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by Kaero Davis


  Slammin’

  Fuck you’re lookin’ fine right now,

  I’ve gotta have you and don’t care how,

  Crawl up on me babe – sit on my face,

  I can’t wait to have a taste,

  Fuck you’re sexy,

  Fuck you’re spunky,

  Get down girl,

  Spank the monkey,

  Aww GOD yeah that feel’s great,

  I’m almost in a euphoric state,

  Whoa – no babe, don’t slow down,

  Oh wait, there it is, fuck yeah wow –

  Whoa – now I’m starting to lose my shit,

  C’mon now man, get a grip,

  Oh yeah, aw’www fuck,

  I think it must be lust,

  Give it to me – yeah baby ride me,

  C’mon woman, fuckin’ grind me

  Gotta keep slammin’ ’til we’re outta breath,

  Or at least ’til we’ve no brains left,

  Shit – fuck, fuck – I’m gonna blow!

  Whoa – yeah, uh – I’m letting it go,

  Ah, uh, ah, God you’re amazing,

  And now I’m buggered, eyes glazing…

  Exit Scenario

  “Yeah, I’ve gotta tone it down. ‘reign it in’. I can’t be like this for the rest of my life. I find it sucks that it truly is an overload, an overproduction of the chemical Dopamine in my brain, it’s what drives and compels me to want to ‘love’. But, my medication does inhibit the increased amount of the chemical my brain produces. Despite some unavoidable side effects, the medication helps (with most of the psychosis) but every now and then a release is just as good. Helps me sleep, has an almost sedative effect, slows me…” – Schuukazei.

  Enter Scenario

  “I must say I love a dominant woman. Someone that knows she’s got it, and everyone watches, everyone wants it. She’s got eyes on her everywhere she goes, yeah – she’s a stunner, and she’s a strutter. She’s making all the boys in the neighbourhood cry because she is just so sweet. and she’ll play it – she loves the game – she’s a diva, stunner, she struts it. She gets all the attention she needs and then some; wow, I’d love me a piece o’ that – one night, one night, yeah, that’s all I need – she’ll be gagging for more…Mmm-mmm yeah just look at those sexy curves – she knows we’re lookin’ and she loves it…” – Velb.

  Strutter

  You know you have all my attention,

  Caught me eyeing off your dimension,

  Come, let’s begin discension,

  Caress with lustrous affection,

  Yes, you caught me mid perv,

  Tell me, has it heightened the nerves?

  You busted me lustily eyeing your curves,

  Yeah, I’m bad, give me the spank I deserve,

  I saw you pass by strutter,

  As my mind was in the gutter,

  Now I need a real good futter,

  Approach me, make me stutter,

  Anywhere’s fine, I wouldn’t mind,

  As long as you’ll soon be mine,

  Let’s go and waste some time,

  Wine, dine, then bump and grind,

  You are lookin’ oh so tasty,

  And I’m goin’ rabid, crazy,

  Eyes bulging, fire blazing,

  My stare is locked and gazing,

  Don’t pass me by strutter,

  My mind is in the gutter,

  And now I need a real good futter,

  Come, approach, make me stutter.

  Exit Scenario

  “Walk up to me and slap me in the face for being so bold. I’m an animal – please, pleasure me – love me rough. I can take it – I want it rough. Yeah, whoa baby look at you – everyman’s dream right there, rowr, woof – hubba-hubba, me-ow!!! Wow, yeah, you don’t see a mirage like that every day whoa! Wow, can you believe it? she just walked right by me, hey baby – where ya going? Come back! Man that was cold, see that look in her eye, and then just gives me the cold shoulder – man that’s hot – I’m a little upset but I’m in love. Aww, I just want o go after her. No, no, no forget it… She’s gone, it’s too late – you missed your opportunity…Damn it!!” – Velb.

  Enter Scenario

  “A woman I had previously deeply cared for had taught me many things during our times together, I had learnt many things in the time I had loved her. But one something I had learnt I had thought and still do treasure as valuable. Something I’m certain you’re all aware of – something not too many will have ease believing – or even feeling, but most will feel it without ever having known what it was that very moment, some may feel it but not even recognize they had. Well, I have tried and tested this thing, meditation and I want to say that when you can summon the light, the energy of good, when you can manifest it in a way that you can send it out through your fingers – it sends an electricity through the skin and stimulates yours, or whomever skin belongs to who you’re sending it to.

  A stimulation that in turn manifests an excitement before the intimate acts of love, and all through, up to even the tallest point of a climax. Some might call it a connection, and a connection difficult to explain when new to the sensation. But I’m certain there are thousands out there that know exactly what I’m speaking of – that dare not talk of it themselves. It’s appeared to me to be some kind of secret knowledge – some part of the genius that defines the greatest lovers out and around. One might call it a weapon, a trick, a tool to seduce. I’ve meditated before – often testing it out in random areas – random social situations – and I have wondered whether whom I’d sent it to, was sensitive enough to have felt it, and then there have been moments where I’ve gained the curious attention of those I’d sent it to – but, there have been cases where I’d immediately determined a difference in the attitude and energy levels of those I’d sent this energy to, having shown no sign of acknowledging having felt it – I just know, I can tell they have.

