by C. C. Hunter
Table of Contents
Title Page
Books by C.C. Hunter
Three Heartbeats Away
Acknowledgments
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Epilogue
Reader Letter
About the Author
Copyright
Shadow Falls Series
Born at Midnight
Awake at Dawn
Taken at Dusk
Whispers at Moonrise
Chosen at Nightfall
Shadow Falls After Dark Series
Reborn
Eternal
Unspoken
Almost Midnight (a collection of Shadow Falls novels)
Midnight Hour
Fighting Back, a Shadow Falls Novella
The Mortician’s Daughter series
One Foot in the Grave
Two Feet Under
Three Heartbeats Away
Other Books by C.C. Hunter
This Heart of Mine
In Another Life
For more information: www.CCHunterBooks.com
The dead carry their secrets with them…
At least until they end up at Riley Smith’s door. Her latest spectral visitor is a murdered bride with a need for revenge, and not necessarily for the person who killed her. Never mind that killer is about to strike again. Riley’s determined to help, but is missing Hayden, the hot, ghostly boy who’s always had her back.
Living, breathing Hayden is awake, which means his spirit isn’t around to flirt with Riley anymore. Worse yet, the “real” Hayden doesn’t remember her. Their connection had been so strong. Did his feelings for Riley just disappear into the ether?
As Riley gets closer to finding the bride’s killer, other secrets are revealed: secrets that changes everything Riley thought she knew about her parents. But before she can completely unravel the mystery of her past, Riley will need to escape the murderer that threatens her future.
Thanks to:
Trayce Layne for the wonderful spot-on edits. To my agent, Kim Lionetti, for always having my back, and Darlene Dixon for the awesome covers. To my formatting angel Emily Tippetts, and Hannah Lindsey a copy editor guru. Thank you all for making my publishing dreams possible.
Nor can I forget my family for the love, the laughter and the support. And what would my life be without my friends. Friends who listen to my woes and wows. Friends who take the time to walk, wine, text, email, and call.
And finally to the fans, who send emails, post reviews, and send messages and let me know that my stories touch their lives.
Thank you all for being part of my tribe. You keep me honest, sane, and fill my lives with joy.
“If you aren’t going to talk, just leave. All that blood is ruining my appetite.” I plop the quart of ice cream on the table.
My spoon, glazed with a thin coat of ice, drops to the tile floor with a frozen clink. The sharp sound vibrates through the kitchen and frays a few more of my nerves. And I don’t have very many left.
I look up at the dead bride who’s been standing silently in front of me for five minutes.
“It is kind of a lot, isn’t it?” Her tone rings sarcastic as she glares down at the front of her gown.
My gaze follows hers to where the knife protrudes out of her chest, and I choke down a toe-curling scream. I should be used to seeing crap like this, but I’m not.
The chill that comes with the dead has officially turned my blood to slush. While I can still move, I pop up from the chair, recap the quart of Rocky Road, and shove it back into the freezer—which, by the way, is warmer than the kitchen.
For some reason, this ghost is colder than the rest. I’ve been helping the dead pass over for a year and eight months, but I’m still not spirit-savvy enough to know what that means.
Last week, she showed up claiming she has info about my mom, who died when I was four, but the dead bride will only talk if I promise to help her. Problem is, she won’t tell me what kind of help she needs until I give my word. I’m guessing it has to do with whoever stuck that ten-inch knife in her heart, but then again, her killer might already be in jail. I can hope, right? Finding murderers is way above my pay grade. Especially considering I don’t get paid.
“What do you need help with?” I ask. Again.
“So that boy in the hospital broke your heart, huh?” She smiles as if my pain makes her giddy. “Isn’t that your fourth quart of ice cream in two days?”
What is she? The ice cream police? “That isn’t what we need to be talking about,” I say, when what I want to say is, Doesn’t look as if your love life turned out so well, either. But I’m not a smartass.
Well, I am. I’m sort of a closet smartass.
But she’s right about the boy. He broke my heart. When I met Hayden, I thought he was a ghost, but it turned out he was only in a coma. Which explained why his spirit always felt warmer than the others. The “real” Hayden woke up in the hospital two days ago and doesn’t remember me. How could he forget? How, when we spent hours bonding, kissing, sharing secrets? How, when he saved my life twice and I’m pretty sure I had a hand in saving his? Isn’t that memorable?
Bridezilla moves closer. Ice forms on my lips.
“Was that other girl who showed up his girlfriend?”
I refuse to answer. Hayden never told me about his girlfriend, Brandy. Which is why I’m pissed at him. Yeah, I found out he’d dated her, but because he never mentioned her—ever—I just assumed it wasn’t serious. I just assumed when he woke up, we’d be together. That he’d love me like he said he did.
The spirit’s silver-blond hair, hanging in loose curls, sweeps over the knife, and the tips of her hair soak up blood, becoming heavier.
