He stood, and I turned, stumbling toward him, the tent visible in his pants. Bending slightly, he gripped my ass and lifted me into the air, my legs wrapping around his waist, and he carried me inside, carefully setting me on the middle of the bed.
Then, he wasn’t gentle. He wasn’t rough. He was perfect.
* * *
I laid in bed and listened to the shallow sounds of his breathing, my eyes moving over the luxurious room, so much nicer than anything I ever expected to have in life. I rolled on one side and stared at him, examining his handsome features. The slightly crooked nose. Thick lashes. Strong brow. Full lips. Behind those lids were eyes that studied me as if memorizing me. Those lips had uttered words that had brought me arousal, laughter and security. Beneath that thick head of hair was a calculating mind that had restored an empire and chosen me despite all of the reasons to run.
I pulled the sheet down, moving closer and placing my hand on his chest. Underneath my palm beat a heart that loved more fiercely than I thought possible. A heart that protected those he loved and spoiled me with every beat and chance. I ran my hand over a scar that had come from a fight as a Mississippi boy, and curled against his chest. His arm reached out and pulled me into his body.
Even in sleep, he desired me. I closed my eyes and tucked more tightly into his embrace, allowing myself to fall asleep.
Epilogue
TWO MONTHS LATER
The sun was low in the sky when the first whale breached. I gasped, gripping Dario’s bicep and pointed toward it. He smiled down at me, then followed my finger, the whale’s tail tipping into the air before he settled softly into the water.
Dario’s fingers linked with mine and he pulled me back against his chest, his chin resting on my head. I lifted my camera and waited, scanning the horizon for another one.
He squeezed and then released me. “They have photographers. You can just watch.”
I waved him off, my stomach pressed to the railing, eyes pinned to the waves.
“Look, a baby.” He pointed to the right and I stood on my toes, swooning a little at the miniature body that crested the surface.
It was incredible. More than I thought it would be. The crisp air, the sounds, the gorgeous canvas. I sighed happily and glanced over to catch him watching me, a small smile on his face.
“I’m so lucky to have you.”
I scoffed, blushing as I looped my arm through his and rested my head on his shoulder. “Stop. I’m the lucky one.”
“Thank you for dragging me here.”
I laughed. It hadn’t exactly been easy. He’d booked the tickets and the cruise immediately. But hours before our flight, a pipe had burst in the kitchen of Fat Clemenzas and flooded the slot floor of Ja-Nule. I’d had to rip the phone from his hand and threaten to throw it off the balcony if he didn’t let his managers do their jobs and head to the airport with me. “I’m sure it won’t be the last time I have to toss threats in order to get you on a vacation.”
“Threaten away.” He pressed his lips to my head. “I love you.”
The crowd surged to the front of the boat, something spotted, but I didn’t move, lifting my chin up to him for a kiss. He lowered his mouth to mine, and in the background, I heard the cry of a whale’s song.
* * *
The restaurant took up the north end of the boat, our view all stars and blue ocean. Dario swirled the bubbly liquid around in the flute, then set it down, meeting my eyes. “Do you know when I first knew?”
“Knew what?” I licked the last bit of chocolate off the fork, then set it down.
“That I was in love with you.”
I leaned forward, my forearms digging into the tablecloth. “When?”
“Outside your work. Right after you interrupted my conference call by wrapping your hand around my cock.”
“Oh god.” I rolled my eyes. “Really? That’s when you fell for me?”
“Not then.” He lifted his glass and took a sip. “It was when you walked away from me. You told me that you didn’t need me and you walked away, without looking back.” He set down the glass and leaned forward. “And it fucking broke me. I was left in that car, my dick half hard, my life—which had seemed pretty fucking great three weeks earlier—a pile of bullshit, and I wanted you back. And I knew, right then, that you were different. I knew that if I continued chasing you, continued hunting down a relationship with you … that it wouldn’t be one that I could recover from. I had to decide, right then, if you were going to be just another fling or if you were going to be my future.”