  I am however curious to know whether they have eventually suspected they’ve felt it. I do it still, from time to time. I have even manifested my inner light to drop like bombs and spread out once contacted the ground by the areas I’ve walked on foot around. I visualize that as the energy I send out hits the ground – it spread out like a dome effect over the city and/or its’ suburbs. I manifest it to sweep in waves over the populous around. I have in turn felt it come back to me at randomized spontaneous intervals and it has felt phenomenal. Seeing all sorts of beautiful colours and feeling. I will continue to send this energy forth, continue focusing on summoning it at will and guiding it out before me. Guiding it out to the bodies of all those present and filling them with this energy. Manifest it within everyone around and amplify it, magnify it so that the chances they’ll feel it are increased. But I myself, will continue to be as open as to receive it when it comes back.

  But, I will also put it to use just as I’m about to engage intimately with a girl. I wrote the following poem based solely on a visual of a fantasy I’d had spontaneously flash through my mind, and at the most irrelevant and inconvenient time, it had. But it got me to thinking, thinking that I might, in fact, divulge this somehow – valuable information. Something I’m not too certain has been brought to light before, and especially not spoken the way I had interpreted here. And obviously, something that may take some time and practice and patience to master but isn’t so difficult that, not everyone can’t do it, anyone can. Everyone can. I think it just takes the right someone to teach, the right someone to open your eyes and the eyes of all those unbelievers – the right someone who can show you how to keep an open mind – or – open the minds of those still remaining sceptics. Yeah, takes patience.

  Within this visual; I was laid beside a medium sized blonde girl with whom wore nought but a lacy-black lingerie, and we were atop the blankets of a bed. I urged her to close her eyes and cle
ar her mind and just feel her body all from within. I did not touch her once but glided my hands and fingers slowly from her feet to her head, top to toes again but, manifested a misty, neon-coloured cloud that would swell and flow over the girl and through her physical exterior to soak within. The mist, changing colours all the time but secreting an amplified stimulus of the feeling of love. I had controlled it so that as it touched her, it tingled her with a feeling she would be the more aroused by – focusing my love energy all over the tender and sensitive places surely bound to pick up on the sensation. And all the time I’d feed more of her excitement of this feeling to those parts, caress her with it. Show her, give her something to see all the time her eyes are closed. And she sees what she feels. She begins to moan, groan, occasionally even giggle at the growing of the sensation she feels ebbing, flowing, sweeping over her. I’d sent it sweeping over her but then settled it down through her and she was beside herself, ecstatic with a pleasure that was to only intensify until she could move no longer, make no other sounds besides a laughter at the sensation tickling her. More than pleased, more than satisfied – mind blown.” – Setth.

  Sweep Over You

  I wonder if you have a moment I could steal,

  To whisk you away and give you something to feel,

  Something you may find difficult to believe is real,

  A desirous thrill searched long and hard for still,

  I will ask your allowance to be meticulously lewd,

  You see I struggle subdued, in an internal feud,

  I don’t want to seem to be ridiculously rude,

  But what I beg to share demands you to be nude,

  If it’s to suffice, I’ll shut off the lights,

  But have you lie beside and close your eyes,

  Make no sudden moves and I’ll get going the groove,

  You’ve got nothing to lose, just allow me to amuse,

  Keep your eyes closed tight,

  And clear out you mind,

  Tell me what you feel then tell me what you see,

  A coloured misty energy, sweep over you from me,

  Purples, greens, pinks, blues, reds, all neon,

  And you begin to feel an incredible phenomenon,

  Feel it, fearless, there’s a love going on,

  Remember the integrity when I am one day gone,

  I know upon appearance I’m not quite your average taste,

  Though underlying, hidden, concealed is intense grace,

  And NO ONE ever really knows just looking at my face,

  But they’re soon amazed as soon as they show faith,

  You’ll be surprised when I shut off the lights,

  And have you lie beside with closed eyes,

  Make no sudden moves and I’ll get going the groove,

  You’ve got nothing to lose, just allow me to amuse,

  Keep your eyes closed tight,

  And free out your mind,

  Tell me what you feel then tell me what you see,

  The coloured neon energy sweep over you from me,

  Nothing you could’ve ever expect to come from me,

  But something you might soon accept and come to believe,

  Sweep Over You – cont.

