Mayhem
A Reapers MC Boxset
Elizabeth Knox
Contents
Gone But Never Forgotten
Billings, Montana Charter
Las Vegas, Nevada Charter
Chihuahua, Mexico Charter
Reapers MC Clubhouse
Dixon
Reapers MC Book 10
Zane
Reapers MC Book 11
Amara
Reapers MC Book 12
Grim
Reapers MC Book 13
Chaz
Reapers MC Book 14
Mayhem
This book is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places, and incidents are all products of the author's imagination and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblances to persons, organizations, events, or locales are entirely coincidental.
Mayhem. Copyright © 2020 by Elizabeth Knox. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the author, except in the case of brief quotations used in articles or reviews. For information contact E. Knox.
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Editing: Kim Lubbers, Knox Publishing
Proofreading: Jackie Ziegler, Knox Publishing
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Revenge
Relentless
Reckoning
Reclaimed
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Regret
Reclusive
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Blackjack
Here Kitty, Kitty
Booger
Widow
Kade
Hawk
Bull
Cobra
Mouser
Dixon
Zane
Amara
Grim
Chaz
Frost
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Flawed
Demise
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Gone But Never Forgotten
Fist — Former Prez (Decdeased
Cracker – Former VP (Deceased)
Saffron – Fist’s woman, Sakura’s sister, Sydney’s mom. (Deceased)
Billings, Montana Charter
Zane – Prez – Ol’ Lady – Octavia
Children: Sydney (adopted), Neo
Blackjack – VP – Ol’ Lady – Ashley
Children: Dex (Blackjack’s previous relationship), Noelle & Fist
Bull – Enforcer – Ol’ Lady – Alexa
Grim – Sgt. at Arms – Ol’ Lady – Natalie
Children: Aggie, Davina, Sorcha (Nat’s Kids)
Tex – Full Patch – Ol’ Lady – Roxy
Children: Kat
Dracus – Full Patch – Ol’ Lady – Roxy
Children: Nova
Bolt – Full Patch – Ol’ Lady – Roxy
Children: Jordyn
Zorro – Full Patch
Axel – Full Patch
Hammer – Full Patch
Frost – Prospect
Turmoil – Prospect
Bama – Prospect
Stiletto – Prospect
Siren – Prospect
Doom – Prospect
Las Vegas, Nevada Charter
Damon – Prez – Ol’ Lady – Kat
Children: Luna
Dixon – VP – Ol’ Lady – Indra
Children: Jalen (Indra’s previous relationship) & Khloe
Booger – Enforcer – Ol’ Lady – Camila
Children: Ransom
Widow – Sgt. at Arms – Ol’ Lady – Tania (A Jackal)
Children: Zoe (Widow’s previous relationship) & Talon
Chaz – Full Patch
Cobra – Full Patch – Ol’ Lady – Izzy
Hawk – Full Patch – Ol’ Lady – Raven
Kade – Full Patch – Ol’ Lady – Ivy
Children: Orion & Fate
Mouser – Full Patch – Ol’ Lady – Sakura
Ripper – Prospect
Jolt – Prospect
Spark – Prospect
Poison – Prospect
Brick – Prospect
Doc – Prospect
Boulder – Prospect
Rooster – Prospect
Chihuahua, Mexico Charter
Amara – Prez – Ol’ Man – Dante
Reapers MC Clubhouse
Trigger Warning
This book is intended for mature audiences only. If darker books are not for you, please do not move forward. After re-adjusting my trigger warning system, I will not be giving any spoilers. Please understand that this is not your run of the mill romance and tough subjects will be spoken about in this storyline. This story could include things like: rape, kidnapping, abuse, domestic violence, drugs, alcohol abuse, and many other potential triggers.
