by Ge Chun
This... Is the person inside really me? How did I become like this? I was so shocked that I threw away my cell phone, disbelief written all over my face.
CHAPTER 247 - MARRIAGE THE SECOND BATTLEFIELD OF WOMEN
"Ai …" A goddess turning into a bear, that's really sad. " Ling Yue didn't notice my reaction at all, my words made me feel as if I had fallen into a deep abyss.
I can't believe the woman in the camera is me!
I can't believe I'm like this!
The woman's skin was dark yellow and rough, and there were tiny butterfly markings around her eyes. Not to mention that her face was two whole circles larger than before, her two chins were very obvious, the features that I had been proud of were now squeezed together. Her big eyes were now narrowed, and she looked stiff and lifeless.
I lost my nerve for a moment, then picked up the phone again and summoned the courage to take another look. When I saw the "monster" inside, I completely broke down.
"No, this can't be me, it can't be …" I muttered, looking at myself in utter disbelief.
"Why isn't it you? This is you, not the old you. You're so fat now, you must be 150 pounds, right? When the baby is born, it may not lose weight. "Once, my great beauty, now …" Ling Yue acted as if he was heartbroken and beat his chest and stomped his feet. The words he said gave me 10,000 critical points.
"Shut up!" I shouted, covering my face.
At that moment, he was truly in despair.
When he was pregnant with Zaizai, from the time he was pregnant to the time he was born, there was basically no burden. His body was not deformed and there were no spots on his face.
But this time, not only had it been difficult to protect the fetus, but his body had also been severely deformed to such an extent.
No wonder every time Sheng Yun saw me, his eyes would look a little … Complicated.
"Okay, I'll shut up. But there's something I want to ask you. " Ling Yue suddenly said.
"What is it?" I covered my face, still immersed in my own sadness.
"How did you swallow up the Xu family and push Xu Changsheng out of there in a year? I heard it had something to do with finance? Was it that theory of Tai Feng's? I've read a few books written by him before. If a good financial expert doesn't do it, he would actually become a monk. What a pity. " Ling Yue talked to himself.
I still hadn't woken up from my despair. I subconsciously replied, "Yes, many financial consortia abroad use this method. To put it bluntly, they are setting up a trap for their businesses."
"Understood, I'll go back and think about it." Ling Yue said.
From his voice, I could hear that he was obviously pleased. I looked at him and saw that he was thinking.
"Ling Yue, why are you here?" At this moment, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and Sheng Yun walked in carrying a suitcase.
Ling Yue turned around and saw it was Sheng Yun, so he stood up and shrugged: "I came to see the girl I once had in my heart, but now …"
"What nonsense are you spouting!" Sheng Yun tensed up, "Shubei will always be the most beautiful in my heart. "Ling Yue, since we are rivals now, I think it's better for you not to appear here in order to avoid suspicion!"
"I don't like hypocrites like you. If Shubei was the most beautiful in your heart, how come you were so good to that woman at dinner a few days ago?" Come on, admitting that if she gets ugly while pregnant, that means she's ugly, and that she can't be deceived or tricked, let alone escape from problems. " After Ling Yue said that, he shook his head and said, "This man, once a woman gets pregnant, her heart will easily change …"
"Ling Yue, I warn you! Don't sow discord! " Sheng Yun snapped at Ling Yue, looking at me nervously.
Ling Yue's words were like a sharp knife stabbing into my heart. With each sentence, he broke through one of my psychological defenses.
Originally, I was forced to stay in bed every day to protect my child, but I had accumulated a lot of gloom. Now, I found out that my appearance had completely changed, and then I heard Ling Yue say that a beautiful woman was with Sheng Yun. Although I knew Ling Yue Ji might be provoking us, I still got hit and became excited.
"Ling Yue, is what you said true?" I asked excitedly.
"Of course it's true! I even have a photo on my phone. Tsk tsk, someone was holding his hand to attend the party. It was as intimate as possible. " Ling Yue continued.
