by Jen Pretty
   sponge and it could wring me dry. I clamped down on my
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   magic, and the beast reared back to strike again. It's teeth
   flashed in the moonlight.
   I screamed with the last puff of air in my lungs, and my
   magic responded. It didn't just slug along the ground. My
   magic became sharp like a blade. It spun out from me
   towards the serpent's head, nicking it and removing half of
   its mouth. Its coils loosened suddenly. A deep gasping
   breath filled my lungs, and the magic inside me poured into
   a longer blade that swung like heavy steel and finally
   decapitated the monster.
   In a panic, I struggled. My magic continued to hack at
   the beast, though I knew it was dead. When I was free of
   its coils, I crab-crawled backwards away from the mess,
   panting, my head spinning.
   Kai and Nick were pulling an unconscious Peran from
   the shed.
   “You guys were supposed to protect me!” I yelled, still
   panting hard and blood cooling on my skin. I checked the
   place where the monster had bitten me, but the skin was
   already whole.
   “You wanted me to stab at you while you wrestled with
   a giant ass snake?” Nick asked.
   “I wanted you to kill that gross thing!”
   “Selena,” Kai said, his voice calm and reasonable.
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   “Don’t talk to me,” I said, getting up and striding down
   the path. Crow calling from the sky accompanied the
   crunch of my boots on the gravel. He flew above me, his
   wings making a soft whistle sound as he flapped.
   “Selena, wait,” Nick said, his jogging steps echoing
   behind me.
   I considered running, but what was the point? I was in
   a graveyard in Canada. If I wanted to go home, I couldn't
   really run away.
   “Selena.” Nick grabbed my sleeve and pulled me to a
   stop.
   I dropped my head to hide the tears that had sprung to
   my eyes.
   Nick paused for a moment and then wrapped me up in
   his arms. “I’m sorry,” he whispered into my hair as I buried
   my face in his warm chest.
   Sobs I tried to fight back, won the war and wracked my
   body. Nick rubbed my back and held me in the cool night
   for several minutes.
   Kai’s voice broke the silence that fell. “Come on guys,
   time to go.”
   Nick's arm slipped over my shoulder and kept me in
   tight beside him as we walked back towards Kai. He
   appeared right in front of us, and sifted us back into the
   hotel room so suddenly, I felt nauseated.
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   Laying on the bed in the room was a bloody but
   breathing Peran. He had open wounds that oozed to soak
   his clothes and the sheets beneath him. Crow appeared like
   he had sifted. He sailed across the room to perch on the
   bedpost.
   I perched on the edge of the bed and watched Peran’s
   chest rise and fall. He was alive at least.
   “Peran will be fine, Selena,” Kai said, obviously
   noticing my worried expression. “He needs to rest.”
   I nodded. A couple of Peran's wounds had already
   closed. They left behind a bright red scar, but it wouldn't
   be long before the scars faded. Peran was a necromancer.
   Blood was our thing.
   Crow ruffled his feathers and then hunkered down on
   his post and closed his black eyes. It was nearly morning,
   and I still hadn’t slept. My legs strained to rise and
   staggered me into the adjoining room. I had to change
   before I went to sleep, but I was filthy and had blood on
   my arm. I stopped at my suitcase and stared down at it.
   “You ok?” Nick's voice was soft behind me.
   “I don’t have any clean clothes left,” I said, still staring
   at my bag.
   “Here. You can borrow one of mine,” I looked behind
   me. Nick was holding out a folded t-shirt.
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   “Thank you,” I said, taking it from his hand and
   moving to the bathroom. I had a quick shower with a lot
   of soap and then slid into the oversized shirt. It said
   Metallica in faded letters and had the picture of a demon
   type thing. Fitting. It smelled cool and fresh like Nick
   despite the fact it was clean. The cotton was soft on my
   skin, and when I stepped out of the bathroom, it was just
   him and me in the room. He was sitting in the chair by the
   window with his glass of not-tomato juice, his shirt
   unbuttoned and chest on full display.
   I stepped out and crossed the darkened room
   confidently. A dim lamp was on in the corner, giving the
   room had a warm glow. The shirt barely came to my thighs,
   and Nick's eyes followed me as I moved to the bed. I slid
   under the crisp sheets and adjusted the pillows, then turned
   on my side to look at him.
   Our eyes met, and I held his gaze. He downed the last
   of his drink breaking our eye contact. Then, setting the
   glass down on the table with a light clink, he stood and
   kicked off his shoes and let his shirt fall to the floor. The
   mattress dipped as he sat down and swung his legs up onto
   it, then rested his head back on the pillow beside me.
   The moment stretched out. We were in our own little
   world. The silence of the room brought peace and every
   breath I took relaxed my tired muscles further.
