by Jess Russell
“Stop that!”
Hands bracketed his face forcing him to meet Austin’s eyes.
“Harming yourself will do you no good. I must go. Dev, Father is worse. The post came yesterday. I showed it to you. Remember?”
He strained his memory but could not remember. Yesterday was gone. A gray wash without a hint of color.
“Useless. Nothing stays in that head of yours.” Austin’s hands slipped away, and his face grew smaller—farther away now. “The duke is ranting about an heir again…”
There was a question he needed to ask Austin, something vital—if only he could remember.
“…this latest incident…stress his weak heart further…next time you plan such antics.”
Stop. Stop talking so I can hear myself.
“I only pray Hives will see reason…if it gets back to Father…not want that on your head as well…make a trip up to speak to Hives himself, but that won’t be possible now. I have a letter—”
“Stop!”
Austin’s gaze jerked toward him.
Concentrate. Say it now. “If I could only paint.” He prayed his words transcended mere thought to be intelligible.
“What?”
He opened his mouth wider, forcing his thick tongue to make the words. “My. Paints!”
“Paints? Paints! My God, you are the heir to a dukedom and you talk of paints? Your bloody paints have brought you to this. A shivering lunatic huddled in a dank, dark cell.”
“I must have them, Austin. I must!”
His brother shook his head. “I cannot understand you. Utter gibberish. If you are to get better, you must try harder, Dev. After all, you are the heir.”
The heir. The word rushed over his brain. The Mad Marquess…the heir…
“See that his hands are treated.” The door yawned open spilling light into the cell. Austin disappeared into the light.
Yes, the light. He would follow him. Must get his feet under him. Must stand.
“Right you are, Lord Austin. Don’t I always see to the marquess right and proper?” the devil said.
Panic flared in his breast. He blocked out the voice, concentrating on reaching the light. His muscles screamed in protest as his legs drove his body upward. Must get out. Get away.
But he was too slow. A shadow filled the doorway blotting out freedom. “Where do you think you are going, guv?”
“I must…” But the dark was coming closer. He tried to push it away, but the devils would win. They always did.
Chapter Three
“I am sorry Hobbs was not there to meet the mail coach.” Mrs. Coates apologized again as Anne stowed the now empty bags under the bed in her room.
Blistered feet and aching shoulders were nothing to the balm of having this snug little chamber, with its very own coal fireplace where she would no longer have to share a bed. Originally a dressing room, she supposed, it connected Lady Tippit and Mrs. Nester’s bedchambers. Oh, to shut the world away, if only for a moment or two.
A beautiful, pale face with searching pewter eyes and lush lips slipped past her thoughts of solitude to invade her new haven.
Stop, Anne. She closed the door. If only her action might lock out the memory of Lord Devlin’s smile.
“We are usually not so lackadaisical, but what with the major…and the doctor away…” The matron opened the next door with one of her many keys. “This is her ladyship’s room.”
Anne took a few steps into the bedchamber.
“Matilda Tippit was originally sent here by her father, but when he summoned her to return home, she refused.” Surprised, Anne turned to the matron. Mrs. Coates simply shrugged. “Her ladyship has been here ever since.”
Who would choose Ballencrieff Hall over the comfort of a real home and family? The spare room offered no answers. An armoire dominated one wall, then a narrow bed, and opposite stood a plain vanity with a small mirror above.
Anne had only seen her reflection in the silver used on the church altar and in the basin where she washed herself each morning. What would it be like to see herself in a proper mirror? Her waist and skirt appeared in the glass. A simple bend would reveal her face. Turning, she rejoined Mrs. Coates.
The matron locked the door. After testing the lock, she handed the key to Anne who slipped it onto her own ring.
“Major Cummings was a great favorite among the servants and patients alike. Came back from the war blind with but one arm.” She moved to the door on the other side of Anne’s. “Mrs. Phoebe Nester’s room.”
Anne peered over the woman’s shoulder. This room was even more austere: a small cupboard and no mirror above her dressing table.
“Mrs. Nester—came to us in mid February—has endured three miscarriages, and as a result suffers from hysteria. She is now five months along in her confinement.”
