by Tracy Borman
By now his breathing was rapid and his eyes blazing as he stared at Frances, searching for reassurance – forgiveness, even.
‘I know that I should not have encouraged their schemes,’ he went on, his voice steadier. ‘That it was madness to imagine they could destroy a king and his entire regime. I should have made them see reason – made Tom see reason – but I was too caught up in their fervour, in the blindness of my faith.’
He could no longer look at Frances, but her eyes never left him. As she watched him now, his gaze fixed upon the fire and his lips pressed tightly together, she pictured him as a rebellious traitor. She had remembered him as a mild-mannered, affable man, whose breeding and discretion made him an ideal courtier. How well he had concealed his true beliefs, his true nature.
It was not the first time she had been fooled by a man of the court. Tom’s revelations had been strikingly similar, yet they had shaken her to the core. There was a time when she had believed Tom’s dishonesty had been more than just concealment: it had been a betrayal of everything they had had together – their intimacy, their trust, their love. She knew later that he had kept the truth from her simply to protect her.
‘Why are you here?’
Sir Thomas looked up at her. Frances knew her abruptness surprised him but cared little for that. He sipped his wine, then set the glass on the table. ‘I know what you and Tom were to each other,’ he said quietly.
Frances held back the tears that threatened to betray her. His eyes softened as he looked at her. I do not want your pity, she thought.
‘I know, too, that a part of him has stayed with you.’ His voice was barely a whisper. ‘The queen sent for me upon my return to court, I thought, to warn me that her husband knew me for a traitor, though I had remained in Flanders until I could be sure my name was not among those he still seeks.’ Another pause. ‘But it was of you that Her Majesty wished to speak.’
Frances’s head jerked up.
‘She told me you are with child,’ Sir Thomas said bluntly.
Instinctively, Frances’s hands flew to her belly. How could Anne betray her secret so readily? Had she told others too?
‘You must not be angry, my lady,’ Sir Thomas said soothingly. ‘She wished only to help you.’
‘By betraying me to a man I hardly know?’ Frances retorted.
‘Her Majesty is aware that, even here, you are in danger. Though I am sure your servants can be trusted, it would take only an idle slip to ruin your reputation, and that of your family.’
‘Do you think I do not know that, Sir Thomas?’ Frances demanded, her face now pale with fury. ‘My parents have taken great care in this. None of us is as thoughtless as you suppose.’
‘Please – let me continue. Though nobody but the queen and I knows that the child is Tom’s, if your pregnancy were to be discovered beyond the confines of this estate, it would not take long for Cecil to hear of it. And he would use it as proof that you conspired with a notorious traitor to destroy the king and his entire parliament. You would be put to death – the child too.’
The truth of his words smote her. Though she had known the dangers of her situation, she had been so consumed by grief for Tom that they had lurked at the edge of her vision. In truth she would care little for what might happen to her, should her part in the plot be discovered. She had stood ready to deliver the Princess Elizabeth to the plotters once they had blown up the king and his Parliament, so that they might set her upon the throne and marry her to a Catholic prince. That was high treason. Yet, on some days, she felt she would welcome death as a release from her wretchedness at losing Tom. Her desire to protect the child always proved stronger, though. It was the only part of him that she had left.
‘Then what do you propose, Sir Thomas?’ she asked.
He leaned forward and took her hands in his. ‘To marry you,’ he said simply.
Frances recoiled. ‘You think I am a chattel to be bought? That I could transfer my affections to you now that the man I loved more than my own soul – the man you claim was a dear friend – lies cold in his grave?’
She made to snatch away her hands, but his grip was stronger.
‘You are in great danger, Lady Frances.’ His eyes bored into hers as he spoke. ‘I promised Tom that if he were to perish, I would do everything in my power to protect you. When the queen told me of your condition, I knew what I must do – as, I think, did she. If you accept, I will raise the child as my own and tell my household we married last year, shortly after I took my leave of absence. They will not think to question it – I have been a virtual stranger to them these past few months.’
