The thud of a bullet striking home, then the delayed crack of its passing, sent Jasper staggering, gasping for breath. He made himself turn around. Shore was on the ground, clutching his leg, blood pouring from it.
“The son of a bitch got me,” Shore said, more angry than upset. “Shoot him for me, sir.”
* * * * *
Blackawton pocketed the revolver, then bent and got his arms under hers. “Scream all you want. It won’t do you a bit of good.” He dragged her backward up the hill.
Why not pick her up again? Why not stand and drag her? Why that backward crouch he was using? Lilly tried to see it the way Jasper would. The way any soldier would.
* * * * *
Jasper picked up the revolver. It felt heavy in his hand. His heart was working like an overcharged steam engine. The pulse beating in his head was drowning out everything.
He stood as Shore had done and as he had been trained to shoot, too. One foot forward, the other back. Turn sideways, to make a smaller target for the enemy. Lift the revolver straight up into the air, then bring it slowly, slowly down until the target met the sights, then pull.
You’re the only one who can help her. The thought whispered in his mind. No one else in the camp knew what was happening, nor would they care right now. He was alone.
He shook his head, trying to clear his vision. He could see the two shadows now. They were close to the top of the crest and would slip into full moonlight…now.
Blackawton was behind Lilly. He was using her as a shield.
Cold calmness washed over Jasper, generated by his anger. His vision cleared. Sound fell away.
Distantly, he heard another explosion. It meant nothing. He could hear nothing else. None of the shouting registered. Nor did the roar of the fire or Shore’s labored breathing. It all faded.
He could see Blackawton now, as if he were standing four feet away, not forty yards away. Only, he could not shoot, yet. Lilly was in the way.
* * * * *
Lilly struggled to find her feet, to push herself out of Blackawton’s hands, only the backward motion kept her skirt dragging under her, giving her no solid ground to plant her heel into.
Blackawton’s breath was hot and sour against her face. He was bent almost double as he dragged her backward. No one would see him on the crest, outlined by the moon, if he didn’t stand up.
How to make him stand up?
Lilly hooked her fingers into claws and reached over her shoulder. She scratched at Blackawton’s face, digging her nails in and furrowing through whatever she could reach. She felt flesh give, then an eye socket. She hooked her finger viciously and yanked.
Blackawton dropped her and grabbed at his face with a cry of pain. He straightened, instinctively rearing back away from the source of it.
Lilly heard the bullet hit him. It was a soft sound, a wet sound, that she would never forget.
Blackawton stood, swaying.
A second bullet struck his shoulder, spinning him. He fell. Lilly could feel the tremor in the ground from the impact of his body landing. He rolled once, which turned him onto his back. His sightless eyes stared up at the moon.
A black hole sat between his brows.
It was over.
“Lilly! Lilly!” It was Jasper’s voice.
He climbed the slope in long, ground-swallowing strides. He had a pistol in his hand. He dropped down next to her and let go of the pistol, too.
“You shot him,” Lilly said, amazed.
“You made him make himself a target. I just finished the task.” He took her face in his hands. He was smiling.
“You shot him,” Lilly repeated, bewildered.
“I did. I would do it again, too. Over and over. He had you and he was going to hurt you. Nothing else mattered. Nothing matters, but you.”
He kissed her right there in the moonlight, where any man who cared to look would see them.
Chapter Nineteen
Events happened quickly after that. Lilly could not follow every detail, for there were too many of them. Jasper took care of them all.
The army surgeon tended her after taking care of Captain Shore, the only casualty of the night, not counting Blackawton himself. While the surgeon looked her over and announced her well, Jasper spoke with the commander officer, another major, in his tent.
Then Jasper emerged and was forced to shake hands with dozens of men, one after another, as they pounded his back. A cart was brought around with a flat bench at the front for the driver. The driver was a private out of uniform.
Jasper lifted Lilly onto the edge of the cart and tucked her skirts out of the way of the wheels. Then he jumped on himself and the cart bumped out of the camp.