Anne took a second key. Several questions bubbled within her, but Mrs. Coates had moved on.
“I shall miss our major. So quiet and gentle he was. Never caused a lick of worry. Never had one visitor, poor soul. Though I suppose someone must have paid for his care. Lord Devlin took it very hard. They used to play chess together.”
“Was the major ill?”
Mrs. Coates stopped and turned to her. “Oh, heavens you wouldn’t know, would you? He hanged himself.” The woman hastily made the sign of the cross. “Truly, he seemed in better spirits of late. We never thought…a man with but one arm could manage…” The older woman sucked in her cheeks with her indrawn breath. “I suppose his death was the reason the marquess went wild like he did. Well, that and his paints being taken away.”
Oh the despair one must feel to end one’s life. Even at her lowest, she always had a glimmer of hope. “Have patients—that is, does this happen often?”
“Only once before, that I know of. Mr. Macready would recall as he was here then. A woman. She jumped from the gallery in the great hall.”
The picture of a broken figure dappled with jeweled light leapt from her mind’s eye to lodge in her breast. She quashed the vision only to have it replaced by the vivid images of the body parts she’d so recently scrubbed out.
“The marquess, he is not allowed to paint?”
Mrs. Coates shook her head, and they started back down the hallway. “Uses his talents to paint evil, says Doctor Hives. Terrible, wild pictures. Devils. Well, I don’t need to tell you.” She stopped again. “I am sorry you had to see that—a green-girl nearly fresh from the schoolroom.” Mrs. Coates made another turn into a narrow hallway. “I’ll not soon forget the service you did me today. I’ll put in a good word with the doctor. You are here on trial, but I have a feeling you’ll stick.”
“I assure you, I want to remain.”
“Ack, I can’t imagine why. A young girl like yourself, shut away from the world in a place like this. Well, perhaps it is better than Ardsmoore?” Mrs. Coates humphed and seemed to need no answer, thank goodness. “A shameful place. I do not mean to disparage the Methodist ways or the duke’s generosity in funding these schools, but I must own, some of the practices employed are more suited to a nunnery than a place of learning.”
True, Ardsmoore had never been a home, but it had been a refuge—until it wasn’t. Madge Barrow had seen to that. But her lies could no longer touch Anne here at Ballencrieff. That horror was over.
After wending their way through a warren of hallways Mrs. Coates stopped in front of a door. “Her ladyship is the one you need to impress. She goes through companions like a tippler through gin. Mrs. Nester will follow Lady Tippit.” The matron knocked, and Anne followed her into a room.
She blinked at the sudden opulence. Papered in cream and gold, the walls with their scrolls and flourishes, reminded her of Mr. Harlow’s vestments during Easter. But on closer inspection, large squares were brighter than the rest—the shadows of paintings long since removed—giving the room a muted patchwork effect. A hodge-podge of mismatched furniture from a bygone era stood in haphazard groupings. Beneath her feet a carpet of pa
stel flowers and swagged garlands festooned a background of more subtle latticework. But it too had seen better days, many places showing through to the weft, and the fringes eaten away.
“Lady Tippit, Mrs. Nester, this is Miss Winton, your new nurse.”
A lady, seated before the fire, rose briefly and then sat again, her gaze darting to a large arm chair. There a nest of hair shifted forward to reveal another lady as she peered around the wing of the chair.
“Where is everyone?” the older woman in the elaborately powdered wig said. “I have been ringing for I know not how long. That useless girl came running through the chamber screaming as if the very devil were at her heels. I attempted to engage her to assist with the tea service, but she ignored me, spouting some nonsense about a bloody fiend and how she will not stay in a place full of devils.”
Her gaze shifted to Anne, and she pursed her lips. “I do not require a nurse, Mrs. Coates. I require a proper lady’s maid who knows how to dress hair and maintain my wardrobe. I am seriously displeased to have my toilet disturbed, and now my tea. How am I to entertain suitors in such déshabille?” Her wig now listed precariously to the side with the force of her tirade. “You there, girl, stop your gawping and attend me.”
