“Okay,” she told the dog, “you can come—as long as you don’t tell J.J. on me. Deal?” And she was surprised and oddly touched when the dog shuffled up beside her and bumped her head under her hand, as if she’d understood. As she obliged the dog with a pat on her wrinkled forehead, she laughed a little at the peculiar sensation she felt in the vicinity of her heart. Maybe, she decided, dogs weren’t so bad after all.
She made her way quickly through the maze of flower and rose beds, emerging onto the stretch of the lane that ran along the meadow. She paused at the barbed wire fence to watch the horses grazing in the new spring grass, then decided there was no reason she couldn’t go into the meadow and see the horses up close.
She soon discovered that getting through a barbed wire fence was trickier than it looked, and was very glad she hadn’t had to do it for the first time in front of witnesses. Particularly Sheriff J. J. Fox.
“You,” she said to Moonshine, who was sitting on her haunches in the meadow grass, watching her with tongue hanging out, “had better not be laughing.” Moonshine made no comment.
Flushed and exhilarated, Rachel dusted her hands and set out toward the horses, who by now had seen her and, being curious, as all horses are, were coming to see who this newcomer was. In moments, to her utter delight, she was surrounded by the four mares and two geldings. Most were bay or dark chestnut, but for one dappled gray and a beautiful black with appaloosa spots on her rump.
Unlike dogs, horses held absolutely no fear for her, which she supposed was odd, considering their size and the fact that they were more than capable of doing her harm if they wanted to. But she’d always felt completely at home with horses—loved their warmth and their smell and the ways they had of talking with their ears and eyes and the way they held their heads. And these seemed to accept her instantly as a friend, whickering softly and reaching toward her with their velvety muzzles, jostling for the privilege of being the closest and the first to be petted. One even bumped Rachel’s back with her head, which made her laugh with sheer joy.
“Oh,” she lamented aloud, “I wish I’d brought you some treats. I’m sorry—I’ll bring some next time, okay?”
After crooning to them and stroking and petting each in turn, she said a reluctant goodbye to the horses and slipped between their big warm bodies to continue her walk across the meadow. The horses followed a few paces, whickering in disappointment, then stopped to watch her make her way down a slope toward a thicket of willows and cottonwoods that bordered the far side of the meadow.
There was a creek there, she discovered, and just beyond the creek and the trees, brush and boulder-covered hills rose to meet taller mountains thick with junipers and bull pines. The creek was running too high at this time of year to risk crossing, but she found a nice rock in the shade at the water’s edge, sat on it and began to take off her shoes. Moonshine, who had been off rambling through the meadow grass in pursuit of her own pleasures, came to flop down in the cool sand a short distance away, panting happily.
The ice-cold water on her bare feet made Rachel gasp, at first. Then laugh out loud. She wiggled her toes in the clear water and giggled as minnows darted away from the alien intrusion.
“Feels good, don’t it?”
She ducked instinctively and jerked her feet out of the water, heartbeat gone wild on adrenaline. Still in a half crouch, she cautiously lifted her head to search for the source of the voice.
On the other side of the creek, an old man was sitting on a paint horse, leaning on the saddle horn, watching her. A chill ran through her, one that had nothing to do with the ice water running past her bare toes, as she realized she hadn’t heard him approach, probably because of the noise the creek made. Anybody could have sneaked up on her. Anybody.
In the time it took to draw two good breaths, she sized him up: Old, but still looks fairly fit, especially sitting up there on that horse. Big, but he looks like he used to be bigger. Age has shrunk him.
And this one really does look like John Wayne.
He wore a cowboy hat and a leather vest hanging open over blue denim shirt and jeans. His hair was gray—almost white—and hung well over his collar. He hadn’t shaved in a while.
“I’m not trespassing,” she said.
The old man threw back his head and laughed out loud.
Annoyed rather than reassured, Rachel straightened and let her feet drop back into the water. “Why is that funny?”