Sheng Yun directly punched Ling Yue in the face and said with a black face, "You're despicable!"
Ling Yue's nose bled. Ling Yue covered his nose and continued to attack without caring: "I'm despicable? I'm not as good as you. Your wife became a yellow-faced woman for you while you were out enjoying yourself. He had said how much he loved her, but unlike other men, she had changed her mind the moment she became pregnant! Even though I'm despicable, I'm still a bit stronger than you. "At least, I won't be like you.
"Ling Yue, have you said enough?" Sheng Yun roared with a darkened face, "If you've said enough, then scram!"
Ling Yue shrugged indifferently. He suddenly took out a card from his pocket and flew towards me. Then, he quickly left the room.
It turned out to be a photo which landed on my body. When I picked it up to take a look, I felt like I was struck by lightning!
In the photo, Sheng Yun's arm was held by a woman wearing a white evening gown. Both of their faces were brimming with smiles!
The woman beside Sheng Yun is very similar to me. She has the same temperament, the same clothes, and even the same smile!
What makes me even more uncomfortable is that Sheng Yun has always been a person who never smiles. He rarely smiles in public, let alone when he smiles so happily.
I stared at it for a long time, my heart cold. I didn't look up at him.
He put down his luggage, walked over to me, took the photo from me and looked at it.
With just a glance, the normally calm him suddenly panicked. He squatted down and quickly held my hand, his eyes filled with panic and anxiety. "Wife, don't be agitated. Don't be angry. Listen to my explanation."
Typical of the men who cheated, the same as the men in the soap operas I've watched for months.
They were both panicking and upset.
Sheng Yun's reaction made my heart hurt even more!
Had I suffered so much for him in October, endured so much for him to give up his career, ruined my face and body for him, and been betrayed?
"Don't explain, I don't want to hear it. Sheng Yun, I know you too well. I can read your feelings in this picture from your smile. The meaning of every one of your smiles is imprinted on my heart, including your current expression. " I was suddenly calm.
I really wanted to scream hysterically. I wanted to beat him up. I wanted to cry and accuse him.
However, I am a mother now, a mother who nurtures a fragile life. I cannot be excited, because once my emotions are unstable, all the hard work I've done these past few months has gone to waste.
At this point, I have already become ugly, and my husband is very likely to change his mind … But I can't refuse this child who has worked so hard to keep her child alive for months.
"Sometimes what you see might not be true. Shubei, just listen to my explanation, okay?" He looked at me and frowned.
I could tell he was tired. His suitcase was covered with flight tags, his eyes were bloodshot, and he probably hadn't had a good rest in days.
I know how it feels to be in control of two large enterprises by one person, and I have experienced and felt such anxiety before.
"You're tired, sleep on the bed beside us for a while. I'll be quiet, I'll think about it. " "No," I said softly.
"Shubei, I …" Sheng Yun looked at me and hesitated to speak.
"Go to sleep!" I let out a sudden roar, an uncontrollable roar.
As soon as I was excited, the nurse rushed in. I know, just in case, Sheng Yun requested 24 hours of close surveillance to prevent me from discovering any accidents.
I, Xu Shubei
, can't let myself be a joke, a joke from someone else's surveillance screen.
It's not our place to talk now, at least not until I'm born.
In everyone's eyes, I was such a happy woman, I had such a perfect husband and family, I had my own career, I had the most perfect wedding in the world, I had a lovely son, and now I was about to have a second child, the doctor had already hinted at me, a perfect daughter, a happy marriage.
I can't let all this be ruined, I can't.
"Alright, I'll go to sleep, I'll go now. Wife, don't get excited under any circumstances. Don't believe anyone but me. You have to trust me, you have to trust me, you have to take care of everything else, okay? " Sheng Yun's body trembled from my shout and said anxiously.
Nurse Zhou, who had been taking care of me, stood by our side. Every time she saw me and Sheng Yun fight, her eyes were filled with envy.
I know that her thoughts are the thoughts of others.
