by Leslie Meier
“Absolutely.” Lucy added as if it were merely an afterthought, “By the way, is my daughter Sara here?”
“I’m not sure,” Seth said. “We’ve got quite a crowd. Some are in the kitchen, making soup for lunch. Maybe she’s there.” He cocked his head toward the other room, where the group was waiting for him. “I gotta go. We’re having a planning meeting.”
“Right,” Lucy said. “Thanks for your time.”
He went back to the meeting and Lucy wandered out into the hall, searching for the kitchen. She found it in the back of the house, flooded with sunlight and featuring ocean views, and she found Sara, too. She was standing at the expansive granite-topped center island, chopping carrots, next to a Coleman camp stove topped with a huge, steaming stockpot.
“Hi,” Lucy said.
“What are you doing here?” Sara demanded, her voice bristling with resentment.
“Just checking that you’re okay.”
“Well, as you can see, I’m fine.”
“Great,” Lucy said. “I think you should consider coming home.”
“Why do you think that? I’m happy here, with my friends. We’re doing something important.”
“This is illegal. Sooner or later the cops will come and arrest everyone.”
“So what?”
“Trust me, you won’t like it. Jail’s no fun, not even for a few hours, or a night.”
“Well, I’m ready to make sacrifices for my beliefs,” she said self-righteously, tossing her head.
Lucy sighed. “All right. It’s up to you.” She went to the door. “Give me a call now and then, okay?”
Sara didn’t answer.
Lucy didn’t know what to think, or feel, when she got back in the truck and headed home. She was running late, now, and needed to get out of her pajamas before she went to work.
Kids, she thought, shifting into reverse and backing the truck out onto Shore Road. She loved Sara, of course she did, but at this moment she’d cheerfully throttle the ungrateful little witch. She’d been through similar crises before, she remembered, driving the familiar route. Toby had dropped out of college after a single year in which he’d concentrated on partying rather than studying and ended up on academic probation. And there had been numerous flare-ups, especially arguments with his father, that had made his teen years rather difficult.
Elizabeth hadn’t exactly been easy, either. She’d insisted on chopping her hair into spikes and wore only black during her senior year of high school, and had developed a surly attitude toward other family members. Her grades had always been good, though, and she continued to succeed academically at Chamberlain College in Boston, although she did have a few unfortunate conflicts with the dean.
Lucy didn’t know why she’d expected things to be any different with Sara, but she now knew she’d been lulled into complacency by her third child’s easygoing nature. Easygoing until now, she thought, flipping on the signal and turning into her driveway.
The house was empty. Only Libby was home, greeting her with a wagging tail and a big, toothy dog smile. You could always count on your dog, she thought, scratching Libby behind her velvety ears.
There was a note stuck on the fridge with a magnet, from Zoe. It was just a big heart, with a Z in the middle. Lucy smiled when she spotted it, trying hard to ignore the evil little voice that was telling her, “She’s a sweetie now, but just wait a few years!”
Minutes later, dressed in her usual jeans and sweater, she added a quick slick of lipstick, tossed the dog a biscuit, and left the house. First stop on Tuesday was always the town hall, where she picked up the meeting schedule for the upcoming week. She always made a point of chatting up the girls in the town clerk’s office, often picking up a lead on a story. This week, however, there was an awkward silence when she presented herself at the clerk’s window.
“What’s up?” she asked, with a bright smile.
“Uh, nothing, Lucy,” the clerk’s assistant, Andrea, replied. She was a chubby girl in her twenties, with thick brown hair pulled back into a frizzy ponytail.
“It’s like somebody died in here,” Lucy joked.
“No. We’re all fine,” Andrea said, handing her the meeting schedule. “Do you need anything else?”
Lucy glanced at the list, which included the usual selectmen’s and FinCom meetings, as well as the Planning Committee and Conservation Committee. “Looks like a busy week,” she said, hoping to get some sort of conversation going.
“If that’s all, I have to get back to work,” Andrea said.
