persists. “What do?”
Quick decoding eliminates Gesundheit as appropriate. “I’m a geneticist.”
“Oh, rich! You fix women trouble? What I wouldn’t do to trade places with you. Oh brother. What I wouldn’t do. Heaven on earth for you fellas, init?”
Ressler inspects his shoes. “Never touch the stuff.” This too cracks up his fellow traveler. Fortune extracts the man at Indianapolis, and the plague of companionship passes over. Safely into Illinois, a half hour from his new life, organics lays a last ambush. A stream of tortoises possessed of mass migratory instinct crawl over the highway in the twilight. Bottlenecked cars take turns gunning, crunching over the shells. The tortoise-trickle does not even waver. Ressler stares out the rear window as long as he can stomach it. For a hundred yards, he can make out the horror. The insane persistence of the parade holds him in fascinated disgust.
Chelonia has nothing over primates re: the processional urge. Ressler weighs the similar drive that brought him out here. Four years earlier, a fellow first-year grad stormed into his dorm room waving the legendary Watson-Crick article in Nature. A new threshold torn open for the leaping. The awesome, aperiodic double helix—with its seductive suggestion of encoded information assembling an entire organism—spread before him at twenty-one, wider than the American Wilderness. The next day, he dropped his four-year investment in physiology to rush the frontier.
To his astonished adviser, he pointed out how much solid prep he already had for the curriculum change, how much carried over into molecular. He’d concentrated on chemistry, so the scale change would be a snap. Besides: all significant breakthroughs were made by novices free from preconceptions or vested interests. In six months of ferocious precocity, he’d made believers of everyone. Research schools singled him out as a future player, recruiting him even as he put the last touches on his thesis. He accepted the post-doc at Urbana-Champaign, guided exclusively by heroic impatience. Illinois could get him started the fastest. From the stack of invitations he selected theirs, scribbled a ballpoint signature at the bottom, and dropped the reply in the nearest box. The game was afoot; a lab was a lab so long as it was antiseptic. Hunch, induction, and technique could put even an I-state on the map.
At twenty-five with no major contributions yet, he’s under the gun. Miescher was twenty-five when he discovered DNA ninety years before. Watson was twenty-four. If the symptoms of breakthrough don’t show by thirty, forget it: throw in the lab coat, get an industry job. Research— America in ’57—is no country for old men. Sure, his dissertation was a minor tour de force, but just juggled ideas evident to anyone paying attention. Quickness and insight, both necessary, won’t suffice to take him where he’s headed. Now he must mint, in the crucible of his new lab, hard currency. He packs two changes of clothes and comes to this outpost Eden.
He acclimates instantly to the box houses, orthogonal blocks, and infinite corn in parallel plowcuts running clear to the horizon. Urbana, at twenty thousand, is just what he needs. Stagnant backwaters are the most fecund. He needs only a steady supply of pipettes and a place to spread his bed. Stepping off the bus into the greasy station, he parses the downtown, shoos off a soliciting cab, walks to campus. All significant discoveries are made on foot. The straightedge streets of his adopted town bear ingenious names: numbers, states, presidents, and the trees slaughtered to make way for them. They swell with whitewood houses, diners, five-and-dimes. A church pokes Pentecostal finger at the nimbus of clean linen laid over it, its promotional postboard announcing Sunday’s sermon: “Can the Guests Morn When the Bridegroom Be with Them?”—the “u” deleted in point mutation. The rows lining each lane seem so many complementary, self-replicating pairs—the fifties’ fastest-breaking metaphor. In minutes, Ressler forgets the sea-board, the flattened Eastern affect of his childhood. He settles into this emptiness, a symbiotic bacterium in the belly of his host.
On campus, he discovers there is no room at the inn. A super-annuated department secretary, predating fruit flies, scrapes him up a place in the old army barracks reprieved from destruction until veterans stop pouring back to school on the G.I. Bill. Stuart, who missed the world crisis by enough years to think that G.I. bills come from internists for services rendered, also scabbed out of Korea on dissertation deferral. His thesis drafts him into another campaign, a magic bullet as explosive as any gunner’s. Fitting then, military digs: vicarious enlistment. He takes possession of one end of a single-story tar-paper triplex in a shanty called Stadium Terrace. The row huts line the colonnaded shadow
of Memorial Stadium, one of the country’s largest collegiate football coliseums. He delights in discovering that his cell number, K-53-C, encodes his precise locus within the village.
