“How long?”
“Depends how fast. A few hours?”
“Shuffle forward,” he growls.
The next thing I know he’s vaulted up on to Lil behind me. So much for old Mulreth.
“Go,” he says, voice gravelly in my ear. “Head for the gorge, and if you want to live, don’t stop. For anything.”
We ride.
Lil surges under us, her powerful muscles bunching and stretching as she climbs dunes and gallops headlong down the other side. The Shield bounces around behind me. I’m afraid without the benefit of stirrups he’s going to lose his seat, or worse still, make me lose mine.
“Wrap your arms around me,” I tell him over my shoulder.
“I hardly think that’s—”
“Just do it! You’re slowing us down!”
His arms circle around my waist. Only minutes ago, I thought those same hands might choke or stab the life from me. They may still.
“Now, grip with your thighs, not your entire leg. Get your feet out of her ribs.”
The weight behind me shifts again, his broad chest pressing against my back. Better balanced, Lil finds a renewed burst of speed. I crouch forward up the next dune, urging her on, and lean back again as she plunges down the other side.
The Shield moves with me.
He’s a fast learner. At least there’s that.
Cool night air brushes my cheeks, the headwind holding no clues as to whether our pursuers are gaining. But Lil soon begins to radiate with the heat of her exertion, and the grassy smell of horse sweat fills my nostrils. All I can hear is her laboured breathing, her hooves churning the sand, my heart thundering in my ears.
I risk a glance behind. Lights trail out from Aphorai like gems threading a necklet. They’re not gaining ground on us yet – their camels aren’t as fast. But they can endure longer than Lil can, especially when she’s carrying two people.
“How long can she keep this up?” the Shield asks, as if he’s heard my thoughts.
“Not much longer. We’re going to have to let her rest soon.”
“We have to get to that gorge first.”
“Come on, girl,” I say, willing her strength. “You can do it. Not far now.”
But the gorge doesn’t appear, and Lil’s head starts to lower, her sides heaving against my legs.
I check over my shoulder again, but we’re in the valley of a massive dune and I can’t see anything but dark sand and sky. “You can ride a horse to death, you know,” I tell the Shield.
“She’s not stopping.”
“She won’t. She’s trained too well. She’ll keep going until it’s too late. We have to rest her.”
“It’ll be too late for all of us if we don’t make it to that gorge.”
I’m on the verge of calling a halt when the terrain begins to flatten. Lil’s hooves strike something hard.
Sandstone.
The gorge.
There are too many dunes between us and our pursuers to spot their torches through the night. Unless, of course, they’ve put them out, so we can’t tell where they are. There’s a cheerful thought.
“Any sign of them?” I ask.
He scans the horizon. “No. But if they’re Rangers, that’s meaningless. Ride along the rock. They’ll at least have to choose which direction we’ve gone when the obvious tracks run out. Hurry.”
I peer down into the gorge as we skirt the rim. It’s dark, with even darker shadows where the cliffs overhang the canyon floor. “If we’re going down there, we need to dismount.”
The Shield slides from Lil’s back. He gingerly stretches his arms, hissing a breath through his teeth as one hand goes to the bandages around his chest. I’m going to have to look at those. And soon. The last thing we need is a reopened wound going bad.
I free my feet from the stirrups and drop down behind him. We move under an overhang at the lip of the canyon.
Lil snorts, spraying foam that had accumulated around her bit. I shove my water skin into Ash’s hands and then cup my own, gesturing at him. “She needs water.”
The Shield does as I ask.
It’s not much but it’ll have to do. I flip her reins over her head and tie them together so they don’t snag on anything.
“You don’t need to lead her?”
“She’s better at finding her own path.”
We head out from the overhang. The Shield finds a less steep section eroded out of the rock and starts down.
I’ve explored parts of the canyon, but I’ve never tried to descend at this gorge, and never at night. Barden and I used to come here when we were old enough to be let out of sight. More to the point – when my father deemed Barden old enough to accompany me in case we ran into trouble. Funny how everyone seemed fine with that, with us taking overnight trips, as if they’d already decided our future was fused together.
I glance back. No torches have appeared, and Lil has begun to pick her way down the slope, a silhouette as dark as starless sky. Good girl.
My foot comes down on a loose rock. It rolls out from under my weight. My ankle twists. The other foot begins to slide on loose scree. The gorge is a toothless grin, gleeful at the prospect of swallowing me whole. I teeter on the edge, arms flailing.
A strong hand grips my shoulder.
“What are you playing at?” the Shield fumes.
“What are you doing creeping up on people in the dark again?”
“If you need help, tell me. You can’t expect me to predict what you’re capable of and what you’re not.”
“That could have happened to anyone,” I retort. “And I’m fine, aren’t I?”
He grunts. “Mission first, pride second.”
I flip two curled fingers at his back. Excuse me if almost plunging to my death got up his nose.
At the bottom of the gorge, silence reigns. Lil dips her head to drink from the pool and doesn’t let up until I take her reins. “Go easy. We can stop again soon,” I promise, rubbing her still-damp neck.
