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by Tricia Reeks


  The general, a short bulky man in a uniform limp with sweat, returned Graham’s and Healy’s salutes without enthusiasm. He didn’t remark on Graham’s presence. Graham supposed that Healy, as Special Recon’s acting CO, was entitled to an aide.

  The general checked his watch. “It’s past time.”

  “Sorry, sir,” Healy said. “We were detained at HQ.”

  The general grunted. He had cold pebble eyes in pouchy lids. “Any news of your men in the field?”

  “No, sir. But I wouldn’t expect to hear this early. None of the squads will have reached the line yet.”

  The general grunted again, and though his face bore no expression, Graham realized he was reluctant to go in. His aides had the stiff faces and wide eyes of men about to go into battle. Healy looked tired and somewhat sick. Graham felt a twinge of adrenaline in his gut, his breath came a little short. The general gave a curt nod and headed for the necromancer’s door.

  Inside her workshop, the walls and the underside of the tin roof were clothed in woven reed mats. Even the windows were covered: The room was brilliantly and hotly lit by a klieg lamp in one corner. An electric fan whirred in another, stirring up a breeze that played among the mats, so that the long room was restless with motion, as if the pale brown mats were tent walls. This, the heat, the unmasked stink of decay, all recalled a dozen missions to Graham’s mind. His gut clenched again and sweat sprang cool upon his skin. There was no sign of her, or of Tibbit-Noyse. An inner door stood slightly ajar.

  The general cleared his throat once, and then again, as if he meant to call out, but he held his silence. Eventually, the other door swung further open and the girl put her head through.

  Graham felt the shock when her eyes touched him. But she was in some distant place, her eyelids heavy, her face open and serene. He knew she knew him, but by her response his was only one face among five.

  She said, “I’m ready to begin.”

  The General nodded. “Proceed.”

  “You know I have lodged a protest with the Sisterhood?”

  The general’s face clenched like a fist. “Proceed.”

  She stepped out of sight, leaving the door open, and in a moment she wheeled a hospital gurney into the room, handling the awkward thing with practiced ease. Tibbit-Noyse’s corpse lay on its back, naked to the lamp’s white glare. The heavy caliber bullet had made a ruin of the left side of his face and head. A ragged hole gaped from the outer corner of his eye to behind his temple. The cheekbone, cracked askew, whitely defined the lower margin of the wound. The whole of his face was distorted, the left eye open wide and strangely discolored, while the right eye showed only a white crescent. Shrinking lips parted to show teeth and a gray hint of tongue beneath the crisp mustache. The body was the color of paste and, bar an old appendectomy scar, otherwise intact.

  The hole in Tibbit-Noyse’s skull was open onto darkness. Graham remembered the Intel captain saying the man’s brains had been scattered across his desk. But death was nothing new to him, and he realized he was examining the corpse so he did not have to look at the girl.

  She wore a prosaic bathrobe of worn blue velvet, tightly belted at her waist. Her dark hair was pinned at the base of her neck. Her feet, on the stained cement floor, were bare. She set the brakes on the gurney’s wheels with her toes, and then stood at the corpse’s head, studying it, arms folded with her elbows cupped in her palms, mouth a little pursed.

  An expression he knew, a face he knew so well. Another wave of sweat washed over him. He wished he had not come.

  The fan stirred the walls. The lamp glared. Trucks on the street behind the compound roared intermittently by.

  The girl—the witch—nodded to herself and went back into the other room, but reappeared almost at once, naked, bearing a tray heavy with the tools of her craft. She set this down on the floor at her feet, selected a small, hooked knife, and then glanced at the men by the door.

  “You might pray,” she said softly. “It sometimes helps.”

  Helps the watchers, Graham understood her to mean. He knew she needed none.

  Her nakedness spurred a rush of heat in his body, helpless response to long conditioning, counter tide to the cold sweep of horror. Blood started to sing in his ears.

  She took up her knife and began.

  ***

  There is no kindness between the living and the dead.