I propped my chin in one hand and thought back on that night, on how conflicted I’d felt when I’d walked away from him. I remember the rest of that night, how I had been so torn over what to do. I remember thinking that we had something special, but that we were also once-in-a-lifetime levels of fucked up. Now, we felt anything but fucked-up.
I grabbed his hand. “I’m glad you didn’t give up on me. I’m glad we didn’t turn into just a fling.”
It still felt almost wrong to say that. With all that had happened, I still struggled to feel as if we deserved a happy ending. It was something I discussed with my psychiatrist, something both of us were working to forget. But this trip, this moment … we were moving in the right direction. He kissed my hand and smiled at me.
“There was never a chance of that. Not with us.”
I lifted my glass in a toast. “To flings becoming more.”
He smirked. “To flings becoming love.”
Our flutes gently clinked together.
Beside us, a glacier slowly came into view, the white mountain dwarfing the boat. I nodded to it. “It makes me feel so small.”
“Yeah.” He watched it go by, and a moment of silence fell.
I toyed with my napkin, folding it in half before looking up. “I think you should go back to work.”
He tilted his head at me as if confused. “I am—”
“No.” I shook my head. “You’re not. You’re working a little but you’re not running everything.” I met his eyes. “And I think it’s driving you crazy.”
He sighed. “I told you I’d work less. Delegate more. The new CEO is doing fine. He—”
“He’s not you.” I’d seen the dark shadow that passed over Dario when he read the CEO’s weekly report. It would put him in a funk the entire afternoon. I’d listened in as he’d go behind the man’s back, get updates from middle managers, and quietly put out fires he couldn’t help but get involved in. I’d felt the restlessness in him in the evenings, his workout regime become almost fanatical in its energy-burning attempts.
“I told you I would protect you. Support you. Actually be in a relationship with you.” He lifted one shoulder. “How much of a relationship can we be in if I work all the time?”
“You worked all the time when we met. You worked all the time and had Gwen.” I hated to say her name, hated to bring her up, but we couldn’t pretend like she never existed. Not when her foundation was rebuilding schools in Vegas, her name popping up on libraries, her grants helping small businesses everywhere. She deserved to have a place in our history and our presence. Still, his face tightened at her name, his pain still present at her absence.
I reached across the table and picked up his hand. “I don’t need you constantly. I just need stolen moments. I need to have you next to me at some point in the night. I need you to be happy and I don’t want to be the only thing in your life that makes you that way.”
His fingers tightened on mine. “I don’t want to lose you.”
I smiled. “You’ll never lose me. Plus, starting next week, I’m going to be busy with school.”
“Oh, God.” He groaned. “Just promise, once you learn all the secrets of the human brain, you won’t psychoanalyze me.”
I made a face. “Are you kidding? You’re going to be my pin cushion. Everything up there?” I reached up and drummed my fingertips on his forehead. “It’s gold.”
I had decided, after thrice-weekly sessions with t
he most expensive shrink Dario could find, that I want to be a psychiatrist. One like Dr. Anders. The woman was incredible, and if I’d had her as a teenage girl, after my rape? I may have become an entirely different woman. Not that I wasn’t happy with the way my life had turned out. But she was a master at helping me see the big picture, at understanding my feelings and motivations, and at healing the pain that I still carried from that night.
Together, we’d been working through my guilt over Gwen, and I’d felt so much better after our first few weeks, I’d practically tied Dario to her chair and forced him to speak to her.
He was less enthusiastic than me at the concept of therapy. But he kept seeing her. And over the last two months, I’d seen the impact of her sessions in his own gradual peace.
I wanted to be her. I wanted to help people. Heal people. I wanted to work with abused and raped teenagers, trauma victims, and families of alcoholics. I wanted to make a difference, and the idea and possibility of that filled me with such purpose, such happiness, that I had all but somersaulted into my advisor’s office with the paperwork to change my major.
He shifted, his gaze on the glacier, and I didn’t need six years of med school to know that he was itching to take my directive and go back to work.
