The Gospel According to Lazarus

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by Richard Zimler


  ‘Fire-coloured – that’s what they are! My friend, you saw my house in your dream! And I understand now who you are and why you came to me. You’re a sorcerer, aren’t you?’

  ‘All I can tell you is that I am who I am,’ Yeshua replied.

  ‘I could have encountered a hundred thousand other men but it was you I met. It cannot be an accident.’

  Yeshua closed his eyes and said, ‘I remember other details now – in my dream the treasure was hidden under the bed of the owner of the house with fire-coloured roses.’

  The man smiled, but then – sensing that this Jewish sorcerer might be trying to fool him – took a step back. Might he be lying in order to keep the treasure in the City of David for himself? ‘But if you have dreamed so clearly of a magnificent treasure in Isfahan,’ he asked, ‘why didn’t you go there to find it? All my neighbours would have recognized my house from your description and directed you there.’

  ‘It was only a dream and not a prophecy,’ Yeshua replied. ‘Can you really believe I would travel all the way to Isfahan, risking scorpions and snakes and bandits and desert-demons and tyrants, for a treasure that might or might not be under the bed of a man I have never met? Especially because if jewels and gold are indeed hidden there, they will belong only to the owner of the house and not to me.’

  Impressed by Yeshua’s reasoning and encouraged by his story, the sandal-maker started back for Isfahan that very day. Three months later, when he reached his house, he lifted away his bedding and the jumble of possessions he always kept beneath his mat, including the bronze hand mirror he used to groom himself each morning. Since nothing resembling a treasure was immediately visible, he removed the mosaic floor with a hammer and chisel. Still he found nothing. So, over the next six weeks, he dug away at the cold, never-sunned earth below his bed. He did this work alone, since he was unwilling to share the treasure that he expected to find.

  After all those weeks, however, he discovered nothing of value in the pit he had dug.

  In despair, he concluded that he might have failed to notice a small jewellery box or purse in so many thousands of shovelsful of soil. He searched through the two enormous piles of earth he had made in his courtyard, but he discovered only the personal possessions he’d kept under his mat, including his mirror.

  It was then – lost and exhausted – that he began to weep.

  And he knew he must give up his quest.

  Seated in his courtyard, he polished the mirror’s surface with his tears and the sleeve of his cloak. When he beheld his face, he realized for the first time that, in truth, a great mystery was looking back at him. Who am I, and what is the ‘I’ in my head to do with the journey I have been on? he wondered.

  And then he laughed, for he suddenly understood why the Jewish sorcerer had sent him home.

  You see, Yaphiel, what I need to tell you before you visit me is that our treasure is always with us, and it is a treasure meant for us alone, but only a sage who understands our deepest dreams can tell us where to look for it.

  Lazarus ben Natan

  1st of Sivan, Year 124 of the Roman Conquest

  POSTSCRIPT

  Dodee, if you are alive, or if your soul is amongst us, then perhaps you are reading these words as I write them. Have you intended all along to meet me in Yerushalayim?

  We shall sit together by our stream and converse about all we have seen and done since we last parted company. I shall tell you all you wish to know about Ilana and Yaphiel. You will be proud of them, I know.

  We shall become our island once again.

  ‘Love is as strong as death,’ we learn from the Song of Songs, and, if I stand on tiptoe at my bedroom window here on Rodos, I am reminded that it is true, for I can see your family home in Natzeret, and you are often chopping wood in the side garden with your father’s old axe, and when you espy me watching you, you smile and raise two fingers.

  I still have questions about why and how you tested me – though perhaps I fear your answers. Not because they may change my ideas about you. No, it is simply that after all these years my doubts have become a part of you – a garment meant to protect me from forming too fixed an image of you in my mind.

  Even in death, a man deserves room to change and develop.

  If I met the Lord today, I would ask him only one question: Why did You not send a host of angels to rescue Your chosen one from the Lion’s Den?

  Though perhaps I already know the answer: God wished to tell us that we are nearing the end of our era – and maybe even the end of time. Was that why you cited Daniel so often over our last days together?

  If you prefer to have your secrets, then you need not reply. You do not need to give me answers or tell me what you have done over these past twenty-nine years. I shall not be overly inquisitive. I shall accept you as you are, just as you have always accepted me. And, when we grow tired of conversation, we shall return to Bethany and sleep in my old room together, side by side, as when we were boys.

  There, in the grateful and final silence that comes to all those who have reached the journey’s end, I shall give you my dreams and you will give me your prophecies.

  Know this: I shall never again let you face your fears alone. And should you ever grow uneasy at the descent of night, I shall curl up behind you and hold you in the hiding place of thunder, as I always have.

