Marcus got up slowly, one hand still on the great savage head that was pressed against his thigh. “It seems that we have timed our arrival well,” he said. He started forward at the same instant as his uncle strode to meet him, and next moment they had come together in the middle of the atrium, and Marcus was gripping both the older man’s hands in his.
“Uncle Aquila! Oh, it’s good to see you again. How goes it with you, sir?”
“Strangely enough, it goes the better for seeing you safely home once more, even in the guise of a Tiber rat,” said Uncle Aquila. His glance went to Esca and back again. “In the guise of two Tiber rats.” And then after an instant’s pause, very quietly, “What news?”
“I have brought it back,” Marcus said, equally quietly. And that was all for the moment on the subject of the lost Eagle. The four of them were alone in the atrium, the slaves having slipped out to their own duties when the master of the house appeared, and Uncle Aquila gathered both young men after him with an imperious gesture to where the Legate, who had drawn aside from their meeting, was quietly warming himself at the brazier. In the general shifting, Cub circled for an instant to thrust his muzzle into Esca’s hand in greeting, then returned to Marcus again. Procyon greeted nobody, he was a one-man-dog to the point of seldom appearing conscious that other men existed.
“He has done it!” Uncle Aquila was announcing in a kind of triumphant grumble. “He has done it, by Jupiter! You never thought he would, did you, my Claudius?”
“I am—not sure,” said the Legate, his strange black eyes resting on Marcus consideringly. “No, I am not—at all sure, my Aquila.”
Marcus saluted him, then drew Esca forward from the outskirts of the group. “Sir, may I bring to your remembrance my friend Esca Mac Cunoval?”
“I already remember him very well,” said Claudius with a quick smile to the Briton.
Esca bent his head to him. “You witnessed my manumission papers, I believe, sir,” he said in a dead-level tone that made Marcus glance at him anxiously, realizing suddenly that there had been no real home-coming for Esca in this return to a house in which he had been a slave.
“I did. But I generally remember men by other things than the papers I may have witnessed for them,” the Legate said gently.
An exclamation from Uncle Aquila cut across the little exchange, and looking round, Marcus found the other staring at his left hand, which he had unconsciously curved about the precious bundle which he still carried in its sling. “That ring,” said Uncle Aquila. “Show it to me.”
Marcus slipped off the heavy signet-ring and passed it to him. “Of course you recognize it?”
His uncle stood for a few moments examining it, his face unreadable. Then he gave it back. “Yes,” he said. “Yes, by Jupiter, I do recognize it. How came you by your father’s ring?”
But with Sassticca’s voice rising near at hand, and one or other of the slaves likely at any moment to come through the atrium about their preparations for dinner, Marcus could not bring himself to start on that story. Slipping the ring back on to his finger, he said, “Uncle Aquila, could we leave that—with all the rest, for a fitter place and season? It is a long story, and there are many doors to this room.”
Their eyes met, and after a pause, Uncle Aquila said, “Aye, well. Both matters have waited long enough for an hour to make little difference. You agree, Claudius?”
The Egyptian nodded. “Most assuredly I agree. In your watchtower, after we have eaten, we shall be safe from interruption. Then Marcus shall make his full report.” Suddenly his face crinkled into a thousand-creased smile, and with a swift change of manner that seemed to draw a silken curtain over the whole affair of the lost Eagle, shutting it decently from view until the time came to take it out again and deal with it, he turned to Marcus. “It seems always that I visit this house at a happy hour. The last time, it was Cub who came back, and this time it is you, but the reunion remains the same.”
Marcus looked down at Cub, who was leaning against him, head up and eyes half closed in ecstasy. “We are glad to be together, Cub and I,” he said.
“So it seems. It is almost past believing that a wolf should be so much a friend. Was he greatly more difficult than a hound, in the making?”
“I think he was more stubborn; certainly fiercer to handle. But it was Esca rather than I who had the making of him. He is the expert.”
