ALL IN: A Romantic Suspense
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BELL
“So….?” Meredith raised an eyebrow at me and turned away from the stove, a prepackaged bag of chicken stir-fry beginning to crackle in the skillet. “How was San Diego?”
I popped a baby carrot into my mouth and leaned against the kitchen counter, buying some time as I crunched through it. While I’d confessed to her my continued relationship with Dario, I hadn’t shared any details about Gwen’s father. “It was good.”
“Good?” She put down the spatula and crossed her arms over her chest. “Come on now. We’re alone in the house, for the first time in forever. Spill. Is his bratwurst as talented as it is delicious? Or is he all sizzle and no substance?”
I laughed. “Oh my god. Leave your Top Chef obsession out of my sex life.”
“Ah-HA!” She pointed at me. “So there was sex. Come on. Spill it. I’m growing cobwebs down there. Let me fuck vicariously through you.”
I elbowed her out of the way and picked up the spatula, pushing around the vegetables and flipping over a few chunks of chicken. “Fine. There was…” I closed my eyes and exhaled deeply. “Good sex. Insane sex.”
“Better-than-Ian Sex?” she challenged.
“Can’t-Even-Remember-Who-Ian-Is Sex.” I fixed her with a look and she bounced a little in place.
“Damn, girl. That’s not even fair.” She opened the cabinet and pulled out two paper plates, setting them out on the counter. “Especially since this glow seems more than just post-orgasm.” She leaned forward and peered at my face as if examining it for evidence. “Dare I say…” Her eyes widened. “Holy shit.”
I shoved her away. “You’re so dramatic.”
“You’re in love with him?” She glanced over her shoulder as if Lydia and Jackie might suddenly pop out of spin class and into the hall. “Correct me if I’m wrong, but I thought you were just … I mean, he’s married, right?”
“Right. And we were casual, or I was trying to be casual but …” I turned down the burner and set the spatula down. “I don’t know. I couldn’t stay away from him. I tried. And you know me. I fought against feeling for him with every ounce in my being, but it still happened.”
That was sort of a lie. My love hadn’t just happened. It had perched on my shoulder in the casino, and followed me through every subsequent interaction, taking its time to slip into my heart and suction-cup itself to every artery until I couldn’t help but breathe it in. I had been done for the minute our eyes had met.
“Can’t say I’m surprised.” She opened up the fridge and reached in, grabbing a two-liter of Diet Coke and twisting off the cap. “Something’s been different with you, ever since you met him. Not to be all Debbie Downer on you, but what’s the plan from here? Is he gonna leave his wife?”
“I don’t know.” I pushed my glass toward her and watched as she refilled it. “He’s talking to her about it now.” I glanced at the clock and imagined the two of them at an intimate candlelit table, discussing their marriage. A stab of jealousy and fear hit.
What was the plan? Did we even have one?
* * *
—I spoke to Gwen.
how’d it go?
—Not great. Come to the suite tonight.
your manners suck
—PLEASE come to the suite tonight. My cock misses you. So does my heart.
it’s been four hours. Your cock is high maintenance.
—text me when you are on your way
omg. stop.
—I love you
FINE. I’ll be there. give me a few hours
—I love you
I love u too. I’m sorry about Gwen.
—I’ll figure it out. Be safe.
I read his last text with a smile and tossed the phone onto the bed. Turning back to my suitcase, I pulled items out and returned them to their proper place. I thought of Dario’s comments, his critical appraisal of my room, his urge to stay in the suite.
Just a few weeks in his world, and I could feel the pull, the easy intoxication of it all. I could say yes and have daily maid service. Say yes and never do laundry again. Say yes and kiss goodbye to frozen pizzas and fast food, credit card debt and car payments. I could quit my job and spend my days poolside, my afternoons shopping, my nights drinking expensive wine and bouncing up and down on the most powerful cock in Vegas.
It would be easy.
I stopped before the tall mirror in my room, twisting my hair up and turning my head, imagining a string of diamonds around my neck, chandelier earrings hanging from my ears, a glittery evening gown hugging my curves. I dropped my hair with a shaky inhale. In the last month, I had searched the Internet for photos of Gwen and Dario, had seen countless images of the statuesque brunette at charity events, ribbon cutting ceremonies, and social events. She didn’t look like a girl who grew up on welfare. She didn’t look like someone who once stood, bruised and shivering, in a police station and told a story that no one believed.
Guilt stabbed at me, because she also didn’t look like someone who grew up with a psychopathic father. I wouldn’t trade childhoods with her. I don’t know anyone who would.
I turned away from the mirror and hated every bit of this situation. Yet, I couldn’t walk away, not from the man who now owned my heart.
* * *
DARIO
A few hours. Enough time for him to get Gwen home, spend some more time with her, and then leave. A few hours would give them enough time to talk through this and find a solution, or a few possibilities. He sent Bell a final text and switched his phone to silent, pushing it into his pocket. Looking into the bathroom’s mirror, he straightened the line of his suit, pulling at the cuff of each sleeve, and watching the man in the mirror critically.
