“Goodness!” Augusta cried, hurrying towards him through the room.
The boy was grappling to stand, his arm trapped against the chair. As he reared upwards, he clutched to the arm with his free hand, his face contorted in clear pain.
“Oh dear, let me see what happened,” Augusta dropped to her knees by his side, noting the astonishment in the boy’s face. She had always been good with children. Amongst her married friends, she was frequently asked to accompany their children and she loved the time spent with them. At Christmas and at birthdays she was the one put in charge of organizing celebrations and games for the children to enjoy. “Would you let me see?” She offered to the boy, holding out her hands.
The boy merely lowered his gaze to the floor, shaking his head and leaning away from her.
“Ah I see, I think I have a brave boy in my midst,” she smiled, eager to be kind to the lad. “You are already growing up to be quite the man. You will not let a little injury harm you, will you?”
He raised his head slightly, his eyes looking at her with surprise.
“Quite the brave man,” she offered her hand to the boy. “I am Miss Creassey, what is your name?” She tried to find out the boy’s name again, yet he still said nothing. This time, at least, he offered the hand attached to his uninjured arm, and she shook it playfully. The smallest of smiles tweaked his lips, but it vanished as soon it appeared, as though he did not want to give way to it.
Augusta saw it all, realizing quickly enough that she was with a boy who would not speak, at least not very easily.
Perhaps the child is a mute.
She considered this idea as she released the boy’s hand.
“You were running at quite a pace,” she decided the best thing to do was put the boy at ease. If she kept talking and never questioned why he would not speak, it would be best. Tackling the issue may only cause the boy to run away again. “Is it a game?”
The boy lowered his gaze to the floor again, still rubbing his injured arm, yet he nodded.
“How wonderful! I love games. Have you ever played the game snapdragon?” To her words the boy looked up again, not smiling, but there was a gleam in his eyes. “It is the one where you douse raisins in brandy and set fire to them at Christmas?” The boy nodded. “It is rather a funny game, is it not? The children I play with often throw the raisins at each other instead of trying to eat them, can you imagine that?”
The boy relaxed slightly, as though fighting a laugh. He rubbed his injured arm again.
“Oh dear, it does look a little sore,” she pointed to his arm. “Would you permit me to have a closer look?”
He hesitated, but put forward his arm, nevertheless. She took hold of his sleeve and rolled it up a little.
“Now then, does this bit hurt?” She placed a finger to his forearm, but he shook his head. “Well that is good news. How about here?” She tapped his wrist and the boy nodded, biting his lip. “Let’s have a closer look then.” She turned the boy’s wrist over, noting the smallest of bruises developing, yet the wrist moved as normal and nothing was swollen. “Ah, well it looks as though you may have a bruise for a time, but the good news is that there are no broken bones. Nothing to worry a brave man like yourself.”
The boy smiled at this idea. She rolled down his sleeve again.
“There we are, as good as new! With the bruise hidden, no one will know. And it will be our little secret.”
The boy laughed; it was the first sound from him. It tinkled lightly in the air, warm and inviting. Augusta smiled, somewhat distracted from her purpose in coming to the house, now that she had a new friend.
“You are certain it is her?” Loftus asked again as he hurried down the stairs with Holmes following on behind him.
“Yes, my Lord.”
“It cannot be,” he said more to himself than to the butler. He had not seen her for eight years. Not since she had unceremoniously broken off their engagement. The audacity to suddenly turn up at his house was astonishing. It must have something to do with the money her brother had lost to him the night before. “It cannot be her,” he said again.
“It is, my Lord. I have asked the housekeeper to bring up some tea for the two of you.”
“Tea?” Loftus paused on the stairs. He did not like the idea of the woman staying for any length of time. It would be too much to endure.
“Yes, my Lord. I was thinking the housekeeper could stay in the room as a chaperone.” The butler nodded out of respect.
“Yes, I suppose so,” Loftus carried on hurrying down the stairs. It was true he could not entertain the company of the woman in private, especially as they had once been betrothed. “She will not be staying for very long though.”
“As you wish. She is in the drawing room.”
Loftus nodded and waved Holmes away with a thanks as they reached the bottom of the stairs. His feet drew him towards the drawing room, tension rising in his body with every step. Yet as he neared the room, a surprising sound greeted him through the air.
It was Markus. He was laughing.
It had been so long since he had heard the boy’s laughter, it startled him enough to fall still for a moment. He could hear the murmur of a woman’s voice.
It is Augusta.
His feet moved forward again, urging him towards the doorway of the drawing room. He froze in the entrance as his eyes fell on the scene before him.