Cursory inspection turns up ratty bunk, gas stove, half a black-andwhite print of James Dean with head on steering wheel, several septic razor blades, and a box of cereal with both flakes and enclosed coupon devoured by red ants. He needs nothing more. He unpacks his worldly belongings—a tartan suitcase of second hand clothes and a tote bag crammed with journals. Social rounds, town exploration can wait. After a perfunctory trip to the convenience grocery, he holes up in the barracks. Days he toys with the coding problem and evenings he sits on a lawn chair staring at the pie-wedged fallout-shelter signs plastered over the stadium across the way. For dinner, tomato juice minus gin: alcohol is a trace mutagen and destroys brain cells. The department must wonder why he hasn’t come by to introduce himself. That’s all right; wonder is the trump of the twenty-three-pair chromosome set.
He remains horizontal for days, boning up, resisting the temptation to indulge in premature cracking. Feverish, unleashed vistas tempt him with fat feasibility. He must first consolidate, gather strength, quiet his mind, assemble the tools, await, without expecting, that rare, most skittish visit. Yet before insight can alight, the outside world flank-attacks him through the mail. A letter appears in his box, his first communiqué since hitting Illinois:
July 16, 1957
Dear Stu,
Heard you’re in town and hope you’re not waiting for official commencement of the fellowship to drop by the lab. We could use you in the Blue Sky sessions if nowhere else. No one’s doing much biology at the moment, as you might imagine. Too much excitement in the air. Right now we’re all thinking math and language. How are you at combinatorials? Oh for a spark of Aha! By the way, Charlene and I are having the team over for dinner and cards or something next Thursday. Do come. We’ll even have the get-together in your honor, if that’s what it takes.
Yours,
Karl Ulrich
P.S. Review Adv Biol 4:23 if you haven’t done so recently, and let me know Thursday if you think Gamow’s right in discarding the diamond code. I never liked the layout: too pretty; too much the work of a physicist. But too convenient if the whole pattern just coiled up and blew away.
Ressler has met his new boss only through the professional journals. A prolific writer, the man is to trees what Bill Cody was to buffalo. Ulrich, at fifty-two (Ressler’s age transposed), is Illinois’s grand old molecular man, guiding spirit behind Cyfer, the team of microbiologists, chemists, and geneticists who induct Ressler as new recruit. Stuart ingests the assignment in place of lunch, tracking the article down to the university library. The stacks, third-largest in the country, are, like Memorial Stadium, decorated passim with orange-and-black Civil Defense pies. Ressler doubts the pragmatics of the motif. Four floors of masonry are not likely to survive an airburst. Brick and poured concrete do reduce rad passage, but story-height blown-out glass does not. And using the library as shelter until the renovated landscape returned to safe levels would require keeping survivors alive for weeks on cellulose alone.
Nevertheless, this homage to Dewey Decimal is the most impressive monument America’s Breadbasket has yet shown him. Several million volumes colonize ten floors of catwalks and twisting alleys. Every deck contains, in its hectares, plumbing and facilities for long-term residents. If the stink of binding paste didn’t offend, he’d go AWOL from the barracks and set up his two pieces of luggage here. A sadly vindicating tour reveals an 824 untouched since Henry James died. Humanities have clearly slid into the terminally curatorial, forsaking claim to knowledge. Ressler finds his niche-to-be, 575, by cytotropic sixth sense, tucked away in a grotto deep in the cavernous recesses, incandescence lending it appropriate spelunker’s air. This rarefied branch of a specialized discipline, barely extant a decade back, now rates several shelves, swelling by the hour.
At any other time, he’d be hopelessly waylaid by 1930s unemployment lists, turn-of-the-century novels, hundred-season sets of symphony programs. A comprehensively dense map striving for perfect isomorphism with the outside world provokes his browser’s awe. But commissioned, Stuart goes straight to the target periodical without cracking a spine. He’s read Gamow’s views on the code—one of the first formal attacks on how DNA might embed its protein-plans. But best review the physicist’s retraction; its details are likely to be of more use at Dr. Ulrich’s soiree than the latest Elvis or Fats Domino. Advanced Biology 4:23 comes off the shelf suspiciously easily, plops open to the piece in question, a penciled scrawl near the title:
JHB SZI HVA OLP GVX IKZ XHO DBN ZRU ALW WKH TVI HQQ BTI VSR EP
Disguised messages hook him by the brain stem. The cold lure of this adept’s sport, text trapped in nonsense: a face-slap, tapping impulses fiercer than the urge to pile up cars or cure the forbidding loneliness of women. The sanctioned desires of twenty-five—warm breasts and cold chrome—are mere substitutes, garbled misreadings of the real pull. All longing converges on this mystery: revelation, unraveling secret spaces, the suggestion that the world’s valence lies just behind a scrambled facade, where only the limits of ingenuity stand between him and sunken gardens. Cryptography alone slips beneath the cheat of surface. Yes, test adrenaline, the attempt to justify the teacher’s faith, contributes to this nonsense string’s siren song. But this puzzle—clearly planted for his benefit—this chase, this unscrambling, waiting, working, worrying the moment when simple, irrefutable plaintext explanation descends: this (the cadence of his thought straying dangerously close to Protestant hymnody) is the reason why awareness itself first evolved out of inert earth.
