Logan waited until the bawling woman passed before she continued. “I’ve been talking with him. I told him he could come with me, but he doesn’t like the idea of leaving you and Meemaw. I’ll call. I know I’ll miss him, but he’ll be fine.”
“Hate to see you leave, Isabella.” He sighed and rose from the trunk of the patrol car where he’d been leaning.
Her eyes misted at the mention of the name she shared with her dead mother. “I need to go. If only for a little while.” Logan lifted her utility belt and moved her holster back slightly preventing the weight of her nine-millimeter from pinching the skin on her hip.
When all the deputies had their intended criminal in possession, she moved away from the side of his car. Her grandfather sighed and headed for his driver’s side door. “I understand why you need to go. Don’t make it easier though.”
Logan threw him a sad smile, got into her patrol car and cranked the AC.
Logan pulled away from the curb heading to the county jail to process his-honor-the-murderer.
The drive would be her last to the jail. She’d put everything into motion. Knowing she needed to go and actually making the move to leave had been a hard decision. But life wasn’t exactly easy was it? If life had taught her anything, it was she was too damn good at the hard stuff.
Cole sat at his computer console in the task force war room surrounded by other agents. They continued to log in evidence and track down leads gained by rolling high-level personnel in bed with the Morales cartel. Two hundred and forty-seven people from politicians to pushers were officially off the streets with dozens more implicated. Each warrant had been meticulously detailed and executed. He’d done a mental fist pump when the judges from Mississippi, who’d been involved with the prostitution ring, had also been implicated in murder. Bastards. But Cole couldn’t celebrate. Much larger fish were frying and the task force’s operation absorbed all but a few hours of the agents’ days. They were lucky to rack out four hours at a time.
The domino effect slammed the agents, threatening to crush them under tons of information and evidence. When people started rolling over in order to get lighter sentences, the agents working the force had been strained to the point of breaking. The sheer volume of physical evidence and testimony coming in against the drug king’s United States network boggled the mind. Cole didn’t leave the facility for the first two weeks. The agents slept in makeshift bunks in an office adjacent to the war room. He and his fellow agents literally ate, slept and lived the operation since they day they were recalled and assigned.
“Davis.”
Cole jerked his head around at the sound of his name. Deputy Director Hayes beckoned him over.
“Sir?”
“I’m pulling you from the task force. I need you for another situation we have brewing in Texas. From what I’ve been told, it’s extremely volatile and needs to be addressed ASAP. “
Cole tried not to show the disgruntled disappointment running through him. Getting pulled from the task force wasn’t the reason he was upset. He needed to go back to Mississippi and see if he could salvage anything left of his relationship. He doubted it, but he needed to try. This new assignment would delay the conversation even further.
“What’s the mission, sir?” Cole crossed his arms and rocked from the balls of his feet to his heels.
“It’s a joint operation. I don’t have many particulars. You’ll be filled in when you get there.”
Cole rubbed the back of his neck. The urge to beg off and ask the case to be assigned to another agent hit him hard. He’d never turned down an assignment before, but he needed to talk to Bella.
“I’d send someone else, Cole, but this one is too sensitive. I need you to do this for me. Once you get this matter taken care of, you’re off. Thirty days mandatory down time.”
Thirty days off? Fuck. He could go to Mississippi and beg Bella to speak with him. And if she wouldn’t? He’d have twenty-nine days to tie on one hell of a drunk and try to work her out of his system. As-fucking-if.
“Alright. When do I leave?” Cole took the paper his boss handed him. It contained his flight information and a pier and slip number at a port in Texas. Water access, port and boat. Probably a DEA joint effort or maybe a Customs and Border Patrol operation. Who knew?
“In exactly two hours. Pack from what you have here. There’s a car waiting outside to take you to the airport.” Hayes turned on his heel and left without another word.
Cole glanced at the paper again. Exhaustion landed a one-two punch on his waning curiosity and then knocked the bitch out. He was too tired to care. He dumped a couple changes of clothes in a backpack, checked his weapon and holstered it, made sure he had his badge and credentials and headed out.
