by Holley Trent
“Oh, come on,” she said teasingly. “You were thinking it. I’m convinced that joke is as old as sausages themselves. Men always think about fellatio when they see women putting certain foods into their mouths. Hot dogs. Bananas. Popsicles. The list goes on.”
“To be perfectly honest, I’ve never made that association before and, I assure you, I think plenty about fellatio.”
“I’m sure you do.”
“And what is that supposed to mean?”
“Just that you’re male. Supposedly, men think about sex far more frequently than women do, and you can’t possibly be imagining the sex taking the same form all the time.”
He piled cheese atop the sandwiches and grunted. She was right. His imagination was far too rich for missionary-style fantasies.
“If you weren’t thinking about fellatio,” she said, “then why couldn’t you imagine me eating a hotdog?”
“Because you strike me as being careful and fastidious. The toppings would be hard to contain, and would stain your clothing if they fell off.”
“Ah.”
He handed her one unimpressive sandwich and took a bite of his own before she could demand he taste the food first.
She watched him chew and swallow before taking a bite of hers.
“Satisfied?” he asked.
She rolled her eyes.
He laughed. “So, what do you like on your hotdogs?”
“Hmm. That’s complicated.”
Now that she’d broached the topic, of course he was imagining her sliding one of the messy things between her lips and biting down. He wanted to know what dripped off the end, if anything did at all. She may have been perfectly proficient in keeping every last bit of the mess from going anyplace but her mouth.
Gods.
His cock gave an insistent spasm, and he had to walk away before she glanced down and saw his aroused state. He had no business wondering if she’d take him into her mouth and—further—if when he had his release, whether she’d let him fall from her lips or if she’d swallow down every last drop of his spend.
Fuck.
He adjusted himself inside his snug briefs and regretted the action. There was no good way to tuck his shaft so she wouldn’t see it.
“Most of the time,” she said, “I like my hotdogs to have chili, onion, and mustard, but not everywhere has chili. If I can’t have chili, I take them with ketchup, mustard, onion, and relish. Sometimes a little bit of sharp cheese if I’m in a certain kind of mood.”
“And I’m sure you enjoy a nice beer when you’re eating your hotdogs.”
“Hey, if I’m going to eat empty calories, why not go ahead and have the beer, right?”
“From a bottle, I’m certain.”
“Mm-hmm.”
Closing his eyes, he groaned.
She’d likely be quite the tease as she closed her lips around the bottle’s neck, and knowing full well that she didn’t need to.
She’d probably wink at him as she lifted the bottle and poured the bitter brew down her throat, and when she righted her head, she’d likely lick the drips from around the threads, staring at him all the while.
Fuck.
“Do you drink beer?” she asked, rousing him from a daydream that was quickly devolving from a beverage tease to full-blown pornography. He hated being what he was sometimes—he hated how susceptible he was to those pervasive, sexual urges, made all the worse by the animal living inside him.
That animal wanted to see her wriggling down her pantyhose, and he’d take a long look at what was left under her skirt when they were gone.
“Well, do you?” she queried.
She’d asked him a question, and he’d gone to that salacious place again, thinking about how many layers she wore beneath her skirt. From the brief glimpse he’d had before, there were panties, but they didn’t cover much.
He pulled in a bracing breath and responded, “Yes. I do. There’s a local brand I used to enjoy called Southern Blue.”
“Oh, they closed down before I had a chance to try them.”
“Yes. They needed capital. If I’d known, I would have fed them some.”
“Really?”
“Mmm.” He shoved the remnant of his sandwich into his mouth and, deciding his erection had diminished enough to avoid notice, turned back to face her.
She’d taken her sweater off and leaned over the top of the mini-fridge, daintily holding her sandwich where the crumbs would be caught.
And leaning so the full complement of her bosom was on display. Through the open V of her shirt, her salmon pink bra and the breasts within tempted him brazenly.
The beast within him stirred, and Andreas furrowed his brow.
Does she bend like that at work? Does her employer get to see the same view?
“You’re making that noise again,” she said, and her brow was furrowed, too.
“What noise would that be, sweet Mary?”
“Stop calling me that. I’m not sweet, and certainly don’t sound like I am with this voice. My mother used to tell me I had a Lauren Bacall voice, and I don’t think she meant that as a compliment.”
“Why wouldn’t it be? I happen to be a fan of the late actress.”
“Suffice it to say that my mother is a soprano with attitude, and that she finds my voice a disappointment.”
“Then she’s insane.”
She shrugged gracefully. “My father preferred to say that she had misplaced priorities. And the noise you made was an honest-to-gods growl, and not the kind men at the bar used to make when they thought Jeff had cut them off too early.”
“I see.” Jeff Alstrup was gone, just like Ollie. He’d closed his bar, packed up his house and his motorcycle, and got the hell out of town. Of course, he would have followed his best friend to Norseton, reputation be damned.
Andreas wondered if he was happy, too. He didn’t know if the Afótama were freer about asking such questions.
“Explain the growling to me,” she said.