  Graham had sat through the orientation lecture, he knew the theory, at least the simplified version appropriate for the uninitiated. To lay the foundation for the false link between body and departed spirit the witch must claim the flesh. She must posses the dead clay, she must absorb it into her sphere of power, and so she must know it, know it utterly.

  The ritual was autopsy. Was intercourse. Was feast.

  Not literally, not quite. But her excavation of the corpse was intimate and brutal, a physical, a sensual, a savage act. As she explored Tibbit-Noyse’s face, his hands, his genitals, his skin, Graham followed her on a tour of the lust they had known together, he and she, the loving that they had enacted in the privacy of her room and that was now laid bare. As the dead man’s secret tissues were stripped naked, so was Graham exposed. He rode waves of disgust, of desire, of sheer scorching humiliation, as if she fucked another man on the street, only this was worse, unimaginably worse, steeped as it was in the liquors of rot.

  He also only stood, his shoulder by Healy’s, his back to the rough matted wall, and said nothing, did nothing, showed, he thought, nothing . . . and watched.

  When Tibbit-Noyse was open, when he was pierced and wired and riddled with her tools and charms, when there was no part of the man she had not seen and touched and claimed—when the fan stirred not air but a swampy vapor of shit and bile and decay—when she was slick with sweat and the clotting moistures of death, then she began the call.

  ***

  She had a beautiful voice. Graham realized she had never sung for him, had not even hummed in the bath as she washed her hair. The men watching could see her throat swell as she drew in air, the muscles in her belly work as she sustained the long pure notes of the chant. The words were meaningless. The song was all.

  ***

  When Tibbit-Noyse answered, it was with the voice of a child who weeps in the dark, alone.

  ***

  The witch stepped back from the gurney, hands hanging at her sides, her face drawn with weariness but still serene.

  “Ask,” she said. “He will answer.”

  The general jerked his head, a marionette’s parody of his usual brisk nod, and moved a step forward. He took a breath and then covered his mouth to catch a cough, the kind of cough that announces severe nausea. Carefully, he swallowed, and said, “Alfred Reginald Tibbit-Noyse. Do you hear me?”

  A pause. “Y-ye-yes.”

  “Did you betray your country in a time of war?”

  A pause. “Yes.”

  Graham could see the dead grayish lungs work inside the ribcage, the grayish tongue inside the mouth.

  “How did you betray your country?”

  A pause. “I sent my men.” Pause. “To steal the dead.” Pause. “Behind enemy lines.”

  The general sagged back on his heels. “That is a lie. Those men were sent out on my orders. How did you betray your country?”

  A pause. “I sent my men.” Pause. “To die.” There was no emotion in the childish voice. It added calmly, “They were their mothers’ sons.”

  “How did you know they were going to die?”

  “. . . How could they.” Pause. “Not be doomed.”

  “Did you send them into a trap?”

  “. . . No.”

  “Did you betray their movements to the enemy?”

  “. . . No.”

  “Then why did you kill yourself?” Against the dead man’s calm, the general’s frustration was strident.

  “. . . I thought this war.” Pause. “Would swallow us all.” Pause. “I see now I was wrong.”

  Healy raised a
hand to his eyes and whispered a curse. The general’s shoulders bunched.

  “Did you betray military secrets to the enemy?”

  “. . . No.”

  “Who did you betray military secrets to?”

  “. . . No one.”

  “Don’t you lie to me!” the general bellowed at the riddled corpse.

  “He cannot lie,” the witch told him. Her voice was quietly reproachful. “He is dead.”

  “. . . I do not lie.”

  The general, heeding neither the live women nor the dead man, continued to rap out questions. Graham could bear no more. He brushed past Healy to slip through the door. In the clean hot light of noon he vomited spit and bile, and sank down to sit with his back against the wall. After a minute, the general’s driver climbed out of the staff car and offered him the last cigarette from a crumpled pack.