  GLOSSARY

  All words and phrases in Hebrew transliteration unless otherwise noted

  Atman

  Sanskrit for the spark of God in each person according to Hindu theology

  Aleph

  First letter of the Hebrew alphabet: א

  Anax

  Ancient Greek for king, lord or leader

  Ar-garizim

  Mount Gerizim, the mountain in Samaria where the Samaritans constructed their temple

  Apotropaios

  Ancient Greek for protective magic meant to ward off curses and spells

  Aureus

  Latin for golden

  B’tselem Elohim

  In God’s image; a reference to the Lord having made human beings in the divine image, as related in Genesis 1:26–28

  Baal Nephesh

  Master of the breath or soul; a holy man

  Book of Names

  Ancient name for Exodus, the Second Book of the Torah or Old Testament

  Book of Words

  Ancient name for Deuteronomy, the Fifth Book of the Torah or Old Testament

  Caldarium

  The hot room in a Roman bathhouse

  Caseus

  Latin for cheese

  Chasidah

  Stork

  Chesed

  Kindness

  Cloaca Maxima

  Latin for the principal sewer in ancient Rome

  Derash ha-Torah

  Hebrew for Torah study (derash = to seek to fulfil the Torah)

  Din

  Divine justice

  Dodee

  Beloved

  Dupondius

  Roman brass coin

  Ehyeh-Asher-Ehyeh

  I Am Who I Am, one of the names of God in the Torah

  El Elyon

  The name of the Lord, traditionally translated as God Most High

  Elohim

  One of the most common names of God in the Torah

  El Roi

  Literally the God Who Sees, a name of the Lord used in the Torah that first appears in Genesis

  Etrog

  Citron

  Eruv

  A ritual or spiritual enclosure

  Garum

  A fermented fish sauce used as a condiment in ancient Rome and its colonies

  Ge Hinnom

  Literally, the Valley of Hinnom, an area outside Jerusalem’s walls believed to have been the great rubbish dump for the city. Also, very possibly, a place for human sacrifice in ancient Israel. In medieval times, it was often the name given for hell in folk tales and kabbalistic texts.

  Gephen

  Grapevine
/>   Golgotha

  Ancient Greek for the place outside Jerusalem’s walls where, according to the Gospels, Jesus was crucified

  Gevurah

  Divine judgement

  Havvah

  Eve

  Hametz

  Foods which Jews are forbidden to eat during Passover, especially leavened bread

  Charoset

  A mixture of fruit, nuts and spices traditionally prepared for Passover; at the Seder meal, it represents the mortar with which the Hebrew slaves constructed the buildings of the Egyptian Pharaoh.

  Hekhal ha-Melekh

  The Palace or Sanctuary of the King

  Hosen

  Breastplate traditionally worn by the High Priest of the Jewish Temple in Jerusalem

  Ibbur

  Ghost, spirit or spectre, especially the wandering soul of a deceased person that possesses a living person

  Iesous Nazoraios Basileus Ioudaios

  Ancient Greek rendering of ‘Jesus of Nazareth, King of the Jews’

  Ilana

  Oak tree

  In the Beginning

  Ancient name for Genesis, the first book of the Torah or Old Testament

  Insula

  Latin name for the huge apartment buildings in ancient Rome

  Kakíaphas

  Ancient Greek for evil or what is to be avoided

  Kethoneth

  A coat or robe

  Kerioth

  A town in the southern part of Judaea, near present-day Hebron; the follower of Jesus known today as Judas was probably from there, since Iscariot is now believed to mean Kerioth.

  Ketubah

  Marriage contract

  Kesilim

  Trickster spirits

  Kinnamomon

  Ancient Greek for cinnamon

  Kittim

  The name for the Romans used in the Book of Daniel; elsewhere in the Torah it generally refers to the inhabitants of Cyprus.

  Koheleth

  Preacher; the Book of Koheleth is the original Hebrew name of Ecclesiastes

  Kore

  Ancient Greek for girl or daughter, as well as the pupil of the eye

  Kuklos

  Ancient Greek for wheel or cycle

  Lambda

  Eleventh letter of the Greek alphabet: Λ

  Lapis specularis

  Latin name for a variety of gypsum that forms near-transparent crystal sheets; in Roman times it was mined in Spain and used to make windowpanes.

  Lestes

  Latin for rebel or revolutionary

  Lethe

  One of the five rivers that flow through Hades, the Greek Underworld; all those who bathe in it or drink its waters experience complete forgetfulness.

  Malach Hamavet

  The Angel of Death

  Melekh ha-Mashiah

  The Anointed King

  Mashal

  Parable master

  Matzoh

  Unleavened bread baked by the Israelites during the Exodus from Egypt and eaten during the holiday of Passover; the only ingredients are flour and water.