She props a hand on her hip with attitude, and with the knife poking out of her chest, she comes off like a real badass. And while I might be a closet smartass, I don’t have a badass bone in my body. But I fake it pretty good sometimes.
She makes a hissing sound. “I need your promise you’ll help me.”
“I don’t make promises before I know what they include. So either start talking or start walking.” I spot Pumpkin, my orange tabby, hiding and shivering behind the garbage can. Ghosts aren’t his thing.
To escape the freezer-burn feeling, I move to pick the spoon up off the floor and drop it in the sink. The wooden block displaying ten of our sharpest knives steals my attention, and the image of the knife in the bride’s chest fills my head.
I wouldn’t be so quick to send her packing if I wasn’t pretty sure she was blowing smoke about having Mom info. She undoubtedly heard me talking about all my unanswered Mom questions.
Questions I’m hoping to get answers to today when Kelsey and I go on a road trip to a certain artist’s gallery where one of my Mom’s paintings is on exhibit. I’d found six paintings by that same artist—signed only as Sam—in our attic. My mom had collected his work.
“Promise you’ll do what I say or I’ll take everything I
know about your mom back to my grave.” Obviously, the spirit thinks she needs to blackmail me into helping her. She doesn’t. Helping the dead is what I do. Not all by choice, mind you. I didn’t ask for this unpaid gig.
My next breath sends ice crystals into the air.
Shivering, I turn around and pull my arms into the sleeves of my navy sweater. “Who did that to you?” I gaze at the knife. “Is that what this is about?”
Her lips, a dead blue color, turn downward. “You’re wrong, you know.”
“Wrong about what?” My teeth chatter.
“Everything you believe about your mom. Everything!”
The fury in her voice sounds angsty and personal. “Did you know my mother?”
Her eyes tighten to slits. For the first time, I notice her irises are silver. Scary silver. And with her pinpoint black pupils, she reminds me of a snake. A venomous one.
She moves in and puts her face in mine.
I take one, two, three steps back. Then I watch in horror as she pulls the knife from her chest and holds it in front of me as if looking to give the blade a new home.
Blood drips from the tip, freezes midair, then falls to the floor with tiny clinks.
At first the spirits were non-kinetic; they couldn’t move anything. So no real harm could come to me. But my last ghost had been able to move things. He claimed it was only when he was really angry, and this spirit seems pretty pissed. What if she can move a real knife right into my chest?
The doorbell rings. It must be Kelsey.
I look at the bride. “Leave.” I push the word from my frozen lips. “Don’t come back until you’re willing to talk. And threatening me won’t work.”
Worried she’d use my fear against me, I pretend I’m all sunshine and roses. Yet as I move to the door, I imagine the pain of a knife plunging into my back.
See why I don’t like this gig sometimes?
A clanking-clattering sound echoes in the kitchen. Flinching, I look back just as Pumpkin comes hauling ass across the tile, slides over the wood floor, then darts under the sofa. He probably knocked over the trash can again.
I stop in front of the door and take deep breaths to rid myself of panic. Kelsey doesn’t know about my connections to the dead, but she’s darn good at reading my emotions. The knock sounds again.
I open the door. “Sorry, I…” It’s not Kelsey.
“Hi Riley.” Mrs. Parker, Hayden’s mom, stands in my doorway with warm sprays of sun spilling in around her.
“Hi,” I manage, still frosty.
She looks as nervous as I feel. “I haven’t seen you in a few days.”
“Uh, yeah, I’ve been…had stuff to do.” Like imagining your son swapping spit with Brandy.
She offers an I-don’t-believe-you nod. I think she suspected I was hurt when Brandy showed up in Hayden’s hospital room and tongue-kissed her son. The same son whom I’ve been falling in love with for the last few months.
The worry in her gaze grows intense, and I feel it bounce from her eyes to my heart. “Is Hayden okay?”
“Healthwise, he’s fine. It’s just…his spirits are down.”
Okay, that hurts. Hurts because I care. And I shouldn’t. I have to let him go. “Why is he down?”
“He tried to walk, and his leg muscles won’t hold him. The doctors explained he needs physical therapy, but my son’s never been big on patience. He’s worried he’ll never play sports again. And I think he’s bored and needs people his own age.”
I can tell she’s pushing me to go see Hayden, but…I don’t think he wants to see me. Besides, he has Brandy. And being around him stings like a lemon-doused papercut because he’s my everything and I’m his…nothing, and, well, staying away feels like a really good idea.
“I thought his friends would be up there all the time now.” I tug at my sweater sleeves as the thought of him being lonely tugs at my heart.
“Everyone’s busy.” Her tone hints at annoyance, and I share it. “Jacob and his family are away for the weekend, and Brandy’s parents are friends with his parents, so she’s gone, too. You were so good at being there for me these last three weeks, I thought maybe—”
“I’m going to visit a gallery with a friend today.” I don’t know what excuse I’m going to give her tomorrow.
“I understand.” She looks down, then up. “I hate to ask, but I need your help, Riley.”
“Me?”