She was in front of him, somehow. He’d been lost in his thoughts, and she’d put her delectable body directly in his way without him noticing. Those kinds of distractions could very well get him killed if he had the misfortune of encountering the woman in public. She’d make him forget himself and what he was. He didn’t the luxury to forget.
“Andreas.” The edge in her sultry voice was all demand, no scold.
He liked it.
He licked his lips, then closed his eyes and sent chilling thoughts to his cock.
That didn’t work at all. He was hard as a rock, and he was down on his knees suddenly, because that was where the beast wanted him. He needed to show deference to the one who had all the power. It wasn’t him. That was all sweet Mary.
“I can’t explain.” He laid his head against her legs and sucked in a long breath. Her scent was going to undo him, and he didn’t even care.
“Wh-what are you doing?” she asked, but she didn’t move. She didn’t draw away from him. Instead, she put a hand against his cheek.
He knew why she touched him that way. She was trying to get any information she could off him psychically, and the touch was meant to bolster the connection. But there was nothing worth gleaning, except that she shouldn’t fear him, as long as she didn’t try to leave.
“Yes, you can,” she said. “Just like I tell every other person I have to interview for a case, start with the easy words, and then go deeper. Why do you make that sound? It’s not human.”
“No.”
Not human. Not even close.
“I…” He clutched her legs tight and looked up at her.
She stared down with so much tenderness and curiosity in her gaze, and he felt he really had no choice but to speak the words. He needed to tell somewhat what was wrong, and if she feared him, so be it. Perhaps he deserved any pain due to him.
“I—I’m not the same anymore,” he croaked. “This thing…” He released his hold on her legs and scratched at his chest. He wished he could tear out the
monster inside of him and send the beast back to hell or wherever it’d come from, but he couldn’t. The curse that turned him into the creature was part of his DNA, just like his eyes being brown. “This thing inside me, the magic—”
“Magic?” She took a step back—just one step—and she knelt primly, pressing her knees together and smoothing her skirt over them. “What do you mean, Andreas?”
“When Contessa pulled the magic back…” He scratched at his chest again, and at his throat so he’d stop making that gods-awful growling noise that was obviously setting her on edge.
She gripped his wrists in a stunningly hard grasp and shook his hands. “Stop that. Talk to me.”
“The magic. I can’t control this. I don’t even know what it is.”
A swallow convulsed in her throat and she crawled toward him, pressing her knees to his and releasing his hands. “That’s why I can’t read you? Why you don’t feel to me like all the others?”
He nodded. “I’m cursed. It came back when the magic did.”
“What kind of curse?”
He rubbed his sternum and leaned his head to one side, then the other. “There’s some kind of animal inside me. I don’t know what kind. There were always rumors…”
“An animal? How do you know it’s there? I haven’t heard those rumors.”
“I feel it. And I lose hours of memory. I don’t know what makes me turn, only that I’ll wake up in places I’ve never been and that I don’t remember how I got there. Or when I’m wearing that beast’s body, I may catch a flash of myself in a reflective surface, but don’t recognize that I should stop and look. When I’m in that form, thoroughness doesn’t matter. Getting answers doesn’t matter.”
“Tell me about the curse.”
He shook his head hard. “I don’t know all the details. My family didn’t speak of it, except in the most general terms. No one had been affected by it in centuries, not since the gods repealed our magic, and I think my father would have mentioned if it were affecting him. I spoke to him four days ago, and he seemed fine.”
“So now the curse is back, and you’re the lucky victim.”
He dug his fingertips into his biceps and pressed hard. The pain made thinking easier sometimes when the animal in him was so close to the surface, and that animal suddenly seemed entirely too curious. Because of sweet Mary, the beast wanted out.
He shook his head hard. “No. You can’t.”
“Can’t what, Andreas?”
“Not you. The—”
He couldn’t say the word. Couldn’t tell her about the thing that wanted its way, because the thing had its way.
“No!” His bones shifted painfully out of their sockets and his skin pulled taut over lengthening bones and his shifted skull. “No!”
He couldn’t stop the transformation, though. He never could.
Mary scrambled back from him, fear pulling at her features, and reflecting his own.
He didn’t want to scare her, not really. Not anymore.
“I’m sorry,” he said to her. “That I brought you in here…” His body writhed in protest, and he repeated “No!” like a refrain. His voice was more snarl than words as his body became more beast than man.
His consciousness was fading away, but he could see Mary, guarding herself behind a support column, and he wanted to scramble over and plead with her not to run—not to go—because he could fix things, eventually, as soon as he figured out how.
“Ma—ry.”
His throat wasn’t right. His vision wasn’t right, and his priorities were shifting. The beast didn’t care if Mary was afraid, but the beast wasn’t going to let her leave, either.
“You’re…you’re a wolf,” she said.
Am I? he pondered, and then there was nothing.
Just the wolf.
CHAPTER FIVE
Mary crouched in a corner nook she’d created by pushing several wooden crates and some old dusty chairs together. She watched the big, shaggy, gray wolf pace nearby, either oblivious to her presence or simply having stopped caring that she was there. She suspected the latter.