“Just do it.” I nudged him with my foot. “When we get back, demote or fire that CEO, and take the reins back. It’s what you were born to do.”
“No.” He shook his head. “I was born to love you.”
My heart skipped at the look in his eyes, the sincere way he delivered the words. They were a promise.
“But…” he gave me a playful grin. “I think you’re right. I’m going fucking mad with not knowing everything. With feeling as if I don’t have control of the businesses.” He studied me for a long moment. “You know, in a heartbeat, I could leave it. If you become unhappy, if I seem detached—”
“STOP.” I grinned. “Stop.” I leaned across the table and gently stole a kiss. “I brought it up because I meant it. Now stop hemming and hawing and just tell me you’ll do it.”
He chuckled and lifted his champagne glass in a second toast. “To doing what, and who, we were born to do.” He winked at me, and I met his toast with a laugh.
“Cheers to that.”
I was taking my sip when he stood, holding out a hand and nodding to the open deck of the ship, where a band played under the stars.
“I haven’t danced since I was a teenager, drunk and idiotic at a fais-do-do. But if you aren’t too embarrassed, I’d love to have this dance.”
I stood, taking his hand and letting him pull me onto the floor, a Frank Sinatra song floating softly from the bandstand. “What’s a fais-do-do?”
He spun me, then pulled me close, his hand settling on my waist with the practiced ease of a bullshitter.
“It’s a Cajun dance party. Very sophisticated affair. Lots of liquor and shouting at each other. I’ll take you back to Mississippi and let you get me drunk, you can see it all in action.”
I smiled, loving the idea of the chance to see Laurent and Septime. “I’d like that. You can show me all of your old stomping grounds.”
“I could take you frogging,” he suggested, and I grimaced. He laughed, and spun me around before bringing me back in. “Okay,” he amended. “No frogging. But I do need to roughen you up a little. You can’t date a man from Mississippi and be afraid to get a little dirty.”
I snorted. “I think we’ve established that I can be very dirty.”
His smile widened and he pulled me in closer, cradling my face and lowering his mouth to mine for a kiss. And there, under the Alaskan sky, with a glacier the size of a skyscraper floating beside us, I fell a little deeper in love.
* * *
I hope you’ve enjoyed Dario and Bell’s love story! I had so much fun in their world. As a special bonus, I wrote a sexy novella, set one decade before Even Money.
It’s called Tripping on a Halo.
Turn the next page and enjoy!
Rolling the Dice
1
STEPHANIE
Let’s imagine the perfect man. Six three, with a body like The Rock, but a face that could have its own modeling career. Then let’s add in some bad boy. A background in security, and fists that knew how to protect himself. Toss in enough shady dealings to add an air of mystery and danger. Now, the kicker: a promotion that makes him your boss, a smile that reveals his playful side, and bedroom eyes that manage to unzip your dress without even trying.
I found that man. Hell, every woman in Biloxi, Mississippi found that man. Dario Capece. And we’ve all been making fools of ourselves over him for the last umpteen years.
But I had come close. SO close. Close enough that he asked me on a date. Three blissful hours. And then a second, though it hadn’t ended in the panty-ripping way I had hoped for.
Then disaster struck in the form of a leggy brunette with diamonds in her ears the size of cherries. Gwen Hawk strolled in our casino on her daddy’s arm and somehow managed, in the course of three days, to snatch Biloxi’s most eligible bachelor away.
Like AWAY, away. This afternoon he will be Vegas-bound on a private jet, heading off to run one of Gwen’s daddy’s hotels. Rumor is, he’s getting seven figures a year and all the Gwen Hawk pussy he wants.
Do I sound bitter? I might be. Just A WEE BIT. Bitter…and hell-bent on revenge, in whatever way I could get it.
Which brings us to the decidedly unperfect man.
Tripp Reinhart. Also tall. Thinner than Dario, with a different sort of beauty. He’s the scowling type, when he’s not glaring, or ignoring you all together. He grew up on the same rough streets as Dario, but it didn’t make him dangerously attractive—just scary. And rumor has it, he has a kinky streak and a ginormous penis—a combination which seems to give me an equal measure of confusion and arousal whenever his icy stare makes its way over to me.