“Of course,” Lucy said, admitting defeat. Her reporter’s nose told her something was definitely going on, something that nobody wanted her to find out about. There were no cheerful greetings, no hellos or good-byes as she passed the various town offices. Instead, heads were quickly turned as soon as she was spotted. She was beginning to wonder if she had the plague or something, when she bumped into Barney Culpepper at the entrance.
“Hey, Lucy!” At least he greeted her warmly.
“Hi, Barney. How’s it going?”
“Can’t complain,” he said, taking off his official blue police winter cap, with the fur-lined ear flaps.
“Do you know what’s going on?” she asked. “I got a really odd reception in there this morning.”
He pulled her aside, away from the glass doors where they were clearly on view, into a sheltered alcove where a table was loaded with free information booklets on subjects such as preventing forest fires and how to obtain fishing licenses. “Don’t say you heard it from me. . . .” he began.
“Of course not.”
“The town employees are planning to stage a demonstration at the FinCom meeting Wednesday night. They’re going to demand reinstatement of hours and benefits.”
“Great,” Lucy said. “I’m all for that. Why the attitude?”
“Because of Bill,” Barney said. “He’s on the committee. . . .”
“. . . and I’m his wife,” Lucy said, finishing the sentence.
“Yeah. I think they just feel awkward about it.”
“Well, they shouldn’t,” Lucy said. “I’m on their side.”
“But nobody knows how Bill’s gonna vote,” Barney said.
“Not even me,” Lucy admitted. “It’s going to be an interesting meeting.”
“See you there,” said Barney, with a wink.
Tuesdays were always busy at the Pennysaver, as they all worked to meet the noon Wednesday deadline, and for once Lucy was grateful for the constant pressure that kept her mind from obsessing about Sara. It was only when she left the office that she found herself brooding, worrying about where and with whom Sara would be spending the night.
Dinner was a quiet affair, with just the three of them gathered over tuna casserole at the kitchen table. Lucy was trying to think of a tactful way to warn Bill about the town employee’s plans to demonstrate at the FinCom meeting when Zoe broke the silence.
“This is weird,” Zoe declared. “I always wished I was an only child but now I don’t like it.”
“Why don’t you like it?” Bill asked, helping himself to salad.
“Nowhere to hide,” Zoe said, digging into the casserole. “Besides, I always come out looking pretty good in comparison to the others.”
“You’re just younger,” Lucy said. “You haven’t had a chance to get into trouble.”
“But now . . .” Zoe began.
“Yes?” Lucy and Bill chorused, swiveling their heads to stare at their daughter.
Her reaction was instantaneous. “See!” she retorted, and they all laughed.
“You can consolidate your favored child status by doing the dishes,” Lucy said. “I’ve got a rehearsal.”
“Lucky me,” Zoe moaned, but when they’d finished eating she got up and cleared the table without further protest. The leftovers had been wrapped and put away and the dishwasher was humming when Lucy left the house.
The night was cold and crisp and moonlight reflected off the sn
ow that filled the woods and yards alongside the road. The little cluster of houses on Prudence Path were bright with Christmas lights, and the neighborhood looked like a picture on a Christmas card. Farther on, Lucy passed the turn to Shore Road and resolutely drove past, resisting the tug that drew her to Sara.
After rehearsal, Lucy stopped at the IGA to pick up a gallon of milk and some eggs for breakfast. The store was brightly lit but only a few cars were in the parking lot, including the Cunninghams’ aged Corolla. Lucy saw them in the cereal aisle as she hurried back to the dairy counter, which was located along the rear wall of the store, and attempted to avoid them by returning through the canned goods. She knew she was being a coward but she was tired. She’d had an emotionally exhausting day and she didn’t feel up to coping with their difficult situation.
Her strategy didn’t work, however, as she encountered Zach and Lexie at the checkout counter. Dot had added up their order and Lexie was handing over their SNAP benefit card when Lucy got in line behind them.
“Okay,” Dot said. “That brings it down to twelve forty-nine, for the pet food.”
Zach pulled out his wallet and discovered he only had nine dollars. “What have you got, Lexie?”
Lexie found she had two dollars and twenty-seven cents.
