by Lynn Stevens
Just
One
Song
Table of Contents
Title Page
Just One Song (Just One...)
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
CHAPTER NINETEEN
CHAPTER TWENTY
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
CHAPTER THIRTY
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
Just
One
Song
Lynn Stevens
JUST ONE SONG Copyright © 2020 Lynn Stevens
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used factiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales, is entirely coincidental.
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CHAPTER ONE
The microphone slipped in my shaking hands. I gripped it tighter, hoping that would help. Between my sweaty palms and quivering fingers, it was a miracle I hadn’t dropped it ten times. I smoothed down my cream-colored dress. The gold sparkles were meant to stand out, but now I wished I’d worn the black jeans my best friend suggested.
“Cami,” Iris Addison had said as I twirled in front of the mirror. “Hank Walker isn’t looking for a good little girl to sing back up. He’s gonna want a sex goddess.”
I’d glared at her.
“Okay, a sex goddess in the making.” Her gaze ran up and down my outfit. She’d wrinkled her nose in a way only Iris could do. “Please don’t wear that.”
“I’ll stand out,” I’d insisted, as I applied a pink lip gloss that would shine in the spotlight.
“Not in a good way,” Iris had mumbled, but she didn’t try to get me to change again.
The lump in my throat grew until even breathing became hard. It sounded like I’d sprinted a marathon. This was a bad idea. There was no way I could stand in front of Hank Walker and sing. I stepped back once, then twice.
But it was too late.
“You’re up,” a woman said behind me. When I hesitated, she pushed me forward onto the stage. “Damn kids,” she muttered.
I managed not to stumble, but her shove had been hard enough that it catapulted me into the spotlight.
“Name,” a disembodied voice said from somewhere near the back of the orchestra seats.
The light was too bright to see anything other than white and shadows. I breathed a sigh of relief. Maybe I could do this. I put the mic too close to my lips. When I said, “Cami... I mean, Cameron Harris,” a loud zap of feedback echoed in the cavernous Mountain View Theater. The woman who had shoved me onto the stage ran out and turned down my mic. She nodded and ran back. “Cameron Harris,” I said again without the feedback. My voice sounded like the squeak of a dog toy.
“Go ahead with your selection,” the voice said.
I swallowed and closed my eyes. Breathe in, breathe out... but the music didn’t start. I’d selected “I Dreamed a Dream” from Les Miserables. Just two weeks ago, I’d been onstage at Branson North High singing as Fantine and bearing my soul to a crowd of parents, teachers, and classmates. It was my final bow and I’d do anything to go back and do it again. Wearing Fantine’s rags, letting her sorrow fill me, it was like being inside someone else’s life.
Maybe I should’ve worn the jeans.
“We’re waiting,” the voice said again, this time with an added touch of irritation.
Panic filled my chest, my throat. The heat of the lights, or the nervous fear, drew sweat from my skin. It felt like I’d been lost in rainforest for two hours. Or maybe two weeks. My dress stuck to my body. My breath faded into gasps. The lyrics to the song disappeared from my head.
I opened my mouth and something else entirely came out. The first notes, low and deep in my throat, of “Amazing Grace” rumbled from my lips. It surprised me that this is what my mind conjured. I focused on my words, the cadence of the melody, the way my body relaxed as each word dragged from me like it needed to be freed. I’d only ever sang it in church, and our congregation was small. It was private and comforting and so not appropriate for this situation.
So I sang like my life depended on it.
When the last note died on my lips, I stood waiting judgment.
After a long pause, all I heard was a terse, “Thank you.”
My heart fell to my knees, making me even more unsteady on my feet. I bowed slightly and turned to walk off stage. The woman ushered another girl past me. I stopped at the edge of the stage and watched. She wasn’t a girl by any means. In the lights, the heavy makeup and the wrinkles she’d tried to cover stood out. As did the raven dye covering the light brown hair of her roots. She wore black skin-tight jeans, a black t-shirt shredded at the shoulders, and high heeled boots. The exact outfit Iris wanted me to wear. And this woman wore it better than I ever could.
“Crystal Hart,” she said when prompted.
A guitar riff rang from the speakers. Her voice exploded, high yet husky. She sang “I Hate Myself for Loving You” by Joan Jett and the Blackhearts. Despite wanting to actually hate this woman, I found myself singing along, harmonizing with her.
Dad had told me when I was younger that to be a singer I needed to know all the songs. That was impossible, but I made a point to study country, classic rock, alternative, jazz, and Broadway. Anything that might give me an edge. Anything that might make me stand out against the millions of wannabe singers. Anything to give me a chance.
