by Laini Taylor
“Stay with me, and I’ll stay with you,” she’d tried bargaining.
“No, you won’t,” Sparrow had replied. “You’ll skip off free the instant your turn is over.”
“Well, can you blame me?”
“No. And that’s why I’m skipping off free now.” And she had, and so had Feral, claiming he had to refill the tub in the rain room, and so Ruby had taken a nap, more out of spite than fatigue. But now she was awake, and as her flash of panic receded, she heard voices out in the corridor.
And… were those footsteps?
You never heard footsteps in the citadel, because they all went barefoot all the time. But Ruby heard them now and came instantly alive. She was off the bed and sprinting down the stairs from Minya’s bedroom, through the domed antechamber to the door. Lazlo had left it open when he brought the doors back to life, since they were all coming and going so often, and it was a good thing, or else Ruby wouldn’t have heard anything, or woken up, or poked her head out into the corridor to the incredible sight of people crossing the passage up ahead. Fully human, fully alive, boot-wearing people.
Ruby ducked back inside, breathing fast. What were people doing in the citadel? She peeked out again. They were headed into the passage that led to the heart of the citadel, and she registered what she hadn’t before: that Lazlo, Sarai, Sparrow, and Feral were walking with them. Calmly.
No one was holding anyone hostage, as far as she could tell. And… was that the scent of bread?
Well. If they thought she was going to stay here and watch Minya sleep at a time like this, they were sorely mistaken. Indignantly, she followed them.
Every soul left in Weep was watching the citadel. After so many years living in dread of the sight of it, it was hard to make themselves look at it now. But their own had gone up there and none would be easy until their return, so they watched.
Into this curious waiting, Soulzeren and Ozwin returned. They’d been sent for by Azareen, and had made the trip back from Enet-Sarra only to learn that she and Eril-Fane had flown with Lazlo up to the citadel.
“I suppose that means they don’t need our services after all,” remarked Ozwin.
They were the husband-and-wife botanist and mechanist who’d conceived the silk sleigh, a clever flying machine lifted by the gas given off by decaying ulola flowers. They were part of the Godslayer’s delegation, and had vacated the city the other morning along with nearly everyone else.
“Well, I can’t say I’m sorry to be back,” said Soulzeren.
It wasn’t that they’d minded the rugged conditions at Enet-Sarra. They hailed from the Thanagost badlands and weren’t put off by a little camping. It was their fellow faranji they’d minded. Their sourness and bickering had poisoned the very air. Soulzeren thought the others might have borne the danger and inconvenience with more fortitude if they’d still believed the Godslayer’s “great reward” could be theirs at the end of it. But they were men of facts and numbers, and with Weep’s problem no longer seeming likely to be resolved by mundane means, they were embittered by their sudden irrelevance.
The word unnatural had been tossed about like a hot potato, and sweet, earnest Lazlo Strange had been trumped up into an infernal mastermind who’d had them all fooled.
“You reckon it’s safe to stay?” asked Ozwin, rubbing his balding head. Their escort hadn’t been quite clear on the situation in the city, but nobody seemed panicked, and that boded well.
“Some’ll be safer if we do. I’m less likely to commit murder here,” replied Soulzeren.
“Well then, that settles it. Murder’s an awful bother. Bodies to deal with, paperwork and that.”
Soulzeren raised an eyebrow. “Paperwork for murder?”
“There’s paperwork for everything. Shall we reclaim our old room, my lady?”
And so they ambled over to the Merchants’ Guildhall, where they were greeted by the astonishing sight of Thyon Nero unhitching a donkey from a cart. He looked decidedly disheveled, his usually pristine clothes wrinkled and dusty, and his famous golden hair uncombed. “Oh,” he said, surprised to see them, and smiled not at all unpleasantly. “You’re back.”