Chapter 11
Logan dropped the engine compartment door. The leak in the fuel line was easy enough to fix. She’d found the problem while doing her weekly check of the twin diesel engines. They were old, but she kept them in top shape. A glance at her watch put a smile on her face. Done with time to spare. The man who booked the charter told her he’d be arriving this morning from out of town. He’d paid in full for a four-day charter, so she’d wait for him. Not like she had anything else to do since he’d paid for her time.
In the three months since she’d moved to Texas, the Backwater Blessing had become a popular charter boat. The thought of making a living like her dad did sent a small tingle of pride through her. A sense of longing took over as she edged along the cabin on the narrow ledge between the fore and aft of the ship. Logan checked the tie downs on the small skiff resting on the bow. The sun blistered down and if the light sea breeze hadn’t whispered across her skin, the heat would’ve been unbearable. Late September on the Gulf Coast of Texas matched the muggy, humid conditions Mississippi offered.
Logan puttered doing small things to the Blessing. The old girl looked good but there was always something to be done. The charters kept her busy. They made money. But most importantly, the constant activity kept her mind engaged. On a good day, when she was booked and working she’d only think about Cole every other thought. On days like today when she was waiting, she obsessed. What they had. What it wasn’t. What she wanted it to be—simply everything. Her thoughts occasionally drifted to Beau and how much she’d grown since he decimated her self-esteem. At least with Cole she knew it wasn’t her fault they didn’t work. Their relationship was a sham from the beginning. The lover who rocked her world hadn’t returned her feelings. There wasn’t a real relationship to mourn, but she grieved anyway.
Logan glanced at the bright blue fish-shaped clock. Today’s booking consisted of one guy who wanted to get away. He said he wanted to fish, but nothing too aggressive. He’d had a rough couple of months and needed to relax from everything and everyone. He’d even requested she not bring any additional crew. The request sent off some warning flags, but with her nine-millimeter stowed up top and a forty-five resting at the far end of the cabin behind the fishing poles, she had no doubt she could handle one man.
Her plan was to head toward the oil wells and anchor about thirteen miles out. She’d drop a couple lines, maybe troll for a while before moving on to one of the barrier islands to lay anchor for the night. If they were lucky she’d cook their catch on the boat grill she’d attach to the aft. A perfect way for the man to unwind and relax.
With her sleeping bag and air mattress stowed up top, she’d sleep outside away from her guest. She’d rechecked the prep work and sat ready to go. There was enough water, beer and soda in the cabin to host a good-sized party, plus she had plenty of food. The fresh water tank was full and her fuel tanks were topped off. The weather was perfect and she was ready to head out. All she needed was a passenger.
How much longer could he keep going? The triple shot espresso he’d ordered and guzzled at the airport coffee kiosk more than a half hour ago didn’t faze the cloud of debilitating fatigue. The exhaustion sucked what was left of his energy reserves from him. He stumbled twice
on the boardwalk. Evidently picking up his foot was too damn hard today. Fuck, he hoped the mission he was assigned to didn’t require immediate response. He needed sleep.
He thought he’d be able to catch a couple hours on the flight from D.C.—until Brandon got on the plane. How did he know the little boy’s name was Brandon? His mother said it at least five million times. Brandon, get down. Brandon, come here. Brandon don’t touch the man’s computer. Brandon, Brandon, Brandon…hell, everyone in the entire plane knew who Brandon was by the time the plane landed. He’d like to shoot the travel agent who booked him a seat adjacent to Brandon and his mother. At one point, he felt sure he’d have to flash his badge to stop a mob from forming. Although, to be honest, he wasn’t sure if the mob would lynch the kid or the mom. Both were equally annoying.
The pier split and he had to turn left or right. The numbering system sucked, and he walked about two hundred feet the wrong direction before he figured it out. Retracing his steps in the sweltering heat, he rubbed his eyes trying to get them to focus. He obviously wasn’t seeing things correctly. The boat at the end of the pier appeared to be the the Backwater Blessing. Same color, same size. Hell, it even had…what the fuck? Bella’s boat. Here? What in the hell was going on? He walked as if in a trance to the back of the boat. Sure enough, it was her boat. Cole stepped over the side and missed the first step landing with a loud stomp on the back deck.