The more he received the praises of the world, the more he could not afford to lose. A person's life still wants to do their best to be a decent person.
At this moment, I finally understood why both Chinese and Western aristocrats put their face above everything else, and why nothing could lose dignity and dignity.
It was clear that I had been held in such a position that even if I were holding a glass heart, I would still have to be happy.
Even if he retreated ten thousand steps, and Sheng Yun really went off track, and he really went off track … I can't think, I can't think.
Every time she encountered something she couldn't figure out or get through, she fell asleep first.
I think we should get some sleep, too. Perhaps, sleep up, my beauty and ugliness, Sheng Yun is also Ling Yue's framing, then all clear.
"En, good afternoon, husband." I suddenly gave Sheng Yun a serene smile.
Perhaps this smile was very strange in his eyes, but I knew that in the eyes of Nurse Zhou, I was still a happy woman.
It was said that after marriage, a woman would meet a completely new person. The moment I smiled, I suddenly realized that my inner self had been shut down, and a new self was rapidly growing branches and organization...
There is a belief in my heart that, since I have chosen marriage, I will have to bear all the consequences of marriage, good and evil, and accept it all and smile in welcome.
I will not let this fortress completely collapse at the very beginning.
I know, another battle of my life, once again blew the horn...
CHAPTER 248 - THE OTHER ME APPEARED
There was an empty bed next to me. As long as Sheng Yun wasn't on business, he would sleep on the bed next to me.
My body is as fragile as glass right now. Sheng Yun doesn't dare to touch me, and we rarely have intimate actions.
"As close as it is possible to be, as deep as a shallow clear stream. The highest point is tomorrow, while the lowest is next of kin. "
It was the truest state of marriage described by a poet in the Tang Dynasty, and the state depicted in the poem, I began to feel it in my heart.
After marriage, because of a variety of reasons, it is difficult to be like before marriage under the moon, love, love.
Sheng Yun was probably too tired. After he lay down, he fell asleep very quickly, and I could hear his light snoring.
I looked at him sideways. He slept with his face turned toward me, his face still as handsome as it had been before, and he had obviously treated women more harshly than men.
Sheng Yun was a stylish businessman. He paid a lot of attention to self-care and wore the same brand clothes all year round. Every day, he used skin care products to keep his appearance clean and clean.
How many women didn't like men like that?
In fact, from the moment I got married, I knew that it would be hard for me to get married in the future.
To countless women, Sheng Yun's own charm was hard to resist. Furthermore, it's just as Ling Yue said. If a goddess turns into a bear and she's pregnant, she can't be touched or touched. There will be countless women coveting him.
A month ago, the pretty Nurse Wang was always flirting and acting shy towards Sheng Yun. I didn't see it in her eyes, but Sheng Yun took the initiative to ask the hospital to change people in a few days. Now, it was the simple and reliable Nurse Zhou who was by my side.
It was impossible for Sheng Yun to change his mind now. But the appearance of the woman who resembled me must have been a bad omen.
After he fell asleep, I went over and over again. His initially flustered heart gradually calmed down.
I still need to keep my phone by my side. I need to contact the outside world. I need to pay close attention to Sheng Yun's movements and not be isolated from the outside world.
I kept looking at Sheng Yun's face and thinking. I did not sleep, but my head grew clearer and clearer.
Sheng Yun slept for about half an hour. Nurse Zhou did fetal heart monitoring for me. The baby's strong heartbeat woke him up.
"Wife." When I woke up, he called out to me.
"Yeah, she's monitoring the baby." I turned to look at him, smiling brightly.
At that moment, he laughed, too, and got out of bed. He came over and took my hand naturally, and we listened to the baby's strong heartbeat.
He couldn't help but place a kiss on my forehead and say gently, "Wife, it's been hard on you these days."
The crisis brought by Ling Yue was slowly being resolved by the warmth between us. However, there were still some problems that I needed to figure out slowly.
He couldn't be impatient.