Zach sighed. “I’ll take it back and get the smaller bag,” he said, picking up the twenty-pound bag of dog chow.
“Don’t bother,” Lucy said, handing Zach a five-dollar bill. She didn’t care if he paid it back but she knew Zach was proud, so she added, “Catch me later, when you’ve got it.”
“Thanks,” Zach said, as Dot gave him the change. He turned to Lucy with a serious expression. “I will pay you back.”
“I wouldn’t hold your breath,” a male voice advised, and Lucy turned to see Ben Scribner standing in line behind her, holding a can of store-brand coffee. “Trust me. You can’t count on folks who get government handouts and still can’t make ends meet.”
Suddenly, Lexie whirled around, her face distorted as she struggled with tears. “Who are you to criticize us?” she demanded. “You’re a greedy, horrible, nasty, selfish man! You wreck people’s lives! You should rot in hell—and I know you will!”
Embarrassed, Zach attempted to quiet his wife. “She doesn’t mean it. She’s just upset,” he said. “Our daughter’s in the hospital—she’s very sick.”
Much to Lucy’s amazement, Ben Scribner’s features seemed to soften. “Your little girl is sick? How old is she?”
“She’s seven, not that you care,” Lexie snapped. Her hair, which needed a wash, was pulled back into a ponytail. She wasn’t wearing any makeup, not even lipstick on her thin, chapped lips. Her skin was pasty from being indoors too much and stretched so tight over her bones that Lucy thought it might crack.
“Her name’s Angie,” Zach said.
“And what’s the problem?” Scribner asked.
“Juvenile polycystic kidney disease.” Lexie hissed out the words.
“And can’t the doctors do anything?”
“She needs a kidney transplant, but we’re running out of time,” Zach said.
“What do you mean?” Scribner asked.
“If she doesn’t get it soon,” Lexie said in a flat tone, “she’s going to die.”
Scribner looked astonished, as if the idea that a child could die had never occurred to him.
“So you can take our house if you want. I really don’t care, because Angie won’t be there. It won’t be our home, not without Angie.” Lexie turned to Lucy. “Thanks for the loan. We’ll pay you back next week,” she said.
“Let me know if there’s anything else I can do,” Lucy said.
Lexie nodded and started to go, then suddenly whirled around and spat in Scribner’s face, before running out of the store.
Dot reached under the counter for a roll of paper towels, but Lucy thought she took an awfully long time unrolling a few sheets and handing them to Scribner, so he could wipe the saliva off his face. It was as if she wanted to give him plenty of time to realize what had happened, and to consider what Lexie thought of him.
Chapter Seventeen
The big hand on the clock in the Pennysaver office was jerking its way to the twelve on Wednesday morning when Lucy hit the final period and sent Ted her last story, an account of the Planning Committee meeting, when the little bell on the door jangled and Rachel walked in.
“Hi,” Lucy said, greeting her with a smile. Phyllis and Ted merely waved, being busy with last minute tasks.
“Is this a bad time?” Rachel asked. She looked frazzled, with dark circles under her eyes. Strands of long dark hair had escaped from her tortoiseshell clip and she kept tucking them behind her ears. When she unbuttoned her coat, Lucy saw she’d topped an unbecoming maroon turtleneck with a ratty old brown sweater, obviously the first things that came to hand.
“No, I’m done, unless Ted finds fault with my five inches on the Planning Committee.”
“You’re done,” Ted said. “I don’t think I’ve got room for it this week.”
“I hate it when this happens,” Lucy complained. “My precious prose, discarded on the scrap heap of journalism.” She was hoping to get a smile from Rachel, but didn’t succeed.
“I was just wondering, well, if maybe you could help me this afternoon,” Rachel said, sounding as if she didn’t really think Lucy would.
Lucy, however, wasn’t about to turn her down. She wanted to find out what was causing her friend to be so unhappy. “Absolutely,” she said. “What can I do?”
“Miss T and I are going to go over the costumes one last time and we could use another pair of hands. Are you sure you don’t mind?” Rachel asked. “I mean, with Christmas and all you must have a lot to do.”