For a moment they could only stare. He seemed a different man from the one they’d traveled the Elmuthaleth with, who would certainly never have touched a donkey, or worn a dirty shirt, or smiled like he meant it. His smiles had been pickled things, as though they’d been preserved in vinegar on some earlier occasion, to be pulled out to act as garnish to his artfully plated expressions. This smile was crooked and loose and seemed born of laughter. He wasn’t alone. The young Tizerkane, Ruza, was with him, holding a heavy black frying pan, a long strip of bacon lolling from his mouth like a dog’s tongue. This was strange, too. Not the bacon tongue—that was Ruza to a T. But the warrior was Lazlo’s friend, and there had never been any warmth between Thyon Nero and either of them.
Well, thought Soulzeren, disaster makes strange bedfellows.
“Care for some bacon?” Thyon asked.
“I’ll never say no to bacon,” replied Ozwin.
The young men were outside so they could keep an eye on the citadel. After witnessing the departure of the flying metal creatures, they’d drawn straws for who had to go back for the donkey. Thyon had lost, and he’d been halfway back to the sinkhole before it occurred to him that he should be incensed. No doubt Ruza had cheated with the straws (he had, of course), and besides, Thyon should have been exempt from such tasks. He didn’t fetch donkeys. But his outrage had refused to kindle. He didn’t want to be exempt. He wanted to go off muttering and fetch the damn donkey, and come back and be teased about it over a meal of scraps with friends.
Friends? A pair of warriors and a thief? Even now a voice within him explained that they were lowborn, incompatible with his station, and ridiculous besides. But now that voice sounded haughty and condescending, and he wanted to put it in a jar and toss it in a river, then sit and eat bacon with his ridiculous, lowborn friends.
Calixte and Tzara emerged from the guildhall with a tray piled high with odds and ends. Calixte squealed to see her fellow faranji returned, and threw her arms around them both, only to immediately draw back, put her hands on her hips, and regard them sternly.
“I can’t believe you left,” she said. “We good faranji stayed here and performed selfless works, in total disregard for our own safety.”
“Selfless works like making sure the cheese gets to fulfill its destiny,” put in Tzara.
Calixte said, “Don’t mock. In my country it’s a crime to let cheese go to waste. It’s the real reason I was in prison—”
“Did you just call me a good faranji?” asked Thyon, cutting her off.
“No,” scoffed Calixte. “As if.”
“You did. I heard you.” Thyon turned to Ruza. “You heard her, too.”
“I heard cheese destiny,” Ruza said, though it was hard to make out because he still had his bacon tongue, and had to talk with his teeth together to keep it from falling out of his mouth.
“I heard,” said Tzara. “He’s winning you over. Admit it.”
“Only because he found bacon,” said Calixte, grabbing a slice out of the skillet. Holding it up, she said, very seriously, “Bacon has a destiny, too.”
They’d pulled a table out of the dining room, and they fetched extra chairs for Soulzeren and Ozwin. “So how are things downriver?”
They apprised each other of the situations in both places.
“You saw Lazlo?” Soulzeren asked. “Is he all right?”
“Well, we didn’t get to talk to him,” Calixte said with a scowl. “He flew off. He called up the rest of the metal creatures, you know. Just like that. That’s how they all got up there.”
“You should have seen them,” Thyon said. “It was surreal.” As an afterthought, he added, “Though I can’t believe none of them rode the dragon.”
“I know!” said Ruza. “What was Azareen’s thinking, choosing a winged horse when she could have a dragon?�
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“I don’t think she was really focused on which creature was best,” said Tzara.
“You shouldn’t have to focus on it,” said Ruza. “It’s instinctive. Dragons are always best.”
They talked, all eyes straying upward to the citadel, wondering what was going on up there, until all the cheese and bacon, the nuts and overripe apricots had fulfilled their destinies and only crumbs remained.
“So,” said Soulzeren, pushing back from the table to light her pipe. “What are these selfless works the good faranji have been engaged in, with such disregard to their own safety?”
“Not much,” said Calixte, offhand, stretching lazily. “Just restoring the lost knowledge of an ancient civilization.”
Thyon stood up, dusting crumbs off his trousers. “Come have a look,” he said.
“What is this place?” asked Lazlo, who had not yet seen the heart of the citadel. It was vast and mathematically perfect: a flawless inverse sphere.
“We used to play in here,” said Sarai. “Until we outgrew the opening. We don’t know what it was for. It’s… odd.”