Alerted to her presence by the sound of the plastic flaps falling back into place, he turned. The shock he had when he’d walked down the pier and saw the Backwater Blessing moored in the slip was quickly replaced with 100% unadulterated fucking happiness. His smile faltered at her slack-faced, shocked look. She didn’t know he was coming. Damn, what was going on?
“Hey.” Great, Davis, you are one fucking smooth talker, ain’t yah?
“I have a charter. You can’t be here.” Holy hell, if the frozen attitude she was blasting toward him was any indication, his woman was piiiiissed. Capital P.
“I think I’m your charter.” He lifted the slip of paper in his hand in a flimsy ass attempt at…something. What, he had no idea, but hey, he was working on too little sleep and one hell of a shock.
“Then I’ll refund your money.” She turned and walked toward the ladder leading up to the captain’s nest.
“I’m here on orders. A mission.” He ran his hand through his hair. The freaking sun was pounding down and sweat dripped off him. Wearing a suit in ninety-degree weather and what felt like 100% humidity sucked.
His comment stopped her. “What mission?”
“Hell if I know. Hayes pulls me from the task force and drops this on my lap. The only reason I took it was because…” Cole dropped his head and laughed as the trail of breadcrumbs became a road. The road morphed into an interstate of understanding. “Son of a bitch!”
Hayes. Who would have believed it? Hayes and Logan’s grandfather were old friends. Mensa buddies. Those two meddling geniuses had concocted his mission, her charter and had set them both up. Cole surveyed the crystal blue sky and laughed, “Those meddling old men.”
“Excuse me?” Logan’s question drew his attention back to her.
“Hayes and your grandfather. They set us up.” Cole watched her carefully as he spoke. A single well-defined eyebrow rose above her sunglasses.
“Seriously? Why are you here?” Always straight to the point, wasn’t she? Well, he wasn’t prepared to answer, but how much preparation do you need to grovel?
“I came because Hayes promised me thirty days off after I finished. I was going to come to Mississippi and see you.” Cole pulled off his jacket and shucked his tie, dropping them on the deck. Both were wet with sweat.
“Too little, too late.” Logan leaned against the cabin in the shade of the overhang and crossed her arms over her stomach.
Cole kicked off his leather dress shoes and pulled off his socks. His shirt came next. Standing on the deck of her boat in his dress slacks and white undershirt, he inhaled a soup bowl’s worth of muggy air and nodded.
“Yeah. Look, Bella, I know I screwed up.”
“Really? Yah think?” The acidic, bitter disdain dripped from her tongue.
“Can we please go into the cabin? I haven’t slept in…fuck, it feels like forever. I’m going to chug sea water if I don’t get something to drink soon, and I would like to talk to you without having to guess what’s in your eyes. I hate mirrored sunglasses.”
His elation at seeing her morphed into cranked-the-fuck-off, but he’d be damned if he was leaving before she’d heard him out. He wanted nothing more than to pull her against him and fucking hold her for a day or two. He was too tired to do anything else. But give him a decent night’s sleep? He’d fucking own that hot-bodied babe. He would handcuff her to the bed to make sure she didn’t slip away. For some reason the thought struck him as funny and he chuckled to himself.
She peeled off the cabin wall, disappearing behind the clear plastic strips. Cole grabbed his pile of sweat soaked clothes and followed her. Entering the cabin shocked his system. The cold air blasted against his overheated skin. He dumped his clothes and all but fell onto the bench seat by the table.
“I was going to call you, but things swarmed us. The next thing I knew it was a week later and, well, I knew you’d be pissed. Fuck, I would have been pissed if you stayed and I was told to go. And I knew you’d be hurt. I didn’t know how to deal with it from a thousand miles away. So I rationalized I’d come see you when we wrapped. But there was never a wrap on the bitch. Morales’ organization is so massive and far reaching, I don’t know if the task force will ever be disbanded.”
