“Who do you think did it?”
“I know it was you, but tell me.”
“I killed that bastard, I meant to kill him, and I’ll kill any other bastard you sell yourself to, and if there’s just one more bastard I’ll kill you.”
“Kiss me, Roger.”
“...What?”
“I never knew there was any such feeling as this.”
“The only feeling you get is from money.”
“Not like this. That you’d kill him. For me.”
I held her tight and kissed her, and she didn’t kiss like she had in Sacramento, when she always seemed to be laughing at me, but in a hot, hungry way, with tears in her eyes. “I can’t pass this night without you, Roger.”
“Listen, this is a men-only army.”
“Then you’ll have to leave it.”
“God, do I want to!”
“Where’ll we go?”
“I guess not to Biloxi’s.”
“Oh Roger, the most awful thing happened. They set her out in the street. And the piano broke down the boardwalk and went sliding down into a yard back of one of the houses on B Street. And Renny tried to stop it, and it mashed him, and he’s hurt. Biloxi moved him to Arthur Haines’s.”
“Arthur’ll take care of him.”
“You think so?”
“I know it.”
“But where can we go, Roger?”
“I know an old mine.”
“All right.”
“It’s no International Hotel.”
“I won’t mind.”
So how I left the U. S. Army was walk off and leave it, her hand pressed in mine, take an omnibus to Virginia, pick up my blankets and clothes that had been sent to Mrs. Finn’s, get my gun again, and then take her to Pioneer for her stuff that was checked there. Then we climbed the mountain. We went up to an old drift Paddy and I had run across when we were all over the place organizing the union. We cut pinon branches with my jack-knife, and laid them in the tunnel mouth, and on top of them made our bed. We didn’t make very quick work of it, on account of being in each other’s arms all the time, and I don’t know which was most exciting, tearing that uniform off at last, or tearing off her clothes. Except that the little black dress didn’t seem to need much tearing. She was wriggling out of it and into the blankets even before I took hold of it, and when she slipped into my arms, all naked and warm, she closed her eyes before she kissed me, and her face looked like she was in church.
“Roger, this never happened to me.”
“To me either.”
“Nothing like it. Ever.”
“Do you know when I knew you were mine?”
“When, Roger?”
“That night, under the pier.”
“That was sweet. ... Roger!”
She raised on one elbow and looked down on me with eyes so big they frightened me. “... What is it, Morina?”
“I never been had by a man before!”
“You really mean that, don’t you?”
“Of course! It’s the first time!”
And so in Brewer’s blood we washed out all she had been, and said we were married, and that she was a virgin until this night, and that I was.
12
WE STAYED THERE TWO days. We both had a little money, and she’d drop down in the town and buy stuff and carry it to the mouth of the gully, and I’d meet her and carry it the steep part of the path, and then I’d tie a string to the basket handle and she’d climb the ladder that led to our drift mouth and pull it up. In the mine a little way was a spring of the cold water they generally struck at the upper levels, and in a toolbox I found an old lunch bucket, so we were all right for something to boil in. For firewood I used mine timbers that I broke up with a pickaxe that was in the box. Late the first day, in the brush, I spotted some quail and got two before they rose. Broiled, with an old mine needle run through them for a spit, they were pretty good. The second day, while she was down in the town, I looked up from the paper she had brought the day before, and in front of me, coming across the ledge, was a young goat, what they call a kid. In Virginia there’s no grazing for cows, but goats can make out, and a few people keep them, for the milk they give, and to eat. I got out my gun, and laughed at how I’d clean my visitor and skin him before she got back, tell her it was a lamb that must have strayed from some butcher’s yard, and then have a joke on her after she’d eaten a few slices. But then I thought: How the hell did he get here? We used a ladder, but he couldn’t, even if he was a goat. And there wasn’t any other way up there, that I knew of.
He kept coming and I kept quiet, where I was sitting at the head of the ladder, so I could watch the mouth of the gully. When he saw me he stopped, but after he thought it over he came on again and turned into the drift. The blankets and stuff slowed him down too, but pretty soon he went in. I tiptoed over and peeped. The water was what he wanted, and as soon as he sucked up a bellyful he came out, looked me over again, and started back. I followed, and he ran. And then he just wasn’t there. It was like some trick on a stage, where the fellow waves a tablecloth and the rabbit is gone. I went over to the last place he was, and all I could see was a straight face of rock. But then I happened to step to one side, and all of a sudden, from that angle, you could see a hole, kind of a crack, about four feet high, and ten or twelve inches across at its widest place, which was at the bottom. I lay on my belly and looked. As far as you could really see, the crack went straight into the rock, but further inside there was some sort of a reflection that looked like there was an opening. I got some candles from the toolchest, lit one, and crawled in.
