The End Game (Thron series Book 1)

by S. Tron

  We seat like that, together, quiet, hand in hand. When we finish our drinks, Jude gets up, turn off the lights and takes me up the stairs, she holds my hand the whole time, we pass the children room, she looks inside, making sure everything is alright. Then at me, kissing me, "you were great today. You surprised me, I don't know why, but you did. Maybe I'm waiting for you to run the other way, you didn't." She takes me to our room, she seat on the bed, pulling me to stand in front of her. "Jude, i. Am. Not. Letting you. Go". She licks her lips, opening my jeans buttons, taking them halfway down, I help her take them off, I want to make love to her, but she has that smile, she's up to something, something that includes my cock. Hard, throbbing, aching for her. I take my shirt off, her eyes roam my body, like a hungry tIger she put her finger on the side of my boxer briefs.

  35. Jude

  I take his boxer brief off, freeing his cock, I lick the precome off his cock, Andrew growls, I smile. “On the bed, legs open” I lick him again, putting his cock in my mouth, Andrews' head drops back, and he hisses, “Jude, on the bed, legs. Open”, I take him deep inside my throat, Andrew draws my name out, I cup his balls with my hand, his hand fists my hair, I suck him, licking his shaft, kissing his beautiful, hard, cock, I take him deeply again, feeling him jerk in my mouth, I humm my approval, he moans in response fisting my hair harder, taking my head back, I release his cock, still holding his balls, he takes a step back, I give him a cocky grin, he nods his head in disapproval. I lean down, taking him in, sucking him hard, he moans, taking my head back again. “Stand up” he says in a soft, husky voice, I'm surprised, I do as he asks, he takes off my clothes, leaving my panties on, “I have a present for you, but you’ve been bad, so it will have to wait” I close my thighs together, ''I wanted to make soft sweet love to you, I'm afraid it’s not going to happen now” my mouth is dry, my body aches to have him. He looks me in the eyes, delicious chocolate eyes, he caresses my stomach, breasts, move his finger over my lips, down again, so slow and light, I close my legs tighter, “you want me? You want my cock inside you?” I do, I try to speak, but my mouth so dry Nothing comes out, Andrew presses his cock to my dump panties, with one tug he reaps them from my body, I gasp, he smells the panties then throws them to the floor, “I love this sweet, ready, wet pussy” he goes to seat on the bad, leaning against the headboard, he strokes himself, “touch yourself” I do, I start with my breasts, rubbing them, pinching my nipples, one hand stays on my breast the other goes down, I see Andrews eyes blazing with hit, I go to bed, sitting on my knees, opening myself, Andrew can see my wetness, I touch myself, inserting two fingers in and out, I leave my breasts to lean forward, one hand inside me the other supporting my weight, I'm on four, utterly open to him. He lifts my chin with his fingers and kisses me, still stroking himself, Andrew gets up, moves behind me, he takes my fingers out, I feel my wetness roll down my thigh, Andrew licks it. I shiver. He plays with my clit then insert two fingers inside me, I quiver. “On all fours” he orders, I do, he plays with me, my body aching for him, I can't see him, I can feel his cock press to my ass chick. “Andrew” I manage to say “I want to see you” he slaps my ass, with his cock, i grown loudly, “what else?” he asks, “I want you inside me”, another slap, I almost come “Andrew, please” he steps away “say it, tell me what you want”. I feel his fingers running from the top of my spine all the way down, inside my ass, I gasp again “this ass, taunt me as much as the panties”. He moves to my clit, taking his two fingers, dragging them out from my core to my ass, he plays with my ass, I moan, wiggling, “Andrew” I rasp, “I want you big thick cock inside me, II want you to slap my ass again and fuck me from behind”

  “Now, was that hard to say?” he kisses me between the shoulder blades, two fingers curl inside me, "hands-on the headboard" he orders, I do, waiting patiently. "Andrew?" He slams hard and rough inside me “holy hell” I cry, he holds me in place, roughly he slams into me, I shutter, can't hold myself much longer, his big arm curls around my waist, holding me “come for me, call my name” he pounds me hard, rough, he is balls deep inside me, he finds my clit, press it hard, my orgasm catches me without a warning, I cry his name out, I see stars, I feel his orgasm takes him and I squeeze my inner muscles for him, he then slaps me again, thumb still on my clit, he pounds me, a second orgasm takes me, Andrew holds me “yes love, come for me, come hard for me” and I do.