“It isn’t,” the old man drawled in a cracking voice. “You just reminded me of somebody I used to know.” He leaned across the saddle horn and nodded with his head in the direction she’d come from. “You’d be from up at the big house, I expect. Kin to old Sam Malone.”
Her heart had accelerated again, but she tried to keep any traces of eagerness out of her voice. “Do you—did you—know him?”
The old man scratched his chin whiskers and considered. “Yep. Sure. Used to know him well. ’Course, that was before he turned into a crazy old cuss.”
Rachel said dryly, “Childhood friend, huh?” The old man gave another bark of laughter.
“That your dog?” He nodded toward Moonshine, who was still lounging in the shade, seemingly unconcerned by the stranger’s sudden appearance.
“No, she belongs to a…friend.” Some watchdog you are, she thought.
“Used to have a dog like that. Long time ago—when I was a kid.” He sounded regretful, and his eyes had gone faraway and sad.
Feeling an obscure desire to cheer him, Rachel said, blatantly teasing, “Couldn’t have been all that long ago, then.”
The old man reared back and glared fiercely down at her from his high saddle. “Young woman, are you flirting with me?”
She smiled, not at all intimidated. “Yes, I believe I am.”
He snorted. “Why, I’m old enough to be your grandpa.”
Rachel sighed. “I kind of wish you were. I mean, instead of the ‘crazy old cuss’ who is my grandfather.”
His eyes narrowed, and even with the whiskers and the width of the creek between them she could see a smile play around the corners of his mouth. “Now, missy, why would you say a thing like that? You don’t know me from Adam.”
She lifted her head to look at him, shaking her braid back over her shoulder. “I don’t—didn’t know him, either,” she said evenly. “But I know he hurt someone I love dearly.”
There was a pause, then the old man nodded and looked away. “I can believe that. Yep…I can believe that.” After a moment he sighed and his head swiveled back to her. “What makes you think I haven’t hurt my share of good people in my lifetime, too?”
She leaned back on her hands and regarded him, thinking about it. “I don’t know…you just don’t seem like you would. Not on purpose, anyway.”
He made a sound—a bark of laughter. “Not now, maybe. But, listen, I was a different person in my younger days. Maybe you wouldn’t have thought so well of me if you’d known me back then.”
“Maybe not,” she said, and stubbornly added, “but then again, maybe I would.”
She was surprised when he laughed again, that deep in the belly, head thrown back guffaw that made him seem years younger than she knew he probably was. “You sure do remind me of someone I used to know.”
“Yeah? Who’s that?”
“Missy,” he said, leaning across the saddle horn, squinting at her with one eye, “I don’t know you well enough to tell you that.”
“You know,” she retorted, “you remind me of someone, too.” And she had to smile.
“Yeah? Who’s that?” Mocking her.
Her smile broadened; laughter tickled beneath her breast-bone. “John Wayne.”
The old man laughed again—not a guffaw but a different kind of laugh and it faded quickly. Somberly, he said, “The Duke was a helluva man. I was—I’d a’ been proud to stand in his shadow.”
Before Rachel could respond to that, they both heard a distant whistle. Moonshine lurched to attention, staring ba
ck up the slope toward the ranch house.
“Yeah,” the old man drawled, nodding in the same direction, “that’ll be your ‘friend,’ I expect. Looking for his dog.” His eyes slid sideways, coming back to rest on Rachel. “Or, maybe it’s you he’s lookin’ for.”
She muttered a denial under her breath, and he smiled, showing strong, even teeth among the whiskers. “You know, missy, there’s worse things than a man who thinks enough of a woman to want to keep her safe.”
He touched a finger to his hat brim and went riding off, quickly disappearing behind the thicket of willows and cottonwoods.
Rachel stuffed her feet into her shoes and slid off the rock, discovering only then how oddly quivery she felt inside. More unsettled by her unexpected visitor than she realized, evidently. Something nagged at her, but J.J. was coming, and for the life of her, she couldn’t think what it was….