Dixon
Reapers MC Book 10
Playlist
How to be Lonely — Rita Ora
Didn’t I — One Republic
Mad At You — Noah Cyrus & Gallant
Dear Agony, Aurora Version — Breaking Benjamin & La
cey Sturm
Monster — Paramore
Forever — Fletcher
Hurt Again — Julia Michaels
Stuck on You — Savannah Sgro
Do You Mean It — Anthony de la Torre
Back in my Arms — Carlie Hanson
Love Lies — Normani & Khalid
Acknowledgments
My Betas, Courtnay, E.C., Jai, Chas, Tania, Janet, Taneesha, Kim, Isabelle, Heidi, Cynthia, Jojo, Vikki, & Lisa— Ladies, I can never truly rave enough about the group of you. You’re here for me every single day, from the earliest point in the morning until just before midnight. I hope you know how much I value each and every one of you that’s on my team. I know in order to read my books you’re all making sacrifices on time, whether it’s missing time with your family, on vacation, or something else. Please know that my books wouldn’t ever be the quality they are without any of you. Love you all so dearly!
My Cover Designer, Clarise— Your ability to read my mind has never faltered and honestly, I don’t think it ever will. Thank you for not only being a great design partner, but a true friend. I cannot wait to create more magic with you.
My Blogger Team— You guys are amazing. No matter what it is I can always count on you all to be able to help me. I appreciate and adore your continued support more than I could ever express.
My Editor, Kim and Proofreader, Jackie— As always, thank you both for somehow being able to keep up with my constantly changing writing schedule. Honestly, I think we’re the dream team. I also think we’ve finally got this thing down pat and what works with us all. I can’t wait to start some of the newest books with you both!
Rae & GG— Thank you so much for taking a look at my manuscript and helping me properly develop Indra’s voice. I love you both so much and appreciate your help in making Indra as authentic as she could be.
Rae, E.C., and Raven— Thank you ladies so much for being my sprinting buddies galore. We kind of knocked it out of the park this month with all of our manuscripts, hitting goals and smashing out deadlines. I can’t wait to see what the group of us accomplish this year!
To the terrified ones— you have nothing to fear.
Life is full of the good, the bad, and the ugly. Sure, it can be scary, but never be afraid to take a risk.
Even if you’ve lost love, you never know when the possibility of finding something great will appear from the shadows.
Take your chance, and most importantly— live your life and love your life.
Prologue
“I have found so much beauty in the dark, as I have found horrors in the light.”
~ QuotesTime.Net
Indra
3 years ago . . .
Something warm and wet flows down my cheek. I feel heat above me and turn my neck slowly, even though the pain is agonizing. Opening my eyes, I realize what’s happened as my sight lands on my husband. We’ve been in an accident.
“Cornell?” I call out his name but he doesn’t respond, his rich chocolate eyes blankly staring in my direction.
Cornell and I took the weekend away from our busy office jobs in Phoenix and came out to the Grand Canyon National Park. Even though we’ve both lived in Arizona our entire lives, neither of our parents were the type to take us out here. They weren’t exactly campers, but more of the church going, backyard barbeque type.
I reach out my hand to him in the driver’s seat and touch his skin, but he doesn’t move. In the back of my mind I know what this means, though I don’t want to accept it. We were celebrating our sixth wedding anniversary with a beautiful weekend in nature and . . . God, what happened?
We drove out to Desert View Point and toured around the stone tower. It was on Cornell’s bucket list since he loves old architecture. The way I drove up here he was telling me facts about some of the structures we had to stop and see.
Flashbacks of us walking back to the car suddenly resurface. Cornell looked tired and I asked him if he wanted me to drive to where we’re staying, but he didn’t. I had driven all day so he insisted on driving this evening.
Moving my eyes around the Jeep I can see the sun is almost down now. I think we left around five and we’re in the middle of summer. God, we must’ve been here for hours! Every fiber of my being wants to freak out, to throw every rational thought out the window. I can’t, though. I don’t have the time to freak out right now. Looking back to Cornell, I try to see if my gut instinct is wrong.
But as I look up a bit further, I see a piece of metal from the roof jammed into his skull and let out an agony filled cry.
Okay.
Alright.