Frances struggled to order her thoughts. Though her anger had abated at the mention of the vow Tom had obliged his friend to make, the idea of marrying a virtual stranger was abhorrent, even if it brought her his protection. She had surely lived long enough on her own wits to safeguard herself and her child.
Sir Thomas continued, ‘I expect nothing from you. I do not ask for your love,’ Frances flinched at the word, ‘or even your esteem. It would be a marriage in name only. But I make this offer on one condition: you must vow never to make contact with any of Tom’s family or associates, or with any of those who seek to finish what he and Catesby started. You must utterly relinquish any allegiance to the Catholic cause.’
Frances shot him a scornful look. ‘You would so easily abandon the cause for which you have fought all these years? For which Tom and his friends died?’ She stopped abruptly, trying to control her rising fury. ‘Well, if your principles are so malleable, then mine are not. I will abide by the true faith and support those who seek to destroy this heretic king.’
Sir Thomas stared back at her, his chest rising and falling. ‘We would live as the king’s faithful subjects,’ he said, his voice low. ‘Though we may believe differently in our hearts, the days of plotting are over. There are many others of our faith who have chosen to conceal their true beliefs and conform to the king’s so that they may live in peace. Only those too blind to see still cling to the hope that the Catholics will prevail. You must open your eyes, Frances, as I have done. If you do otherwise, you will destroy yourself and your child.’
He stood, and the sound of the heavy oak chair scraping on the flagstones echoed around the hall. ‘I do not expect an answer now,’ he said. ‘I have lodgings in Salisbury and will return the day after tomorrow. If you accept my offer, we will leave for Buckinghamshire the same day.’
Frances sat quite still, long after the echo of the front door slamming had faded into silence.
CHAPTER 3
21 April
‘Sister, calm yourself,’ Edward said irritably.
Frances turned from the window. ‘I wish you would let me go and look for her. It is almost dark now, so nobody would see me. I know those woods better than anyone. She might have fallen and be lying hurt. She did not even have a cloak with her. She will surely freeze.’
‘She will have stayed gossiping with one of the women in the village and lost track of time. I wonder you should trouble yourself so much about her.’
‘Ellen raised us!’ Frances cried, rounding on him. ‘She loved us as her own and always will. It would grieve her sorely to hear you speak of her as if she meant no more to you than a passing acquaintance.’
Edward had the grace to look ashamed, but he soon recovered himself. ‘I hear that just such an acquaintance paid you a visit today, Frances,’ he said, smiling at her obvious discomfiture. ‘When were you planning to tell me? You cannot have thought to keep your admirer a secret in such a backwater as this. There is little enough else to talk about.’
Frances would not let her brother goad her into losing her temper, as she had seen him do to their elder sister Elizabeth many times as children.
‘Sir Thomas Tyringham is an acquaintance from court,’ she replied calmly. ‘I was introduced to him by our uncle upon first arriving at Whitehall, but have hardly seen him since. He did not stay for long.’ She lifted h
er chin as she returned Edward’s gaze.
‘Is it not strange that a gentleman whom you know so little should travel all this way for such a brief and inconsequential meeting? His estates are in Buckinghamshire, I understand, so Longford is hardly on his way to anywhere.’
Frances knew that Edward would have made enquiries about her visitor. ‘Perhaps he had business in Salisbury. I hardly know or care, brother,’ she said airily, but the flush that was creeping up her neck betrayed her. She noticed her brother’s smile broaden.
He rose to his feet and came to where she was standing. ‘Is it him?’
Frances jumped back as if he had struck her. Her face was deeply flushed now, and her hands shook with fury. ‘Who?’ she demanded, though she understood her brother’s question well enough.
‘Your feckless suitor, the one who has shamed you – shamed our family. Father told me he was dead, but that’s a little too convenient, don’t you think?’
