Lady Midnight

by Cassandra Clare

  Emma and Julian ripped themselves away from each other in a panic. They were both disheveled, their hair mussed, their lips kiss-swollen. Nor could Emma imagine how they'd explain why they'd locked themselves into Julian's private room.

  "Juuules!" Livvy was yelling now, good-naturedly. "We're in the library and Ty sent me to get you. . . ." Livvy paused, most likely looking around the room. "Seriously, Julian, where are you?"

  The knob of the door turned.

  Julian stood frozen. The knob jiggled again, the door rattling against its lock.

  Emma tensed.

  There was the sound of a sigh. The knob stopped jiggling. Footsteps moved away from them, and then the studio door banged closed.

  Emma looked at Julian. She felt as if her blood had frozen and then unthawed suddenly; it was pounding through her veins like a spring torrent. "It's okay," she breathed.

  Julian caught her and hugged her fiercely, his bitten-nailed hands digging into her shoulders. He gripped her so tightly she could barely breathe.

  Then he let go. He did it as if he was forcing himself, as if he were starving and he was putting aside the last piece of food he had. But he did it.

  "We'd better go," he said.

  Back in her bedroom, Emma showered and changed as quickly as she could. She slid on jeans and couldn't help a wince as her T-shirt came down over her head, scraping against the bandages on her back. She was going to need new ones soon, and probably another iratze.

  She headed out, only to discover that the hallway was already occupied.

  "Emma," Mark said, unhitching himself from the wall. His voice sounded tired. "Julian said you were all right. I--I'm so sorry."

  "It's not your fault, Mark," she said.

  "It is," he said. "I trusted Kieran."

  "You trusted him because you loved him."

  He glanced at her, surprised. He looked off-kilter, and not just because of his eyes: It was as if someone had reached inside him and shaken the roots of his beliefs. She could still hear him screaming as Iarlath whipped first Julian and then her. "It was that clear?"

  "You looked at him like--" Like I look at Julian. "Like you look at someone you love," she said. "I'm sorry I didn't realize it before. I thought you . . ." Liked Cristina, maybe? Kieran sure seemed jealous of her. "Liked girls," she finished. "Teach me to make assumptions."

  "I do," he said quizzically. "Like girls."

  "Oh," she said. "You're bisexual?"

  "Last time I checked, that's what you call it," he said with a brief look of amusement. "There are no real words for these things in Faerie, so . . ."

  She winced. "Double sorry on the assumptions."

  "It's all right," he said. "You are correct about Kieran. He was all I had for a long time."

  "If it makes any difference, he does love you," said Emma. "I could see it on his face. I don't think he expected any of us to be hurt. I think he thought they'd bring you back to Faerie, where you could be with him. He would never have thought--"

  But at that, at the memory of the whip coming down not just on her back but on Julian's, her throat closed.

  "Emma," Mark said. "The day that I was taken by the Hunt--the last thing I said to Julian was that he should stay with you. I thought of you, even when I was gone, as this delicate girl, this little thing with blond braids. I knew if anything happened to you, even then, Julian would be heartbroken."

  Emma felt her own heart skip a beat, but if Mark meant anything out of the ordinary by "heartbroken," it wasn't evident.

  "Today, you protected him," Mark said. "You took the whipping that was meant for him. It was not easy to watch what they did to you. I wish it had been me. I wish it a thousand times. But I know why my brother wanted to protect me. And I am grateful to you for protecting him in turn."

  Emma breathed past the tightness in her throat. "I had to do it."

  "I will always owe you," Mark said, and his voice was the voice of a prince of Faerie, whose promises were more than promises. "Anything you want, I will give it to you."

  "That's quite a promise. You don't have to--"

  "I want to," he said with finality.

  After a moment Emma nodded, and the strangeness was broken. Mark the faerie lapsed back into being Mark Blackthorn, filling her in on the progress of the investigation as they headed down to join the others. In order to keep Uncle Arthur from finding out about what had happened with Emma and the faerie convoy, Julian had arranged for Arthur to attend a meeting with Anselm Nightshade at the pizza place on Cross Creek Road. Nightshade had sent a car for Arthur earlier, promising they both would return when night fell.