The crack, I suppose, kept on for twenty or thirty feet, but then it led into an old stope, one of those rooms they kept working on until it’s as big as a three-story house. This was that big at least, but the weight of the top had crushed the timbering, so everything had caved in, and probably opened the crack I had come in by. But when I worked past the rubble my heart almost stopped beating at what was dead ahead of me, part of the raw rock that had been uncovered by the fall of the top. It was ore, and while I couldn’t tell and nobody could tell, until the assayers got busy, if it would run $3,000 to the ton or $300 to the ton, anybody could tell it was sulphuret of silver, a beautiful blue-black, as nice a strike as had been made on the lode since Comstock sold out for $11,000. I climbed over on a fallen twelve-by and dug a piece out with my knife. It was soft, and crumbled in my fingers. It was wonderful, just to touch it.
Somewhere a pebble fell, and I remembered my little goat. I had to know how he got here, because if I had followed him in, anybody could. I put out my candle and waited. After a long time, a half hour maybe, my eyes got used to the dark so it wasn’t quite black any more. Then, opposite the crack I had come in by, I saw where the light was coming from. It was the upper part of an entry, the bottom all blocked by rock. I got over there and looked. A few feet inside was a winz that dipped down to a drift mouth on the other side of the hill, and that explained it. When animals go in a mine, they’re generally looking for salt, and that’s what had probably brought my friend in. But I kicked down enough rock to block that entry altogether, so he couldn’t come back.
“I won’t give it up, Roger, all that beautiful money.”
“We’ll have to, until after the war.”
“Why do we have to? All you do is take an option. On an old run-down mine like this, that’s been abandoned for years, they’d think they were lucky to get a hundred dollars for a thirty-day look-see. Then when your papers are signed you uncover your bonanza, and you can get all the money you need to start mining, from the bank. It’s done every day.”
“I’m talking about the army.”
“They let you buy your way out.”
“Either that or they shoot you.”
“They never do that.”
“They almost never do it. It’s only occasionally they do it, when it’s necessary to make an example of somebody to remind all soldiers that they can do it when t
hey want to, and they will do it if they have to. Unfortunately, I don’t know if now is the time they feel they’ve got to make an example, or just the time when they take a broad-minded attitude.”
“We’ve got to have this money.”
“I’m all for it. But how?”
“And now. Somebody else might find it.”
“I was even worried about the goat.”
“You’ve got to think of something.”
“If we could only buy it.”
“You mean now?”
“So it would be waiting for us, after the war.”
“How much would it cost?”
“Ten, fifteen thousand, maybe. Maybe less. This outfit that owns it is always in trouble, and especially lately. But a lot more than we’ve got.”
She lay there a long time, and when it began to get light her eyes were still open, staring at the sky outside. Then: “Roger.”
“Yes?”
“You know Red Caskie?”
“I guess so.”
“You know what he does?”
“He’s the Brewer dog-robber, isn’t he?”
“He does all kinds of things, but mainly he makes one trip a month down to San Francisco. You know what that trip’s for?”
“... I can guess.”
“Yes, it’s for gold. The silver goes down on the stages, by Wells, Fargo, every day, and nobody bothers it because it’s heavy and not a great deal goes by any single coach. But once a month the mint pays for the bullion in gold, and Will Brewer stays down there to take care of that and whatever other business the company has. And then Caskie brings it back.”
“When does he go?”
“Never the same day of the month, never the same boat down to San Francisco, never the same coach line, always a little bit different, so nobody can be waiting for him along the line.”
“How much does he bring?”
“How much do they send down?”
“In silver, they’re running a thousand a day.”
“Thirty thousand a month?”
“Around that.”
“Then that’s what he brings back.” She stretched, yawned, and snuggled into my arms. “So then, after we get it, I’ll slip up here with it, and buy this mine, and when the war’s over we can have anything we want.”
“Wait a minute, not so fast.”
Because sitting here, reading what I’ve just written, all I can see is two people fixing to commit a crime. But then, especially after that week I spent in the Union army, it seemed like I had to do something that was some good to my country, and that this could be it. I mean, if $30,000 in gold was coming from California, to pay men to dig $30,000 in silver, to pay men to shoot my people, and I could get it, it looked like the right thing to do. I wanted her to get that part straight, and I was solemn as hell while I was explaining it to her. But all she did was pull me closer, and kiss all around my mouth, and into my mouth.
The old shack, across the river from Sacramento, was exactly as I had left it, even to the rowboat back of the pump, where I had dragged it so it would be out of sight, and after we had aired the rooms out it hardly seemed we had been away. I had rented it from a fellow named Mouton that had the farm along that part of the river, but instead of walking over there and telling him I was back I decided to lay low for the few days we’d be around, and tell him nothing. If he hadn’t even bothered to unlock it and get it ready for the next fellow, it didn’t look like he got over there very often, and it might be that he kept track of those dodgers over at the post office that told about the men wanted by the army, and had spotted my name. Every morning I’d stroll over the bridge and buy a glass of beer across the street from the Sacramento Valley Railroad, which anybody would have to use coming from Virginia City, unless he was going to put himself to an awful lot of trouble, no matter how he mixed up his steamboats and stagecoach lines. It ran as far as Folsom, and it was there that the coaches started. And sure enough, one day in October, here came Caskie. He had a bag, and he stayed on the train to Front and K Streets, and went aboard the Yosemite. It left at six, so when he came off a little later without any luggage, that just meant he was passing the time in town, so I went on across the river.