‘He is dead!’ Frances cried, brushing away the tears that filled her eyes. She hated to show such weakness in front of her brother. She made as if to leave, but he gripped her arm, his fingers digging deep into her flesh.
‘Forgive me if I no longer take your word as the truth, sister,’ he sneered. ‘Tell me, has Sir Thomas been pricked by his conscience, or did Father bribe him to make you an offer?’
Frances glared at him. ‘Sir Thomas is not the father of my child,’ she said. ‘Father spoke the truth – that man is dead. You will never know his name.’ Her brother’s eyes flashed. ‘But Sir Thomas did ask me to marry him. He knows of my situation and is willing to claim the child as his own. He does this to honour his late friend.’
Edward released his grip, his eyes narrowing. ‘If this is true, then it is a good deal more than you deserve,’ he said, with the petulance she remembered from their childhood. ‘I presume you accepted.’
‘No.’
She was gratified to see his eyes widen in shock.
‘Why ever not?’ he demanded, incredulous. ‘Do you expect to receive a host of other suitors, to have the same luxury of choice as your former charge?’
‘Princess Elizabeth is not yet of an age to marry, brother,’ Frances replied smoothly.
‘Do not toy with me, Frances,’ he spat. ‘You were always obstinate, but even you must see that Sir Thomas’s offer is better than any other you may receive – better, certainly, than you deserve. How could you refuse him?’
‘I did not refuse him, Edward,’ she said.
‘But you said—’
‘I said only that I did not accept. Sir Thomas has given me two days to consider. It seems he has the qualities of a true gentleman, unlike those who merely pretend to be so.’
She swept from the room, slamming the door behind her.
Frances rose early the following morning. She had slept only fitfully, troubled by fears for Ellen. An image of the old woman lying injured and unable to move in the woods flitted before her. She cursed her brother for refusing to let her look for her – and for making no move to do so himself. Well, she would no longer be gainsaid. She glanced at the clock in the parlour. Half past six. Edward would not be up for another two hours at least. With sudden resolve, she dressed and walked purposefully from the room.
The stable boy was already at work forking out the soiled straw. He jumped in surprise when he saw her, and bowed his head respectfully.
‘I am sorry I startled you, Robert,’ Frances said kindly. ‘Ellen has not yet returned from the village, so I would be obliged if you would ride there to enquire after her.’
The boy flicked a nervous glance towards the house and seemed to hesitate. ‘The master—’
‘Do not concern yourself. You will be back before my brother has risen. Take Hartshorn,’ she said, patting her horse’s neck. ‘He is the surest-footed through the woods.’
Robert hastened to fetch the tack. Frances helped him saddle the horse, then watched as the boy nimbly mounted. ‘Please – take care to look about you,’ she urged. ‘Ellen may have fallen and be lying hurt. Take this blanket with you so that you might keep her warm if you need to go for help.’
The boy reached for it, then tapped his heels into Hartshorn’s flanks and rode briskly away. Frances watched until he was out of sight, drawing her cloak against the chill morning air. With luck, he would return within the hour, Ellen in the saddle behind him. Her old nurse would be glad not to suffer the long walk home, Frances reflected, forcing herself to believe Edward’s theory that the old woman had lost track of time and decided to stay with a friend in the village.
She glanced back at the house but had no desire to go inside just yet. Turning, she strolled in the direction of the wilderness. The hem of her dress soon grew damp where it brushed against the dewy grass, and the cool moisture seeped through the soft leather of her shoes. It was no matter. They would dry in front of the fire while she ate her breakfast.
Her agitation began to subside. She felt a little better for having done something to find Ellen, and the tranquillity of the garden worked as a balm upon her soul. But soon the memory of Sir Thomas’s visit intruded upon her thoughts. How would she answer when he returned tomorrow? She had no desire to marry any man, let alone one she hardly knew. It felt like a betrayal of Tom, even though his friend had pledged to protect her. Sir Thomas must be a man of great honour to sacrifice his own happiness for the sake of such a promise. Would he really expect nothing from her? She could hardly believe it, though he had seemed in earnest. There would be no heirs of his own body if he stayed true to his word. He would surely then resent Tom’s child as a daily reminder of what he had sacrificed.