At least I know what I’m dealing with. I’m the general manager for a loan servicing company in the heart of Phoenix which means I continuously have my phone on me. Even when I’m off, there are typically a couple bodies in the office on the weekends who log in overtime. We mainly deal with auto loans, so our only typical day off is Sundays. That being said, it’s likely I’ll always need to respond to an email.
The last time I remember having my phone is when I slid it into my crossbody purse. It was in my lap as we were driving and now, I’m not sure where it is. The sun is starting to go down and I’m running out of options. I can’t imagine the thought of being stuck here all night long. Thinking fast, I decide to not look for my purse and lean toward Cornell. Eventually, I’m able to stretch my arm far enough to lay on the horn. This is when I realize the airbag didn’t deploy. Neither of them did.
Oh my God. How am I even still alive?!
I keep pressing on the horn over and over again until the little light we had turns to darkness. Unsure how much time has passed I keep pressing on the horn and see a pair of headlights rolling up. I stop pushing on the horn and yell for help. “Help me! I’m in here and I can’t get out!” My right leg has been confined by something and that’s when it hits me. The warmth I was feeling over my leg is my blood dripping over my lower extremities.
I’ve been bleeding here for hours with my husband’s dead body lying beside me.
Every bit of ration flies out the window while my body starts to shake and I scream like my life depends on it. When I suggested we come out here for a weekend away . . . I never thought this could happen.
I lost my best friend. The man I’ve known since I was five years old. The one who beat up the first bully who ever made fun of me. The one who asked me out to every dance and then took a step back when I was in high school and wanted to see other guys. We made our way back to each other before graduation, knowing our love was one of a kind. Moved to two separate cities and went to college, getting engaged and navigating the choppy long-distance waters. We were married and rented our first apartment soon after we graduated college and now, we’ve just celebrated our sixth wedding anniversary.
I’ve just lost the most important person in my life, and I don’t know how I’ll ever cope with it.
Chapter One
I swear I will make you suffer in ways you never imagined
~ Unknown
Dixon
It’s hard to believe it’s early August. The heat wave we’ve been damned to deal with over the summer has made us all grumpy fucks. Thankfully we were able to sort out the air conditioning problems we’d been having. But, we were giving the kids priority over us brothers. Especially Kade and Ivy’s twins. They’re still fresh out of the oven, only a few months old at this point. Raven and Hawk had the next priority since she has guardianship over her little sisters, Bridget and Danica. Kat was next since she’s pregnant, but now we all have air conditioning, even in the clubhouse.
“Hey Dix’,” Sakura says the second she walks into the clubhouse. She’s dubbed me this annoying nickname because she knows how much it gets on my fuckin’ nerves. Hawk on the other hand loves to rub it in too.
She and I have become good friends over the last couple months. She isn’t the type of woman I usually allow to keep me company. I’d be lyin’ if I said she wasn’t a breath of fresh air, though. Typ
ically, the type of chicks I have around me are the ones stuck in my bed. Not Sakura though. Nope, she’s claimed by Mouser. Hell, those two sure are somethin’ when you put them together. Mouser made a remark the other day and said he’s never wrapped his shit up when he fucks her. He doesn’t even know if she’s on birth control and all I’m over here thinkin’ is how those two makin’ babies together . . . fuck man, they’d be models. Combine a cocky pretty boy with a gorgeous Japanese woman. How could they not be fuckin’ models?
“What’s up?” I ask, lifting my eyes up from the book I’m readin’. Now, I’m not the kinda fucker who got an A+ in English or any of that, but I do enjoy readin’ a good book. I can usually finish one within a month and right now my current read is 1984 by George Orwell. I’m about half-way through it at this point.
Her eyes drift down to the book in my hands, “Oh, sorry. I didn’t realize you were reading.”
“You never do,” I jokingly say, takin’ a small dig at her. Every time she needs somethin’ I’m right in the middle of my book. She must have a hidden camera on me that sends a notification to her damn phone.
“What’s this one about?” She inquires.
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