by Posey Parks
Tony turned me, tossing me over his shoulder. He wrapped his strong arm around my waist and the other around my legs. I slammed my fists into his rugged back. He was unmoved. “Everyone the show is over!” Tony yelled down the hall before turning, walking toward his apartment.
He placed me on my feet inside the door. He stood with his body halfway out the door.
I fell into a ball of tears on the floor.
CHAPTER TWENTY
NADINE
“Raina, I’m not sure why you thought it was ok to drop by my place, but it’s not. I haven’t seen you since August.”
“I know. We saw each other off and on through the summer when you came to the club. Then you disappeared.”
My face was all kinds of twisted with anger. I was tired of listening to this shit. I shoved Tony. “Let me out of here!”
He glared at me, pointing his finger. “Sit the fuck down!”
I fell against the wall, enraged.
“Raina, I didn’t mean to lead you on. I thought I made it clear, I wasn’t looking for anything serious.”
“She seems pretty upset. Is she going to be ok?”
“Mind your fucking business bitch! I’m none of your concern.”
“Nadine!” Tony seethed.
“At the time you and I talked, it was casual. Nadine and I aren’t casual. I’m seeing her. Now she thinks I’m cheating on her with you. Once again, I’m sorry for the misunderstanding. Have a good night.”
Tony closed the door, turned, tightly ran his hands over his hair, staring at me, then looked away. His eyes shut as he slid down the door. Tony grabbed me, pulling me into his arms. “Why the fuck did you have to come here?”
Resting my head against his big strong chest, my body quaked in his arms. I didn’t answer him.
“Every time I see you, I fall deeper into a hole.”
I could now smell the whiskey on his breath. I glanced at the kitchen counter, noticing the half empty liquor bottle.
“I broke it off with you to protect you, Nadine.”
“I feel safer when I’m with you, Tony. I need to be with you.”
His heart pounded against my arm.
“You looked so peaceful sleeping last night.” His voice cracked.
“I stood for the longest watching you sleep on the couch. I, then sat at the other end watching you. I wanted to pull you into my arms.”
My big strong man was falling apart. His heart is broken, like mine. I caressed his face, staring into his sad blue eyes.
“Please don’t make me leave, Tony.” Gently, my lips fell upon his. His strong, forceful lips pressed hard against mine.
“No.” Tony picked me up like a rag doll, planting me on my feet.
He made his way back over to the bottle. Pouring himself a glass, he threw it to the back of his throat.
He stared out the massive floor to ceiling window, gripping the edge of the counter. “I’ll have Cruz take you back to school.”
Tony poured and drank down a second glass. I removed the bottle and glass, placing them on the opposite counter.
“Let’s get you into bed, big man.” I tugged at his hand.
The handsome giant stared down at me. Cupping my face his lips ferociously took mine.
I never wanted anything so much in my whole life. This man, my man was all I wanted in the world in that second. Tony yanked my black peacoat off my frame.
My lips parted. “Tony, you’re drunk. You will forget we had sex tomorrow.”
“Never,” he whispered.
His hands slid up my body, pushing my shirt over my head. Tony leaned over biting my nipple through the fabric of my bra. He stood straight, peeling his navy T-shirt over his head.
What a fucking sight. My greedy fingers melted into every crease and edge of every ripple.
“I missed you so much, Nadine. I hated being without you. I was trying to draw out the guy doing this shit,” he slurred.
“Nobody wants the hit man to have a woman.” He swallowed hard.
“Baby.” I stared into his eyes.
“I’m here and I’m staying. I love you and being away from you only tears me up inside.” I pulled his lips against mine greedily, devouring his lips.
Tony snatched me up laying me against the cold countertop. My back arched at the cold sensation. He tore my bra from my body. His large hands gripped my arms, licking and slurping my breasts. My fingers ravished his dark, curly mane. Tony’s hair is usually much shorter. I never knew he could even grow all these luxurious curls. My body was in need for Tony to please me. I missed this man’s lips all over my body. I noticed the bulge in his pants. Tony was ready. He yanked my black leggings and panties from my body. Snatching my legs apart, he dove into my pussy tongue first.