A man couldn't just jump up and down and become a shrew if he had any trace of cheating, but he couldn't lower his head and turn into an ostrich either. He had to find out what the crux of the problem was, analyze the cause of the problem, and figure out the countermeasures.
"You've worked hard too. Look how tired you are. Where have you been these past few days?" My silent inquiry began.
"Going to Beijing, Shanghai, Suzhou, Guangzhou... We're running out of China, and we were supposed to be heading out of the country. I was worried that I would miss you too much if you didn't see me, so I decided to rush back first and accompany you properly for two days. " Sheng Yun said.
Nurse Zhou pursed her lips and smiled.
The doctor came in and said to us, "Okay, Mom and Dad, now we're going to do the baby's color Doppler. It just so happens that dad wants to see how the baby looks like inside mom's belly! "
She had been pregnant for five months, and had undergone previous screening and four-dimensional color Doppler. The baby was fine, but the placenta was previa, which resulted in low fetal position. If the baby was not in bed, it would be easy to be born prematurely.
The baby was growing all right in my stomach, and the doctor pointed the screen at us, and we both watched the baby on the screen.
I looked at Sheng Yun subconsciously. His face was brimming with the joy of being a father as he said, "I can see my baby's little hands and feet. They're just as chubby as Zaizai's."
"Both of them have a high nose bridge. They are similar to you." I said, smiling.
"Sister and sister, wait a minute," Sheng Yun suddenly became excited, "Wife, you mean, this is your sister?"
"I didn't say that I would only know when I was born." I laughed, and when I saw how happy the baby was inside me, I suddenly felt like it didn't matter if I got ugly and fat, because what could be more important than a new life?
"Mr. Sheng, you two are very likely to have one son and one daughter. I hope that you all will continue to work hard and strive to two out of ten years! " The doctor smiled and gave us a clear hint.
At that moment, the steady Mr. Sheng was so happy that he almost carried me out of bed.
I knew how much he longed to have another daughter. Duo Duo's accidental death had always been the knot in his heart.
Only a new life could open this knot.
"The baby is all right, but the mother will h
ave to work hard for a few more months. Be careful and rest, and ring the bell whenever you need it. " The doctor told us with a smile that he and Nurse Zhou had left the room after the examination.
As soon as the doctor left, Sheng Yun held my face and kissed me for a long time without hesitation.
"Don't you dislike my ugly, fat face?" I asked, pushing him away.
"No matter if you're fat or old, in my heart, you're still my most beautiful and best wife." Sheng Yun said affectionately, pressing his head against mine and saying, "Great, my wife, this is great! I always felt that this child must have been reborn to be our child. This time, we must love her, okay? "
"That should be the case. Only that ghost girl, Duo Duo, would be so mischievous." I said, smiling, relieved.
Doe's death was hard for me to accept. After all, it was a child, a living being.
This daughter of mine, I will definitely pamper her. I will use my life to pamper her, I won't let her suffer any more accidents.
Sheng Yun caressed my stomach and then said softly, "Baby, when you come out, you must treat mom well and be a caring little cotton-padded jacket for mom. Your mom really suffered a lot for you, okay? "
At this moment, his stomach made a miraculous movement.
"You see, the baby understands me." Sheng Yun said in surprise, then he said to me, "Wife, the child's nickname, when the time comes, you can call him Qian Jin. She is not only our young miss, but she also represents my respect for you. I hope you can understand my words. "
"Then explain the picture." I asked.
"I knew you would want to know about the picture," Sheng Yun smiled knowingly, then said, "About three months ago, an executive recommended that girl to me at a large recruitment event in Xu's Group. He told me that I must take a look, and that she looked very similar to you."
"That's why it piqued my curiosity. So I specifically interviewed her, and it turns out that she really does seem like you, "Sheng Yun said," Whether it's the way you talk, the way you handle things, or even the way you act … It can almost turn into reality. "
"So, you were moved by her? Anyway, I don't look the same anymore, do I? " My heart tightened and I almost couldn't control my emotions.