  Something too I suspect, may become a need,

  But if you haven’t had it yet you’ll soon look to receive,

  A woman I once loved dropped me as though I were hot and it burnt,

  And now I’m out searching, seeking, to share what I have learnt,

  I’m eager, itching to take another turn and introduce a yearn,

  And in that very moment guide you away from all concern,

  What I ask to give and share requires no conditions nor toll,

  And you still maintain your own level of control,

  But should you be bold and decide to take firm hold,

  You’ll feel me open up and wash over you with my soul,

  I’ll shut off the lights and suffice with unearthly surprise,

  And ask of you to lie beside and to close your eyes,

  Make no sudden moves, I’ll get going the groove,

  Just allow me to amuse – you’ve got nothing to lose,

  Keep your eyes shut tight and free up your mind,

  Share with me time to let me make you mine,

  Tell me what you feel then tell me what you see,

  A misty coloured energy to sweep over you from me,

  And I’ll not touch you once all that time,

  Unless you feel you’ll lose your mind,

  By then you’ll show a sign that you just want to grind,

  And who would I be to deny love of the physical kind?

  Shut off the lights and I’ll surprise,

  Come lay beside and close your eyes,

  Make no sudden moves and I’ll begin the groove,

  Let me amuse, you’ve got nothing to lose,

  Free up your mind, and keep your eyes shut tight,

  Share with me time, and you’ll soon be mine,

  Tell me what you feel then tell me what you see,

  A neon-coloured misty energy, sweep over you from me.

  Exit Scenario

  “I have no doubt a good many of you won’t believe me even though I’ve given a personal account, but, keep doing what you’re doing if it works the best for you. Remember that sceptics never get as far as optimists, pessimists never get as far as optimists – and if you’re an optimist, you’ll keep an open mind and try something different, knowing you’ll learn something new, or see that something different could benefit if you’re mind isn’t so set. If it’s not maybe working the way you thought – you might have missed a crucial piece you hadn’t accounted for, in which case it might require further thought. But never be afraid to do something new and something you haven’t tried. You might be surprised. For a good lot of time (most of my life so far,) I was a prisoner of my own darkness. Only now, I’m opening and allowing others to see the vulnerable, inner light of mine, and I’m in my late 20’s. I had for a long time believed it wouldn’t be so safe to show that inner light of mine – nor even safe to share it, but I have had more enjoyment out of doing so and dazzling people with it than shutting off from the world and sinking, seeping down into the black tar-pit of negativity, bad and wrong and evil. I loved evil, it kept me suspended, on alert for those deceitful enough to harm and trespass against me in any way. I am beginning to learn that the web of the universe is connected with all of us in every other way we haven’t yet determined. We are all connected, and the universe feels what happens with us and to us, and it feels what we do in turn; if we only open up to the darkness – it will snatch a good firm grip on you any chance it can and will invite you to exact all sorts of monotonous decisions, it wants you to benefit the evil it stands for. Never-mind what you want. The darkness cares solely for its own survival and there are thousands who unwillingly, unwittingly feed it. And then there isn’t any proper balance and chaos reigns. I’m finally learning that yes, there are deceitful people out there who’ll take as much as they can from you – and I think they’re only doing it out of necessity, in which case, show the love – share the love – clothe them with as much love as humanly possible and they, in turn, may feel just that conflicted enough to share some of it back without having meant to. But, on the other hand – give some level of what darkness they shed back to ’em. I was for some time afraid that whatever light I could summon to share would eventually be used against me, afraid that I would become a victim of my own devices. To an extent, I might have been, but my faith in the universe shows me some insight into whether what had happened was deserved of or not. And then, of course, there’s karma, and the faith that I have in the universe – the knowledge that it would feel where there is an imbalance – it would attempt to correct it, fix itself and if I ask – if I give p
raise and thanks, but ask – then I will eventually see a change. Things will go in my favour when I only go to give of the good. Energy will return to sweep my way and over me just as I send it sweeping out to refresh the world around me. I will receive that which I send out. I will love and be loved in reciprocation. I will sweep my love, and the essence of my soul out and over you.” – Setth.

  Enter Scenario

  “She’s the most amazing woman I have ever met. She gets me, she understands me – understands the logic. I feel so close to her, and feel something deep with her – something spiritual. There’s just so much that I want to say; overwhelmed with emotion, a happiness beyond any I’ve felt for a good long time. We are so close that I can feel the things she feels and think the same things as her at the same time – that we both have the same idea doing the same thing at spontaneous intervals. We work harmoniously together – as though we are one single being, and all the time I marvel at our synchronicity. I am mesmerized by her. We are like a mirror to each-other being so similar and I love it – I love everything about her and everything we do together. She’s the girl of my dream, my Diamond Goddess, my Dazeirre, thank you for being so beautiful honey, I know it’s your nature and you can’t help it but I love it anyway blossom, Thank You. Xoxo” – Illsequyrie.

 

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