As she climbed up the steeper slope of the creek bed, she could see him making his way across the meadow, and Moonshine trotting out to meet him. The horses had moved away down to the far end of the meadow. Her steps slowed, then stopped, without her being aware of telling them to, and as she stood watching the tall figure of the sheriff come toward her, she realized she wasn’t angry with him for coming to find her, or even mildly annoyed. What she felt instead, she was almost sure, was pleasure. She put one hand over her mouth to hide a smile as J.J. stepped carefully around something—a pile of cow or horse manure—and pressed the other against the spreading warmth in her still spongy middle, and thought about what the old man said about a man who thinks enough of a woman to want to keep her safe.
Did Nicky? About me? I honestly don’t know….
But…honestly? She was pretty sure Nicky hadn’t thought much about anyone but himself.
I’m not going to say anything to make her mad.
That had been the thought uppermost in J.J.’s mind as he picked his way through the minefield of cow pies and horse apples. He was determined not to scold her for going out alone, after he’d expressly told her not to. He kept reminding himself she was a grown woman, and just because she was his witness—potentially—didn’t give him the right to treat her like his prisoner. Or a child.
Not that he thought of her that way. Far from it. He paused, with Moonshine panting juicily at his side, and watched her come closer, and he thought he’d never seen anyone look less childlike. In spite of her small stature, she seemed to him the very picture of womanhood—cheeks pink and eyes bright, the sun striking fire in her shiny dark hair…figure lush and full beneath the loose-fitting top she wore, molded to her body now by the breeze.
He waited for her to get close enough, then told her, with an unexpected gruffness in his voice, “I’ve got some news about your friend. Thought you’d want to know.”
She halted, and a look he was familiar with flashed across her face. Guilt. She’d forgotten all about her friend Izzy, he could see that. At least for a moment.
Concern instantly replaced the guilt. “Is she—”
“She’s fine. Evidently you were right about Carlos, at least as far as his feelings about harming nuns go. She’s back working at her clinic, none the worse for wear.”
“Her car—”
“I’ve made arrangements for it to be returned to her.”
She closed her eyes, put a hand to her forehead and breathed a fervent, “Thank you.”
Then there was a moment…a silent, awkward moment… while she simply gazed at him, lips slightly parted, as if there was something more she wanted to say. A suspenseful moment, when it almost seemed to J.J. she was leaning toward him. Then she reached up and touched his face.
He jerked back, and a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding came gusting from his chest.
“Oh. Sorry—” She pressed her fingertips to her lips but they failed to hide the smile that had formed there. “You, um…you had…there was some toilet paper. A little bit. Right there. I guess you cut yourself shaving. Again.”
“Oh—yeah.” He laughed without humor, touching the spot that still felt the imprint of her fingers.
“You do that a lot, I’ve noticed.” He could see the hint of a dimple in her cheek as she turned to begin strolling back toward the house.
He fell in beside her, and Moonshine hauled herself out of the grass and padded along behind. “Yeah…” he drawled, “guess I’m kind of out of practice doing that kind of thing. Shaving.”
She threw him a look. “How come?”
He snorted, thinking how dumb his little rebellion seemed now. “Not important.” He walked a bit, then tossed away a grass stem he’d been fiddling with. He felt compelled to add, “Might not believe it now, but used to be…back when I was on the detective squad…I could clean up pretty good. You know—military haircut, suit and tie…the works.”
She turned to give him another look, a longer one, this time, shading her eyes with one hand against the morning sun. A measuring look, he thought, and felt a curious stirring low in his body.
“Did you like doing that?”
He hadn’t expected that particular question, and had to think about it. After a moment he shrugged and said, “It went with the job. And I did like doing that.”
She didn’t say anything for several steps. Then, without looking at him: “Do you really hate it so much? Being out here, I mean?”