The woman finished her selection with a pure rock goddess yell. I wilted and moved away from the stage toward the large dressing room in the back where the rest of the singers sat around in companionable silence. Before I’d been summoned for my audition, I’d made the dreadful mistake of fantasizing which mirror would be mine. I should’ve known better than to hope.
It was hard not to. The minute I saw the notice for the auditions, I had to try. This wasn’t my dream exactly, but it was a chance to learn from one of the greatest rock legends in the world: Hank Walker. He was also my dad’s idol. When Mountain View Theater announced Hank’s
summer appearance, my dad flipped out. Hank hadn’t performed in five years and here he was going to be in our backyard.
Then Hank announced he’d be hiring local musicians and backup singers. Dad picked up his guitar and tried. He tried so hard to play. The stroke that had left him partially paralyzed two years ago ended that dream. All he could do was strum a few cords before his hands locked up on him.
It was up to me.
“Okay, ladies,” the woman said from the doorway. “They’re ready for you.”
I glanced around, meeting the eyes of several other singers whose fear was as visual as mine and avoiding the few who knew they had nailed it. My throat constricted and tears prepared themselves at the corner of my eyes. Just in case.
Together we stood and made our way to the stage. It felt like a cattle call. We were being presented only for slaughter. I stood near the back, ready to make my escape.
“Ladies, thank you for coming out,” a different voice said from the seats. I still couldn’t see anything but the glaring spotlight in front of me. “We’re thrilled with the talent Branson has to offer, but we only need two singers. Please don’t take this personally. We took in a lot of factors when finalizing our choices. All of you sang beautifully.”
The voice paused and the first voice took over, “Crystal Hart.”
Crystal stepped forward, grinning like she’d won the lottery. The last sliver of hope disappeared.
“And Cameron Harris,” he added.
“What?” I said, a little too loudly. Several of the girls snapped their heads my way. “Sorry,” I mouthed.
If the voice heard my little squeak, he didn’t acknowledge it. “Thank you, ladies.”
That was it. I was in?
It didn’t seem real or even right.
The rest of the girls filed off the stage and I stood there dumbstruck. Crystal stood at the front, but I couldn’t get my feet to move. I wasn’t sure if I really believed I should. The lights dimmed on the stage and the seats came into view. A tall man walked down the aisle. While I couldn’t see his face past the stars dancing in my eyes, I knew it was Hank Walker by his swagger and his trademark black leather vest.
His heavy boots rattled the stairs as he stomped up them and strolled over to Crystal. They shook hands and chatted while I stayed rooted to the floor. Crystal looked equally awed, impressed, and professional. My stomach churned.
Please don’t throw up. Please don’t throw up. I prayed repeatedly as Hank’s gaze shifted toward me.
He stalked toward me, head down and eyes lasering through me. My breath caught in my throat.
“You, I didn’t pick. So don’t make my son look like an asshole.”
I opened my mouth, and nothing came out. It didn’t matter anyway. He marched away, disappearing behind the stage.
CHAPTER TWO
I stood on the stage in shock. What else was it? Humiliation? Anger? Hurt? All of the above, really. It wasn’t what he said, although that wasn’t nice either, but how he said it. There was an underlying venom. And underlying disappointment. I didn’t know how to take it.
“Excuse me?” an older woman said. She waved a small stack of papers in front of my face until I focused on her. “Hi, I’m Pamela, Mr. Walker’s assistant.”
“Oh, sorry, hi,” I mumbled. My cheeks heated and I ducked my head down to hide it.
“It’s okay. He can be a bit... abrasive at times.”
I lifted my head to meet her gaze. “A bit?”
Pamela laughed. “Fine, he can be a downright asshole, but don’t let it bother you or he wins.”
“How long have you worked for him?” I asked, more than a little surprised at how old she was. Like Crystal, she’d worn makeup to make her appear younger. Unlike Crystal, it worked for her. Pamela was around my mom’s age, mid-forties, and had beautiful red hair and striking almond shaped eyes. Her clothes were more office casual than rockstar assistant.
“About ten years.” She leaned in as if sharing a secret. “I’m his niece so he has to put up with me. Uncle Hank’s a big believer in family first.”
“Oh, that’s nice.” What else could I say to that?
Pamela laughed again. “Don’t worry. You won’t see me around much. I’m managing everything from L.A. after the first week or so. He’s still got a lot going on back home that needs to be taken care of. Mr. Reynolds has an assistant lined up to help him after I leave and until I come back. Poor girl. At least, my frequent flyer miles are going to skyrocket. Tahiti, I’ll see you soon.” She shook her head from visions of Tahiti and held out the papers. “Here’s the rehearsal schedule for the next week. You’ll have to work with Ruth a lot—”
“Ruth?” I asked as I stared at the pages.
“Crystal’s her stage name.”