Markus was standing with a smile on his face. A smile rarely seen these days, that was astounding in itself, but the sight of Augusta was the real thing that rendered Loftus speechless for a moment. In the years that had passed, he had persuaded himself that Augusta was not as beautiful as he remembered her to be, but he was wrong. She was more captivating than he had wanted to recall.
He felt his anger spike – anger at her for what she had done all those years ago.
She was on her knees in front of Markus, her red hair fashioned at the back of her head and tumbling down in loose curls, there were a few loose wisps around her face too. Her expression bore the striking features he had first been struck by eight years ago. She had bold eyes, hazel in color, with full lips and a long neckline. Her figure was emphasized by the green empire gown.
She was laughing with Markus as she spoke to him, the smile lighting up her features in a way he had once thought he would never see again.
He clutched at the doorframe beside him, nervous of stepping into the room and disturbing that smile. He was thunder struck by her.
He marveled at Markus’ response to her, but then his mind was drawn elsewhere. To memories of her. So often had they walked together though the gardens in their courtship. He had purposely evaded their chaperone on multiple occasions in order to steal kisses from her, much to the chaperone’s disapproval, but he had never cared. He thought of one evening where the two of them had stood in the garden of the very house they were in now, hidden from the chaperone behind the topiary. They had kissed so passionately, his desire for her encapsulating. When they had pulled apart from their kiss, she had been flushed, with her hands buried in his waistcoat. At the time he had wished that moment would never end. They had talked of plans for the future, of living together in that house, of the family they would begin.
He shook his head, trying to free himself of the memory, how naïve he had been.
Yet seeing her laugh again as she spoke to Markus, it was as though he was reliving the moment when they had first met. It had been at an assembly. Having already been introduced to her father, he had walked over to converse with the gentleman when from behind him stepped Augusta. He had been just as thunderstruck that moment as he was now.
The sound of Markus’ laughter drew him back to the room.
Markus is laughing. How did she do that?
“Here we are, my Lord,” Miss Butterworth appeared behind him, carrying a tray and walking past him into the room. “Tea for you.”
He looked between the housekeeper and Augusta, seeing her staring at him. Any sign o
f laughter had dropped from her face. She stood to her feet, her eyes fixed to him, her countenance stiff and unyielding.
He had never known why she broke off the engagement. Looking at that unbreakable stare, he was filled with the same anger again for when she broke it off. Distraught, he had married the first woman his parents had thrown in his path. What a terrible mistake it had been. Maria was hysterical, even mad. The one good thing from their marriage was Markus, but even after his birth, Maria’s sickness had grown worse. She was insanely jealous. She had grown madder each day before she ended up in an early grave.
He turned his eyes from Augusta down to Markus as Miss Butterworth prepared the tea.
“Markus?” He called to his son, seeing the boy look at him with wide eyes. He attempted to keep his voice level, try to hide the anger that had grown within him at the sight of Augusta. “Perhaps you could leave me for a few minutes with our guest.” He finally felt confident enough to walk into the room, now he had looked away from Augusta.
He had thought so often over the years that she was like a siren from Greek myth. Impossibly beautiful, she had drawn him into loving her, then destroyed his life, as the sirens did the heroes of the Greeks, urging them to crash their ships upon the rocks. After Augusta had left him, his life had fallen apart.
“Markus?” He repeated, seeing his son had not moved. The boy reached out and held onto Augusta’s skirt.
Augusta looked between the boy and the Baron in surprise as he clutched her skirt. Markus seemed very reluctant to leave.
“Come on, son,” he beckoned him forward with an outstretched hand. Augusta felt her stare settle on the Baron in realization.
His son…
Of course, he was his son. They bore the same green eyes; how could she not have seen it? Looking at the Baron before her, she felt as though the years that had passed all happened in one day. Yesterday they could have been kissing in his garden, hiding from the chaperone. Even looking at him as he stood in his navy high-waisted tailcoat, she felt the same desire stir within her.
Seeing Markus was making no move from her side, she knew she had to do something. She reached down and whispered in his ear so neither the Baron nor the housekeeper could hear her.
“Remember our secret, Markus. I’ll see you soon.” As she pulled back, the boy nodded with a smile. He released her dress and ran forward to his father.
The Baron took the boy’s hand and bent down to talk to his son. He spoke so quietly that she could not hear what was said, but in response the boy flung his arms around his father in an embrace. Bardon Bardolf embraced him back.
The sight tugged at a new pain in Augusta’s chest. Seeing the father Loftus had become was incredibly heartwarming.
As they parted from their embrace, the Baron encouraged his son out of the room, once he had gone, he stood straight again, his green eyes burrowing into her just as they had always done, only this time they were laced with suspicion.