  ***

  The battle became a part of history. The tide of the enemy’s forces was turned before it swamped the city; a new front-line was drawn. The scattered squads of the Special Desert Reconnaissance Group returned in good time, missing no more men than most units who had fought in the desert sands, and carrying their bounty of enemy dead. Graham was given a medal for bravery on a recommendation by the late Colonel Tibbit-Noyse, and a new command: twelve recruits from other units, men with stomachs already toughened by war. He led them out on a routine mission, by a stroke of luck found and recovered the withered husk of a major whose insignia promised useful intelligence, and on the morning of the scheduled resurrection, the second morning of his four-day leave, he went to the hotel bar where he had learned of Tibbit-Noyse’s death and ordered a shot of whiskey and a beer.

  He drank them, and several others like them, but the heat pressed the alcohol from his tissues before it could stupefy his mind. He gave up, paid his tab, and left. By this time the sunlight had thickened to the sticky amber of late afternoon. The ubiquitous flies made the only movement on the street. Graham settled his peaked cap on his head and blinked to accustom his eyes to the light, and when he looked again she was there.

  She wore the yellow cotton dress. Her clean hair was soft about her face. Her eyes were wounded.

  She said his name.

  “Hello,” he said after an awkward minute. “How are you?”

  “My superiors have sent an official protest to the War Office.”

  “A protest?”

  She looked down. “Because of the colonel’s resurrection. It has made things . . . a little more difficult than usual.”

  “I’m sorry to hear that.”

  “You have not—” She broke off, then raised her eyes to his. “You have not come to see me.”

  “I’m sorry.” The alcohol seemed to be having a delayed effect on him now. The street teetered sluggishly beneath his feet. His throat closed on a bubble of air.

  “It was hard,” she said. “It was the hardest I’ve ever had to do.”

  His voice came out a whisper: “I know.”

  Her dark eyes grew darker, and then there were tears on her face. “Please, John, I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t think I can do this anymore. Please, help me, help me break free.”

  She reached for him, and he knew what she meant. He remembered their nights together, his body remembered to the roots of his hair the night he almost took her completely. He also remembered the scratch her nails left by his eye, and more than anything, he remembered her gruesome infidelity with Tibbit-Noyse—with all the other dead men—and he flinched away.

  She froze, still reaching.

  “I’m sorry,” he said.

  She drew her arms across her, clasped her elbows in her palms. “I understand.”

  He opened his mouth, then realized he had nothing more to say. He touched his cap and walked away. The street was uneasy beneath his feet, the sun a furnace burn against his face, and he was blind with the image he carried with him, the look of relief that had flickered in the virgin’s eyes.

  Catching On

  Kyle Richardson

  Ten minutes into our dinner, Hailey tells me, “We have to destroy it.” She plants her hands beside her plate and leans over the table, slow and steady, like a lioness moving in for the kill. “We’ve got to blow it sky-high,” she whispers. “Straight out of existence.”

  I’m not sure if she means the impending bill or the entire restaurant itself. Judging by the urgency in her voice, I’m guessing both. But I’m busy chewing a greasy lump of fat, so I take my time replying. “I know your steak’s a bit rare and all,” I mumble, “but we can’t just go around stomping buildings into dust whenever we’re upset.”

  My words sputter out muffled, wet, and reeking of basil leaves. Hailey scrunches her nose. “I’m not talking about the food, Ossen.”

  Of course she’s not. Hailey never concerns herself with such rudimentary things. She’s always too wrapped up in some quantum state, her attention divided between the Now and the Yet To Be. This gives her violet irises a perpetual blur, like they’ve been dipped in smooth acrylic. It’s the same way the glass eyes on a stuffed animal look—shiny; dead; eternally focused on some vague spot off in the distance—only hers are in a fog. Somehow, I manage to gulp down the wad of gristle. “Yeah, well, someone in this dive should talk about the food,” I say, glancing around. “This corned beef is atrocious.”

  The restaurant we’re in looks like the bastard child of some retro diner and a medieval library. Oak tables lined with checkerboard cloths. A hot pink linoleum floor. Dark walls punctuated by rustic torches, their oil-dipped wicks unlit and dripping. The lighting’s random and chaotic, throwing shadows in all directions. Music warbles from a jukebox nobody can find. There’s a lag, a brief moment of silence filled with the clinking of heavy dishes, then some Celtic pop song revs up, stuffing the air with noise all over again.

