by Jen Pretty
   a cafeteria. People were holding trays of food and chatting,
   ignoring us.
   I shoved the trench coat man away and looked around
   for an exit. On the far wall, there was a door, and I made a
   run for it. I didn’t care if Dorothy said he was fine; he had
   just done some weird magic and teleported me somewhere.
   I tripped over chairs and backpacks that littered the path
   between the tables. People noticed me and stopped what
   they were doing to watch.
   “Selena, just wait a minute,” the man said from behind
   me, but there was no way
   I would wait for anything.
   I reached the door and pushed it open, stumbling out
   into the mid-afternoon sun — except the world wasn’t
   right. Fire flooded me. I fell to the ground, trying to hold
   it all in. I had to keep it from sparking out and alerting
   more people. The flames bloated me and stretched my skin
   making me feel like a balloon about to pop.
   “Just let it go,” the man said from right beside me. “You
   can’t hold it all.”
   I was panting, barely able to fill my lungs; the fire used
   up so much space.
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   “If you don’t let go, you’ll pass out. I’m cool either
   way,” the man said, leaning back against the wall of the
   building.
   My vision was going black around the edges. A face I
   recognized moved into my field of view.
   “Jesus, you could have prepared her better,” the
   vampire DJ said.
   “I tried; she pulled a knife on me. I thought this would
   expedite the situation.”
   “You’re an asshole,” the DJ said to trench coat.
   The blackness took over my vision, and I set my head
   down on the ground as I lost consciousness.
   “Well, you’re an idiot,” I didn’t recognize the voice.
   “I’m an idiot? She is the one who pointed a knife at
   me.” That was trench-coat. The jerk.
   “She couldn’t kill you with a knife!” the first man said.
   “Exactly my point!” Trench Coat countered.
   “Shut up, both of you,” an older voice broke in.
   I didn’t want to open my eyes. My fire had snuffed out.
   I felt empty as if I had just raised a wraith. I hoped that no
   one saw it.
   “You can open your eyes, Selena,” the older voice said,
   closer to my ear.
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   I opened one eye and peeked at him. He was a man late
   in life. His hair and bushy beard were both grey, making
   him look like Santa or a wizard.
   He chuckled, “Very close on the second one.”
   I furrowed my brow.
   “We prefer the term warlock,” he said.
   “Did you just read my mind?” I asked, my voice
   scratchy. I cleared my throat.
   “Yes, but we will get to that later. How about you rest
   for now?”
   I looked around. There were beds lined up with white
   sheets and patterned curtains separated each bed.
   “You are in a hospital,” the warlock said. “My name is
   Niri. You have already met Falcor and Anick,” he said
   indicating trench coat and then the vampire. “That’s
   enough for now. We can chat more once you have
   recovered. Please don’t go outside until we can talk.”
   Niri turned and walked past the other two men who
   looked down at their shoes until the door clicked shut
   behind the old warlock.
   “I’m going to get something to eat. You can babysit,”
   Trench coat, Falcor said.
   “Whatever,” the Dj, Anick, replied. The door didn’t
   open, but Falcor disappeared, and Anick perched on a
   stool in the corner, staring down at his phone. I studied his
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   profile for a few minutes trying to decide if I would fall
   over if I stood up.
   “Why are you staring at me?” he asked without looking
   up from his phone.
   “Sorry,” I muttered and pushed myself up to sitting. My
   vision blurred, but I grabbed onto the sides of the hospital
   bed and waited for it to pass. I felt empty still.
   No flickering flame at all.
   I opened my hand and looked at my palm. Then pushed a
   little and tried to get a spark, but there was none. I pressed
   harder, but still nothing. I started to breathe harder again,
   trying to find something. Was it gone? All of it? I felt like
   my chest would cave in. There was nothing inside me at all.
   “What are you freaking out about?” Anick asked, eyes
   still glued to his cell phone. “Your heart is racing.”
   “I have no fire.” I threw back the sheet covering me and
   moved to stand up. All the blood raced away from my
   brain, and I wobbled, flailing my arms. A strong pair of
   hands grabbed me and steadied me on my feet. My fingers
   wrapped up in Anick’s t-shirt, and I stabilized myself.
   I took some deep breaths and tried to calm down, as
   Dorothy had taught me. “I want to go home,” I said, my
   voice scratching.
   “That’s not safe. There is a monster running around
   killing people in your hometown,” his voice was low.
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   “I’m empty,” I said, a tear breaking over my eyelid and
   trailing down my cheek. I couldn’t let go of the man, or I
   would fall, but I wanted to hide away. My whole life I had
   wished to be normal, now I was, and I hated it. I felt empty
   without the stupid flames.