She snorts but lets me lead her through the water. The going is slow as we feel out each footstep on the slick pebbles, sometimes skirting around boulders, sometimes clambering over them – every time with my heart in my throat, worried about Lil’s legs.
Part of me wants to leave the water and run again, run and never stop. But covering our tracks will buy us more time than a half-hearted sprint from an exhausted mare.
Because if it doesn’t, we’re all out of options.
CHAPTER 20
Ash
The girl threads her way deeper into the canyon, nimbly traversing the rocks.
I trail her, every sense on high alert for the first hint of our pursuers. By the time I’m satisfied we’ve evaded Iddo’s men, dawn has begun to fade the only slice of starry sky we can see. We’re safe for now. Though one thing is certain – they’ll keep coming.
A Ranger never yields the hunt.
I draw even with the girl and gingerly stretch. My side aches, but the fire in the wounds has cooled. “Which way?”
She tilts her face to the sky, then squints down at her locket. It’s engraved with what appears to be constellations. I surmise she’s trying to get a reference point between it and the sky. But dawn edges closer, and the stars are blinking shut one after the other.
She gives a frustrated huff. “Map’s decided to take a nap. May as well make yourself comfortable, Shield.” She catches my eye. “Is that what I should even be calling you? ‘Shield’?”
A derisive laugh escapes my lips. “I expect my days as Shield are numbered. It’s probably already a lie to call me that.”
She stares at me, tapping her foot.
I sigh. “Ash. Call me Ash.”
“Ash? What kind of name is that?”
“Er, mine?”
“Is that your real name?”
“I just said as much, didn’t I?”
“Ash,” Her Aphorain accent draws it out like the sound people make when they’re shushing a child.
“I wasn’t her apprentice.”
“Good. That would have been a mouthful. Nisai said your name was … Karel? Rikal?”
“Rakel.”
I arch an eyebrow. “What kind of name is that?”
She lets it drop.
The girl hunkers down next to her satchel and points to a water-smoothed boulder. “Sit.”
“Excuse me?”
“We’re not going anywhere until nightfall. Your wounds need checking. No doubt some split last night.”
“They’re fine.”
“Sit.”
I decide it’s not worth arguing about and hunker down on the rock. She kneels at my wounded side and produces the same knife she used when she first stitched me up.
“What do you think you’re—”
Too late. The scrap of silk that was my palace vest gapes open from sleeve to hem and slips from my shoulder. She wastes no time moving on to the ties of my armour, loosening the laces that run up my side with surprising deftness. My vest comes free and I suppress a shiver as the cool air of desert dawn washes over my torso.
The girl hisses a breath through her teeth.
“Bad?” I ask.
“The opposite,” she says, her expression a mix of awe and suspicion. “It’s … beginning to heal.”
My mind scrabbles for something to deflect her curiosity. I attempt a smile. “Only thanks to you patching me up so well.”
She frowns, seemingly unconvinced.
I gesture to my shucked vest. “You, ah, seem to know your way around armour.”
She blushes, suddenly appearing self-conscious, and keeps her eyes on her work. “Military family.”
Judging by her curt tone, I won’t be getting any further details. She begins cleaning and rebandaging the wound and I send a relieved prayer to merciful Azered in thanks for the silence that ensues.
Later, I find myself pacing the length of the canyon. At any other time, this place would feel miraculous. Pools cascade as clear and blue as polished aquamarine. Rock figs cling to the canyon walls with ancient, gnarled roots, their canopies fringing the water in shade.
If only I wasn’t too on edge to appreciate it.
The slow passing of the day chafes me rawer than a new pair of boots. I climb to the rim to regularly check for signs of Ranger scouting parties.
If the Rangers catch up to us, only Kaismap knows what they’ll do to the girl. And for my part? We’re in unprecedented territory. Though I’d wager they’ll come up with something more creative than incarceration. Something that makes the five hells look heavenly.
But what other option did I have? I serve Nisai, first and foremost, not the Empire. His life comes before politics, and my life is forfeit if his comes to an end. I was damned if I did, damned if I didn’t.
The sun approaches its zenith painstakingly slowly, glaring into the canyon as if the gods are on the side of the Rangers. I retreat to the shade of an overhanging rock, where Rakel hunkers in the dust. She’s using a stick to draw lines on the ground, then smooths them over with a hand and starts again. Her locket lays beside her.
“Follow the way of the stars,” she mutters between a series of curses that wouldn’t be out of place in a barracks.
“What was that?”
“The engravings on my locket were supposed to be a map.” She points to the largest star etched in the silver, then at its counterpart in the dust. “I figured this one was a marker for where we need to go.”
“Surely you weren’t trying to follow a single star. You realize they traverse the sky each—”
“I don’t have Rot-for-brains, all right? I get that they move. But this one isn’t a real star. There’s no match for it in the night sky between the snow-fox and the winged lion constellations. Not even close.”
I frown. She’s right. I can’t recall noticing anything bright between Kal and Tozran.
“And I think these are also odd ones out.” The tip of her tongue peeps from the corner of her mouth as she marks another five points in the dust. “But I’d have to check at night.”