“Good to know.” She sat several bottles of water in front of him and backed away until she leaned against the counter.
“Seriously? That’s all you have to say?” He downed the first water and reached for the second. His mind raced and the direction his thoughts took him sucked. His mentally drawn conclusions to this conversation didn’t bode well for his desire to…to what? Have sex with her? Fuck no, ahh…yes, actually, but oh hell...he wanted so much more.
“What do you want me to say, Cole? You told me up front, I was a cover story for you. By your actions, it’s obvious the physical events between us were part of your cover.” Her voice lost some of its sting, but the words more than made up for the less than vicious response. Those comments hit him in the gut. Hard.
“Physical events? Holy hell is that how you see what we did? What happened between us wasn’t a cover. I wanted you. I still do. You left like I’d thrown you out. I didn’t.”
Logan’s arms crossed around her waist, hugging herself. She stared at her bright red painted toenails. Cole wanted to take her into his arms, but even in his muddled mind, he knew she’d retreat farther if he did.
“Wanting me isn’t enough, Cole. Not anymore. I can’t be your convenient piece of ass when you are working in the vicinity. I deserve more than being an afterthought when you finish a mission.”
Cole risked moving. He stood and closed the space between them with two steps. “Bella, you are not an afterthought, shit…you’re all I think about.” He lifted her chin and sucked a deep breath when he saw her tears.
Using his thumbs to wipe the moisture away he kept her face cupped in his hands. “Baby, I love you. I have no idea what to do with it, but I love you.” He lowered a pressing kiss against her. Feeling her flesh tremble under his seeking lips, he pulled back.
“Tell me you love me, Bella. Tell me I haven’t fucked this up so bad we can’t fix it.” She pulled her head away from his hands and walked to the cabin door, looking out at the bay.
“I’m scared, Cole. Scared of the depth of my emotions when it comes to you. Scared you’ll go undercover and be consumed by another case. I’m afraid what you feel for me is a shadow of our time undercover.”
He walked up behind her, exhaustion creeping in and replacing the adrenaline spike from seeing her again. The lack of sleep fought with his will to keep his shit to
gether and night-night time was kicking his ass. He wrapped his arms around her and put his chin on her shoulder, smelling a wonderful blend of coconut suntan lotion mixed with the pure sweet smell of Bella. “It’s okay to be afraid, but you will never have to doubt my love for you.” His lips found her neck and she leaned away, exposing more golden tanned skin for his tongue and lips to explore.
“Tell me you love me, Bella. Everything else we can work together to fix.” Cole lifted away from her and turned her in his arms. “Do you love me?”
Tears pooled in her amazing blue eyes. The smile that split her face took his breath away. “I do. I love you, Cole. I never thought you’d come back.” She tucked herself into his chest burrowing her head under his chin. Wrapped around her, he sighed…then yawned until his jaw cracked.
When he recovered, he mumbled against her skin, “I’ll never stay away. Your trusting me is something we need to work on. It won’t be easy, Bella. But what we have? It’s worth the risk.” The rocking of the boat registered as they swayed with the motion. He yawned again, this time shuddering with his whole body. What was it…four hours of sleep in the last forty-eight or was it fifty-six?
She pulled away but took his hand pulling him toward the front of the cabin where a queen-sized bed waited behind the cabin door. “We’ll talk more after you get some rest.”
“You’re not leaving me.” He pulled her down on the bed with him. Her warm skin against him as the bed sucked him down felt amazing. Holding her completed him. Oblivion via sleep called with a sweet, sultry siren’s song. His eyelids weighed a thousand pounds. No way could he keep them open.
He felt her soft hands tracing his face and he fought the coming blanket of darkness long enough to hear the woman he loved say, “I love you, Cole. I’ll never leave.”
A sense of serenity wrapped around him. Cole pulled the blessing from his backwater assignment against him. With her in his arms, he could do anything.
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