He’s fired me—twice. Hired me back, but with stiff reprimands each time. And he’s like a brother to Dario, a closeness which makes him my best (and worst) chance at attention-getting revenge.
So… yeah. That’s why I’m in the casino bar, three hours after our accounting manager told us to go home, pack a bag, and evacuate. An hour ago, an alarm blared, clearing the casino floor. Thirty minutes ago, I heard a housekeeper say that they were going room-to-room, kicking out guests. And five minutes ago, I pulled off my panties in the bathroom and returned to my barstool, ordering a second Cosmo and waiting for Tripp’s meeting with casino executives to finish.
“We’re closing up soon.” Clint pushed the martini toward me. “Shouldn’t you be out of Mississippi by now?”
I shrugged. “Shouldn’t you be?”
“The top dogs have to drink. You know that.” He smiled at me. “Their tips make it worth the risk.”
I eyed the trio of men at the high-top by the High Roller Slots room. Tripp and two suits from corporate. They had a map of the property spread out and were going over, best I could tell, evacuation proceedings. In the last half hour, they’d been interrupted several times by the security managers, reporting on different parts of the building.
One of the suits stood and offered Tripp his hand. I took a deep sip of the martini and steeled myself. The second exec followed suit, and I watched the men walk out together, and Tripp’s head drop, his attention back on the map.
I swiveled on the stool, facing him, and snuck a glance around, verifying that the bar was empty. Crossing my legs, I pinched the hem of my skirt, inching it higher on my thighs. My normal seduction skills maxed out with a few saucy looks. I’d attracted Dario with the unlikely combination of stuttering and blushes. But I’d need to up my game with Tripp, which is why I was sporting my first Brazilian wax and about to go full Sharon Stone at him across the bar.
I waited until he straightened, running his hand through his hair, his attention caught by a large Korean couple who hustled past the bar toward the exit, their suitcases rattling behind them. He glanced back,
then paused, his gaze flitting to me and sticking.
While Dario Capece could charm the dress off any woman with his cocky smile, Tripp Reinhart had an entirely different weapon: his glare. He pinned me with it, his face darkening, and I uncrossed my legs slowly, attempting the sultry motion that Sharon Stone had perfected, and left one heel hooked on the bar rail, while the other brushed the floor, the angle one which should give him a clear view up my short skirt.
I held my breath, masking my nerves behind my martini glass, and I slowly took a sip, holding his eye contact as I forced myself to weather his storm.
He immediately moved, crossing the opulent space and leaning forward, his mouth at my ear. “What are you doing, Stephanie?” He rested his weight on the bar on either side of me, caging me in.
I tossed my hair over one shoulder and inhaled the clean scent of his cologne. “I’m having a drink, Tripp. What are you doing?”
“At the moment? Trying to keep my dick from slicing a hole through my slacks.” He turned his head, meeting my eyes. “But you didn’t answer my question. What are you doing?”
I lifted my glass in response, taking a healthy sip of the bitter mixture.
“You play a slut well, but we both know what is underneath those clothes, Steph.” He tugged at the bottom hem of my dress, pulling it to my knee before turning to head back to his table.
“You have no idea what’s under my clothes.” I smirked at him, and he stopped his retreat, turning slowly on the heels of those expensive Italian leather dress shoes.
His eyes drug over the length of my body, and he smiled. “I have a little bit of an idea,” he said softly. “But that’s not what I meant, and you know it.”
Yeah, I knew what he meant. Straight Steph, that’s what they all knew me as. Goody-two-shoes. Little Miss Perfect. I’d heard every snide comment made over the last twenty-three years. For the most part, they’d all been right. I’d always followed the rules. Went to bed early. Turned in perfect reports early. Didn’t curse. Didn’t drink, not until I’d turned the legal age to. But it didn’t mean that I didn’t have a secret wild side—just that I’d never explored it before.
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