She had reached the edge of the wilderness now. The grass underfoot was longer, the path less defined. She breathed in deeply, catching the scent of the woods that lay tantalisingly close. She took another step. Edward was probably still sleeping. He would never know if she defied his orders. With a few more paces, she could be among the ancient oaks, gathering the sweet violets and soft yellow primroses that would be opening their delicate petals to the early-morning sunshine.
Just then, she caught the distant chimes of St Peter’s. Six, seven, eight. How could it be so late already? She had lost track of time as she had wandered, consumed by her thoughts. Reluctantly, she went slowly back towards the house.
She was surprised to see Edward already sitting at the breakfast table when she entered the parlour. ‘Good morning, sister,’ he said coldly. ‘I trust you have not been wandering far – though the state of your dress suggests otherwise.’
‘I went only to the edge of the wilderness,’ Frances replied. ‘I rose early and sent Robert to look for Ellen.’ She had judged he would find out soon enough anyway.
‘You had no right to do so,’ he said irritably. ‘I alone direct the servants in this house.’
Frances opened her mouth to object, but the sound of a horse’s hoofs fast approaching reverberated around the room. She rushed to the window, but her brother was there before her.
‘Robert has returned. No,’ he said, pushing her back. ‘You will stay here while I go and talk to him. You have meddled enough already.’
Soon Frances heard his footsteps crunching on the stones of the path as he strode to meet the stable boy. She felt the panic rise in her chest as she waited, straining for any echo of their conversation. But she could hear only the chattering of the birds as they flitted between the branches of the trees that bordered the estate.
She started at the slam of the front door. A moment later, her brother appeared, flushed and agitated. He closed the door behind him and guided Frances roughly to the far side of the room.
‘Did he find Ellen?’ she asked urgently. ‘Is she safe?’
‘She is in safe-keeping, that is certain.’ Edward snorted.
Her relief drained away as she looked at her brother, a muscle in his jaw pulsing.
‘The Reverend Pritchard has detained her on suspicion of witchcraft.’
‘No!
’
The tincture. The priest had condemned such practices from the moment he had arrived in the parish, eager to win favour with his sovereign. Frances herself had come under his suspicious gaze on more than one occasion. Only her father’s intervention had saved her from any reprisals when she had last lived here. But her beloved Ellen had not been so fortunate. Frances chastised herself for placing her in such danger.
Edward was regarding her closely now. ‘She was tending some sick woman in the village. A potion was found on her person, though she tried to conceal it when the priest came to minister to the woman.’ His eyes bored into Frances’s and she forced herself not to look away. ‘I wonder that Ellen would have taken such a risk,’ he added.
‘He has no right to detain her against her will,’ Frances murmured, her teeth clenched.
‘He has every right!’ Edward shouted, then glanced quickly back towards the door. ‘He has every right,’ he repeated, more quietly this time. ‘The king has pronounced that witchcraft in all its forms is heresy, punishable by death, and has charged every priest in the kingdom to be vigilant. If they discover anyone practising such foul arts, they have full powers to arrest them and have them brought before the assizes.’
‘But Ellen is innocent,’ Frances urged. ‘It was I who made the potion. She was simply administering it on my behalf. You know full well that I would have tended the woman myself, had it been possible.’
Edward looked at her with a mixture of horror and disgust. ‘I suspected as much,’ he said, ‘though I hoped I was wrong. It seems you will stop at nothing to bring this family to ruin and disgrace, sister. Is it not enough that you will taint the house with your bastard? Now you would have us all branded for witchcraft.’
He had brought his face so close to hers that she felt his spittle on her cheek as he spoke. ‘You will tarry here no longer,’ he continued. ‘You will accept Sir Thomas’s proposal and go with him tomorrow.’