He looked like success. The expensive suit was tailored to fit perfectly on his powerful build. The watch had a ring of diamonds glinting from its face. He looked exactly like the image he had worked two decades to create. Strong. Fierce. Successful.
He looked in the mirror and didn’t see any of the fear that gripped his heart. Fear that, decades ago, he had sworn to destroy. Fear that, pre-Bell, didn’t exist.
He swallowed, placing his hands on either side of the marble sink, and leaned toward the mirror, staring into his own eyes.
“He’ll kill me.” Gwen had believed the words, her face pinching in a way he hadn’t seen in a long time.
He was supposed to protect women, not endanger them. But right now, if he kept moving forward, he’d put them both in danger. The only two women he’d ever loved, at risk because he couldn’t control his dick and his heart.
He should give up. Step back into his role. Ship Bell off to fucking Alaska and set her up with an apartment and job there. Send her money every month and beg her to ignore his calls.
Because he would call. He would visit. He would drop to his knees in front of her Alaskan apartment and beg her to marry him. There was no way, with her somewhere on this earth, that he’d be able to stay away.
He was fucked any way he turned. Killing himself if he ended things with Bell. Endangering both her and Gwen if he chose Bell. There was no scenario where this wouldn’t end badly.
Give me a few hours. He needed a few lifetimes to figure this out, but would barely last a few hours without seeing her.
He opened the door to the bathroom and stepped back into the restaurant. Gwen stood by the entrance, her Ferrari visible through the glass, a white-gloved attendant pulling open the door.
A few hours. She smiled at him, and he could see the thin veneer of her composure.
Fuck Robert Hawk. Fuck his callous and ruthless soul. Fuck his barbaric need for control.
Gwen didn’t deserve this. None of them did.
* * *
The steam filled the shower, a thousand individual streams of water hitting his skin and scalding his muscles. He pressed a hand against the tile wall, hanging his head, the water running down his face. Rolling his neck, he felt the bones crack into place.
The show
er door opened and he lifted his head to see Gwen step in, her hair loose, expression quiet. He turned, facing her, and she closed the door, moving forward and into the spray.
“Gwen…” His voice cracked, and it was a plea more than a name. Please don’t make me tell you no. Please don’t press this. Please don’t cry and beg and break my heart. She moved closer, pressing her body against his, and he slid his hands down the side of her body, closing them around her waist. She lifted her chin, her face free of the spray, and he watched as her hair grew damp, water splattering across her shoulders, rivulets running down her breasts, the brush of her nipples against his chest.
He hadn’t seen her naked in years, the passing time softening her curves and edges. She was a beautiful woman. She deserved to be admired, to be lusted after, to be pleased. But not by him. Now, as she lifted onto her toes, her lips pressing against his neck, her body sliding along his, he felt nothing but sadness for her effort. He said her name softly, stepping away, and she pressed on, her leg slipping in between his, her thigh hard against his cock. She noticed his lack of arousal and lifted her chin, looking up into his eyes, and asking the question with her stare.
“I’m sorry.”
She tried to kiss him and he pulled away from her mouth but brought her into his body, his arms wrapping around her, hugging her frame against his chest. “I’ll always love you.”
She clung to him, her head against his heart, nails digging into his back, and said nothing.
After the shower, she dressed in jeans, a silk sweater and tennis shoes. He stood on the upper level of their suite and watched her move to the door, grabbing her keys off the hook.
He didn’t ask her where she was going. He watched her leave and walked down the hall, turning on the light in the closet, illuminating the neat rows of pressed and starched clothing.
Give me a few hours. He thought of Bell’s text and glanced at the clock, the time growing late. Reaching for a pair of workout shorts and a T-shirt, he dressed. Eyed his phone. Stood on the balcony and wondered where, or to whom, Gwen had gone. He wasted a half hour with emails, checked in with department heads, and finally, just before midnight, got a text from Bell.
—on my way
Relief washed over him, and he willed himself to be patient. No point in rushing downstairs to her suite. He needed to show restraint, to learn some fucking patience. He poured a hard drink, his first in years, and carried it into the media room. He turned on sports, listened to late night commentators discuss playoff system changes and sipped it slowly, the bourbon lingering on his tongue, each swallow a burst of fire down his throat. He had a thought, pulled out his phone, and sent her a text.
Go in, get undressed and wait on the bed.
He closed his eyes and sank lower on the leather couch. Took another sip and imagined the look of her, laid out on that bed, waiting for him.
* * *
THE KILLER
Claudia had a cramp in her upper back. Lifting her arms slightly, she shifted, rolling her shoulders and rounding her spine, then arched it, trying to work the muscles. Fuck. With her luck, Bell would walk in the suite, and Claudia would be in the middle of a spasm.
It was the small space of this closet. She should have gone under the bed instead. Laid down on that plush rug and waited there. She tried twisting in place, and one elbow bumped painfully against the wall of the coat closet. She debated about moving, but this was, after touring the entire apartment, the best bet. With the door opened just a small crack, she would be able to see Bell’s movements. Not in the kitchen, but as soon as she walked into the living room or headed to the bedroom, she’d have a clear view. She could lift the gun and finish this all.
