I had to do this— for me, for him, for us. I decided that I would come out of the closet and I took a leave from my office and went directly home.
Of all people, my parents deserved to know it. They were staunch Christians and I knew it would be an uphill battle to convince them. I really wished they would accept me for who I was but I would face their wrath if needed. They deserved to know it. I wrote an open blog post detailing everything about the time I first met Jake, how he brought out the best in me and the way I felt in his presence.
I narrated about my trouble in keeping everything a secret and the realization that I deserved to come out of the closet and the relief in acceptance of who I was. This wasn’t just me, but the blog post was a shout-out to every single person who had it tough being homosexual because society is so damn fucked up.
As I called my parents and told them about it, I was ready to accept their wrath. My mom took me by surprise when she said, “Nothing changes my love for you. We love you for who you are. Be yourself and seek love. It doesn’t matter if it’s a boy or girl.”
I realized that none of the people I loved would judge me for who I was and I thanked both of them. I was happy that I had finally revealed who I really was, and I was ready to face Jake and tell him the same.
After putting on my shoes and heading out the door to head over to Jake’s, I found him standing at my doorstep.
He had tears in his eyes and I saw that he had just read my blog. My colleagues had called up Jake and told him about the blog post and they all congratulated me. Not one person out of the ones I really loved judged me for who I was, perhaps because they had all known that I had been running from myself.
“I love you, Jake. I always have. I’m sorry for being such an asshole, but here I am – all in the open and begging for your love. Would you take me back?”
“You didn’t have to do all this, dude. I was ready to be your secret affair. You didn’t have to walk this path.”
“I love you, Jake. I would do anything for you.”
Once in there, we knew that words would no longer be enough. Our bodies had ached for each other and I was waiting for Jake’s touch.
We both walked inside my apartment and decide to commence our story with a kiss. I unbuttoned Jake’s shirt and took off his pants.
“Damn, no underwear, Jake?”
“Man, I was in a hurry. I was in the shower when I thought of you and I knew I had to get to you. I am thankful I didn’t forget my pants.”
I cradled his dick and lowered my mouth and kissed it. The touch of my tongue on the tip of his dick made him moan.
“I have missed this so much,” I said and he pulled my hair and brought me closer.
In less than a minute, Jake stripped me completely and then pushed me on my bed. He wanted some rough sex and he was hungry for my body. He climbed over me and locked my hands behind my back. He then bumped his chest to mine and kissed me, hot and hard.
As he slowly slid down on my body, he massaged my balls and then started to suck them. My breath started coming in short gasps and the pressure he built by the smoothness of his tongue was too much to bear.
I was driven to the edge of the seat and his hands continued to rub my ass, with his mouth giving me an amazing blowjob.
I closed my eyes and could feel each and every fabric of my being, elevating in pleasure. Jake’s tongue was all over my dick, and as he started to lick the tip of my cock, I started to shiver.
I could feel an electrifying sensation running all over my body that was initiating from my cock. I couldn’t fight anymore. I just wanted to surrender myself in his warmth as he kept sucking me hard. My dick touched the tip of his throat as he sucked me deeply. There was darkness in front of my eyes, but in that darkness, I could see his beautiful face. I started to rub his head and as I took a firm grip of his brown hair, I knew that I couldn’t control myself anymore.
“Damn you, Jake, I missed this. God, I’m about to cum,” just as I said this, I filled his mouth with my cum and he sucked every drop of it.
I was not able to stop it and filled his mouth with my hot seed. As I ejaculated inside of him, I started to breathe heavily. I could feel myself levitating and reaching a whole new world.
I opened my eyes and it felt as if I had come back to my apartment after traveling to the stars and back.
“Oh, God! That was amazing!” I said as I leaned towards him and we locked lips.
Jake had an amazing body and as he stood in front of me completely naked, I started to squeeze his ass.
We kept kissing each other and as I took a firm grip on his dick, I could feel him getting aroused. His dick was getting harder with every second and I knew that he was ready to fuck me hard.
“Your turn now!” I said as I lay on the bed, giving him the signal to fuck me hard.
“Ah! This would be new to you!” Jake said as he turned me around and then slapped my ass cheeks. He knew that it would be my first time and gave me a perfect rim to make it easy. The moment his tongue touched my asshole, I started to feel a sensation. It was like as if I was touched by some kind of a God for the first time.
He lubricated it with his tongue and I moaned with pleasure. When he had lubricated it enough, he gave me no warning as he pushed his dick inside my hole and then drove me crazy. He penetrated deeper and harder and I lost all senses as he completely took control of me.
“Oh God! Yes! Jake!” I started to scream out loud as he penetrated his dick inside of me. I was experiencing some pain, but it was the kind of pleasure that I wanted to go through for the rest of my life.
The moment his dick touched the tip of my insides, I started to get an orgasm of a different kind. He had the entire control of my body and kept fucking me for a very long time.
He held my hand and I started to bite the pillow while taking his cock inside. I didn’t want him to stop as he certainly delivered by pressing his dick into my hole, deeper and faster with every push.
“Nathan! You are sexy as hell!” he said as he touched my inside, knowing that he wouldn’t be able to stop anymore. There was not even enough vacuum between the two of us and we became a single soul at that time.
We both closed our eyes, experiencing the kind of orgasms that people only dream about.
After having driven me enough, he rotated his dick one more time and filled my hole with his cum as my orgasm ripped me apart.
We spent the whole night making love and had too many orgasms for one single night. We gave each other the pleasure we wanted and as the night ended, so did our troubles.
As long as I had Jake with me, I knew there was nothing which would stop me from living the life I had dreamed of. I kissed him one more time and slept in his arms because I was finally home.
I had made a choice and I was damn proud of it.
About the Author
Angel Lovecox is an emerging author of deliciously naughty MM romance with sweet and happy endings.
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