Experiment per se has never carried any special appeal; rare steak aside, Ressler has never enjoyed cutting into any genus higher than Anura. But the driving design … He forgets the article and sets to work on the pencil smudges. “EP”, the closing, sole couplet: the initials of his antagonist, KU? He tries a few relations before hitting on a simple one. P to U is a jump of five letters; E to K, a jump of six. An incremental substitution cipher—a good, reversible garbling scheme. Seven to the final “R” yields “Y”. Eight to the “S”, going around the horn, arrives at “A”. The last triplet comes out “day”: paydirt. The rest of the reconstruction is brute counting. Soon shell cracks and sense seeps through:
IFY OUC ANR EAD THI STH ENT HEP ART YIS REA LLY WED NES DAY
Back to native tongue. Grouping by threes is Ulrich’s hat tip to the prevailing idea that the unit in the genetic code is a triplet of bases. Regrouping reveals all.
He passes the rite of hidden passages, wins his first glimpse of the new boss. The path from discovery to tinkering to inspiration to solution takes place outside time. Returning to deck entrance, he discovers that he has narrowly missed being locked in the stacks overnight. Only when he is safely back at the barracks, flat out on the bunk in K-53-C, sipping tomatoes and savoring his victory, does he realize that he’s forgotten even to glance at the article Dr. Ulrich asked him to review.
Stuart arrives at the Ulrich doorstoop on the revealed Wednesday, groomed for the occasion. The chief ushers him into the party with only a “Good job.” Ressler, the last guest to arrive, uncomfortable in newly purchased suit, presents host and hostess with a box of after-dinner chocolates filled with greenish fungi. Suit and gift are both wild miscalculations; soon he’ll be unable to go out in public at all, so completely has he botched the social code in his haste to crack the genetic. He makes the rounds, meets his future labmates. Tooney Blake, dark, mid-height, a youthful forty, is at the piano doing a terrifyingly down-tempo version of “Let’s Call the Whole Thing Off.” Only he’s missed the point of the song: “Potato, potato, tomato, tomato,” all pronounced exactly the same. A gracious woman with an uncanny Eleanor Roosevelt impersonation, Dr. Toveh Botkin, stands by in great pain, waiting for the promised formal feeling to come. Her accent reveals her as one of those brilliant Central European scientist
s lured away from the Russians in ’45 by democracy and cash. Musically illiterate, Ressler can nevertheless tell by Dr. Botkin’s bearing that the soiree is soul-toughening purgatory for her. She says as much in her first sentence to him, declaring with convoluted tact that the machine responsible for the apotheosis of Beethoven’s Diabelli, not to mention the transcendent Opus 109 set, had been a sacred instrument to her until a few moments before. He nods, without a clue to what she’s talking about.
Joseph Lovering, five years Ressler’s senior, sits on a sofa noisily denying that he is now or ever has been a member of this or any party. He and Jeanette Koss, also near thirty, heatedly discuss some political bomb that Ressler lost track of while in grad school. These two, the only folks close to Stuart in age, more or less ignore him after the obligatory hand-grab. Daniel Woytowich, the other senior Cyfer member after Ulrich and Botkin, is at work in the corner, head wrapped in Pyrex eyeglasses, watching the Ulrichs’ rabbit-eared black-and-white set broadcast Garry Moore’s I’ve Got a Secret. The show is interrupted by a flash announcement: scientists have succeeded in creating today’s modern aspirin, the Ferrari of the gastrointestinal Le Mans. Faster, Stronger, and now Improved. “Last year’s aspirin only killed the headache …”. When Ressler introduces himself, Woytowich tells him the panelist’s secret: by marrying the mother of his father’s second wife, he’s become his own grandpa.
The night’s entertainment alarms and depresses him: how can so human a collection hope to penetrate its own blueprint? The code must certainly be more ingenious than this crew it created. Ressler knows Cyfer’s considerable collective intelligence from their published track record. He needs them; they represent specific expertise in cytology, biochemistry, ontogeny, fields wild to him. Yet they sing, watch prime time, talk politics. Incredible comedown, awful circularity: no one to reveal us to ourselves but us.
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