“Ah, of course.” The Legate turned to Esca. “You come of the Brigantes, do you not? More than once I have seen Cub’s brethren running among the dog-packs of your tribe, and wondered how—”
But Marcus heard no more. He had stooped quickly, and was running an exploring hand over the young wolf, suddenly aware of something that he had not really taken in, in the first flush of home-coming. “Uncle Aquila, what have you done to Cub? He is nothing but skin and bone.”
“We have done nothing to Cub,” said Uncle Aquila in accents of acute disgust. “Cub has been breaking his own wilful heart for his own amusement. Since you left, he has refused food from any but that chit Cottia, and since her going, he has preferred to starve. That brute has been deliberately dying in our midst with the entire household buzzing round him like blowflies round a stranded fish.”
Marcus’s caressing hand had checked on Cub’s neck, and something seemed to twist and turn cold inside him. “Cottia,” he said. “Where has Cottia gone?” He had scarcely thought of her, save twice, in all the months that he had been away; but it seemed a long, long time before his uncle answered.
“Only to Aquae Sulis for the winter. Her Aunt Valaria discovered a need to take the waters, and shifted the whole household, a few days ago.”
Marcus let go the breath that he had been holding. He began to play with Cub’s ears, drawing them again and again through his fingers. “Did she leave any word for me?”
“She came to me in a fine flaming passion, the day before she was swept away, to bring back your bracelet.”
“Did you tell her—about keeping it?”
“I did not. Some things are best unsaid until the need comes for saying them. I told her that since you had left it in her charge, it seemed to me best that she keep it until she came back in the spring and could give it into your hands. I also promised to tell you that she would guard it well through the winter.” He held one great blue-veined hand to the warmth of the brazier, and smiled at it. “She is a vixen, the little one, but a faithful vixen.”
“Yes,” said Marcus. “Yes…sir, with your leave I will take the Cub and feed him now.”
Esca, who had been answering the Legate’s questions about the taming of wolf-cubs, said quickly, “I will take him.”
“Maybe if we both take him, we can wash off some of the journey while we are about it. We have time for that, Uncle Aquila?”
“Time and to spare,” said his uncle. “Dinner will doubtless be put back to Jupiter knows what hour, while Sassticca ransacks her store shelves for your benefit.”
Uncle Aquila was perfectly right. For Marcus’s benefit, Sassticca ransacked her store shelves with joyful abandon; and the sad thing was that it was all as good as wasted. To Marcus at all events, that dinner was completely unreal. He was so tired that the soft light of the palm-oil lamps seemed a golden fog, and he tasted nothing of what he ate and scarcely even noticed the handful of rain-wet autumn crocuses which Sassticca, proud of her knowledge of Roman ways, had scattered on the table. It seemed odd, after so many meals eaten in the open or squatting beside peat fires, to eat at a civilized table again, to see the clean-shaven faces of the other men, and the tunics of soft white wool that they wore—Esca’s a borrowed one of his own—to hear the quiet, clipped voices of his uncle and the Legate when they spoke to each other. Very odd, like something out of another world; a familiar world, grown suddenly unfamiliar. He had almost forgotten what to do with a napkin. Only Esca, clearly finding it strange and uncomfortable to eat while reclining on his left elbow, seemed real in the queer brittle unreality.
It was an uneasy meal, eaten without lingering and almost in silence, for the minds of all four were on one subject, carefully shut away behind its silken curtain, but making it hopeless to try to talk of something else. A strange home-coming meal, with the shadow of the lost Eagle brooding over it; and Marcus was thankful when at last Uncle Aquila set down the cup after pouring the final oblation, and said, “Shall we go up to my study now?”
Following the two older men, and once again carrying the Eagle, Marcus had mounted four or five of the watchtower steps before he realized that Esca was not coming up behind, and looking back, he saw him still standing at the foot of the stairs.
“I think that I will not come,” Esca said.
“Not come? But you must come.”
Esca shook his head. “It is between you and your uncle and the Legate.”
Followed as ever by Cub, Marcus came down the few steps again. “It is between the four of us. What maggot has got into your head, Esca?”
“I think that I should not go to your uncle’s private sanctum,” Esca said stubbornly. “I have been a slave in his house.”
