I do love you so much...I don't believe the worst anymore.
Wish we could move on from all the things I said before.
My heart bleeds for my loss because I always took you for granted.
I only showed up in your bed when it was what I wanted.
Love never truly dies and I'm willing to make the change.
But whenever I try to do so, the way you regard me is so strange.
I'm still the Skye you loved once, Jasper. I'm still the mother of your child.
The years just made me turn nasty because I kept thinking you were too wild.
I should stop being selfish. I should let you go.
But before you forget me completely, there's something I want you to know.
There has never been another like you who twisted me up so bad.
You pissed me off and broke my heart and nearly drove me mad.
But I'd rather take the pain and the struggles and find a way to endeavour.
‘Till death do us part’, I said to him but to you I say ‘forever’...
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