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   His hand crept out and slid a piece of my stark white
   hair behind my ear, then trailed back across my cheek,
   making me shiver.
   His face was too intense. I couldn’t hold the silence.
   My heart was jumping in my chest, and I needed to cut the
   tension. “Do you never sleep?” I whispered.
   He smiled like he knew he made me nervous and found
   it adorable. “No, vampires don’t sleep.” His hand trailed
   down my jaw and then danced along the length of my neck,
   raising goosebumps on my skin. His eyes followed his
   fingers, abandoning my gaze to stare at my neck.
   “Do you drink blood from people?” I asked.
   His eyes shot back up to mine, and his breath caught.
   His throat bobbed. “No.”
   I slid a few inches closer to him. I always assumed
   vampires were cold, but Nick was warm, and my magic
   pressed to be near him. The feeling of it flipping around
   inside me was like being on a roller coaster. It was exciting.
   I reached up and took his hand, twining my fingers in his.
   I didn’t have much magic, but I let it flow out through
   my fingers into his. He sighed and closed his eyes, a look
   of relaxation smoothed out his face. He was so beautiful in
   the low light. Like he was the first night I had seen him in
   the club. I knew nothing about vampires that night when I
   hid from him.
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   “Thank you,” I whispered as my eyes closed. Losing
   the last of my magic made me feel a little drunk as magic
   rushed back in to fill the void I had created. It was much
   quicker now. It wouldn’t be a week between raising the
   dead if I tried to go back to my old life now.
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sp; But I realized I didn’t want to go back. I wanted to be
   here, with Nick. I had slain a monster and raised a murder
   victim, held hands with a vampire and saved a warlock.
   Perhaps I didn’t need to hide. I fell asleep with that thought
   on my mind.
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   CHAPTER THIRTEEN
   I woke alone in the bed, stretched and groaned at the
   tension in my muscles. Something dropped onto the pillow
   beside me, and I moved my head back to get a look at it. It
   was a stark black feather. I looked up, and Crow bobbed
   his head, shifting from one leg to another.
   “What do you want?” I asked.
   He flew across the room and landed on the handle of
   a cart. His beak tapped the tin cover like a woodpecker,
   then he cawed again.
   I laughed and slid off the bed, then took the cover from
   the plate on the cart. There was some fruit and toast on the
   plate as well as coffee.
   “I call dibs on the coffee,” I said picking up the piping
   hot beverage.
   A chuckle from behind me made me turn and realize I
   wasn't wearing much clothes at the same time. I
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   straightened the shirt with one hand, making sure it wasn’t
   riding up and carefully held my coffee in the other as I
   walked back across the room to climb into the bed again.
   “What's so funny?” I asked the vampire in the corner.
   “You and your bird. He has been trying to wake you
   for about twenty minutes. He jumped on you a few times,
   and you didn’t wake up.”
   “I grew up in a foster home. It would take an act of
   God to wake me before I am ready,” I replied.
   Nick chuckled and shook his head.
   The door that joined our room to the one beside
   opened and Peran stumbled in. His clothes looked like he
   had just rolled out of bed and his hair was flat on one side
   and spiked on the other. He raised his hand in greeting and
   flung himself down on the chair opposite Nick.
   “How are you feeling, buddy?” Nick asked.
   Peran groaned, resting his elbow on the table to prop
   up his chin as if his head was too heavy. His eyes lit on me,
   taking in my face, the cup of coffee, the Metallica shirt that
   belonged to Nick. His face remained passive, but he looked
   away before he spoke.
   “I’m all right. Could I talk to you privately for a minute,
   Nick?”
   Nick’s crooked grin returned. I was pretty sure I knew
   what Peran wanted to talk to him about, give my current
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   state of undress. It looked bad. I wanted no part of that
   conversation, so I was happy to leave them to it.
   I pulled the shirt down to make sure it covered me
   before I slid off the bed.
   “We can just go—”
   “Nope, I’m having a shower,” I interrupted Peran.
   When I glanced back, Nick still had the crooked smile. This
   was awkward. I hustled to the bathroom as Crow hopped
   from the cart to take up my place in the bed, half a croissant
   clutched in his beak. At least he waited till I was out of the
   bed before leaving it full of crumbs.
   I dragged my suitcase into the bathroom with me and
   flicked on the shower. My white hair caught my eye in the
   mirror, and I did a double take. It was so white it made my
   skin look dark. I ran my fingers through it until I hit a few
   stubborn knots and gave up. Rummaging in my bag, I
   selected the cleanest pants and shirt. Walking around all
   day in Nick’s huge shirt didnt seem like a good plan, but
   this was ridiculous.
   I stepped under the hot spray of the shower and let it
   melt me. The tension in my shoulders relaxed, and the heat
   soothed the stiffness out of my spine. Serpent wrestling
   was not my forte.