“How do you mean?”
“You’ll see.”
They crossed the antechamber, and as soon as Lazlo stepped into the sphere—onto the walkway that led around its circumference—he did see. Or rather, he felt and heard. It was difficult to describe. A muteness seemed to reach out to envelop him, as though a great void had opened up and the sound of his breathing was siphoned away and sucked into it. As for the metal’s energies, they were wildly complex here, like music composed by some mad virtuoso.
Eril-Fane stepped out beside him, with his mother holding his arm. They looked around, not knowing what they’d expected to find, and all of them, whether this was their first sight of the chamber or not, were alike unable to fathom what might have been done with children here that they had gone in but never come out.
“Maybe they sacrificed them,” said Feral. “No, listen. It is the heart of the citadel. Maybe it needed blood or spirit to function or something. Maybe the metal absorbed the children and that’s what made it magical.”
“That’s absurd,” said Sarai.
“Is it?” he queried, feeling that he was onto something.
“It is,” Lazlo agreed with Sarai. “The metal doesn’t feed on children, I’m not sorry to say.”
“Well then, what?” Feral asked, disgruntled. It wasn’t so much that he wanted it to feed on children, as that he wouldn’t mind being right.
“I don’t know,” Lazlo said. He thought of Calixte’s theory game that they’d played as they crossed the Elmuthaleth. He’d won by accident, with a theory he’d intended as outlandish. Could anything seem outlandish now, in this world of seraphim and magic? He took the chamber’s measure, from the pair of enormous metal wasps perched on the curve of the walls, to the floating orb at its center, and began to follow the walkway.
He was holding Sarai’s hand. She came with him. The others followed, including Ruby, who had joined them wordlessly, only daring Feral with her eyes to object, and goggling when she realized it was the Godslayer in their midst.
Lazlo approached one of the wasps. The orchard at the abbey had been full of wasps in summer. As a boy, he’d been stung all the time. Even at normal size they were wicked things. Enormous like this, they were nightmarish. Rasalas and the beasts of the anchors were big enough to hold several people astride, but these were on a different scale: All seven of them—eight, including Ruby—could easily fit inside its thorax.
It was just a stray thought, but it teased a thread out of the complex stave of energies that surrounded Lazlo and snagged his attention. Fit inside it? Sensing a door in the thorax, he opened it.
Sarai murmured, craning her neck to see inside. The others looked, too. “There are seats,” she said. “And… cages.”
Cages. Small ones, just the right size for…
…children.
Gooseflesh rose on her arms. Why were there cages in the belly of a wasp in the heart of the angel hovering over Weep?
“It’s a ship,” Lazlo said, looking from one wasp to the other. “Both of them. They’re flying ships.”
“With cages,” said Eril-Fane.
“For children,” finished Suheyla.
The chamber swallowed their breathing and shrank their words, which only increased their disquiet. In a dread-scuffed whisper, Sarai asked, “To take them where?”
35
WHATEVER THIS FATE WAS
Soulzeren and Ozwin had been duly impressed by the good work of book-rescuing, and had squeezed past the crates to go up to their room and rest. The other four remained outside to watch for the return of the metal creatures and their riders. Calixte was rebraiding the single stripe of hair that ran the meridian of Tzara’s shaved head, while Thyon and Ruza looked over the Thakranaxet.
It was open on the courtyard table. The empty tray and bacon pan had been pushed aside, crumbs brushed away, and a clean linen napkin laid out beneath the tome. It wasn’t archival treatment, but it was better than nothing. Thyon had made Ruza go and wash his hands. “It’s your holy book,” he’d pointed out. “Do you want to get greasy fingerprints all over it?”
“I’ll get greasy fingerprints all over you,” the warrior had muttered, going to do as he was told. Thyon, flushing, had pretended not to hear.
Now, hands clean—and brown and square and scarred—Ruza was reading the book. It was a thing of beauty, scribed hundreds of years ago by masters, and illuminated with golden designs. It lay open to a curious diagram that took up a whole spread. It was a row of tall, vertical discs, a half inch or so wide in the middle, and tapering to points at the top and bottom, each labeled in gorgeous script. When Ruza leafed to the next page, then the next, they saw it was more than the one spread. It went on and on.