   Anick looked over his shoulder at the door. Then
   reached in his pocket and pulled out a vile, corked with a
   rubber stopper, like the little tubes the doctor fills with
   your blood when they draw it for testing. He looked over
   his shoulder once more and then popped the top of the
   vile, and it was like a few days’ worth of embers filled my
   body. I took a deep breath and a wave of dizziness washed
   over me from the sudden onslaught, but it relieved the
   empty feeling.
   “It won't last, this place eats magic for breakfast, but
   you look better already. I’ve never met someone with
   magic who wasn’t raised here. Falcor shouldn’t have
   brought you so suddenly.”
   I released him and slid back onto the bed. I let a spark
   into my palm. It sizzled and disappeared as if I had used it
   or a giant vacuum had sucked it up. I would have to hold
   on tight if I didn't want to lose my fire again.
   I felt awkward in front of Anick now. My emotional
   moment was weird.
   Shit.
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   I closed my eyes and tried to sleep instead. I wanted to
   ask questions about this place, where I was and why there
   was no magic, but I was so tired my eyelids wouldn’t stay
   open. So, let them stay closed and told my brain to shut up.
   Flames swirled under my skin. I let my arms and legs
   sink into the feeling of heaviness. Like a thick blanket was
   pinning me down and sleep washed over me.
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   CHAPTER FOUR
   Sun was shining through a window when I woke up.
   My alarm hadn't gone off. I sat up suddenly and looked
   around, giving myself a head rush be
fore I remembered I
   was in some weird hospital or something. Somewhere with
   no magic.
   “You finally awake?” Falcor suddenly stood at the end
   of my bed.
   “Where the hell am I?” I asked.
   “Finally, an intelligent question. I was beginning to
   think you were stupid,” he said with a sneer.
   “What’s your problem?”
   “This is the training centre,” he said ignoring my last
   question. “Children of magic come here to train.”
   “I’m not a child,” I said. “Are there kids here who can
   raise the dead?”
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   “Only a few necromancers are born to each
   generation. The rest are witches, warlocks and vampires.”
   Dorothy had filled me in on the fact that there were
   other people with magic. My fire wanted vampires just like
   any other dead thing, and I had come across a few in the
   city, but I had never met a warlock or witch. I was pretty
   sure. Though, maybe I had and didn’t know. Falcor was
   standing right in front of me, and my flames didn't seem to
   want anything to do with him.
   “So, why am I in a school for children?” I asked when
   the silence had stretched on too long.
   “Well, Dorothy didn’t train you properly. You passed
   out trying to hold too much magic,” he got that crooked
   smile again. The one that made me want to punch him.
   “It usually just trickles in slowly. I don’t know why I
   got so much. Did anyone see?”
   “Oh, everyone saw.”
   “Shit.”
   “The warlocks spell the grounds. Inside there is no
   magic, outside, on sanctuary grounds, is pure magic.” He
   said it like it was part of a tour speech given to everyone
   who came to the school.
   “Why?” I asked, sitting up in bed.
   “Because you need to learn to live with too much and
   not enough.”
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   “I can live just fine with a normal amount,” I said.
   “We all saw how well you managed yesterday.”
   I scowled at him.
   “Come on, I’m supposed to show you around,” he
   said, turning towards the door. I stayed put, not sure I
   wanted to follow him anywhere. He stopped at the door,
   turned back and raised his hand. The sheet that was
   covering me blew off the bed and flew through the air to
   land in a heap along the far wall. “I can move all kinds of
   things. Unless you want me to float you around the
   building, I suggest you get up.”
   I huffed but swung my legs over the side of the bed. I
   wasn’t wearing my boots but saw them sitting on a chair,
   so I pulled them on and hurried after the jerk warlock.
   “You have already seen the medical ward. This is the
   classroom wing.”
   Bright splashes of various colours covered the walls.
   Each colour glittered. I found one the exact shade I saw
   when my flame met the dead and wondered if the others
   were what warlocks saw.
   “Very perceptive, Selena,” the older voice of Niri
   echoed down the hall. I spun to find the man standing with
   a child. The little boy had stark white hair and beautiful
   features. His chocolate eyes were wide as he stared at me.
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   The little flicker of fire I was holding tried to reach out
   to the little boy. It was tentative, not like when I was
   around the dead. I clamped it down but saw blue sparks
   around the boy too. They danced along the floor like a
   sparkler in the night — glittering blue.
   My fire pushed at my skin, but I held it at bay. I had
   never met another necromancer, but here he was with my
   hair, my eyes, my magic.
   His sparks crept closer to mine, and I was locked in
   the moment until Niri rested his hand on the young boy's
   shoulder and the blue glitter slipped back into him and
   disappeared.
