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by Percy Bysshe Shelley


  Solacing our despondency with tears

  Of such affection and unbroken faith

  As temper life’s worst bitterness; when he,

  As he is wont, came to upbraid and curse,

  315Mocking our poverty, and telling us

  Such was God’s scourge for disobedient sons.

  And then, that I might strike him dumb with shame,

  I spoke of my wife’s dowry; but he coined

  A brief yet specious tale, how I had wasted

  320The sum in secret riot; and he saw

  My wife was touched, and he went smiling forth.

  And when I knew the impression he had made,

  And felt my wife insult with silent scorn

  My ardent truth, and look averse and cold,

  325I went forth too: but soon returned again;

  Yet not so soon but that my wife had taught

  My children her harsh thoughts, and they all cried,

  ‘Give us clothes, father! Give us better food!

  What you in one night squander were enough

  330For months!’ I looked, and saw that home was hell.

  And to that hell will I return no more

  Until mine enemy has rendered up

  Atonement, or, as he gave life to me

  I will, reversing nature’s law …

  Orsino.     Trust me,

  335The compensation which thou seekest here

  Will be denied.

  Giacomo.  Then … Are you not my friend?

  Did you not hint at the alternative,

  Upon the brink of which you see I stand,

  The other day when we conversed together?

  340My wrongs were then less. That word parricide,

  Although I am resolved, haunts me like fear.

  Orsino. It must be fear itself, for the bare word

  Is hollow mockery. Mark, how wisest God

  Draws to one point the threads of a just doom,

  345So sanctifying it: what you devise

  Is, as it were, accomplished.

  Giacomo.   Is he dead?

  Orsino. His grave is ready. Know that since we met

  Cenci has done an outrage to his daughter.

  Giacomo. What outrage?

  Orsino.    That she speaks not, but you may

  350Conceive such half conjectures as I do,

  From her fixed paleness, and the lofty grief

  Of her stern brow bent on the idle air,

  And her severe unmodulated voice,

  Drowning both tenderness and dread; and last

  355From this; that whilst her step-mother and I,

  Bewildered in our horror, talked together

  With obscure hints; both self-misunderstood

  And darkly guessing, stumbling, in our talk,

  Over the truth, and yet to its revenge,

  360She interrupted us, and with a look

  Which told before she spoke it, he must die …

  Giacomo. It is enough. My doubts are well appeased;

  There is a higher reason for the act

  Than mine; there is a holier judge than me,

  365A more unblamed avenger. Beatrice,

  Who in the gentleness of thy sweet youth

  Hast never trodden on a worm, or bruised

  A living flower, but thou hast pitied it

  With needless tears! Fair sister, thou in whom

  370Men wondered how such loveliness and wisdom

  Did not destroy each other! Is there made

  Ravage of thee? O, heart, I ask no more

  Justification! Shall I wait, Orsino,

  Till he return, and stab him at the door?

  375 Orsino. Not so; some accident might interpose

  To rescue him from what is now most sure;

  And you are unprovided where to fly,

  How to excuse or to conceal. Nay, listen:

  All is contrived; success is so assured

  That …

  [Enter BEATRICE.

  380 Beatrice. ’Tis my brother’s voice! You know me not?

  Giacomo. My sister, my lost sister!

  Beatrice.     Lost indeed!

  I see Orsino has talked with you, and

  That you conjecture things too horrible

  To speak, yet far less than the truth. Now, stay not,

  385He might return: yet kiss me; I shall know

  That then thou hast consented to his death.

  Farewell, farewell! Let piety to God,

  Brotherly love, justice and clemency,

  And all things that make tender hardest hearts

  390Make thine hard, brother. Answer not … farewell.

  [Exeunt severally.

  SCENE II.—A mean apartment in GIACOMO’s house. GIACOMO alone.

  Giacomo. ’Tis midnight, and Orsino comes not yet.

  [Thunder, and the sound of a storm.

  What! can the everlasting elements

  Feel with a worm like man? If so the shaft

  Of mercy-winged lightning would not fall

  5On stones and trees. My wife and children sleep:

  They are now living in unmeaning dreams:

  But I must wake, still doubting if that deed

  Be just which was most necessary. O,

  Thou unreplenished lamp! whose narrow fire

  10Is shaken by the wind, and on whose edge

  Devouring darkness hovers! Thou small flame,

  Which, as a dying pulse rises and falls,

  Still flickerest up and down, how very soon,

  Did I not feed thee, wouldst thou fail and be

  15As thou hadst never been! So wastes and sinks

  Even now, perhaps, the life that kindled mine:

  But that no power can fill with vital oil

  That broken lamp of flesh. Ha! ’tis the blood

  Which fed these veins that ebbs till all is cold:

  20It is the form that moulded mine that sinks

  Into the white and yellow spasms of death:

  It is the soul by which mine was arrayed

  In God’s immortal likeness which now stands

  Naked before Heaven’s judgement seat!    [A bell strikes.