“Where are we going?” Lilly asked, as he picked up her hand.
“Back to the cottage, to begin. Then, a carriage and a train to London. We should be back before your family head to Cornwall.”
Her heart leapt. “Home…” she breathed. “Only, what will happen about Blackawton? You shot him, Jasper.”
“Actually, I didn’t. Captain Shore did that. It was a magnificent shot, as he was wounded at the time.”
“But…”
Jasper squeezed her hand. “We were never here, Lilly. We have been sedately reading in the cottage this whole day and Shelby will swear that is so. Blackawton set fire to the powder stores and the Fusiliers dealt with him. Why he did that is not known for certain, only among the ton a rumor will spread that he was working as a Russian agent and was attempting to weaken the mighty Northumberland Fusiliers and failed.”
“A rumor,” Lilly breathed. “His family will not be able to combat a rumor.”
“Precisely. Blackawton’s reputation will be blackened as it should be, only not in a way that besmirches you or your family, Lilly.”
She rested her head against his shoulder. “You should be honored for what you did.”
“Your head on my shoulder is honor enough,” he said softly.
Her heart leapt.
Jasper said nothing more. For the long journey back to London, he was polite and upright. This time, they travelled in First Class. When he settled her in her seat as a good butler should, he bent and said softly. “I am Thomsett to you from now on, Lilly.”
Her heart lurched. “I don’t want you to be.”
“For now, it must be that way.” He touched her cheek. It was the softest hint of a touch. “Trust me.”
“Always,” she said quickly.
Yet it hurt to watch the butler mask drop over his face and for everyone in First Class to pass their gaze over him as if he wasn’t there.
When the train pulled into St. Pancras station and Jasper stepped out and held the door open for her, Lilly saw a familiar face on the platform. “Will!” she breathed.
Then she saw another…and another… She gasped. Her entire family was here. Everyone—the entire Great Family—was standing on the platform. In the middle of them was her mother and Raymond.
Lilly flew into their arms and held tight. She was crying and so was her mother. Raymond was trying to pull her away so he could hug her, too. The twins and Lisa Grace were tugging at her skirt and she could hear Will’s voice, demanding that he have a turn.
Lilly wiped her cheeks. “Oh, Mother, you would not believe what has happened.”
Raymond dropped his arm about her shoulders. “Thomsett has given us the broad strokes,” he said.
“Jasper!” Lilly gasped and turned to find him.
The only faces she could see were family. Jasper had gone.
* * * * *
Jasper did not return to the big house on Park Lane. No one seemed to know where he had gone. Monroe was promoted to butler on a temporary basis until a more experienced butler could be appointed.
After two weeks of indifference about Jasper’s fate, Lilly confronted Raymond in his office. “No one even cares what has happened to him!” she flared.
Raymond shushed her. “It isn’t seemly to be so upset about a m
issing butler, Lilly,” he said softly.
Hot words rose to her lips, then she halted, considering him more carefully. “You’ve spoken to him, haven’t you?”
“For now, Lilly, I can’t say that I have or I haven’t. You’ll understand, soon.”
All her anger vanished. “Did he…ask after me?”
“If he had, I would not tell you that, either,” Raymond said gently. “You should concentrate on your return to society, Lilly. Go on. There is only one ball left this season. Make the most of it.”
The Glorious Twelfth was upon them, with the end of the season ball at Lady Asenath’s. Natasha had been fussing over having a ball gown made for Lilly as soon as possible—one to fit her smaller waist and that bared her arms and shoulders. “I want people to see you,” Natasha told Lilly, who lacked her mother’s enthusiasm. “Now, you can live the life you deserve.”
Lilly bit her lip. “I don’t deserve this. Any of it.”
Natasha looked at her puzzled, the page of the dress catalogue held in the air between her fingers. “Why would you say that?”
“You know why,” Lilly said, dropping her gaze.
“Lillian Mary Williams, you look at me,” Natasha said sharply.