Seeking direction, Anne looked to Mrs. Coates who then motioned her forward. A lady’s maid? Bless Bess. Though the daughter of a gentleman, and therefore a lady by rights, her education at Ardsmoore had not included anything about the needs of a lady.
“Mark my words, Coates,” her ladyship barked, “Hives will hear of this shoddy service.” She turned to dismiss the matron, but not before her wig toppled into Anne’s waiting hands.
A cloud of powder enveloped her. She dare not breathe. Or cough. Please. She ducked her head and retreated a few steps to regain her poise.
The woman did not even acknowledge the loss of her hair as she squinted up at her.
“Come closer, girl. Though I am not short-sighted, Mrs. Nester is not so fortunate.”
Unsure what to do with the wig whose powder was no doubt soiling her best cuffs, she approached, bearing the frizzled hair like some bizarre offering.
“Closer. I want to see what they’ve sent us this time.” Despite vowing she had no trouble with her sight, she produced a quizzing glass. “Ballocks! Mrs. Coates, this—person—does not possess any of the feminine arts. Why look at her hair, black as ink with not a curl to soften a stubborn jaw line.” Her gaze narrowed. “I do not approve of a stubborn jaw. I vow she would not know a powder from a pomade.” She snapped her glass shut. “No, I reject her.”
Dear God, Lady Tippit had the right of it. Anne’s tenuous world shifted. How to play the part of a lady’s maid? Once again the dream of working as an actual healer slipped farther away.
The younger woman poked her head forward and sniffed delicately. “My dear Lady Tippit, I care not so much for my appearance as for my safety. She does not look nearly strong enough, to my mind. What if one of those unfortunates was to fly into a mad rage? What if Lord Devil were to come at me again? I would have no hope with her as sentinel.”
Lord Devil?
“Mrs. Nester,” said Mrs. Coates firmly, “that confrontation is all in your mind. We have discussed this before. Lord Devlin has never come within ten feet of you.”
“But he is the Mad Marquess! We all know he butchered that young girl to study her—parts.” Mrs. Nester cradled her belly. “It was in all the papers. And that poor soul was with child, just as I am!”
Oh, dear God, they had to be wrong. Lord Devlin could not possibly be such a monster. But his paintings… Those tiny demons holding back his exposed brain mocked her defense.
“Now, Mrs. Nester.” The matron sighed. “Miss Winton has only just come. We do not want to fill her head with tall tales.”
Anne knew firsthand what it was like to be the brunt of malicious gossip. Still, the dissection of a young and pregnant girl was heinous. But surely this story could not be true.
“They are not tales!” Phoebe Nester insisted. “Mr. Nester says the girl was found at Lord Devil’s lair on Greene Street, and he was covered in her blood!”
“Enough, Mrs. Nester.” Mrs. Coates cut her eyes to Anne and shook her head. “You will upset the babe.”
The woman gasped, clutching her belly, she wilted into a nearby chair.
Whilst her companion was in the midst of her lamentations, Lady Tippit had pulled something from beneath the cushion of her chair. It flashed, and Anne almost dropped the wig.
Only a mirror.
“You know the Marquess is—was—quite well-known as a painter before his unfortunate troubles.” Her ladyship held up the mirror and frowned tilting her head one way and then the other as if she knew something was missing but could not pinpoint what it might be.
Mrs. Nester half rose from her seat like an eager student. “Mr. Nester swore Lord Devil was painting the famous beauty, Nora Havermere, when he lost his mind,” she hissed at Mrs. Coates as if to say, ‘so there.’
“The old Earl of Havermere’s countess?” Lady Tippit shook her head. “Hardly likely. From what I hear the poor girl was never let out of the house.” Her ladyship smiled to expose large, yellowing teeth. She frowned, and then promptly snapped her lips closed, giving the woman in the mirror a stern look. “One could not name a more heinous viper than Lord Havermere. My poppa knew him…” She abruptly hiked up her skirts and shoved the mirror between her legs, back into its hiding place under the cushion.
Mrs. Coates only sucked her teeth and rubbed her back.
“Mr. Nester admires Lord Havermere greatly and longs to cultivate a friendship with him. My husband says the earl has much sway in Parliament,” Phoebe Nester spouted this information as if reciting her times tables.