  Everything feels busier than it really is—probably to distract customers from the messes on their plates. Not exactly the ideal dining getaway I was hoping for. “I’m sorry about this place,” I say, crumpling my napkin into a ball. “I expected better.”

  Hailey slumps back in her seat and mutters, “It’s all the same anyway.” The candle on our table flickers and the glow highlights her lips. For a split second, they glitter. Then she sighs and her frown returns, thin and dull as always. “And stop apologizing,” she says. “You know I hate that.”

  There are a lot of things Hailey hates. Sunsets. High fashion. Unrequited love. An ever-growing list. These days, it’s hard to remember half of it. “Right,” I say, clearing my throat. “Sorry.”

  She raises an eyebrow. “The cube, Ossen. I’m talking about the cube.”

  These past few months have been hectic, to say the least. Twenty-seven new villains captured. Thirteen repeat offenders locked away. Nine supernatural devices found—six of them cubes. Four with the potential to be Earth-threatening. Dragging my sleeve across my mouth, I mumble, “Which one?”

  Hailey rolls her eyes, like she’s had this conversation a thousand times before. “The accelerator,” she says. “The one you’re going to help me destroy? We’ve been over this already.”

  The accelerator. Just the mention of it sends a shiver up my spine. The new particle cannon, built by Falory Industries, designed to blast an ordinary human to the end of the temporal spectrum. Man’s attempt at unzipping the fabric of time with a giant, gleaming gun. “No,” I say, leaning back in my chair, “I’m pretty sure we haven’t had this conversation yet.”

  Hailey’s shoulders slump. She looks tired, worn out, like a mannequin left in the sun so long it’s started to melt. “Well, whatever,” she says. “We’re having it now.” She places her slender hand on mine and says, “You’ll help me, right?” Her glossy eyes lock on.

  My cheeks flush and my gut twists, just a bit. Cloudy eyes, porcelain skin, the face of a black-and-white Hollywood starlet—looking at Hailey is like looking at a beautiful corpse. My body never knows how to react. “I don’t know,” I mumble. I clear my th
roat and look away.

  Hailey squeezes my hand, undeterred. “You know I can’t break in without you.”

  This is true enough. Potent as her abilities are, Hailey remains a Class 1 only, her powers limited to the realm of perception. I, on the other hand, have been blessed (or cursed, depending on how you look at it) with a dual rating: Class 1 and 2. None of us had any ratings until three months ago, when the United Nations mandated that all Exceptions carry class-identification cards.

  Now, whenever I open my wallet, the mugshot of my scruffy face scowls back at me. The plastic itself is government-issued topaz blue. On the back of the card, the explanation of my abilities reads like a cheap instruction manual:

  CLASS 1: Perceptual; Exception possesses enhanced sensory functions

  CLASS 2: Physical; Exception possesses enhanced physical functions

  Dry grammar. Bland description. Not a shred of flair for the dramatic. What it should say is that I can sense the energy left behind whenever someone uses their powers. Like a supernatural bloodhound. Plus, I’ve got enough juice to punch through a concrete wall if I have to. Granted, I’m no Steve Strong, but I’m guessing, based on how hard Hailey’s squeezing my hand right now, that what I can do is enough. “Let me get this straight,” I say, nodding at the waitress. “You want to launch a two-person assault on Falory Industries.” I pause, gauging Hailey’s reaction, but she doesn’t even blink. “You do realize the level of security that place has, right?”

  Hailey leans forward, her auburn bangs sweeping over her forehead. “I can see the damn future, Oss. Every microsecond, every divergence, every temporal possibility from here to infinity. I know what we’re getting into better than anyone.” She straightens up, brushes her hair away from her eyes, and looks away. “Besides,” she mutters, “I know a way out when I see one.”

  For a brief moment, my stomach flutters. Either the food here really is as bad as it tastes, or something about all of this isn’t adding up. “What’s really going on here?” I ask.

 

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