“You are not a slave now.”
“No, I am your freed-man now. It is strange. I never thought of that until this evening.”
Marcus had never thought of it either, but he knew that it was true. You could give a slave his freedom, but nothing could undo the fact that he had been a slave; and between him, a freed-man, and any free man who had never been unfree, there would still be a difference. Wherever the Roman way of life held good, that difference would be there. That was why it had not mattered, all these months that they had been away; that was why it mattered now. Suddenly he felt baffled and helpless. “You did not feel like this before we went North. How is it altered now?”
“That was at the beginning. I had not had time to—understand. I knew only that I was free—a hound slipped from the leash; and we were going away from it all in the morning. Now we have come back.”
Yes, they had come back, and the thing had got to be faced, and faced at once. On a sudden impulse Marcus reached out his free hand and caught his friend’s shoulder, not at all gently. “Listen to me,” he said. “Are you going to live all the rest of your life as though you had taken a whipping and could not forget it? Because if you are, I am sorry for you. You don’t like being a freed-man, do you? Well, I don’t like being lame. That makes two of us, and the only thing we can do about it, you and I, is to learn to carry the scars lightly.” He gave the shoulder a friendly shake, and dropped his hand. “Come up with me now, Esca.”
Esca did not answer for a moment. And then slowly his head went up, and his eyes wore the dancing look they always wore in action. “I will come,” he said.
When they emerged into Uncle Aquila’s watchtower, the two older men were standing over the wrought-iron brazier that glowed red in its alcove at the far side of the room. They looked round as Marcus and Esca entered, but nobody spoke; only the rain whispered softly, delicately, against the narrow windows. The small lamplit room seemed very remote from the world, very tall above it. Marcus had a sense of immense depths dropping away beneath him in the darkness, as though, if he went to the window, he might look down and see Orion swimming like a fish below him.
“Well?” said Uncle Aquila at last; and the word fell sharply into the silence, like a pebble dropping into a pool.
Marcus crossed to the writing table and set his bundle down upon it. How pathetic and shapeless it seemed; a bundle that might contain boots or washing. “It has lost its wings,” he said. “That is why it bulks so small.”
The silken curtain had been drawn back now, and with it was gone the brittle surface of ordinariness that they had kept all evening. “So the rumour was a true one,” the Legate said.
Marcus nodded, and began to undo the shapeless mass. He turned back the last fold, and there, amid the tumble of tattered violet cloth, the lost Eagle stood, squat and undignified, but oddly powerful, on its splayed legs. The empty wing sockets were very bleak in the lamplight which kindled its gilded feathers to the strong yellow of gorse flowers. There was a furious pride about the upreared head. Wingless it might be, fallen from its old estate, but it was an Eagle still; and out of its twelve-year captivity, it had returned to its own people.
For a long moment nobody spoke, and then Uncle Aquila said, “Shall we sit down to this?”
Marcus folded up thankfully on one end of the bench which Esca had drawn to the table, for his unsound leg had begun to shake under him. He was warmly aware of Cub’s chin settling contentedly on his foot, and Esca sitting beside him, as he began to make his report. He made it clearly and carefully, abating nothing of the stories told him by Guern the Hunter and by old Tradui, though parts of them were hard in the telling. At the appropriate places he handed over to Esca, to speak for himself. And all the time, his eyes never left the Legate’s intent face.
No one moved or spoke at once when the report was finished. Marcus himself sat very still, searching into the long black eyes for their verdict. The rain sharpened to a little impatient spatter against the window. Then Claudius Hieronimianus shifted, and the spell of stillness was broken. “You have done well, both of you,” he said; and his gaze moved from Marcus to Esca and back again, drawing them both in. “Thanks to you, a weapon which might one day have been used against the Empire, will never be so used. I salute two very courageous lunatics.”
“And—the Legion?”
“No,” said the Legate. “I am sorry.”