“That’s quite enough about your husband, Phoebe,” her ladyship said rising. She adjusted her rumpled skirts and proceeded to meander from one flower cluster on the carpet to another, like a bee seeking honey. “Lord Devlin is famous for his love of feminine beauty, you know.” Her fingers grazed her neck as if she were fondling a beloved necklace. “Loves to touch, as well as look, I’ll be bound.” Whereupon Lady Tippit dipped her hand into her bodice and squeezed her breast.
Alas, this time the wig could not be saved. As it hit the carpet, a cloud of powder rose. “Ah-choo!”
Mrs. Coates smiled tightly. “Yes, well…ladies, if you will excuse me, I must meet with the staff.”
“What?” The older woman spun around. “Are you leaving us with this inferior person?”
“Ladies, I am sure you will find Miss Winton more than capable. I ask you to give her a chance.”
Eagar to demonstrate her commitment, she bent to retrieve the wig.
“Coates, mark my words, if she is anything like that nervous, feather-headed chit who abandoned us, Hives will hear of it! I am of a more stalwart nature, but Mrs. Nester, in her delicate condition, cannot tolerate silly hoydens without a jot of sense disturbing her peace.”
“Trust me, Lady Tippit, if Miss Winton does not suit, she will be sent packing. There are plenty of girls anxious for a position here at Ballencrieff.”
Had the matron forgotten her promise already? But Mrs. Coates was already halfway to the door.
“Yes, I daresay there are.” Her ladyship waved her free hand. The other, as if forgotten, still lay within her bodice.
Mrs. Coates bolted out of the room.
What a picture this odd group presented. Herself, holding the enormous beehive of a wig as if it might truly be full of bees; Mrs. Nester, cowering behind a gilt-edged chair clearly waiting for some directive, and finally, balding Lady Tippit, her arm half-way down her bosom, staring daggers at Anne.
The tableau broke when Lady Tippit moved to sit. “Come,” was all she deigned to say.
This was her moment. She must make these women easy and comfortable. She must make herself indispensable. Only then would Ardsmoore be in the past.
Concentrating on her hands, the familiar pulsin
g started in her wrists and then fingers. She approached her ladyship.
Eyes now closed, the woman gestured for Anne to set the wig upon her head.
The hair might resemble a cloud, but in fact it was quite heavy and wearing it surely took a toll on her ladyship’s neck and shoulders.
Taking a great chance, she set the wig aside and then gently brushed her fingers over the woman’s frail shoulders. Lady Tippit jerked and hissed with an intake of breath. Used to such reactions, Anne did not flinch. Gently, she began to knead the older woman’s cramped muscles.
“What? Oh, heavens…” The woman’s lips parted.
Mrs. Nester sat straighter in her chair.
Anne closed her eyes willing the tightly knotted muscles to loosen and release their coiled strain. She imagined spinning wool into long, soft, looping threads as she worked over the lady’s neck and shoulders.
Lady Tippit sighed. “So…soothing.” Her head tilted slightly. “What is your name, girl?”
Relief washed through Anne’s body. “Winton, your ladyship. I am Winton.
Chapter Four
The room appeared just as it had been before his…tirade. As if his time—two weeks—in that cold, dark cell had been a dream.
Had it? Panic welled. No, a different smell. Lye soap sharp in his nostrils. And darkness over the windows. Shutters. No view. No sun. And, blessedly, no moon.
A scuffling noise in the far corner made him wheel around. He threw his arms up, ready for the bastard.
Not Macready. This man loomed twice his size. This beast could easily squash a man like a beetle. Perhaps, better the devil you know…?
“Welcome to my corner of Hell.” Dev bowed, and then wished he hadn’t, his ribs still smarting.
The man frowned and then, pointing to himself, said, “Ivo.”
“Ivo?” The man nodded. “I am pleased to meet you—I hope. I am Lord Devlin. Or Lord Devil, or sometimes The Mad Marquess, depending on my mood or who you talk to.” So much effort to assume this false bravado. A wave of despair rocked him.