“Um, Pamela?” The schedule shook in my head. I couldn’t do this schedule. Not with school. There was only a week left, but I couldn’t just not go to class. “I can’t do this.”
“Do what?” Panic sharpened her tone.
“This,” I said showing her the schedule. “I’m... I have to go to school.”
“Jesus, I thought you were eighteen.” She slapped the file in her hands against her thigh. “You signed a waiver.”
“I did. I mean, yeah, I am eighteen. I didn’t lie.” I glanced down at the schedule again, fighting off the tears filling my eyes. How could I have screwed this up already? I swallowed hard and met her gaze. “It’s the last week of high school before I graduate, that’s all. Then I’m free.”
Pamela closed her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose. “Fucking A. He’s going to snap.”
Crystal sauntered across the stage, swaying her hips as if she was on a runway. “What’s going on?”
“Cameron can’t do the rehearsal schedule.” Pamela rounded on her. “She’s still in school.”
Crystal raised her perfectly crafted eyebrows. “Really? That’s cool. I never finished school.” She turned her gaze back to Pamela. “Neither did Hank, right? Didn’t he insist his kid graduate?”
“He did.” Pamela’s face shifted from anger to one of inspiration. At least that’s what it looked like to me. “He actually did. Thanks, Ruth. I mean, Crystal. I’ll remind him of that and rewrite the rehearsal schedule. We’ll make it work.”
Pamela ran toward the edge of the stage before turning around and rushing back. She snatched the schedule from me. “I’ll email you an updated schedule. Just be prepared to work late.”
Then she took off again.
“So, kid,” Crystal/Ruth said. She glanced me up and down. “What’s your endgame here?”
“What do you mean?” I stuttered as I shifted my gaze toward her. She made me more nervous than Hank Walker. Maybe because I knew where I stood with Hank straight away. With Crystal/Ruth, I felt like an obstacle.
“Why audition?” She rolled her eyes. The smell of cigarettes drifted off her breath. “Why do you want to sing for Hank Walker?”
“Why do you?” I asked, unreasonably defensive.
Crystal/Ruth laughed. “Because he’s Hank fucking Walker, one of the greatest Southern Rockers of my generation. Now, your turn.”
“Well,” I said, turning the words over in my mind before saying them. Dad always told me to be honest and I’d never fail myself. It didn’t seem to apply here, but I never was the liar my younger brother was. Jake could lie his way out of and into anything. Probably why he was always getting suspended. “I want to sing. And there aren’t a lot of opportunities here to sing with someone of Hank Walker’s caliber. I want to learn from him.”
“Good answer, kid.” She shook her head. “Just don’t let this business chew you up and spit you out. It’s too easy.”
“What do you mean?” I couldn’t image the business being anything other than music. Wasn’t that the point?
“I’ve been in my share of bands. Some of them got deals, and then I wasn’t part of the band anymore.” She shrugged, but her jaw tightened. “All it takes is one exe
c to decide he doesn’t like your look, your hair, your body, the way you sing or hold your guitar and you’re over.” She snapped her fingers. “It’s a bitch, but it’s the business.”
I nodded as she started toward the edge of the stage. “Hey, what do I call you? Crystal or Ruth?”
She stopped and didn’t face me. “Either one. It doesn’t really matter.”
I watched her walked down the stage steps and up the aisle. She ran her hands along the maroon velvet seats. At the doors to the lobby, she stopped and glanced back but not at me. Her gaze ran over the theater and she nodded, a slight smile covering her face.
Something told me it did matter. Something told me she wanted to be Crystal more than Ruth.
And something told me she wasn’t going to let anything, or anyone, get in her way.
CHAPTER THREE
“He seriously said that.” Miranda Reynolds rolled her eyes before taking a bite out of her hamburger. She was a year behind me in school but one of my best friends. It was going to be hard to leave at the end of the summer. I nodded, and she shrugged one shoulder. “Dad says Hank Walker’s a nice guy. Can’t imagine why he’d be such a dick.”
“I don’t know.” I wanted to shrug it off, but she had more insight than I did. Her father owned Mountain View Theater and personally booked Hank Walker for the summer. “His assistant sent me a new rehearsal schedule. I won’t see you guys for a week.”
“That totally sucks.” Iris lifted the bun off my burger and stole the two limp pickles. “But we’ll deal. This time next week, we’ll be done with Branson North.”
“Bite me,” Miranda said. For good measure, she threw a fry at Iris. “What am I going to do without you guys?”
“Hang out with people your own age?” Iris said. She popped the fry in her mouth and grinned. “I’ll still be around. Southern Community calls my name.”
“Yeah, maybe, but you’ll be on the other side of town with a whole new set of problems.” Miranda sulked in her seat then pointed her gaze at me. “And you’ll be in L.A. or New York or wherever you take off to.”