Lilly made herself look at her mother.
“Is this what you have been telling yourself for seven years? That it is your fault your father died?”
“It is my fault!” Lilly cried. “I don’t even know how you can stand to be in the same room with me!”
Natasha cupped her face. “I can stand it because you are my daughter and I love you. Your father died doing what he thought was the most important work in the world. He died protecting those he loved. It was an honorable death and if he had a choice, he would have chosen that he die doing exactly that. I know this, because he told me many times, when I fretted about his travels, which he did to support the family. If he were here, he would tell you exactly what I have just said.” Natasha smiled. “Then he would yell at you for being foolish and insist you pick out the prettiest dress in the catalogue just to please him.” She wiped Lilly’s cheeks. “Now come and help me pick out the prettiest dress you can find. Honor your father and what he did for you.”
Lilly let her mother draw her back to the table and the small mountain of catalogs that sat upon it.
Even though she thought she was merely going through the motions of attending the last ball of the season, Lilly found her interest in all things sociable stirring. She didn’t want it to. She didn’t want to be interested in gowns and dancing and fans and furbelows, only it had been so long since she dared wear anything other than the plainest gowns and fashion had changed. Hoops were wider than ever and waists even smaller. Décolletages were shockingly low.
Three days before the ball, at breakfast that morning, Raymond made an oddly muffled sound from behind his paper. He folded it up carefully, so the section he had been reading was on the top and handed it to Natasha. He was smiling.
“Why? What is it that makes you look that way?” Cian said sharply.
“Your mother first,” Raymond said and went back to buttering his toast.
Natasha’s smile was warm and wide.
“What is it?” Cian demanded, holding out his hand for the paper. As the oldest son, he was entitled to see it next.
“Lilly,” her mother said, holding the folded paper out to her.
“Me?”
Natasha pushed it into her hands.
Lilly put her knife down and turned the wad of newsprint around.
Son of Danish Archduke inherits Yorkshire estate.
Major Jasper Anson Dominik Thomsett (Rtrd) of the 5th (Northumberland Fusiliers) Regiment of Foot, recipient of the Victoria Cross for gallantry in the face of the enemy and illegitimate but acknowledged son of the late Archduke Dominik Erhard of Denmark, has been bequeathed Northallerton, the largest estate in Yorkshire. The anticipated income from Northallerton runs upward of….
“Oh lord, she’s turned white,” Cian said. “Catch her, Monroe.”
“I’m alright,” Lilly whispered as Monroe held her shoulders steady. “I’m fine. I’m…” She looked up at them as her family watched her anxiously. “I am fine,” she said and meant it.
* * * * *
The ballroom was the only one large enough in London to hold the number of attendees to this, the last gathering of the season.
Lilly smoothed down the satin of her ballgown nervously.
“You look wonderful, darling daughter,” Natasha told her. “It is not a color I would have chosen, yet your instincts were correct, after all. What is that color anyway?”
“The catalogue called it fawn. I call it teak,” Lilly said.
“It almost exactly matches your hair,” Cian said. “Very striking, I must say. Oh, look, there is Will and Jack.” He waved and strode away.
As everyone was still arriving at the ball, the music had not yet begun. Instead, with each new arrival, a wave of murmurs would pass around the room. If it was a particularly important personage, the whispers would increase in volume. Lilly stopped looking after the third time, for she had forgotten many of the people she had once known and would have to learn who everyone was all over again.
When the room fell silent, though, Lilly was forced to turn to see who could engender such shock among the ton.
Jasper stood in the entrance way, looking around the room with interest.
Lilly gripped her mother’s arm. “How can he be here. Like…that?”
“How can who be? You are referring to the new owner of the Northallerton estate in Yorkshire? He is a man of influence now. I’m sure the ton will be seeing a lot more of him,” Natasha said. She didn’t speak loudly yet her voice carried because of the silence.