Whatever it was, Ruza was enthralled by it, focused and serious in a way that made him seem both younger and older. That didn’t make sense, Thyon chided himself. Regardless, it was true: younger because of his earnestness, and older because of his gravity. Thyon wouldn’t have thought he had the capacity for either. He watched as his brown swordsman’s hands gently turned the fragile pages. When he looked up there was awe in his eyes.
“What is it?” Thyon asked.
Ruza ignored him. “Tzara,” he said. “Have a look at this.”
Stung, Thyon sat back. Tzara was looking feline and sleepy as Calixte braided her hair. “What?” she asked lazily.
Ruza angled the Thakranaxet toward her, pointed at the first disc in the diagram, and read, “‘Meliz.’”
Tzara’s eyes opened a little wider. Calixte, her fingers holding small sections of braid, looked as blank as Thyon felt. The word meant nothing to either of them. Ruza flipped again through all the pages of the diagram, dozens and dozens of those thin ovals all pressed together. He pointed to the last and read, “‘Zeru.’”
That word very much meant something: the world. Zeru was the world.
Tzara didn’t look sleepy anymore. She sat up cat-fast, and all the little sections of hair tugged free from Calixte’s fingers to spill in wisps over her smooth brown scalp. The two warriors spoke together, rapid-fire, in their own language, and Thyon felt as though he’d been shoved out a door. Something in his chest that had begun to uncoil seized up again, and the tightness spread. He felt his face tighten, too, and only realized then that it had relaxed and he’d hardly noticed. He re-collected himself and schooled his emotions, casting off his curiosity about the book and its diagrams. He glanced at Calixte. Her brows had knit together. She was deep in concentration, following along with whatever they were saying.
The more fool him, to think he was part of this group. He pushed back from the table to stand, but before he could, Ruza’s hand closed on his. He still wasn’t looking at him, but he had caught his hand so he couldn’t walk away. Thyon stared at his fingers enclosed in Ruza’s as though they belonged to some stranger. He hardly even registered the feeling. It was too a
lien. No one had ever held his hand.
Not that Ruza was holding his hand. He was only touching it. It was nothing. When he let go, though, and drew his hand away, Thyon felt its absence keenly. He coiled his own into a fist, and he might still have left, turmoil bubbling up through the tightness in his chest, but Ruza started talking—in Common Tongue, which could only be meant for him—and he forgot all about walking away as he was reeled into the book’s mystery.
“You know the story of the seraphim?” asked Ruza.
“More or less,” Thyon answered.
“Probably less,” said Ruza.
“Probably,” agreed Thyon, who knew no more than what Strange had told by firelight in the desert. “What of it?”
“There were twelve of them,” said Ruza, either not noticing, or choosing to ignore the snap in the alchemist’s voice. “Chosen of all the best and brightest of their race to voyage outward from their world and ‘stitch all the worlds of the Continuum together with their light.’”
Poetry, thought Thyon, dismissive. “So they came from the stars,” he said.
“No,” said Ruza. “Not the stars. They came from the sky.”
Thyon thought he was just being pedantic. “How is that different?”
“Well, I’ll tell you how. The sky is right there.” He pointed up at it. “Whereas the stars, you may be aware, are very far away. You’ve heard of astronomy?”
Thyon’s eyes turned to slits. “No,” he intoned, unamused. “What is this ‘astronomy’ of which you speak?”
“Anyway, stars are far. Space is big. And you could keep going out there forever and ever and you’d never get to another world.”
Thyon’s brow creased. He had accepted, in some way, that seraphim had been real, but when it came to the particulars, it all sounded like myth. “Then how are the seraphim supposed to have gotten here?”
Tzara took over the explaining. “The worlds lie together like the pages of a book,” she said, brushing her fingers over the Thakranaxet’s gold-edged pages. “Layered. All right? Only, imagine each page is infinite, stretching in all directions forever. If you were somehow to travel through space, you’d be going along the endless plane of a single page, do you see? You would never come to another page.”