  One! Two!

  25The hours crawl on; and when my hairs are white,

  My son will then perhaps be waiting thus,

  Tortured between just hate and vain remorse;

  Chiding the tardy messenger of news

  Like those which I expect. I almost wish

  30He be not dead, although my wrongs are great;

  Yet … ’tis Orsino’s step …

  [Enter ORSINO.

  Speak!

  Orsino.           I am come

  To say he has escaped.

  Giacomo.  Escaped!

  Orsino.    And safe

  Within Petrella. He past by the spot

  Appointed for the deed an hour too soon.

  35 Giacomo. Are we the fools of such contingencies?

  And do we waste in blind misgivings thus

  The hours when we should act? Then wind and thunder,

  Which seemed to howl his knell, is the loud laughter

  With which Heaven mocks our weakness! I henceforth

  40Will ne’er repent of aught designed or done

  But my repentance.

  Orsino.  See, the lamp is out.

  Giacomo. If no remorse is ours when the dim air

  Has drank this innocent flame, why should we quail

  When Cenci’s life, that light by which ill spirits

  45See the worst deeds they prompt, shall sink for ever?

  No, I am hardened.

  Orsino.  Why, what need of this?

  Who feared the pale intrusion of remorse

  In a just deed? Altho’ our first plan failed,

  Doubt not but he will soon be laid to rest.

  50But light the lamp; let us not talk i’ the dark.

  Gi
acomo (lighting the lamp).

  And yet once quenched I cannot thus relume

  My father’s life: do you not think his ghost

  Might plead that argument with God?

  Orsino.      Once gone

  You cannot now recall your sister’s peace;

  55Your own extinguished years of youth and hope;

  Nor your wife’s bitter words; nor all the taunts

  Which, from the prosperous, weak misfortune takes;

  Nor your dead mother; nor …

  Giacomo.    O, speak no more!

  I am resolved, although this very hand

  60Must quench the life that animated it.

  Orsino. There is no need of that. Listen: you know

  Olimpio, the castellan of Petrella

  In old Colonna’s time; him whom your father

  Degraded from his post? And Marzio,

  65That desperate wretch, whom he deprived last year

  Of a reward of blood, well earned and due?

  Giacomo. I knew Olimpio; and they say he hated

  Old Cenci so, that in his silent rage

  His lips grew white only to see him pass.

  70Of Marzio I know nothing.

  Orsino.    Marzio’s hate

  Matches Olimpio’s. I have sent these men,

  But in your name, and as at your request,

  To talk with Beatrice and Lucretia.

  Giacomo. Only to talk?

  Orsino.   The moments which even now

  75Pass onward to tomorrow’s midnight hour

  May memorize their flight with death: ere then

  They must have talked, and may perhaps have done,

  And made an end …

  Giacomo.  Listen! What sound is that?

  Orsino. The housedog moans, and the beams crack: nought else.

  80 Giacomo. It is my wife complaining in her sleep:

  I doubt not she is saying bitter things

  Of me; and all my children round her dreaming

  That I deny them sustenance.

  Orsino.    Whilst he

  Who truly took it from them, and who fills

  85Their hungry rest with bitterness, now sleeps

  Lapped in bad pleasures, and triumphantly

  Mocks thee in visions of successful hate

  Too like the truth of day.

  Giacomo.   If e’er he wakes

  Again, I will not trust to hireling hands …

  90 Orsino. Why, that were well. I must be gone; good night!

  When next we meet may all be done—

  Giacomo.      And all

  Forgotten—Oh, that I had never been!      [Exeunt.

  END OF THE THIRD ACT.

  ACT IV

  SCENE I.—An apartment in the Castle of Petrella. Enter CENCI.

  Cenci. She comes not; yet I left her even now

  Vanquished and faint. She knows the penalty

  Of her delay: yet what if threats are vain?

  Am I now not within Petrella’s moat?

  5Or fear I still the eyes and ears of Rome?

  Might I not drag her by the golden hair?

  Stamp on her? Keep her sleepless till her brain

  Be overworn? Tame her with chains and famine?

  Less would suffice. Yet so to leave undone

  10What I most seek! No, ’tis her stubborn will

  Which by its own consent shall stoop as low

  As that which drags it down.

  [Enter LUCRETIA.

  Thou loathed wretch!

  Hide thee from my abhorrence; Fly, begone!

  Yet stay! Bid Beatrice come hither.

  Lucretia.     Oh,

  15Husband! I pray for thine own wretched sake

  Heed what thou dost. A man who walks like thee

  Thro’ crimes, and thro’ the danger of his crimes,

  Each hour may stumble o’er a sudden grave.

  And thou art old; thy hairs are hoary gray;

  20As thou wouldst save thyself from death and hell,

  Pity thy daughter; give her to some friend

  In marriage: so that she may tempt thee not

  To hatred, or worse thoughts, if worse there be.

