by Jacy Braegan
He inhales a shaky breath which fills his chest as he nods his head against me. Just as his mouth parts to ask what the next surprise is, a flash of color goes off in front of us with a solid boom. His breath turns into a gasp at the sight before us. His blue eyes widen in surprise before he grins in delight. His voice is soft with awe as he speaks, “You remembered.”
Without speaking, I nod my head. The fireworks display going off at the ballpark is loud, but we have a perfectly clear view all that way up in the air. It doesn’t matter that dinner had put a rather large dent in my credit card. That I pleased him with dinner is all that mattered. When I was planning this outing, I didn’t have to speculate over whether he would enjoy this part. Years of separation may have passed, but deep down, I know him like the back of my hand.
He grabs hold of my arms that are wrapped around him. His hard form presses back against mine as he snuggles into me. The feeling is quite enjoyable. Hugging him tighter, I nuzzle into the side of his neck before kissing it softly. The delicate cords of his neck make me want to sink my teeth into his flesh, but something holds me back. We’re taking this slow. My cock seems to have missed the memo because it’s perking up in my pants. As close as we’re pressed to each other, there’s no doubt that Jayson is feeling it pushing against his round ass. I confirm that fact seconds later when he wiggles his ass against me. The man is a tease. Thankfully, the soft groan that slips from me at that slight pressure hides behind the constant boom of the finale of the fireworks before our eyes. Fuck, why can’t I take him home with me?
As the echoes reverberate in the air, Jayson spins around in my arms to face me. There’s little time to react before he leans up to press his lips against mine. Am I going to be stupid and push him away? Oh, hell no. With another groan, I tighten my arms to pull him higher against my chest as he opens his mouth against mine. My tongue slides into his mouth to taste him. God, I can’t get enough of him. I delve in and out of his mouth over and over as he rocks against me. We pull away panting and gasping for breath. When his breathing is under control, he looks me dead in the eyes. “Fuck slow. Come home with me, Aidan.”
There’s no stopping to think about this. If we regret it later, then that’s too bad. I want him too fucking bad to stop. With a simple nod, we both race to the doors of my Jeep. We make record time heading to the south-side.
* * *
Stumbling into Jayson’s house, our mouths meet as he shuts and locks the door behind us. The jangle of his keys as they hit the floor as he drags me through his darkened house rings in the air around us. We bump into his computer on his desk and it jolts us apart. Our heads shake as our laughter merges. Taking my hand, he leads me to his room. “It may be safer this way for my gear, though definitely not as much fun.”
His words draw another laugh from me as I adjust myself in my pants to follow him. He has me so hard walking is a tad awkward, especially in the tight pants I’d worn tonight. Once we enter his room, my body follows his down as I push him onto the bed. Those blue depths gaze up at me as one of my hands cups his cheek. “Tell me you’re still okay with this? I can go if you want me to.”
His hands grip my shirt as he pulls me down fully on top of him. He growls playfully at me. “Don’t you fucking dare.”
His words draw a soft laugh from me. Pretending to pull away, I lift my body away from his, making him tug harder on me until my body presses back into his again. My cock bumps his hip causing me to suck in a breath. My nose trails along his neck to his earlobe before nipping it with my teeth, eliciting a soft sound from the man beneath me. Oh, how he needs to make more of those sounds. My whisper fills his ear. “Easy on the family jewels there, beautiful.”
I draw the lobe of his ear into my mouth between my teeth. The tip of my tongue teases the edge with barely-there touches. His body writhes beneath me as he moans. “Too many damn clothes. Off with the clothes.”
I chuckle into his ear with another nip to the lobe. “Demanding little thing, aren’t we?”
He shoves me hard and my body falls over onto my back with a soft oomph as he rolls us over. His hips rock against mine drawing a groan from me. “You better believe it.”
