Chain Letter Omnibus
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He stared at me. “God.”
“What?”
“You remember it word for word.”
“I’ll remember it till the day I die.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t say that word again. Tell me why.”
“I just told you why. She was pregnant. I felt I had to do the right thing and go back to her.”
“Why didn’t you tell me the truth?”
“I was ashamed, it’s true, but I honestly thought the truth would hurt you more.”
“That’s so lame. Didn’t you stop to imagine how I felt? You left me hanging. Hanging above nothing ’cause I knew nothing. One moment I’m the love of your life and the next a cheerleader has taken my place.”
He nodded. “It was dumb, I made a mistake. I should have explained everything to you. Please forgive me.”
“No.”
“Jessie?”
“I don’t forgive you. I can’t. I suffered too much. You say you felt you had to do the right thing so you went back to her. Let me ask you this—were you still in love with her?”
“I was never in love with Kari.”
“Were you in love with me?”
“Yes.”
“Then what you did was wrong. So she was pregnant. So she wept and begged you to come back for the sake of your child. That doesn’t matter. I was more important to you, I should have been more important. You should have said no to her.”
“I couldn’t.”
“Why not?” I demanded.
“Because when she rolled up her shirt and I saw that growing bump, and realized that it was true, that it was mine, my flesh and blood, I knew I had to take care of that baby.”
“Bullshit.”
“You’re wrong, Jessie. At that moment, nothing mattered more to me than that child. And yes, forgive me, but it mattered even more than us.”
I stood. “Get out.”
He stood. “We should talk more.”
“No, leave. This was all a . . . mistake. Go stay with Ted.”
Jimmy stepped toward the door, put his hand on the knob. He was going to leave, he wasn’t going to fight me. That’s what I liked about him, how reasonable he could be. And that’s what I hated about him, that he hadn’t fought for me. I was the one who had to stop him.
“Where’s the baby now?” I asked. Kari had graduated at the end of January and left campus early. I assumed she’d had the child.
But Jimmy lowered his head. He staggered.
“We lost him,” he said.
“She had a miscarriage?”
“No.” The word came out so small. I put my hand to my mouth.
“Don’t tell me she had the baby and it died?” I gasped.
He turned and looked at me, pale as plaster. So frail, so hollow. I felt if I said the wrong word, he’d shatter.
“His name was Huck. He lived for three days.”
“Why did he die?” I asked.
The wrong words. Jimmy turned, opened the door, spoke over his shoulder. “You’re right, I should go. We can talk later.”
He left; it was amazing how much it hurt. It was like he was breaking up with me all over again. It was then I wished I hadn’t said the “why” word. We should have left it at the hug.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
CHRISTOPHER PIKE is a bestselling author of young adult novels. The Thirst series, The Secret of Ka, and the Remember Me and Alosha trilogies are some of his favorite titles. He is also the author of several adult novels, including Sati and The Season of Passage. Thirst and Alosha are slated to be released as feature films. Pike currently lives in Santa Barbara, where it is rumored he never leaves his house. But he can be found online at christopherpikebooks.com.
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Chain Letter copyright © 1986 by Christopher Pike
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