“Nothing that can’t wait,” Lucy said, reaching for her purse.
“It seems an awful lot to ask,” Rachel continued in a doubtful tone.
Lucy zipped up her parka and put an arm around Rachel’s shoulders. “Look, let’s get some coffee and a bite to eat, maybe an early lunch, and we’ll take it from there.”
At Jake’s, Lucy ordered a BLT and a cola. Rachel got a bowl of chowder, which she stirred from time to time with her spoon but didn’t eat. “What’s going on?” Lucy asked, talking with her mouth full of crunchy toast.
Rachel’s expression was bleak. “I don’t know. I just can’t seem to pull myself together.”
“Maybe you’ve just taken on too much,” Lucy said.
“That’s what Bob says.”
“So things are okay with you and Bob?” Lucy asked.
Rachel suddenly looked anxious. “What have you heard?”
“Nothing,” Lucy said, quick to reassure her. “Nothing at all.”
Rachel narrowed her eyes. “Sometimes I wish that scenery had done a little more damage to Florence.”
Lucy smiled. “Bob’s not the sort to be unfaithful.”
“Florence doesn’t seem to realize that,” Rachel said. “She keeps calling and popping up. You’ve seen how she won’t leave him alone at rehearsals.”
“I’ve also seen how Bob brushes her off.”
“She’s like dog hair. No matter how much you brush her off there’s always more.”
Lucy laughed, relieved that Rachel hadn’t entirely lost her sense of humor.
“The show’s going well,” Lucy said. “Isn’t it?”
“It’s coming together,” Rachel admitted. “I asked Bill to stop by and check the scenery.” She spooned up some chowder. “I hope you don’t mind.”
“Why would I mind?” Lucy asked, popping the last bit of BLT in her mouth.
“Well, I don’t want you to think I’m after your husband or anything.”
Lucy coughed and sputtered, choking and reaching for her drink. “Never crossed my mind,” she finally said.
Rachel drove them both to Miss Tilley’s little Cape house, which was decorated in the spirit of the season with a swag of greens tied with a red ribbon on the fro
nt door. Inside, Miss Tilley’s small tabletop tree was decorated with antique kugels from Germany, which Lucy happened to know were worth quite a lot of money.
“Your tree is beautiful,” Lucy said, examining the handblown ornaments.
“I remember those ornaments from my childhood.” Miss Tilley was dressed as usual in a neat twin set and tweed skirt. Her white hair made a curly aureole around her pink-cheeked face. “I wasn’t allowed to touch them.”
“Is this tree fake?” Lucy asked, touching the plastic needles.
“Much safer for the ornaments,” Miss Tilley said, pleased as punch to show that she wasn’t stuck in the past. “And you can keep it up as long as you like—it doesn’t drop its needles.”
“But you don’t get the piney scent,” Lucy said, as Rachel helped the old woman into her broadcloth coat. She offered her arm to Miss Tilley when they trooped out to Rachel’s car, since the walk was a bit slippery, but Miss Tilley refused it in a show of independence. She did the same when they arrived at the church, even sliding a bit on an icy patch as if she were ice skating. Lucy and Rachel exchanged a disapproving glance, as if their aged friend was instead a stubborn toddler.
Once inside, Rachel led them to a corner in the basement hall, where the costumes were hanging on a portable rack. They were stiff and dusty, so they shook them out, and checked that the buttons and zippers were all in working order and added labels identifying each one. A couple of pairs of trousers needed their length adjusted and Lucy busied herself with needle and thread. Miss Tilley brushed the top hats worn by the male characters, and Rachel let out the bodice of Marge Culpepper’s costume, which was too tight.
“How are your children, Lucy?” Miss Tilley asked. “Is Elizabeth still working at that hotel in Florida?”
“She is, and she has to work Christmas Day but she’s coming the day after.”
“Boxing Day,” Miss Tilley said. “In Dickens’s day rich folk boxed up their old clothes and gave them to their servants on Boxing Day.”
“We could use a little more of that spirit these days,” Rachel said. “Ticket sales are behind last year’s.”