“Good day, Miss Creassey.”
He offered her a bow; the movement deep as it had been before. She curtsied in reply, feeling how harsh and unnatural the formality was. There had been a time when they hurried to be in each other’s arms despite society convention. Now, she felt a lingering burning resentment. It was the same fury she had felt when she had broken off the engagement. She tamped down on it, trying to ignore it and be civil.
“And to you.”
“I see you have charmed my son,” he did not say it with a smile. His words caused that resentment to bubble slightly. He walked past her towards the table where the housekeeper had laid out the tea. She moved to a chair in the corner of the room afterwards, keeping her head bowed as she read a book.
Augusta realized she had forgotten how tall the Baron was, the breadth of his steps moved easily past her. Her gaze moved to his hair where the soft brown locks curled around his ears. His features were almost regal, he had always been classically handsome, it made her long to be in his arms again. She shook off this thought, focusing instead on what he had just said.
“He is a very sweet boy,” she murmured as she lowered her gaze to her feet. She suddenly wished she were still talking to Markus, then she would be free of the nerves dancing in her stomach, and her anger.
There was a part of her that wanted to ask the Baron how he was. The temptation was great, to talk to him as she used to, but there was business to attend to and she could not allow herself to give way to him again. Her last experiment with love had scarred her beyond repair.
“Forgive me, Baron Bardolf, but I think you know why I have come.”
“I presume to talk of your brother’s losses last night. I can think of no other reason after eight years.” His voice was filled with his own resentment. He sat in a chair beside the table of tea. “Well, if we are to talk of business, please, take a seat and help yourself to tea.”
She moved forward as he offered and took the chair opposite him, carefully sitting on the very edge as she prepared the tea and poured the milk. She used it as a distraction as she considered how to prepare her words. She had rehearsed it so many times on her journey to the house, but in his presence, all her plans had vanished.
She looked up briefly, to see what he was doing. He was merely sipping his tea, his gaze on the cup and not on her.
“I wish you to return the money you won from my brother.” Her words forced him to return his jade eyes to her.
“That, Miss Creassey, I cannot do.”
Chapter Three
The staunch refusal suddenly abated Augusta’s nerves. She rearranged in the seat and sipped from the teacup. Her confidence grew with the movement, as did her anger, helping her to decide that if the Baron could be blunt, so could she. Besides, with James’ financial predicament she could not afford to beat about the bush. She had to get to the point.
“I need you to reconsider,” she looked up from her teacup, connecting their gaze, still amazed at the unwavering stare of his green eyes.
“You think I would?”
“I am hoping you will.”
“The gamble was in good faith, Miss Creassey.” He spoke plainly. The use of her surname only reminded her of the distance between them. “A fair deal was made, and your brother lost.”
“It was not a fair deal,” she shook her head.
“In what sense?”
“In the sense that you were not aware of our full financial situation before you accepted his gamble.” She was relieved to see her words strike a chord with him. Rather than jump to an immediate reply, he sipped his own tea, waiting for her to continue.
“My brother’s propensity for gambling is well known. What is perhaps not as well known, is that he has gambled away what money we were left by my father.”
“All of it?” The Baron lowered his teacup to his saucer.
“The last pennies he lost to you last night.” She explained as she replaced the teacup to the tray, suddenly tired of the drink. “We are in severe debt.”
“As sorrowful a situation as it is,” he looked away from her. “You must know that there is nothing I can do. We gambled, in good faith, and he lost.”
“Would you have taken the bet if you had known our situation?” Her voice was sharp, curt even, with barely veiled frustration. Her jerked at the sound of it. She held his stare firmly, wanting to know his answer, needing to know it. There was a part of her that thought he may have taken James’ money just to harm her further. She wanted him to deny it. Yet he said nothing, he merely focused on his tea instead. She lowered her gaze, struggling to look at him anymore. “I implore you to take pity on him, on us.”
“Pity?” The Baron repeated in surprise, his own voice now just as sharp. “Your brother did not appear a pitiable gentleman last night. He spent money at the club profusely, as though it did not matter to him.”
“It is practically a sickness. It is something he cannot control.”
“That is his own problem to contend with.”
“It is no
t his problem alone to bear. It is mine too. The staff’s as well.” She raised her eyes again, angered at herself for her stomach fluttering with nerves when she thought how handsome he was. “If you keep this money, we will have to lay off our staff and sell the house. It will not just be my brother’s livelihood that is gone, but theirs too. Staff that have served my family for years will be left without pay. Please,” she paused, breathing heavily for a moment. “I beg of you to reconsider.”
The Baron pinched the bridge of his nose, in apparent discomfort.
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