   My mind spun away from that thought and back to
   home. I wanted to go home and see Georgia which
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   reminded me I had never heard back from her. With
   everything going on, I wondered if she had sent a message
   and Nick hadn’t told me.
   I finished my shower and pulled on some clothes. I
   rooted around one last time, and my hands found a clean
   pair of socks, still balled together and smelling of laundry.
   They were fuzzy inside. At least my feet were clean.
   I stepped out to find the room empty, but voices were
   coming from the adjoining room.
   “Look, you don’t get to make the decisions here. You
   aren’t Niri. In fact, we are probably leaving. Since she killed
   the monster you came for, we should just part ways,” Nick
   said, his voice a low growl.
   “You think this is the best plan? What happens when
   she figures out the truth? Do you think she will just let it
   slide? You think she will forgive you?” Kai asked, anger
   creasing his face.
   “Who will forgive what?” I asked from the doorway.
   Three sets of eyes locked on to me and I almost took a step
   back.
   Kai raised one hand towards me and gave a pointed
   look to Nick as if he was inviting the vampire to answer
   my question.
   Nick rubbed his hands over his face then drew in a
   deep breath. “It’s about your friend Georgia,” he said.
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   I stepped into the room. “What about her?” My heart
   raced. Nick's face was grim, and he wouldn’t look me in
   the eye. I took a few more steps forward. Dread clutched
   at my lungs, preventing me from taking a full breath.
   “Someone killed her,” he said, and my world snapped
   like a twig under my foot.
   The blood rushed out of my head, and my heart seized
   in my chest. Magic whipped into a frenzy under my skin. It
   tried to pour out, and I let it along with the tears that
   burned my eyes. Georgia. Then a terrible thought occurred
   to me.
   “When?” I asked.
   “Selena, let me explain.”
   “When?” I shouted.
   I called her days ago.
   His eyes pleaded with me, but I turned and walked out,
   slamming the door that linked the two rooms behind me.
   The tears burned lines down my face as I sat on the
   bed and tried to process the information. Georgia was
   gone. I picked up the phone beside the bed and dialled
   Dorothy.
   “Hello?” Her voice through the other end of the phone
   pulled a wretched sob from me.
   “Dorothy,” I cried.
   “Selena? What’s happened? Where are you?”
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   I explained to her what happened. Then went on to tell
   her about everything when I finally calmed down. When I
   hung up the phone with her, I didn’t feel better.
   I opened the door between the rooms. The guys were
   all sitting around. Kai flicked off the TV when I stepped
   in.
   “I want to go home,” I said.
   “I already booked a flight,” Peran said.
   Nick kept his eyes on the carpet.
   I left the door open, returning to the bathroom to
   gather my suitcase and dirty clothes. Tears gathered in the
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rs of my eyes again, but I took a deep breath and
   pushed them back. I was not about to be the crier on the
   plane. I grabbed my book from the table and tucked it in
   my bag too.
   The guys wandered in, their bags with them and I
   followed Peran out the door. In the lobby, Kai returned
   the key cards, and we filed into the cab waiting at the door.
   At the airport, Nick tried to talk to me, but I shot him
   a dirty look, and he moved away. The flight was long. Kai
   sat with me and slept the whole way. I tried to nap, but my
   mind was still numb. Magic was filling up my empty spaces
   and pushing at my skin. I clamped down on it, but it was
   impossible to hold it all in.
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   “Good evening ladies and gentleman,” a voice came
   over the speaker. “We’ll be making an unscheduled fuel
   stop in Denver. This is nothing to worry about, but please
   fasten your seat belts as we will be landing in ten minutes.”
   Groans filled the plane as people dutifully clicked their
   seat belts on.
   I shook Kai’s shoulder, and he woke enough to put his
   on too.
   As the plane touched down, I could feel Nick's eyes
   locked on me. My magic was pressing in his direction from
   under my skin and making me feel lopsided. Too bad for
   my magic, it could just hang on until we got home. I
   wouldn’t be giving that vampire anything.
   “We will be underway in about thirty minutes, folks.
   We’re going to have you all stay on the plane, but the
   hostess will be around with the refreshment cart. Thank
   you.”
   Kai took out his phone and held it up. He held it
   higher. “I’m gonna see if I can get Wi-Fi closer to the front
   of the plane.” He unbuckled his seat belt and left me with
   no buffer from Nick.
   Nick took the opportunity and slid across the aisle to
   sit beside me.
   “I don’t want to talk to you,” I said, moving as close to
   the window as I could get, so his elbow didn’t touch mine.
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   It was hard to trust my magic when I was holding so much
   of it.
   “I just want to apologize. It was stupid not to tell you.”
   “Yes, you should have told me,” I said, scowling.
   His eyes turned away. “I just knew there wasn’t
   anything you could do about it and Nick was in the middle