“Ah!” I screamed and shivered from the pain of our ecstasy. I missed the power of my man’s tongue. Even though he was drunk, he didn’t miss a beat. His tongue game was just as powerful.
“When I find this motherfucker, I will torture his ass for days. Oh, I missed this pussy and your beautiful chocolate skin.”
I gripped his hair, bucking his face with a roll of my hips. My orgasm washed over me, hard. Tony groaned as he lapped up my addictive juices.
“Tony,” I moaned as my body shuddered. I was right where I needed to be with my man. Tony stepped back dropping his pants and boxers, revealing his enormous erection. He stepped out of his clothes. Resting on my elbows, I licked my lips at the beautiful sight. He pulled me into him. I straddled his waist. My hands caressed his face as our lips hungrily intertwined. Tony walked us across the room, pressing my back against the wall. I reached my hand between us, gripping his big cock, resting it at my needy hole. My lips parted and my eyes remained on his. Tony slowly pushed his cock inside me. His face contorted. “Fuck, Nadine!” he roared as he slid deeper inside my soaked pussy.
I held his neck tight. “I love you, baby,” I cried.
Tony slid my hands from around his neck, posting them above my head, holding them steady with one hand. His other hand gripped my neck. A groan released from my throat. “Have you eyed Cruzo?” he bit out through barred teeth.
His eyes reflected torment and anger.
My eyebrows scrounged together. “Tony! What? No.”
He squeezed tighter. “He would never betray me. It better not have crossed your mind! No one is to touch you.”
Tony slammed into me.
“Ouch! Tony, I didn’t know who he was, I warned him to leave,” I choked out.
He smiled. A calm came over him. “That’s my kitten.”
Those fucking words, ‘my kitten’ made my pussy wetter.
Yeah, I’m a freak like that for my baby.
Tony placed my arms around his neck again. He snatched the scrunchy out of my hair, tossing it to the floor. Tony fisted my hair, yanking my head back feasting on my neck. I was lost under the delicious vampire’s spell. I wanted Tony to consume me, to make us one. That is how much I love this man. Tony hunched his back, quickening his pace. I bounced up and down his thick rod.
“Tony. I’m going to explode.” My finger nails dug into his back. My body rocked and my nails dug deeper, drawing blood.
Tony held me in his arms. He breathed heavily in my ear. “I love how your pussy gives my cock the best massage. Fuck I love your pussy. I don’t know how I expected not to see you,” he breathed, then stilled into me, growling like a mad man as he came.
His body rose and fell. He was trying to catch his breath. Tony carried me into the bedroom, laying me on the bed.
He disappeared into the bathroom returning with a towel.
I propped myself up on my hands. “You love my pussy but not me?” I grimaced. “Wow.”
Tony didn’t make eye contact. He placed a large black towel underneath my ass, then cleaned my pussy. He threw the washcloth into the hamper before leaving the room.
Was I making a fool of myself? Why is it so hard for Tony to express himself?
Tony returned
with a fresh bottle of whiskey and two glasses. He sat next to me on the bed. Tony turned offering me a glass. “Drink.” I removed the glass from his hand.
He sat resting his elbows on his knees drinking the whiskey.
Uncomfortably, I chuckled. “I get it, now. You said you are only seeing me. Interpretation, only fucking me right now. I should have never turned us into more in my head.” Placing the glass on the floor, I stood. It was time for me to go. I took a step forward. Tony grabbed my arm, pulling me into his lap. My heart raced as he held me in one arm, drinking the whiskey, staring at me.
“What the fuck are we doing, Tony?”
“You don’t need to hear me say those words. My actions have repeatedly told you how I feel.” His eyes widened a bit. “Jesus Nadine! I bought you an entire wardrobe that is still sitting in my walk-in closet at my house. Everyone calls you my woman- “
I rolled my eyes. “But you,” I huffed.