He sits up on my lap while his fingers dance down my chest to tug my shirt from the waist of my pants. He slowly tugs it up before releasing it to run his fingers back up to the top button. As he loosens my shirt buttons, inch by inch he reveals my chest to his eyes which are watching me intensely. When the last button slips from its hole, his fingers slide beneath the shirt to push it off to the side. Electric sparks dance along my skin in the wake of his touch. As that velvet tongue tests the seam of my lips, I part them allowing a groan to slip forth before his tongue dips inside and tastes me for the first time. That kiss set my soul on fire. This man is pure magic.
Chapter 14
Jayson
Damn does he ever taste good. My tongue delves deep into his mouth, twining with his as he reaches up to wrap his arms around me. The kiss has me so lost that I barely register the bed beneath my back as he rolls us over. This man needs to be mine. It’s too early to want to give him my heart, though. Worry he might shatter me given half the chance fills me with fear; a fear I’m not sure I can give up at this point. Blake really did a number on me. Fuck Blake. I’ve got a sexy ass man in my bed and I intend to use him quite thoroughly. Or have him use me, I’m not picky.
My fingers run down his chest and the tips brush over the hardened nubs of his nipples, forcing him to draw in a quick breath. Inside, my heart leaps as I discover one of his spots. Our lips part just enough to allow me to nip at his bottom lip. He presses his erection into mine when I tug his nipples slightly. We groan against each other’s mouths at the surge of pleasure running through us. I want to feel skin. I want to feel all the skin. I can’t remember ever feeling quite this needy before.
Trying to pull open the button of his pants while kicking off my shoes as I’m pinned beneath his hard body is quite the feat. How I want to growl at the shoes, at his pants, just at everything. Why can’t we have a superpower to change or remove clothing at will dammit? His fingers pull at my shirt buttons as he sits up on his knees between my legs. Looks like we have the same idea. We both want to be naked.
The need to feel his touch on my skin grows with each second that passes, practically crawling over me with my desire to feel it. We’re both struggling to shuck off the nice clothes we wore for dinner which makes me groan. “Just rip off the buttons, I’ll get a new one.”
Aidan’s eyes darken even more with a flair of desire as he grips the edges of my shirt and pulls. Buttons scatter everywhere as I lean up to let him push it down my arms. Once free of my shirt, I shove his free of his body and lean up to kiss him once more. His taste needs to be permanently embedded on my tongue. We both moan from the sparks that surge through us as our bare chests meet. Screw this.
Continuing to lean up, my body pushes Aidan off to stand on his feet. Pushing him back even further, he looks at me with a startled look as I stand before him. The surprise leaves his eyes when I rip the button of my own pants apart, losing yet another button in the process. My fingers slide against my hips grasping the waists of my pants and briefs. With a raised brow, my eyes dart down to his pants before raising back to his eyes. “Those pants won’t remove themselves. Strip. Now.”
Being this demanding with any of my past lovers or hook-ups had never happened. I had always been content to let them lead. Something about Aidan, however, just pulls me from that weak shell I had always wrapped myself up in. I didn’t realize how walled off I had become until that moment, nor had I realized why. Staring into his dark gaze as he feverishly tries to remove his pants, the answer hits me. There is only one person who had ever seen the real me… and that’s Aidan.
We may have spent ten years apart, but in that moment, time seems to stand still between the younger me and the me now. It’s like I’d half-lived my life all those years. Wait, I had half-lived my life. Outside school, I�
�d never gone after what I wanted. I was always the one who ran away. For the first time, I’m standing up for what I want. How the hell can one person bring someone back to life like this? It’s bewildering, so I push those thoughts to the back of my mind for now. Self-reflection can come after good times, and Aidan will be a fantastic time. With a mischievous grin, my pants and briefs fall to my ankles as I step out of them. There’s no hiding myself or acting shy. Letting him look his fill as my cock juts out hard as steel before me, I watch his throat bob as he swallows. He groans while shoving his own pants down. We’d both already lost our socks and shoes.