   Niri led the boy closer until he was standing in front
   of me. The little boy's eyes blinked, and a soft smile curved
   his lips.
   “Selena, I would like you to meet Colvin. He is the
   only other necromancer here at the moment. There is one
   other whom I would like to introduce you to when he
   arrives next week.”
   “It’s nice to meet you, Colvin,” I said. The boy smiled,
   displaying his gapped teeth. His face was such a contrast
   — white hair and dark eyes. I was younger than him when
   Dorothy started dying my hair.
   “You won't have to dye your hair while you are here,”
   Niri said, reading my thoughts again.
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   My eyes shifted from Colvin to Niri. The old man had
   a friendly smile on his face and was wearing a patchwork
   suit that made him look a bit like a hobo. He chuckled at
   my thought, and I blushed.
   “I can’t stay here, I have to work tomorrow
   afternoon,” I said, then remembered someone was leaving
   dead things on my doorsteps and the truth set in. I
   wouldn’t be able to work or go back to my apartment.
   What about Georgia?
   “Your old life is over,” Falcor said beside me.
   I narrowed my eyes at him.
   “Let’s discuss that later, shall we?” Niri said, drawing
   my attention back to him and the child beside him.
   He was right. I didn’t want to discuss the murderer in
   front of the young boy. The foster home I lived in had
   children of all ages and a few very young kids. Many of
   them came from bad homes, and they had suffered too
   much. I felt an overpowering urge to protect Colvin. I
   wanted to scoop him up and hide him away.
   “That is a natural feeling, Selena. Necromancers are
   family. They are rare and fragile. We are fortunate to have
   you here with us.” Niri said with a smile. “Colvin has to get
   to class, but you will see him in some of your classes.”
   I returned his smile, and then Colvin took his hand, and
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   they walked away. “Wait, I’m taking classes with little
   kids?”
   Falcor scoffed, “You will have to catch up to them. A
   six-year-old can probably handle magic better than you.”
   I bit my tongue to keep from saying something I
   would regret.
   “This is the cafeteria,” he said as we walked past the
   open doors of the big room with rows of tables. It was
   empty now, but I remembered it from the day before.
   Falcor strode off down the hall and through a set of doors.
   I hurried to catch the door before it swung shut behind
   him.
   “This is the dorms. You have a room to yourself since
   you are significantly older than the rest of the students.”
   “I’m nineteen. Not over the hill,” I muttered.
   He ignored me and took out a key, unlocking a
   wooden door and stepping inside. I followed him into the
   tiny room. There was a bed and desk with a wooden chair.
   A second open door on one side led to a small bathroom
   with a shower. At least I had that. It wasn’t much smaller
   than my apartment. A window above the bed let in the
   midd
ay sun, making the plain space seem bright and
   welcoming.
   “This is your room.” He handed me the key and
   turned to leave.
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   “I don’t have my suitcase,” I said.
   “Yes, I’ll go get it for you.” With that, he disappeared
   and reappeared a second later, holding the bag I had hastily
   packed before running to Dorothy’s house. He set it down
   on the bed and handed me a piece of paper before
   disappearing again.
   Why couldn’t I get warlock powers?
   I lifted the piece of paper and studied the timetable
   printed on it. It was a class schedule. It displayed room
   numbers and times with the warning not to be late.
   Super, I was back in high school or maybe grade
   school since I would be taking classes with kids. Fun.
   I moved my suitcase and collapsed on the bed, my feet
   hanging off the end. I wondered why Dorothy hadn’t sent
   me here as a child if it was safe and they would teach me
   things. Friends woudl ahve been nice while I was growing
   up.
   There was a knock at my door, and I sat up. “Come
   in,” I said.
   The door cracked open, and Anick stuck his head in.
   My flame tried to flow towards him, and I clamped it
   down.
   “Hi, I wanted to check in on you. Falcor is an ass.”
   I laughed. “Thanks. He is an ass. I’m fine though.”
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   “Cool, do you want to come to the cafeteria? You
   missed breakfast, but the staff usually have some
   sandwiches in the fridge,” he said, smiling and displaying
   his pointed teeth.
   “Sure, thanks.” I stood up and followed Anick out
   into the hall, pausing long enough to lock the door behind
   me.
   “Did you meet Colvin?” he asked as we walked side
   by side down the hall. I was about to answer when a bell
   rang, and every door swung open, releasing nearly a
   hundred children into the halls. They appeared to range in
   age from six to late teens, and the noise was overwhelming.
   My sparks wanted to reach out to a few I recognized as
   vampires, but I had the tiny scrap of flame still left inside
   me locked down already.
   I stepped in behind Anick and let him lead through
   the chaos until he turned into the empty cafeteria.
   I sighed with relief, and Anick chuckled. “You OK?”