  I'm spent, I lay on my stomach, my muscles are liquid, my bones are liquid. Andrew moves a curl from my face; he gently moves me on the bed, covering us and tugging me close. "That was amazing babe," I tell him, he kisses me "more than you can imagine," he says. "Love though I absolutely love to hear you scream my name, you almost woke up the children" I laugh, "I'm sorry, I can't control it". we laugh. "I tell you what, if you wake them up, you need to explain" we laughed.

  I curl into Andrews' chest, breathing him in, he kisses my shoulder, seeing him today with the children was every dream I had come true, he did things I wished Daniel will do, I had two children, I had a husband but I felt so lonely, Andrew changed that, he's here, he helps, Andrew was afraid today when he only went for a walk around the block, he's better to us then Daniel, better for them then their dad, my heart racing, my chest hurts, I gasp. Andrew jumps "what's wrong love?" A tear slips down my cheek, "it's nothing, I was half asleep" I love Andrew. Guilt starts creeping inside me, I toss and turn all night, bothering Andrews sleep as well, at one point he wraps his arms around me, wraps his legs around mine, pinning me in place. I fall asleep like that. I wake up at dawn, dressing and going to the gym; I run, then lift, pound, stretch, run some more training. My head to separate, but all I feel is a terrible ache in my chest, caused by guilt. I feel Andrews presence. He comes to stand beside me, he looks angry, when I don't stop he pulls the plug out of the success. I almost fall. "You listen to me now; I have no more patience, if I ask you what's wrong you fucking tell me what's wrong, I'm done Jude, done".

  I'm confused, Andrew walks out, slamming the door in my face, I won't cry, I can't, I go up Andrew isn't home, he left, he left me, he left us, I go into survival mode. My heart hurts so bad, but I did this, he tried and tried, and I didn't let him in. I was waiting for him to leave, in the end, I made him leave, my chest hurts so bad, I feel empty. I wake up the kids, dress them, I hear Andrews phone going on and on, he didn't take his phone, shit, I search my phone to call Angela, I need to leave this house, I need to be far from Andrew as I can, I will pack a small bag, go to the house Angela rented for me, after Angela can make sure our things get here. Every few minutes a tear slide down my face, Sam and Matty feel my frantic behaviour, they are silent, doing what I tell them. I find my phone; it also has a lot of missed calls, Marcus, Liam, Angela. Could they have heard what happened? Already? I call Angela back, ready to leave the house, my heart pounding like hell, what would I tell her? That I broke the one man, who did everything I dreamed. My sadness replaced with anger, he said he's not letting me go, and he did. Left just like that "Jude!!!" Angela yells "sorry I was daydreaming".

  Get your ass down here! Now!!!. Sabrina, the bitch, made them move the trails today, in twenty minutes!, bring the chIldren I will watch them. Isn't Andrew home? We're trying to reach him ``I start crying. Angela understands, "I'm sending a cub; we'll talk when you get here, keep it together for the children" I stop the second she said that she's right.

  I put some food for Eddy, not knowing when I'll see her again, I stuffed most of what we need in my bag and took the stuffed animals they need for their sleep, I leave everything Andrew ever gave me and I'm wearing my old running shoes, torn t-shirt, sports bra and my leggings with holes. A black cab takes me to the stadium, the traffic is horrible, I watch the clock on the dashboard, my heart hurts, my chest tight and I won't be there on time! I have to walk it. I get out of the cub and see a familiar face; it is officer John. I call him "Hey Jude" he laughs, "officer John, can I bother you? I have an emergency" he takes one look at my face, scanning me, the children, the bags. "Where
are we going?" He asks, taking the bags from me, leading me to his police car. We get there, Angela looks concerned. "I don't want to talk about it, can you please watch them while I do this?"