  The rest of the family had been in the library. They had torn through piles of books in search of information about Lady Midnight.

  "Did they learn anything?" she asked.

  "I'm not sure. I was just on my way to the library when Mr. Hot and Sexy showed up and said he had information."

  "Whoa." Emma held up her hand. "Mr. Hot and Sexy?"

  "Perfect Diego," Mark grumbled.

  "Okay, look, I know you haven't been back from Faerie all that long, but here in the human world, Mr. Hot and Sexy is not an effective insult."

  Mark didn't get a chance to reply; they had reached the library. The moment they went inside, Emma was nearly knocked off her feet by a rushing figure with a determined hug--it was Livvy, who promptly burst into tears.

  "Ouuuch," Emma said, glancing around. The whole room was covered in stacks of paper, piles of books. "Liv, mind the bandages."

  "I can't believe you let those faeries whip you, oh, I hate them, I hate the Courts, I'll kill all of them--"

  "'Let' is maybe not the word," Emma said. "Anyway, I'm all right. It was fine. It didn't even hurt that much."

  "Ooh, you liar!" said Cristina, emerging from behind a stack of books with Diego beside her. Interesting, Emma thought. "It was very heroic, what you did, but also very stupid."

  Diego looked at Emma with serious brown eyes. "If I had known what was to happen, I would have stayed and volunteered to be whipped myself. I am more muscular and larger than you, and I probably could have taken it better."

  "I took it fine," said Emma, annoyed. "But thanks for the reminder that you're an enormous hulk. I might have forgotten otherwise."

  "Argh! Stop it!" Cristina dissolved into a torrent of Spanish.

  Emma held her hands up. "Cristina, slow down."

  "Would it help?" said Diego. "Do you speak Spanish?"

  "Not much," Emma said.

  He gave a small smile. "Ah, well, in that case, she's complimenting us."

  "I know those weren't compliments," Emma said, but then the door opened and it was Julian, and suddenly everyone was deputized to help carry books and line them up on the table and sort papers. Ty was sitting at the head of the table as if he were leading a board meeting. He didn't smile at Emma exactly, but gave her a sideways glance that Emma knew meant affection, and then looked back down at what he was doing.

  Emma didn't look at Julian, no more than a glance, at least. She didn't think she could. She was aware of his presence as she crossed the room to the long table, though. He came and stood at Ty's left, looking down at his notes.

  "Where are Tavvy and Dru?" she asked, lifting the top volume from a stack of books.

  "Tavvy was getting stir-crazy. Dru took him down to the beach," said Livvy. "Ty thinks he might have figured something out."

  "Who she was," Ty said. "Our Lady Midnight. Tavvy's book reminded me of a story I read in one of the Blackthorn history books--"

  "But we've looked through all the Blackthorn history books," Julian said.

  Ty gave him a superior look. "We looked at everything going back a hundred years," he said. "But Tavvy's book said Lady Midnight was in love with someone she was forbidden to love."

  "And so we thought, what's a forbidden love?" said Livvy eagerly. "I mean, people who are related, gross, and people who are way younger or older than each other, which is also gross, and
people who are sworn enemies, which is not gross but is sort of sad . . ."

  "People who like Star Wars and people who like Star Trek," said Emma. "Et cetera. Where are you going with this, Livs?"

  "Or parabatai, like Silas Pangborn and Eloisa Ravenscar," Livvy went on, and Emma was instantly sorry she'd made a joke. She felt herself become very, very aware of where Julian was standing, how close he was to her, how much he had tensed. "But that doesn't seem likely. So then we thought--it was totally forbidden to fall in love with Downworlders before the Accords. It would have been a big scandal."

  "So we dug into the earlier histories," said Ty. "And we found something. There was a family of Blackthorns who had a daughter who fell in love with a warlock. They were going to run off together, but her family caught them. She was sent to be an Iron Sister."

  "'Her parents trapped her in an iron castle.'" Mark had caught up Tavvy's book. "That's what that means."

  "You speak the language of fairy tales," said Diego. "Not surprising, I suppose."

  "So then she died," said Emma. "What was her name?"

  "Annabel," said Livvy. "Annabel Blackthorn."