  Mastuma

  The Angel of Lies

  Megillah

  Literally scroll, but also a common name for the Book of Ester

  Menorah

  In ancient times, a six-branched candelabrum that was kept in the Temple; modern versions used to celebrate the festival of Hanukkah generally have eight branches plus a separate holder for the special candle used to light the others.

  Mithras

  Originally a Zoroastrian angel and divinity, Mithras later became the principal god of a mystery religion in ancient Rome.

  Mitzvah

  Commandment; it generally refers to the duties of each and every Jew and, by extension, any good deed.

  Morah

  Bitter trouble or grief

  Moreh

  Teacher

  Moretum

  A cheese paste made from curds, olive oil, garlic and vinegar that the Romans and those who adapted their eating habits generally ate with bread

  Moria

  Ancient Greek for stupidity or foolishness

  Neshamah

  The divine spark of God in man; the soul.

  Netzach

  Victory

  Nissan

  The month of the Hebrew calendar that falls in March or April of the Gregorian calendar

  Ochlos

  Ancient Greek for rabble

  Ophel

  A darkness that is gloomy or oppressive

  Orkhis

  Ancient Greek for orchid

  Phasael Tower

  One of three high towers in the north-west corner of the city walls of the Upper City of Jerusalem; the others were called the Hippicus and Miriamne towers. Built by Herod the Great, They were situated close to where the Jaffa Gate is today.

  Philoromaios

  Latin for a foreign supporter of Rome – literally a Rome-lover

  Posca

  A popular drink in the ancient Roman Empire made by mixing vinegar or sour wine with water

  Poikiliphron

  Ancient Greek for multi-coloured mind

  Qalat

  Deformed

  Qelalah

  A curse

  Pappous

  Ancient Greek for grandfather

  Passover

  The Jewish festival commemorating the escape of the Hebrew people from bondage in Egypt; traditionally celebrated for eight days during the spring

  Peshar

  Word for interpretation used in the Book of Daniel

  Racham

  Tender compassion

  Reka

  Empty-headed

  Sanhedrin

  The ruling council in each city of Judaea

  Sappir

  Sapphire

  Seder

  The traditional ceremonial meal eaten on the first and sometimes second nights of Passover

  Sefer

  Book

  Sekel

  Insight or, in a negative sense, cunning

  Sha’ar ha-Rahamim

  Golden Gate, one of the ancient gates of Jerusalem; the original meaning was Gate of Mercy.

  Shalom Aleikem

  Peace be with you

  Shed

  Demon or devil

  Shema

  The prayer that serves as the centrepiece for morning and evening prayers; it begins: ‘Hear, O Israel, the Lord is our God, the Lord is One.’

  Shepharphar

  Aramaic for dawn

  Shofar

  A ram’s horn; it is sounded for certain festivities, including New Year. Joshua’s ‘trumpet’ was actually a shofar.

  Shohet

  A butcher trained in the techniques governing the slaughter of animals

  Sivan

  The month of the Hebrew calendar that begins in late May or early June of the Gregorian calendar

  Sofer

  A scribe and notary responsible for drawing up legal documents

  Sukkot

  Seven-day Jewish holiday beginning on the 15th of the month of Tishrei. The Hebrew word sukkot is the plural of sukkah, which means booth or tabernacle, a small structure covered with plant material such as palm leaves. Jews traditionally build a sukkah for the holiday, and it is meant to commemorate the fragile dwellings in which the followers of Moses dwelt during their forty years of wandering in the desert. Throughout the holiday, meals are eaten inside the tabernacle, and many people sleep there as well.

  Sunkope

  Ancient Greek for the onset of dizziness and loss of strength that can overwhelm worshippers

  Tallit

  A rectangular prayer shawl

  Tau

  Nineteenth letter of the Greek alphabet: Τ

  Taw

  Last letter of the Hebrew alphabet: ת

  Tekhelet

  Turquoise

  Theophanus

  Ancient Greek for an appearance or manifestation of a god (or God) to a mortal person

  Theta
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  Eighth letter of the Greek alphabet: Θ

  Torah

  The Pentateuch or first five books of what Christians refer to as the Old Testament; in a broader sense, it can refer to the entire canon of sacred Jewish books or even all of Jewish teaching. For thousands of years, Jews ascribed the Torah to Moses.

  Triclinium

  Latin for the formal dining room in Roman-style homes

  Tsalmaveth

  Deep, penetrating shadow

  Tsedeq

  Justice

  Tzitzit

  The tassels or fringes at the corners of the prayer shawl; they are to remind us of the commandments of Deuteronomy 22:12 and Numbers 15:37–41.

  Yamim Nora’im

  Literally Days of Awe, this is the ten-day period of festivities and reflection starting with Rosh Hashanah (New Year’s) and ending with Yom Kippur (Day of Atonement).

  Yaqad

 

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