“Everyone will know. They’ll know he was a butler. They’ll be cruel. Oh, Mother!” Lilly whispered quickly.
“No one sees butlers, my dear,” Natasha said quietly. “They hand them their coats and hats and they ask for a brandy yet they don’t see them, not the way you did.”
Lilly’s heart skipped a beat. Jasper was wearing a suit every bit as good as any other gentleman in the room. His unruly curls were smoothed down. His gloves were white.
Every maiden in the room was fluttering and turning to put themselves on best display.
Lilly understood what had happened in a flash of insight. Jasper had no title, only he had money, now. He was not upper class, yet his children and heirs would be. His lack of rank may have barred him from society, but his money would open those doors. Matrons would compromise on rank in order to secure the family income via their daughters’ marriage to such a man.
Raymond crossed the floor, his hand out. He took Jasper’s.
A flutter and sigh sounded from the observers. Raymond’s reputation was impeccable. If the Viscount Marblethorpe saw fit to welcome the commoner, Thomsett’s entry into society was guaranteed.
Quickly, Vaughn and Rhys joined the group just inside the door, all of them talking and laughing. Then they turned and crossed the floor, still talking. They were heading for where Lilly stood with her mother.
Lilly gripped Natasha’s arm.
“Calmness, Lilly,” Natasha breathed. “You’ve been introduced to gentlemen before. You remember how it goes, do you not?”
Raymond had his hand on Jasper’s shoulder. “Natasha, my dear. May I present Mr. Thomsett, the gentleman who has been the center of so much fuss in the papers lately? Mr. Thomsett, my wife, Lady Natasha.”
Jasper bowed. “Lady Natasha. It is a great pleasure to meet you.”
“I have heard a great many things about you in the papers, Mr. Thomsett. Is it true you fought in the Crimea War?”
“That is correct, Lady Natasha.”
Lilly could see from the corners of her eyes that everyone within hearing distance was absorbing every word of their conversation. It would be talked about later and all the details examined and interpreted.
“The Crimea War is where you earn
ed your Victoria Cross, yes?” Natasha said.
“Indeed,” Jasper said.
Natasha stirred, as if she had just remembered something. “May I present my daughter, Mr. Thomsett. Lilly, dear, Mr. Thomsett of Yorkshire. Mr. Thomsett, my daughter, Lady Lillian.”
Jasper took her hand and bowed over it. “A great pleasure indeed,” he said gravely.
Lilly couldn’t speak. Her throat was too tight.
“Perhaps I could have the first dance with you?” Jasper added, as the orchestra cleared its throat with a draw of bows across strings.
“The first dance?” she breathed, as sighs of disappointment sounded from nearby.
“A waltz, I believe.”
Her heart lifted. “Yes. I would like that very much,” she told him.
Jasper led her out onto the floor, where other couples were forming. The orchestra started the first dance and Lilly sighed.
“Strauss,” they both said at once and laughed.
* * * * *
It was considered shocking to linger on the balcony with a gentleman, yet many maidens risked the dalliance to further potential relationships. Not as many brows raised as Lilly had thought would lift, when she and Jasper moved out into the cool darkness.
Jasper found them an even dark corner. “I would take you in my arms and kiss you, if I could,” he said. “For now, though, we must pretend this is our first meeting. Later, perhaps, if I find you tempting enough, I might risk stealing a kiss or two.”
“If?” Lilly repeated, affronted.
Jasper glanced around, then touched his lips to hers. “There.” His hand on her waist pressed inward and he sighed. “Corsetry. Ah well.”
“You made me think you weren’t coming back,” Lilly said. “Why couldn’t you tell me about this?”
“Because I didn’t know if I could bring it about at all. I had to travel to Denmark and argue with a stateman—a Swiss secretary. The negotiations lasted for four days, until I got what I wanted.”
“And that was?”
“Acknowledgment, in public.”
“Your full name, in the papers.”
“Exactly.”
“You used your father’s name to batter down society’s doors,” Lilly said slowly.
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