  Julian exhaled. "Where did all this happen?"

  "In England," said Ty. "Two hundred years ago. Before 'Annabel Lee' was ever written."

  "I found something as well," said Diego. From the inside pocket of his jacket, he produced a slightly wilted-looking stem with several leaves clustered on it. He laid it on the table. "Don't touch it," he said as Livvy reached out. She drew her hand back. "It's belladonna. Deadly nightshade. Only fatal if ingested or absorbed in the bloodstream, but still."

  "From the convergence site?" said Mark. "I noticed it there."

  "Yes," said Diego. "It is much deadlier than your average belladonna. I suspect it was what was smeared on the arrows that I bought at the Shadow Market." He frowned. "The odd thing is that it normally only grows in Cornwall."

  "The girl who fell in love with the warlock," Ty said. "That was in Cornwall."

  Everything in the room suddenly seemed very clear and bright and harsh, like a photograph brought into sudden focus. "Diego," Emma said. "Who did you buy the arrows from? In the Market?"

  Diego frowned. "A human with the Sight. I think his name was Rook--"

  "Johnny Rook," said Julian. His eyes, meeting Emma's, were dark with a sudden realization. "You think--"

  She held out her hand. "Give me your phone."

  She was aware of the others looking at her curiously as she took the phone from Julian and strode across the room, dialing as she went. The line rang several times before it picked up.

  "Hello?"

  "Rook," she said. "It's Emma Carstairs."

  "I told you not to call me." His voice was cold. "After what your friend did to my son--"

  "If you don't talk to me now, the next visit you get will be from the Silent Brothers," she snapped. There was rage in her voice, though little of it was actually about him. Anger was rising in her like a tide; anger, and the sense of betrayal. "Look, I know you sold my friend some arrows. They were poisoned. With a poison only the Guardian of the Followers would have access to." She was gambling now, but she could tell by the silence on the other end of the phone that her shot in the dark wasn't going wide. "You said you didn't know who he was. You lied."

  "I didn't lie," Rook said after a pause. "I don't know who he is."

  "Then how do you know it's a he?"

  "Look, he always showed up in a robe and gloves and a hood, okay? Completely covered. He asked me to distill those leaves, make a compound he could use. I did it."

  "So you could poison the arrows?"

  She could hear the smirk in Rook's voice. "I had a little left over and thought I'd amuse myself. Centurions aren't too popular around the Shadow Market, and belladonna's illegal."

  Emma wanted to scream at him, wanted to scream that one of the arrows he'd poisoned for fun had nearly killed Julian. She held herself back. "What else did you do for the Guardian?"

  "I don't need to tell you anything, Carstairs. You don't have any proof I know the Guardian that well--"

  "Really? Then how did you know that body was going to be dumped at the Sepulchre?" Rook was silent. "Do you know what the prisons in the Silent City are like? Do you really want to experience them firsthand?"

  "No--"

  "Then tell me what else you did for him. The Guardian. Did you use necromancy?"

  "No! Nothing like that." Now Rook sounded a little panicked. "I did things for the Followers. Made luck charms for them, made sure they'd have some windfalls, access to parties, premieres, have people fall in love with them. Get their deals made. No big things. Just enough to keep them happy and believing that it was worth it to stay. Believing the Guardian was taking care of them and they were going to get everything they wanted."

  "And what did he do for you in return?"

  "Money," Rook said flatly. "Protection. He warded my house against demons. He has some magical power, that guy."

  "You worked for a guy who sacrificed people," Emma pointed out.

  "It was a cult." Rook was practically snarling. "Those have always existed--they always will. People want money and power and they'll do anything to get them. That's not my fault."

  "Yeah, people sure will do anything for money. You're proof of that." Emma tried to rein in her temper, but her heart was pounding. "Tell me anything else about this guy. You must have noticed his voice--they way he walked--anything weird about him--"

  "Everything's weird about a guy who shows up completely wrapped in fabric. I couldn't even see his shoes, okay? He didn't sound like he was all there. He's the one who told me to tell you about the Selpulchre. He babbled a lot of nonsense, once he said he came to L.A. to bring back love--"

  Emma hung up. She looked at the others with her heart slamming against her chest. "It's Malcolm," she said, her voice sounding distant and tinny in her ears. "Malcolm's the Guardian."