“Out ‘here’?” He waved a hand and managed a smile of sorts. “You mean, out there—in the freakin’ desert? What’s not to hate?”
She glanced at him, then looked away quickly, and he realized that for some reason his answer was important to her. And without fully understanding why, he found he really wanted to give her an honest answer, if he could. So he thought about it for a while. Then he said slowly, “Okay…maybe there are some things—one or two—I’d keep. Old Moonshine, there, being one. But…thing is, I liked putting killers behind bars.” A knot had formed in his chest, and he had to clench his teeth and use some force to push words past it. “I really did like doing that. And out here—” He hitched in a breath, forced another smile he didn’t feel. “Anyway, I really want to get back to that, someday.”
And you’re the one who’s going to help me do that. God willing and I play my cards right.
He was going to have to tell her that, soon, and start asking the questions that would change everything between them. Questions that would put him firmly on one side of the law and order divide, and her on the other. But he couldn’t bring himself to do it just then. Not yet, he told himself, without knowing why he dreaded it so. Not yet.
He noticed she’d gone quiet, and that the brightness and smiles had gone away. He wondered if she’d somehow picked up on the guilt he was feeling, which naturally made him feel that much guiltier. He tried to think of something he could say, something they could talk about, something…ordinary. Like…small talk. But he couldn’t think of a thing, and it occurred to him that maybe somehow their relationship had bypassed the small talk stage. He didn’t know if that was a good thing, or a bad one.
They’d almost reached the fence when she hitched in a breath, like a preamble to something momentous, and then came out with, “I saw a man, just now. Down by the creek.”
He halted in his tracks. “What? What do you mean, you saw a man? Who was he? Why didn’t you tell me this?”
She let out the breath in an impatient gust. “Because I knew you’d do this—overreact. And he was harmless—just an old guy on a horse.”
“So, why are you telling me this now?”
“Because I thought I should. Look, don’t make a big deal out of it. I was resting by the creek, and he stopped to say hello. I think he must be a neighbor—he said he knew my—knew Sam Malone.”
“Neighbor?” J.J. waved his arm in a wide arc. “Do you see any neighbors around here?” He paused, fighting for calm. “Okay. You said he was on a horse? Did he give you his name?”
Uncertainty crossed her face. “Well, no, I didn’t…”
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bsp; He swore under his breath. “What did he look like?”
“Um…don’t laugh, okay?” He didn’t tell her laughing was the furthest thing from his mind; he figured she already knew that. In stony silence he watched her bite her lower lip, watched a smile duel with a grimace. “He looked like John Wayne.”
He smacked a hand to his forehead. “Oh, for—”
“Except old,” she added quickly. “Longish whitish hair…beard… But, he was nice, I swear. Quite a character.” She paused and added with a touch of defiance, “I liked him.”
He folded his arms on his chest and looked at her, and she looked right back at him, not budging an inch. And it took about ten seconds of that before he realized he wasn’t as annoyed with her as he should have been, and that what he wanted to do more than anything was haul her in and kiss her right where she stood.
“Well, okay—this time,” he said finally, on an exhalation of surrender, “but you need to take a cell phone with you when you go out from now on. Will you do that for me, at least?”
She let out a breath, too. “I was going to ask you about that. I need to get one.”
“I’ll take care of it.”
“Okay…good.”
Since it seemed they’d arrived at a truce of sorts, he turned to the fence and slipped easily between two strands of barbed wire. Then he put his foot on the middle strand and pulled up on the top one to make a space for Rachel to get through. She gave him a grateful look and stooped down to climb through the opening, but he could see she needed something to hold to steady her, so he just naturally gave her his free hand.
Hanging on to him, she managed to get halfway through the fence before she lost her balance. Then he had to let go of the top wire in order to grab her and keep her from falling, so of course then one of the barbs got caught in her hair. By the time he’d got her extricated from the fence and standing on her own two feet, he was sweaty and flustered and so was she. And somehow or other, she’d wound up pretty much in his arms.
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