At one point while Andreas had been sniffing around the remnants of their meal, she’d grabbed her tote and scurried back to her makeshift bunker.
She didn’t want to draw attention to herself until she knew what that animal was capable of. She hadn’t heard any recent news in town about wild animal attacks, but that could have simply meant the beast hadn’t had an opportunity. Or he had, and his hunting territory was too far away from town for anyone to have discovered the carnage yet.
She needed to make a call. There was a woman who knew about their magic and what their people had been like before they’d crossed the seas. She’d recently left Fallon, but she was the only person Mary could think of who could tell her what she was dealing with. She happened to be Oliver’s aunt. Contacting her was risky. Maggie would be suspicious of her intentions.
Also, contacting anyone with the wolf so close was likely risky for Mary’s health.
Andreas settled onto his belly and looked toward the windows, though seemingly at nothing in particular. She had no way of knowing how good his ears were, though—whether he had human hearing, or a true wolf’s, or something in between. Anyway she sliced the situation, though, he was going to be able to hear her.
But maybe he won’t understand.
She massaged the corner of her phone for a few moments, and then took a deep, bracing breath.
“I’ll risk it,” she whispered. She suspected that if Andreas had been in his human form, he wouldn’t have wanted her to make the call—not to the Afótama. They were enemies to Fallonites, after all.
While scrolling through the dozens of numbers in her phone’s contact list, she muttered, “Come on, come on, be in here.” Some numbers, she simply didn’t program in if she didn’t expect to use them often, but that number should have had a gold star.
“Ah,” she exclaimed quietly, finding a good number under the D listing. Sheldon Dent.
Holding her breath, she let the phone dial and put the cell to her ear.
The wolf got to his feet.
Her gut plummeted.
He stalked to the windows and jumped up onto a shelf for a better view.
Clutching her chest over her rapidly beating heart, she let out a relieved titter.
“Sheldon Dent,” came the lethargic response through her phone.
“Um,” she whispered, and licked her lips. “This is Mary Nissen.”
“Huh? Speak up, will ya?”
She cringed, and attempted a slightly louder volume. “I can’t speak loudly. I’m having a bit of a situation. This is Mary Nissen.”
Sheldon seemed to need a moment to make out the words, and while he did, she watched the wolf.
His focus was still on something out the window.
“Oh! Mary!” Sheldon exclaimed. “How are things goin’? You calling me from work?” He laughed. “Did you finally get fed up and decide you want to come work for me?”
She cringed. “Well, not exactly. I need a referral.”
“A referral for what? I do mostly family law. You got a New Mexico marriage you need to have quietly annulled or somethin’? I’m not licensed in Nevada.”
“No, this isn’t a legal issue. I need to speak with your chieftain’s aunt. Maggie? Do you know her?”
“Yeah,” he said slowly. “I know Mags. Hard not to.”
“Yeah. The old lady’s a bit of an institution. I need to talk to her about an important issue, and I don’t have her Norseton contact information.”
Sheldon was silent.
The wolf looked her way.
Mary wriggled back more into the shadows. She really couldn’t go any farther.
“What do you need to talk to her for?” Sheldon said after a minute.
She pulled in a ragged breath and, flicking her hair out of her eyes, let out the air. “I know you’re protective of the people there, and you should be, but I promise you I’m
not trying to make trouble. I need her expertise. That’s all.”
“Regarding what?”
“A person here who has some unusual magic. I was wondering if she could tell me more about the source.”
“Is this for a case?”
“No,” she said emphatically. “Not at all.” People like her who worked in the legal profession went out of their way not to record any references of their magic or psychic abilities in official documents. They always nudged their clients and the people they interviewed to give them more mundane explanations of what they did and saw, if they could.
“So this is a personal matter, then?” he asked.
“Yes. This is personal.” The situation may have started as what should have been a run-of-the-mill fact-finding interview, but that ship had sailed. She didn’t care about the outcome of that case anymore. In the larger scheme of things, the resolution of a fender bender seemed a petty concern compared to what was going on with Andreas. He didn’t know what was happening to him.
If Mary had been in his shoes and someone was snooping around trying to root her out, she might have resorted to extraordinary measures or some bad behavior to make them stop, too.
He was a fucking wolf. The people in Fallon would sharpen their pitchforks for sure if they knew. She had to protect him.
“This is…” She realized she was whispering again, and tried once again at a more audible volume. “This is an old curse that’s been reignited. He doesn’t know anything else about it. He needs to know what’s happening to him, and his parents can’t tell him anything.”
“So there are people out there in Fallon reaping from the magical flood, huh?”
“He’s the first I’ve encountered to have anything. At least, anything significant.”
“Why him?”
“I don’t know. Honestly, I don’t know much about this at all, but I’m kind of in a pickle here. Could you please tell me how to get in touch with Maggie Gilisson? I promise you, I don’t have anything devious up my sleeves. I just want to help this guy. I just want to…” She swallowed.
Finally, the wolf looked away.
“I want to help him, but I’m helping myself, too. He’s got me trapped.”
“Do you want me to call the police?”