  They looked at her with silent, stunned expressions.

  "Malcolm's our friend," said Ty. "That doesn't-- He wouldn't do that."

  "Ty's right," said Livvy. "Just because Annabel Blackthorn was in love with a warlock--"

  "She was in love with a warlock," Emma repeated. "In Cornwall. Magnus said Malcolm used to live in Cornwall. A plant from Cornwall is growing around the convergence. Malcolm's been helping us with the investigation, but he hasn't, really. He never translated a word of what we gave him. He told us this was a summoning spell--it's not, it's a necromantic spell." She started to pace up and down. "He has that ring with the red stone, and the earrings I found at the convergence site were rubies--okay, it's not exactly conclusive, but he'd have to have clothes for her, right? For Annabel? She couldn't go around in grave clothes when he brought her back. It makes more sense for the necromancer to keep clothes there for the person they were raising from the dead than it does for them to keep clothes for themselves." She whirled to find the others staring at her. "Malcolm only moved to L.A. about five months before the attack on the Institute. He says he was away when it happened, but what if he wasn't? He was High Warlock. He could have easily found out where my parents were that day. He could have killed them." She looked over at the others. Their expressions ran the gamut between shock and disbelief.

  "I just don't think Malcolm would do that," Livvy said in a small voice.

  "Rook told me that the Guardian he met with concealed his identity," Emma said. "But he also said the Guardian told him that he'd come to L.A. to bring back love. Remember what Malcolm said while we were watching movies? 'I came here to bring true love back from the dead.'" She gripped the phone so tightly it hurt. "What if he really meant it? Literally? He came here to bring his true love back from the dead. Annabel."

  There was a long silence. It was Cristina, to Emma's surprise, who finally broke it. "I do not know Malcolm well, or love him as you do," she said in her soft voice. "So forgive me if what I say hurts. But I think Emma is right. One of these things could be a
coincidence. But not all of them. Annabel Blackthorn fell in love with a warlock in Cornwall. Malcolm was a warlock in Cornwall. That itself is enough to raise suspicion high enough that it should be investigated." She looked around with earnest dark eyes. "I'm sorry. It is just that the next step for the Guardian is Blackthorn blood. And therefore we cannot wait."

  "Don't be sorry, Cristina. You're right," Julian said. He looked at Emma, and she could see the unspoken words behind his eyes: This is how Belinda knew about Arthur.

  "We need to find him," Diego said, his clear, practical voice cutting through the quiet. "We must move immediately--"

  The library door burst open and Dru came rushing in. Her face was pink and her wavy brown hair had come out of its braids. She nearly collided directly with Diego, but jumped back with a squeak.

  "Dru?" It was Mark who spoke. "Is everything all right?"

  She nodded, bounding across the room toward Julian. "What did you need me for?"

  Julian looked puzzled. "What do you mean?"

  "I was down on the beach with Tavvy," she said, leaning against the edge of the table to catch her breath. "Then he came and said you had to talk to me. So I came running back--"

  "What?" Julian echoed. "I didn't send anyone down to the beach for you, Dru."

  "But he said . . ." Dru looked suddenly alarmed. "He said you needed to see me right away."

  Julian rose to his feet. "Where's Tavvy?"

  Her lip began to wobble. "But he said . . . He said if I ran back, he'd walk Tavvy home. He gave him a toy. He's watched Tavvy before, I don't understand, what's wrong--?"

  "Dru," Julian said in a carefully controlled voice. "Who is 'he'? Who has Tavvy?"

  Dru swallowed, her round face stricken with fright. "Malcolm," she said. "Malcolm has him."

  "I don't understand," Dru said again. "What's happening?"

  Livvy pulled Dru against her and put her arms around her younger sister. They were about the same height--you'd never have been able to tell Livvy was the elder unless you knew them--but Dru clung on gratefully.

  Diego and Cristina stood silently. Ty, in his chair, had taken one of his hand toys from his pocket and was almost attacking it with shaking hands, tangling and untangling. His head was bent, his hair swinging into his face.

  Julian--Julian looked as if his world had caved in.