There’s no stopping the force I’ve become in the past few moments. It’s like a tidal wave and there’s nothing to do but follow it along to wherever it leads me. He steps toward me to cup my cheeks once again for a soft kiss. The tender skin of our cocks brushing against each other makes both of us groan. Taking hold of his biceps and flipping us, he falls back on the bed. A brow raises as he looks up at me in confusion. Then he looks down at me as my knees hit the plush carpet between his legs.
My eyes stay with his as I lean toward him. His quick inhale is unmistakable; so is the heat of desire in his eyes. My tongue laves at the base of his cock before slowly drawing up toward the sensitive crown. His thighs shake as he damn near whimpers at my touch. My mouth is watering at the musky taste of his dick and oh, how I want more. My swollen lips part to wrap around the head and he damn near lifts us both off the bed and floor. My tongue swirls along the ridge of his cut dick before taking him in for a deep, long suck. With a gasp, his head shakes before words fall from him. “Fuck, I’m way too close already for that.”
Despite his words, I lower my head back down his cock and into my throat as my low growl vibrates against his skin. Lifting my head slowly, my tongue presses flat against that vein along the bottom of his length till it’s lapping the tip before placing a soft kiss there. “I don’t think so, not yet.”
Getting to my feet, my hands take hold of Aidan’s legs to push him further on to the bed. Crawling up to lie on his chest, our lips meet once again. There’s a part of me inside that is slightly angry. This man should’ve been my first. He should’ve been a lot of my firsts. I’d robbed us of that. It hit me how fucking selfish I’d been back then. I want to be selfish again though. There’s still a way for him to be one of my firsts. Pulling back from the kiss, I rock my hips, sliding our cocks together and drawing the sweetest sounds from both our lips. Before I lose myself in sweet agony, my eyes meet his. “Be my first.”
We’ve never discussed our preferred roles in the bedroom, so there’s no way of knowing how well he’ll receive my words. I don’t think my words were clear because it’s as if all widens gone wide as he stares up at me. “You… You’ve done this before, right?”
Well, of course I had… oh. I didn’t specify how I wanted him to be my first. My cheeks turn pink and heat up as I nod my head to him. “Well, yeah, but you should’ve always been my first, so I was hoping you’d let me…”
My words trail off as I think to myself. This is fucking awkward. We shouldn’t be having this conversation right now. It’s utterly ridiculous. My wayward thoughts and emotions are taking over as the doubt of my newfound prowess filters in. Just bottom like I always do. Don’t get me wrong, I love being a bottom; but there’s always been that desire to know what the other side feels like. Deep inside, there’s a strong desire to feel it with Aidan. I start to lean away from him, but he halts my movement by clasping my cheek again. “Tell me, gorgeous.”
His voice is so soft and sweet. He makes me want to spill my entire life’s secrets. My bottom lip tucks into my mouth for a moment letting my teeth bite down upon the tender flesh before blurting out what I want, in what seems like the least sexiest way possible. “I want to top you, Aidan.”
Chapter 15
Aidan
It’s unbelievable. He’d been with his ex that he’d almost married for five years, and they’d never had sex? What kind of man had he been with? A eunuch? Relief settles over me as he denies my words. Thank God for that. I’d been just about to put on some serious brakes. Not that I don’t want him. Just a look at my hard dick with its flushed head is enough to put those thoughts to rest. Not to mention the steady drip of pre-cum slipping from the tip.
If this had been his first time though, there’s no way in hell I’d rush that. It’s kind of a catch-22, though. While I would have loved being his first, my dick’s so hard right now that finding the will to slow down would’ve been a miracle. I’d do it for sure, but I’d need a moment to calm myself down. So, hearing it’s not his first time? My relief accompanies a sigh I can’t repress.
His request doesn’t shock me, but that’s a bit of an understatement. I didn’t think my dick could get any harder, but his request to top makes my cock thicken even more between us. Being versatile, I go either way. Not everyone likes to give as well as receive and that’s fine. Giving in to what he wants is sure as hell not a hardship.