His chin rose. “Let me finish. You still have the keys to my house. I’ve told you time and time again, focus on your studies not us. It’s not all about sex. There, are you happy? And you knew it wasn’t all about sex. Who else drives my truck around town? Who else do I trust other than my family, Nadine? Only you. Fuck, Nadine, I can’t think straight without you.”
I ran my cheek against his gruff face, enjoying the prickles. “That’s sweet.”
“One more thing. This is big, so listen up. If anything were to happen to me, you would be taken care of.”
My face fell. I ran my hands around his neck. “Tony, don’t talk like that.”
“Seriously, the kind of protection I asked for is only for the wives in our family. My uncles were hesitant to agree. He paused. “I explained how special you are to me. Then they agreed to provide you with the Magarelli protection.”
Tony dropped his head. “I can’t let anything happen to you. I’ve been a wreck the past two weeks.”
I lifted his chin with two fingers to meet my gaze. A single tear slid down his cheek. I knew then, I mean truly knew without a shadow of a doubt, Tony loved me whole heartedly. My education puts the breaks on our relationship. My lips pressed against the wet stain on his cheek, tasting the saltiness.
“I can’t believe you would think I would want another woman to bear my children.”
My big strong man was a ball of tears. I removed the glass from his hand, placing it on the floor. I wrapped my arms around his neck so tight, I never wanted to let him go.
“I won’t ever stop loving you, Tony. I don’t care how many degrees I get. You are the only man I can ever love.”
Tony tapped my ass. “Let me up. I’ll be right back.”
Tony disappeared into the bathroom. I retrieved my glass, took a sip as I walked into the living room, turning the thermostat up a few degrees. Tony’s T-shirt was discarded on the floor, I shimmed it down over my small frame. Tony’s strong arms slipped around my waist. His lips melted against my neck. “Who told you to put clothes on?”
“Tony, I was cold.”
“Don’t worry, baby. I will warm you right up.” Tony peeled the T-shirt from my body. His hands massaged my breasts, slipped down to my stomach, and hips. I ran my hand up the back of Tony’s hair, locking our lips.
“Baby, are we ok?”
“Yes, we are fine. Tomorrow, however, you go back to school. Through all our problems you are still getting all A’s.” He smiled.
My eyebrows wrinkled. “How do you know my grades?”
“I have my ways. I am about to reward you.”
I purred. “Oh, yes.”
Tony intertwined our fingers, pulling me back into the bedroom. My eyes dropped to his tight, rugged ass. I licked my lips watching his fine ass. Tony sat on the edge of the bed pulling me into his arms. Straddling him, I circled my hips, rubbing my pussy against his big dick.
My fingers whipped through his curly mane. I smiled wide. “I love your hair. I’ve never seen it so long.”
“I was out of it, baby. I haven’t shaved or bothered to get a haircut.”
I stared into his eyes. “Can you wait to cut your hair for a week, at least?”
Tony laughed. “Yeah, baby. I can do that. Now, I’m about to rub your pussy and get you ready to take this fat cock.” He mimicked, gripping his dick.
“Sit up on your knees.”
I did as I was told, wrapping my arms around his neck, pressing my lips gently against his.
Tony’s fingers slid within my folds then circled my clit.
I bit Tony’s bottom lip. Tony’s eyes were low. He was still feeling the liquor. He grinned, lightly. Tony tossed me onto the bed, standing behind me.
“Kitten, ass all the way up, let your face be one with the mattress,” he chuckled.
“Tony this will hurt.” I glared back at him.
“Nadine, you’ll feel it in your belly a little, but I promise you, you’ll be squirting and having multiple orgasms in no time.
Tony leaned over taking turns biting my ass cheeks. He pulled his lower lip in with his teeth as he admired the view. He ran his hands along my back. I closed my eyes enjoying his touch. I felt the bed lower as he kneeled behind me. Tony’s tongue startled me as he licked my clit.