“They think he’ll come home from the hospital in a few days. But he’ll have physical therapy three times a week, and he can’t drive. I had to get a job or I’d lose the house.” She wrings her hands some more. “My husband and I have been separated for over a month. We’re getting a divorce, and he hasn’t been nice about the financial situation.”
“I’m sorry,” I say, but I’m really not. Not about the divorce. Hayden told me he caught his stepdad cheating on his mom. It was what he and his mom had been arguing about when he tore out of his house and had the wreck that left him in the coma.
“It’s been a long time coming.” She blinks away the emotion in her eyes. “Anyway, I got lucky when the law firm I worked for several years back had an opening. But they’d only take me back if I’d work full-time and if I’d start immediately. It’s a nine-to-six job, and someone has to be there for Hayden.”
“Surely, Jacob or Brandy could—”
“He wants you.”
He wants you. He wants you. Her words ring in my ears. My heart opens up, and I swallow to keep the tears from climbing up my sinuses. Did Hayden remember me?
“Me? He said that?”
She nods. “I’ll pay you, of course.” She puts a hand over her heart, lending emotion to her words. “Please say you’ll do it.”
A shutting car door sounds behind her and is followed by Kelsey’s footsteps tapping up my walkway. Mrs. Parker looks back. “Hi Kelsey.”
“Hi.” Surprise flashes in her expression. “How’s Carter?”
“He’s…” Mrs. Parker holds up a hand. “He’s awake. But he wants to be called Hayden now.”
I remember Hayden telling me that Carter was actually his soccer coach’s name, and when his mom married him, Hayden got the nickname Carter’s boy. The “boy” got dropped, and he kept the nickname Carter. One he was proud of at one time.
Mrs. Parker turns back to me. “Think about it and text me. And if you get back from the gallery in time, go see him. I’m supposed to meet with my boss to get caught up on their new clients.” She hugs me really tight, then leaves, taking a chunk of my heart with her.
I go back inside. Kelsey follows. The deadly cold lingers in the air. We barely get into the living room before she asks, “Think about what?”
I confirm the kitchen is ghost-free before answering. “Mrs. Parker wants me to drive Hayden to his physical therapy treatments.”
Kelsey’s mouth drops open. “You aren’t going to do it, are you?”
I shrug.
She cocks her head and gives me her explain-this-shit expression. I get a lot of those from her. “You said you felt awkward hanging with him because of Brandy.”
Yeah, I told Kelsey about Brandy and Jacob being at the hospital the day Hayden woke up. I even told her—the lie I told everyone else—that my only connection to Hayden was that we attended the same summer camp years ago. Unlike everyone else, Kelsey isn’t buying it.
“She needs help.” Part of me wants to ditch Kelsey and the art gallery and go see Hayden. To kiss him the way I wanted to when he woke up. Then I want to yell at him for not telling me about Brandy. If he’d told me he had someone, someone serious, I’d have resisted his charm. Held off his kisses. I wouldn’t have fallen in love with him.
Maybe I should’ve confronted him when I found out, but at the time I was so afraid of him dying, I couldn’t let myself feel even a little betrayed. Ah, but now he’s alive and apparently in love with someone else.
As much as this stings, my Hayden issues have to wait. The trip to the gallery is important, too
.
I fake a smile to Kelsey, who is still studying me like she’s trying to see inside my head. Not that she really wants to. It’s not pretty. “Ready?”
“It’s just…weird. Not normal.” She points a finger at me.
“What’s weird?” She’s going to have to be specific, because my whole freaking life is creepy and wacky and not even close to normal.
“Your so-called connection to Hayden. His mom asking you to help. The fact that your house is colder than an Eskimo’s popsicle.” She hugs herself. “And that.” She motions to the floor. “That is stranger than shit, too.”
I look down and gasp. The knives from the wooden holder are on the tile. I remember the clattering noise from earlier. Since Pumpkin was behind the trash can, I don’t think he’s the one who knocked them off. Especially considering the way they’ve fallen, they almost make a heart.
Which means I have another ghost who can move things. Which means she really can knife me in the back. Which means… Shit!
“You don’t have to do this,” Kelsey says when I park right in front of the gallery.
I’m gripping the wheel so tight my fingers are white and numb. Are the answers I want in there? Do I really want them? I try to look away, but I can’t. The building is painted yellow and green. A welcome sign hangs from the red front door, but I don’t feel welcome. That door feels like the lid to Pandora’s box.
I sigh. “What if you’re right? What if Sam’s my father?”
Kelsey unclicks her seatbelt. “Don’t listen to me. I just tossed that out there as the worst-case scenario.”
“No. You tossed it out there because you think he looks like me in that website picture. And with my dad being so secretive… I mean, what if the worst case is the right case?” Dread coils up in my belly.
“Look, whatever you learn, you deal with it.” Kelsey gives my shoulder an I-got-your-back squeeze. “And you’ll be better off knowing it. The truth will set you free kind of shit. Some very wise prophet said that.”