He’s nervous as hell, but he has no reason to be. I haven’t told him yet, but that dominant act he has going on is hot as fuck. He’s driving me crazy and I absolutely want more of it. Leaning up to take hold of his lower lip, my teeth tugs it out of his mouth before I’m sliding my hand holding his cheek into his hair, drawing him into a deep kiss. He groans against my mouth as he sinks back against me. The kiss continues for a few moments longer before I’m kissing my way along his jaw to his ear. Keeping my voice low and soft, I whisper to him, “Show me what you got, lover boy.”
The minute he realizes what I’m saying, his closed eyes fly open, and he gasps as if he can’t believe I agreed. He is just too fucking cute. Who wouldn’t give this man everything he desired? I’m sure not immune. I never had been. The man had always owned me and now it hits me he always will. It’s the only thing in the world that makes sense in this moment. He scrambles over to the side of the bed away from me and pulls a condom and lube from the drawer. The noticeable tremble of his hands as he pulls them from the drawer shows me how nervous he is. Thank fuck it isn’t my first time bottoming or we might both be too nervous. My tongue slips out to wet my lips in anticipation as Jayson crawls back between my spread legs watching me.
The heat of desire returns to his beautiful blue eyes as his fingers reach out to run down my aching cock to my balls. With a hiss at the touch, I arch up into it. It’s a mystery why every time his flesh touches mine, my skin feels tinged with flickering flames. Those sparks could light a wild fire if we aren’t careful. I’d allowed no man to see me and my emotions so completely before, but with him, I feel like I can give him everything.
Well, almost everything. Inside, I’m still fearful and mistrusting in his ability to stay with me. There’s this thought in the back of my mind that the bottom will fall out from under me when I least expect it. Right now, that’s neither here nor there while this sexy creature is touching me.
His fingertips graze along the skin of my balls to my taint and stroke, drawing me back into the present from my tumultuous thoughts. Groaning at his touch and spreading my legs more for him, I urge him to take those fingers lower. Everything in me wants to be demanding and take what I want, but there’s also the desire to see how far he’ll take control on his own. His fingers circling and applying pressure to my hole makes me want to whimper and plead with him. A soft sound of displeasure leaves my throat as his fingers disappear. The telltale snicking of a cap lets me know what is coming.
The cool fingers circling my rim make me jump slightly. Asshole didn’t even warm it up first, and it’s easy to tell by the devilish grin on his face that it was on purpose. A moan leaves my lips as he applies pressure; he doesn’t stop until that tight ring allows one of his fingers to slip into my hole. He works me open with one finger, then two, then three. Just the sliding of those fingers has me on the verge of coming all over myself before he slows them to a crawl, and he grins down at me. I actually whimper a bit. “Oh no, please... don’t
stop. Don’t fucking stop…”
Everything in me wants to come, but he’s drawing me back from that edge with his skillful fingers. He may not have topped before, but he definitely has all my bells ringing and then some. His free hand dangles the condom over me as he watches me writhe against his fingers. “You ready, handsome?”
Growling as he teases the hell out of me, I reach up one hand to steal the condom wrapper from him. My teeth rips open the package before handing it back with an expectant look on my face. Well, I assume it is expectant. It’s far more likely that it’s a begging look of utter hunger instead. He really has me worked up, and I’m not above pleading with him. “Please, baby, I need to feel you inside me.”
At my words that teasing look in his eyes flares into heat as I show how much I need him. His fingers still inside me as he meets my gaze. I’m not sure what he sees there, but he pulls his fingers out, leaving me empty and wanting. Biting my lip to keep from crying out, the sound of him suiting up silences me. That sound means good things are happening. The broad head of his cock presses against my opening, and I relax my body to let him in. My tight ring gives way to his body as he pushes his way inside me. It’s been a while since I last bottomed for anyone, so no doubt I’m tight as hell. That pleasurable sting as he opens me up has me hissing and tilting my head back. My hips roll some to encourage his movement within me while waiting for him to unleash his bossy dominance on my ass. The need for his control over me has me vibrating with it.
The pressure against my cock and balls as he slides fully home into me draws a deep moan from my chest. He leans down to place his mouth against mine as he settles fully into me. “You good…?”