  My hands shaking, my feet hurt from the massive exercise I did this morning, no point to try to separate now, I need to use my anger. I think of how I let Andrew down, how he let me down, I'm ruining my children lives with my stupid crush over Andrew. I go to the track. Standing in my spot, Sabrina on my left, there are ten women, all of them in their twenties. I see Marcus, Angela and the children all watching with fear in their eyes. Samuel is stretching in the inner field, he winked at me, "you got this old lady".

  I lean down to my spot "thanks kid". Ready, set, go.

  I start running, not feeling the anger or sadness, complete serenity. I feel good, I could have been much better, but it is what it is. After a few laps, I know my head is in the right place, I run with the leader's group upfront, I still have a lot of energy. We have eight more laps I start running faster; I suddenly see Andrew, it looks like Angela and Marcus are giving him their piss of mind, he leans down to talk to the children, taking Matty on his arms, I block it out, Sabrina is beside me "trouble in heaven?" She asks I run faster; my anger fouls me knowing I still have more power, I ran faster, leaving Sabrina behind, I see all the runners fighting over the inside ring, I rather work harder. Four laps to go, a girl passes me, I think to myself she started early, after one lap in second again, one and a half laps to the end I start sprinting, my lungs burn, but I concentrate on my footsteps, I pass the girl who was first, no one is even near me, I have a few hundred meters to the end, I hear Sam shouting, Samuel screaming my name, they all stand at the end of the bleachers. Marcus is yelling, faster!! I give all I got left, passing first, half lap over my second. I hear all the guys from the GB Team management shouting; Mark is there shouting. He's cheeks burn bright red. Samuel runs to me, "holly crap lady you broke another world record!!!! Shit, your old ass was all they saw ``I laugh, looking towards the bleachers, Andrew looks mad. "They can't come here before the judges close the leader board. "Probably for the best, walk with me kid," I tell him.

  "Hey listen, Jude, if you ever need a babysitter I would be happy to make some more money, I used to have two younger siblings, so I know what I'm doing".

  "Thank you; I would love that, what do you mean by used to? I asked you about your family when we ran you didn't tell me that"

  "I don't want to talk about it," he says in sadness and anger. I put my hand on him, "Samuel, do you have a family?"

  "I have foster parents, and Liam".

  The judges stop our conversation with an announcement of the people moving to the trails next week, me and another four girls, Sabrina is one of them, they ask us to come inside in an hour to sign some peppers. They also announced a new world record is now certified. I don't even know how I did. I look at the big red clock, but a hot hand drags me away. Andrew, "leave me alone" I try to get free of his grip on me.

  "We're not doing it here in front of the children, they're already confused as hell, what were you thinking packing everything" he yells "you walked out on us!" I scream everyone watching us "you walked out", I say quietly tears streaming down my face. My heart is pounding.

  36. Andrew

  My heart is pounding so hard; I'm so angry I think my teeth will break from greeting them so hard “arg! You are a pain in my ass, Jude!!! I didn't leave you; I will never let you go, don't you realize it by now?” I scream at her, “I fucking love you, I can't live without you, I love those children, I’m not letting any of you go,” I speak softer now, calming myself, I didn't want to tell her like this. “I knew something was wrong and I was mad you didn't say anything, I wanted to reassure you in the best way I can, I wanted you to know, no matter what you say, I'll be there for you, so I went to buy this” i take out of my pocket a velvet box, I know everyone is watching, it’s the best action they got in years, Angela and Marcus come closer, Sam on Marcus arm, Matty on Angelas, i go down on both knees, “your annoying, a pain in my ass, you are the best runner ever to run this track, you look in your turn clothes better than anyone here, and I love you” a lump in my throat makes me choke, I swallow hard. “I will never let you go, and I hope you will never let me go” I open the box, looking straight to her green emerald eyes, it’s not a regular ring, it’s white gold, tree very delicate rings entwined in one another, making a nest for a beautiful diamond.

  Jude's hand goes to her mouth; she’s crying. Looking at her children, Sam is smiling; Matty screams “yes”, Sam joins her. Jude laughs and nods her head “yes; I love you too" she whispers. Everyone in the stadium starts clapping. It wasn't the way I wanted it to happen, but it turned out quite great. Nothing is as planned with Jude.