“Don’t tell me you’ve dragged me into the desert to search for a place that may not even exist, with a map that may not even be a map, and you’ve no idea how to read it?”
“I didn’t drag you. And if you could turn the mind behind that sharp tongue to helping me figure—”
I hold up a hand. “Just… I need a moment.”
She falls silent.
On one of my earlier surveys of the canyon rim, I’d collected some melons not much bigger than my fist. I’ve no appetite after this latest revelation, but I need to think about something else while I calm down. I cross to where I’ve stacked the fruit, take out my knife and slice into the thick grey-green skin.
“I wouldn’t eat that if I were you.” Rakel’s voice is more sing-song amusement than warning. She’s now perched on a nearby boulder, riffling through the pack I’d hastily thrown together last night.
I pause, knife still sticking in the fruit. “It’s a melon. It’s not going to bite me.”
“Sure. Akrol melons are melons. But they will bite you. In the arse.”
I give it a sniff. “Is it poisonous?”
“Nope.”
“Then I’m eating it.”
“Fine. But if you manage to get past the bitterness, don’t complain to me when your guts turn to water.”
I glance sidelong at the black mare. “Do horses eat them?”
“Nope. Too much sense for that.”
She resumes her search in the pack, then holds up Nisai’s journal. “You never said what this was.”
“I’d prefer you didn’t touch that,” I say, flinging the melon across the gorge in disgust.
“What is it?”
“It’s personal,” I snap.
She raises her hands. “Hold your nose. I’m not trying to pry.”
“Hard to believe when you’re pawing through someone else’s belongings.”
“I just wanted to know how it could help us.”
“I’d reckon nothing could help us at this point.”
She shakes her head as she replaces the journal in the pack. “You’ve got to get over this ‘failed before we’ve even started’ thing.”
“Pardon?”
“You’re acting like you think this is impossible.”
“Isn’t it?”
“Maybe. But if we don’t try, we won’t find out. So can we focus on the ‘doing’ bit and not the ‘failing’ bit for now?”
“You obviously don’t comprehend what’s at risk here. What’s against us. I came after you because I thought you knew something, something useful that could help Nisai, and all it turned out to be was a nursery tale. This venture was doomed before it started. I should never have left.”
She stands and balls her fists at her hips. “You’ve never failed at anything before, have you?”
“Excuse me?”
“You’ve never screwed anything up. You’ve always been on top of things. In control. Everything has gone your way. You’ve lived in a palace all your life. It’s all been … roses.”
If she only knew.
“I bet you didn’t have to even try when they gave you arms training. You just strolled out there on the arena and your opponents didn’t stand a chance, am I right?”
Taken aback, I answer honestly. “Close combat is the one thing that comes naturally to me.”
She lets out a short laugh, full of contempt, but I can’t tell if the derision is of me, or her, or something else entirely. “So you’ve never failed anything. But now you’re facing it, you’re terrified. Most of us didn’t grow up in the imperial capital, living prettily perfumed lives. Some of us have to live every day with The Fear.” She makes it sound like each word deserves its own sentence.
“The Fear?” I venture.
“The Fear that there may never be anything else. That we’re nothing and will always be nothing.
That no matter how hard we work, how dedicated we are, we’ll never escape our lot. Does that stop me hoping? Taking the long odds? No.”
She snatches up her own pack. “And you know what, Shield?”
“What?” I ask, tone subdued.
“It would make it a hell of a lot easier if you tried something other than sitting there sniffing your own stink.” With that, she turns on her heel.
“Where are you going?”
“To wash if you must know. I can’t think like this, caked in dust and sweat and the rat-stink of that cell.” Her shoulders slump. “And I can still smell smoke in my hair, in this.” She plucks at the nightdress she’s been wearing since we left.
“I understand, but—”
“I’ll go just around the next bend.”
I shake my head. “No. We should stay within sight of each other.”
“I have no interest in putting on a show for you.”
“Believe me, I have no interest in watching.”
She glares at me, fire sparking in her eyes. Then she stomps off towards the bend in the canyon wall.
I watch her go, bewildered in the wake of her conviction.
Somewhere between our makeshift camp and her destination she stops at the edge of the pool. It’s short of leaving sight. Only barely, but still.
She sits on a boulder and I prepare to turn away so that I won’t notice her unweaving her hair from its travel-stained wrap. And I certainly don’t pay any attention when she sets aside her cloak, revealing arms banded by the sun like the sandstone of the canyon walls. And there’s no way I’m going to watch as she slips from her tattered, ash-smudged nightdress…
There’s a loud snort and pointed stomp behind me. I swing around to find a black muzzle inches from my face, teeth bared.
“What?” I ask, holding up my hands.
Rakel’s horse slowly, deliberately, turns her back on me.
I spend the morning with whetstone and oil in hand, working out the nicks and hairline notches in every blade I possess. I move on to inspecting my armour, but the servant who oiled it while I was drugged after the hunt did it so well it doesn’t need any work.
In between, I scout. I’m checking the canyon rim for the third time, wondering how long a bath can take a person, when Rakel finally returns, wearing her hair in a braid and a damp smock shirt over loose leather trousers.
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