  Cenci. What! like her sister who has found a home

  25To mock my hate from with prosperity?

  Strange ruin shall destroy both her and thee

  And all that yet remain. My death may be

  Rapid, her destiny outspeeds it. Go,

  Bid her come hither, and before my mood

  30Be changed, lest I should drag her by the hair.

  Lucretia. She sent me to thee, husband. At thy presence

  She fell, as thou dost know, into a trance;

  And in that trance she heard a voice which said,

  ‘Cenci must die! Let him confess himself!

  35Even now the accusing Angel waits to hear

  If God, to punish his enormous crimes,

  Harden his dying heart!’

  Cenci.   Why—such things are …

  No doubt divine revealings may be made.

  ’Tis plain I have been favoured from above,

  40For when I cursed my sons they died.—Aye … so …

  As to the right or wrong, that’s talk … repentance …

  Repentance is an easy moment’s work

  And more depends on God than me. Well … well …

  I must give up the greater point, which was

  45To poison and corrupt her soul.

  [A pause; LUCRETIA approaches anxiously, and then shrinks back as he speaks.

  One, two;

  Aye … Rocco and Cristofano my curse

  Strangled: and Giacomo, I think, will find

  Life a worse Hell than that beyond the grave:

  Beatrice shall, if there be skill in hate,

  50Die in despair, blaspheming: to Bernardo,

  He is so innocent, I will bequeath

  The memory of these deeds, and make his youth

  The sepulchre of hope, where evil thoughts

  Shall grow like weeds on a neglected tomb.

  55When all is done, out in the wide Campagna,

  I will pile up my silver and my gold;

  My costly robes, paintings and tapestries;

  My parchments and all records of my wealth,

  And make a bonfire in my joy, and leave

  60Of my possessions nothing but my name;

  Which shall be an inheritance to strip

  Its wearer bare as infamy. That done,

  My soul, which is a scourge, will I resign

  Into the hands of him who wielded it;

  65Be it for its own punishment or theirs,

  He will not ask it of me till the lash

  Be broken in its last and deepest wound;

  Until its hate be all inflicted. Yet,

  Lest death outspeed my purpose, let me make

  70Short work and sure …      [Going.

  Lucretia. (Stops him.) Oh, stay! It was a feint:

  She had no vision, and she heard no voice.

  I said it but to awe thee.

  Cenci.   That is well.

  Vile palterer with the sacred truth of God,

  Be thy soul choked with that blaspheming lie!

  75For Beatrice worse terrors are in store

  To bend her to my will.

  Lucretia.  Oh! to what will?

  What cruel sufferings more than she has known

  Canst thou inflict?

  Cenci.  Andrea! Go call my daughter,

  And if she comes not tell her that I come.

  80What sufferings? I will drag her, step by step,

  Thro’ infamies unheard of among men:

  She shall stand shelterless in the broad noon

  Of public scorn, for acts blazoned abroad,

  One among which shall be … What? Canst thou guess?

  85She shall become (for what s
he most abhors

  Shall have a fascination to entrap

  Her loathing will) to her own conscious self

  All she appears to others; and when dead,

  As she shall die unshrived and unforgiven,

  90A rebel to her father and her God,

  Her corpse shall be abandoned to the hounds;

  Her name shall be the terror of the earth;

  Her spirit shall approach the throne of God

  Plague-spotted with my curses. I will make

  95Body and soul a monstrous lump of ruin.

  [Enter ANDREA.

  Andrea. The lady Beatrice …

  Cenci.     Speak, pale slave! What

  Said she?

  Andrea. My Lord, ’twas what she looked; she said:

  ‘Go tell my father that I see the gulph

  Of Hell between us two, which he may pass,

  100I will not.’      [Exit ANDREA.

  Cenci. Go thou quick, Lucretia,

  Tell her to come; yet let her understand

  Her coming is consent: and say, moreover,

  That if she come not I will curse her.    [Exit LUCRETIA.

  Ha!

  With what but with a father’s curse doth God

  105Panic-strike armed victory, and make pale

  Cities in their prosperity? The world’s Father

  Must grant a parent’s prayer against his child

  Be he who asks even what men call me.

  Will not the deaths of her rebellious brothers

  110Awe her before I speak? For I on them

  Did imprecate quick ruin, and it came.

  [Enter LUCRETIA.

  Well; what? Speak, wretch!

  Lucretia.   She said, ‘I cannot come;

  Go tell my father that I see a torrent

  Of his own blood raging between us.’

  Cenci (kneeling).    God!

  115Hear me! If this most specious mass of flesh,

  Which thou hast made my daughter; this my blood,

  This particle of my divided being;

  Or rather, this my bane and my disease,

  Whose sight infects and poisons me; this devil

  120Which sprung from me as from a hell, was meant

 

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