  37. Jude

  I got 28:47:79, this will now be written down everywhere, only if I’m officially in a team my track record counts for anything, soon it will be all over the world, Mark and Marcus need to go work on it, this is precisely what Mark wanted. I ask them about this trail and the one next week, Mark told us Sabrina united all the runners, she has a high powered connection on the board, they said I'm not worthy, and my place is fixed, they were a little bit right about that, but I proved them wrong. They managed to keep it quiet, trying to make me miss the trail and be a disqualification. Mark was as angry as hell. Now there is another trial next week, but according to everyone I'm already in, no one will let me out after this run.

  I ask to go over the documents they want us to sing at home, they allowed it, I sent it to my sister in law, she will know what to do.

  I ask Mark, Marcus and Angela to try to prevent the photo of Andrew and me going out; I don't want people in my business.

  I seat down with my children first, explaining to them what was going on, apologizing, Andrew seats with us — helping me get through it. Matty says “mummy you can be idiot some time” I couldn't agree more. Sam looks sad “why would Andrew leave mum? He loves us; he told me that yesterday” I look between them. Andrew is the one who answers. “When you were downstairs yesterday, I was with the children, Matty tried to tell me something I didn't understand, Sam told me she is speaking in Hebrew, because that’s how they spoke to their dad” he takes a deep breath, “he told me he wouldn't mind me in their lives, like a daddy but I should know he still loves his dad, but also me, so I hugged them and told them I want them in my life and I loved them, and I do”. Tears fill my eyes again. “I'm sorry, I made a mess out of things”. After we all calm down, Angela takes the children to eat; she sends all our stuff back home, we stay to watch Samuel run. Andrew seats beside me, holding my hand. “A penny for your thoughts.”

  “I felt guilty, it ate at me, last night, after, well after we talked and went to sleep, I realized not only that I love you, but that you are better to me and the children then Daniel ever was" my chest tightens, and a lump in my throat prevents me from speaking, Andrew squeeze my hand, "you don't have to tell me if you're not ready".

  "I couldn't sleep. Then you just left the house, told me you were done. I broke" I take a deep breath, tears in my eyes, “when Daniel died I was sad and heartbroken, with you, I felt hollow, I had to get out of the house, to cut you out so I won't feel. I think this is the only reason I run like that, I was supposed to be exhausted, I was exercising for two hours till you came, but I felt no pain, I saw you with the children, my lungs started burning, that made it worse, I couldn't block it. Unfortunately or fortunately I would never run like that again”.

  "Why, guilt?"

  "When you asked me how to help it annoyed me, Daniel well, it was like rising three children, always telling him what he needs to do, he never helped unless I asked him, or threatened to leave him if he wouldn't take part in the children upbringing. But then you switch something, knew what you need to do, you took them, and not only that, you were patient, and loving, understanding. All the things I wanted my children to have in a father. I felt guilty because I thought we were lucky he d
ied because it led us to you."

  I feel better for letting it out but guilty for thinking it. I take my face in my hands and cry.

  "Shit love, that's harsh" my heart hurts again "you don't need to go through those things by yourself, I'm here for you, you're not lucky, that is a painful thought to carry around. You always say things happen for a reason, this is the reason, to make you believe in yourself, to do greater things, for me to have a family and do more for the foundation and children at risk, Sam and Matty, we both know they will be greater than the two of us. Now they'll have the support they need, if you believe in yourself then they learn to believe in themselves, your husband's death is unfortunate, but good can come out of unfortunate events. That's the reason you were looking for."

  Andrew makes me see things differently, always a bright side. I see Samuel coming closer to the end, I stand up, cheering him. He comes in fourth. Very good, take him to the next level.

  Andrew turn me to face him. "Jude, I'm not letting you go, trust me if you need time to process, say it, I'll wait, but never leave me in the dark, I lost my mind. I can't be there for you if I don't know where ‘there’ is.”

  “I can't promise anything, my past takes the best of me, but I'll try.”

  “I'll take that, as long as you're here.”

  “I'm not letting you go Andrew” he kisses me, roughly, hungry, angry kiss, he's still upset, I will have to make it better, now I need to reassure him.