“Fuck, baby,” I breathed.
“Don’t worry, baby, once this ordeal is all over I’ll be back to licking your pussy every morning.”
“Yes, Tony, I miss that so much,” I moaned.
Slowly, his cock slid inside me.
Tony pulled my ass toward him in a nice steady rhythm
“Tony, I feel it. Ouch.”
“Relax.” Tony massaged my clit as he grinded into my pussy.
“Baby, oh shit.” Tony rubbed my back. The room was quiet. Only noises heard was my moans, Tony’s groans, and his balls slapping my pussy. I clinched the comforter as I slammed my ass back meeting his rhythm.
“You feel so good, Kitten.”
Tony clutched my hips pulling me back toward him, thrusting harder. My body shuddered. “Oh, oh my God! I’m cumming so hard.” A flash of heat came over me, my body convulsed as the orgasms continued one after the other. My mouth hung open. Tony’s final thrust sent his sperm shooting within my walls. He pulled me into his arms, falling onto the bed, kissing my warm face. His cock jumped against my ass. I turned in his arms, his lids were heavy. Marveling his dark features, I ran my fingers along his beard.
“Tony, let’s get under the blanket.”
“Um, hmm.”
No luck moving him. I pulled the blanket over us. “It feels so good being here with you.” I pressed my lips against his, then nuzzled into his chest. My fingers brushed through his hair. Tony’s chest rose and fell. His strong hands, squeezed my waist. “I love you, Nadine,” he breathed.
My breath caught in my throat. I couldn’t believe he said he loves me. He’ll never remember he said those words that mean so much to me, but that is ok I’ll never forget his words.
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
TONY
Seeing Nadine standing at my door, rocked me to the core. Why does my heart only beat for her? Looking into those beautiful eyes awakens the beast within. I wanted to pull her into my arms and never let her go, but instead I fought my feelings. The whiskey bottle was my escape. I drowned my sorrows in the bottle every day.
Beating myself up is all I’ve done for two weeks. I never wanted to endanger my woman. What’s done is done. Now it’s time for me to put an end to the motherfucker who thought he could take her from me. Torture is the only way he will leave this world. Knowing my woman is safe again will make my heart beat again.
I couldn’t believe Raina showed up at my door. I haven’t seen her in months. I’ve brought her to my apartment once. I was at the club where I met her the other night, drowning my sorrows in a bottle. I was too drunk to drive. I called our family’s car service to pick me up. I’m not sure if she remembered how to get to my place or if she followed me home that night.
Nadine was burning with rage t
he minute she saw Raina at the door. She thought she would run away from me. Dark laughter filled me. Not a chance in hell. She belongs to me. No woman can come between us. I sent Raina on her way. Sitting on the floor inches away from Nadine, I pulled her into my arms. I needed Nadine more than she would ever know.
I didn’t plan to confess to her as much as I did, but I needed Nadine to know how much she meant to me.
That smile. Fuck, I should have told her sooner. My confession, kept her smiling bright. Opening my eyes this morning seeing my beautiful Nadine in my arms gave me hope for our future. Last night, she made it clear she wasn’t going anywhere. I realized I was a shell of a man without her in my life. It’s best we stay together as a couple.
∞
I hope this fucker takes the bait. Gawking through the binoculars, I watched Cruz talk to Nadine with his back to me. Quickly, I padded upstairs to the top floor where the church bell rested. Peeking around the corner, I glared through my binoculars. Cruz pulled Nadine into his arms, on a snowy afternoon taking her lips. Stepping forward, I placed the muzzle of my Glock against the back of Mannie’s head.
“Lower your weapon.”
He laughed hysterically.
I clocked him with the butt of my gun.
I exhaled staring down at him. He moved. I slammed my big black boot into his back. “Move again and I will blow your fucking brains out!” I pointed the Glock toward him.
I tossed the zip ties onto his chest. “Put them on,” I grimaced.