So Marcus had his verdict. It was “thumbs down” for the Ninth Legion. He had thought that he had accepted that from the night when he had heard Guern’s story. Now he knew that he had never quite accepted it. In his heart of hearts he had clung, against all reason, to the hope that his own judgement was wrong, after all. He made one desperate appeal for his father’s Legion, knowing as he did so, that it was hopeless.
“Sir, there were upward of three Cohorts who were not with the Legion when it marched North. Many Legions have been re-formed from fewer survivors than that—if the Eagle was still in Roman hands.”
“Those cohorts were broken up twelve years ago, and distributed among other Legions of the Empire,” the Legate said very kindly. “By now more than half the men will have finished their military service, and those that have not, will have changed their allegiance to their new Eagles, long ago. On your own showing, the name and number of the Ninth Hispana is no heritage for a new Legion to carry. It is better that it be forgotten.”
“There is no way back through the Waters of Lethe.” Behind the Legate’s words, Marcus seemed to hear Guern the Hunter. “No way back through the Waters of Lethe—no way back—!”
Uncle Aquila crashed up from the table. “And what of their last stand, that Marcus has just told us of? Is not that a heritage fit for any Legion?”
The Legate turned a little in his chair, to look up at him. “The conduct of a few score men cannot counterbalance the conduct of a whole Legion,” he said. “You must see that, Aquila, even though one of them was your brother.”
Uncle Aquila grunted savagely, and the Legate turned back to Marcus. “How many people know that the Eagle has been brought back?”
“South of the Wall, we four, your own Camp Commandant, who I gather knew of the matter from yourself, and the Commander of the garrison at Borcovicus. He was my old Second at Isca Dumnoniorum, and gained his Cohort for his defence of the fort after I was wounded. We took pains that no one else in Borcovicus should know what it was all about; and he will say nothing unless I give him leave. Rumour may come down from the North, of course, but if so, I imagine that it will die out as the earlier rumour did.”
“Well enough,” said the legate. “Naturally I shall lay the whole matter before the Senate. But I have no doubt of their verdict.”
Uncle Aquila made a small, expressive gesture, as though screwing something up and tossing it into the brazier. “What do you suggest becomes of this?” he nodded to the de
fiant, squatting Eagle.
“Give it honourable burial,” said the Legate. “Where?” Marcus demanded huskily, after a moment. “Why not here in Calleva? Five roads meet here, and the Legions are forever passing by, while the place itself is the territory of no particular Legion.”
He leaned forward to brush the gilded feathers lightly with one finger, his face thoughtful in the lamplight. “So long as Rome lasts, the Eagles will pass and re-pass under the walls of Calleva. What better place for it to lie?”
Uncle Aquila said, “When I had this house built, there had lately been a flare-up of unrest hereabout, and I had a small hiding place made under the floor of the shrine, to take my papers in case of further trouble. Let it lie there and be forgotten.”
Very much later that night, the four of them stood together in the small alcove shrine at the end of the atrium. The slaves had long since gone to their own quarters, and they had the house and the silence of the house to themselves. A bronze lamp on the altar sent up a long tongue of flame the shape of a perfect laurel leaf; and by its light the household gods in their niches in the lime-washed walls seemed to look down, as the four men were looking down, into the small square hole in the tessellated floor, just before the altar.
Marcus had brought the Eagle down from the watchtower, carrying it as he had carried it so many miles and slept with it so many nights, in the crook of his arm. And while the others watched in silence, he had knelt down and laid it in the small square cist that reached down through the hypocaust into the dark earth beneath. He had laid it—no longer bundled in tattered violet cloth—on his old military cloak, and drawn the scarlet folds closely over it with a gentle hand. He had been very proud to wear that cloak; it was fitting that his father’s Eagle should have it now.
The four men stood with bent heads; three who had served with the Eagles in their different times, one who had suffered slavery for taking up arms against them; but in that moment there was no gulf between them. The Legate stepped forward to the edge of the square hole, looking down to where the scarlet of Marcus’s cloak was all but lost in the depths beyond the reach of the lamplight. He raised one hand, and began, very simply, to speak the Valedictory, the Farewell, as he might have spoken it for a dead comrade.
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