And, if Bell Hartley wasn’t alone … if Dario Capece was with her? Claudia could just stay in place. She’d spent ten months in Robert Hawk’s cell. That had taught her how to sit tight and wait. Eventually, the man would go to the bathroom, or take a shower, or fall asleep. Eventually, there would be an opening.
Besides, that second scenario wasn’t likely. Dario had taken Gwen to dinner. They’d be back in their suite. He’d be telling her lies and pretending to love her.
Claudia heard something and stopped, mid-stretch of her neck. She cocked her ear toward the door, listening.
There was the soft swoosh of a door against the tile. Shoes slapped quietly across the floor. The front door closed. It was the quiet movements of a single individual. She smiled and carefully leaned forward, looking through the crack, unable to see her.
A drawer slammed. Silverware rattled, and she raised her gun, a bullet already in the chamber. Footsteps moved, and then Bell was passing by the closet, coming into view. The girl stopped, facing away from Claudia, and pulled a phone from her back pocket. Easing the door open, she tightened her grip on the pistol, lifting the gun and lining up the glossy brunette head in its sights.
An obsession with her cell phone would be her demise. A fitting end to a girl determined to ruin the Hawk dynasty. Claudia exhaled, paused, and tightened her trigger finger, following the training of Robert Hawk.
She had a moment of guilt, a moment of gratitude that the woman was facing away from her, the damage unseen, and then the gun snapped back in a clean, perfect shot. The back of Bell’s head exploded, and it was all over for her.
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THE WINNER
Bell Hartley slumped, the majority of her head destroyed by the bullet, and fell forward, her body sprawling.
Claudia had done it. She had killed. Saved Gwen’s marriage. Pleased Robert Hawk. Secured her spot in their family. She turned her head toward the front of the suite, listening to see if there was any aftermath, any rush of feet, or shouts. Silence. Dead silence. She stepped from the closet and carefully closed it with one gloved hand.
Reaching into her back pocket, she pulled out the thin paper bag and dropped the gun inside, her mind working through all of the instructions from Robert Hawk.
Leave the gun. She placed the bag in the middle of the foyer, in a place it wouldn’t be missed. Done. Steps quick, she pulled the front door open, her exit from the suite completed in less than a minute. Claudia used the code for the exterior stairwell and jogged down six flights of stairs, exiting onto the main parking garage and unlocking her car.
Less than a minute later, she was on the Strip and gunning the engine, heading toward Robert.
She smiled at the thought of his reaction and how happy and proud he would be.
“Pass this test, and I’ll set up a dinner, just the two of my girls. How would you like that?”
Just the two of my girls. Just the way it always should have been.
* * *
BELL
My phone dinged as I pulled into the garage. Putting the car into park, I let it idle, digging through my purse and pulling out my cell. Dario’s name was on the display, and I opened his text.
—Go in, get undressed and wait on the bed.
I smirked. Bossy man. I read the instructions a second time, my body already tightening in anticipation. I shot back a response.
walking in now
I turned off the car and opened the door, grabbing my bag and stepping out, the garage eerily cool and quiet. Locking the doors, I glanced around for a moment, feeling the same crawl of unease that had hit me in the Taco Bell. There, it was ridiculous, the restaurant crowded, no danger in sight. But here …. I listened for the echo of shoes against the floor, but only heard a squeak of tires, a few floors down. Taking a last look around, I entered my code and unlocked the door, moving through the hall and into the suite.
The lights were on, and I almost tripped over the bag, one left in the middle of the floor, just inside the front door. Picking it up, I reached inside, surprised to feel something hard. I stepped into the kitchen, where the light was better and looked inside. It was a gun, my gun. I reached inside and pulled it out, confused. In the light, I saw the differences. It was an S&W, not a Glock, this one a bit beefier than mine. I lifted my purse a
nd placed it on the counter, my curiosity causing me to open the neck of it and verify that my own gun was inside. Yep. I looked back at the new weapon and grabbed my phone to text Dario. Maybe it was his. Though… why had he left it in the middle of the foyer?
I turned, stepping on the back of one shoe and lifting my heel, working off the tennis shoe. I flipped my foot forward and the Nike flew through the air and toward—
I stopped. The sole of a tennis shoe was exposed, a bit of an ankle showing before dark jeans began. It was all I could see, the wall hiding the rest of the scene. Someone was in the living room. Lying facedown. Unmoving. My tossed Nike hit the edge of the couch and the person didn’t flinch or react in any way.
I choked back a scream as my brain warred between stepping backward or forward. In three steps, I could be at the door, twisting the handle and escaping. Three steps in the opposite direction and I would know what, or who, was attached to the rest of that shoe.
I glanced between the gun, the paper bag, and the shoe. My breaths shortened and panic flared.
The door clicked and I spun to face it.
* * *
DARIO
I pushed the door open, and she was in the foyer, her phone in hand, her face pale. I smiled, ready to chastise her for not being naked and waiting. But the look on her face, the panic that only intensified when she saw me … I stepped forward and shut the door. “What’s wrong?”
She didn’t respond, didn’t do anything but turn toward the kitchen, her hands gripping the edge of the counter, her weight heavy on it, her breathing hard. “The living room. I can’t—”