“When’s he due back, and how?”
“Well, that ought to be easy, Roger.”
“Will you tell me what’s easy about it?”
“Well, can’t we watch some more?”
“Which line do we watch? There are six boats he can come by, all leaving San Francisco the same time, and all getting here within a few minutes of each other. Which hotel does he stop at? We can’t go around asking for him, or looking at the registers, because he knows us both, and that’s all he needs to know, that we’ve been snooping after him. How do we know he goes to a hotel? Maybe he goes direct from the boat to the train, like he went from the train to the boat, and he’s here and gone before we’ve even got started on what we’re going to do about him.”
“There has to be some way.”
“There doesn’t have to be anything.” We talked about it all afternoon and half the night, and the more we talked, the clearer it became to me that the only part of his trip we could be certain about was the train ride from San Francisco to Folsom, and if there was some way I could go on ahead and find out in advance when he had started, then we might be able to do what we figured to do with some chance of getting away with it. In the middle of the night I woke her up. “Come on, let’s pack.”
“What, now?”
“In the morning we leave.”
“Where are we going?”
“Folsom.”
We got to Folsom around seven thirty, let a hotel hack take our stuff over the river to the town, and then stood around to watch how they did, transferring passengers and express to twenty or thirty stages that were pulled up there. It was like I remembered it, from my first trip up there. The runners were all over the platform beating up business for whatever line they worked for. As fast as the passengers would make up their mind, the runner would take his luggage over and stow it in the luggage carrier on back of the coach. But the messengers, they weren’t paying attention to luggage or stuff like that. They were up front, at the baggage car, with the Wells, Fargo man, checking it over what they were responsible for, and some of it was regular packages coming up the line, or maybe around from the East by boat and up, but after they had been transferred they got down to the real thing, which was the metal boxes to be transferred, some to one coach, some to another. They held money, and the messengers split it up which one was to stand by while the Wells, Fargo man helped the others carry them to whichever coach they were consigned to. But on those boxes there was no way to tell if they held $5 or $500 or $5,000, or were coming back empty. The messengers, they rode guard on all boxes.
I held my watch, to see how long it took, and the first coach didn’t pull out till a half hour after the train got in. We walked over to the town to find a spot she could stand on and watch what Caskie did, once he got off the train. That wasn’t easy, because for stuff like that you think of a saloon, but at that hour of day a girl pretending to take a drink and watching a railroad station would attract attention, and in that country just to start somebody wondering what you’re up to is to get in trouble, because they don’t generally figure out that you’re up to something good. And besides, the saloons didn’t give a good view. At Folsom there’s the American River, with the town on one side, the railroad on the other, and a bridge in between, but half the saloons got their back to the river, and they block the view from the ones that face it, so that idea looked pretty sick from the start. We had walked clear down to the stables on the west end, where the old town was, when I hit on what we needed, or thought I had. We came back to the hotel, and I said: “I have business up the line, but my wife is staying, and I want her to be comfortable, in a nice room. Can we have one up high, in front?”
“I can give you third floor, a beautiful bright room overlooking the river, with
unobstructed view of the valley—”
“That’s fine.”
“Of course the rate’s a little higher—”
“How much?”
“For your wife, four dollars.”
“That’s all right, but I want to see it.”
“I’ll take you up myself.”
If I had built it special it couldn’t have been better. It looked right down on the station, so she could see everything that went on down there, and if she raised the window, she could even hear what was said. “Now remember, after you spot him you check out and send your baggage over. Then you tell the porter you forgot something, come up here—”
“They’ll have the key, though. At the desk.”
“That’s right. You’ve checked out. Let’s see—”
“Couldn’t I leave the door open?”
“Right. Come in here, watch Caskie—”
“Spot the coach he’s traveling on—”
“Have your wires ready.”
“I go running over to the station, hail the driver of Caskie’s coach, have my things put aboard, go into the station and file my wire, the one that says meet me.”
“And if he doesn’t come tomorrow—”
“File the other one, that I’ll be a day late.”
“Wear the white hat, but if anything comes up that looks suspicious, or that causes us to call it off, take off the hat and put on the red coat.”
“When Caskie sees me—”
“Say hello and act natural.”
“Hold me tight, Roger. I’m so excited.”
The local stage I had to take to Placerville was slow and I didn’t get there till three o’clock in the afternoon. I went to the Pioneer stables and bought me a couple of horses with money she had given me, with bridles and Mexican saddles, for easy riding. I left one there, got on the other one, and rode back the way I had come, so I could use the last hour of daylight to check up things I had to know. Placerville is in the first of the foothills, and below the town is rising ground, where anything pulled by horses has to slow down to a walk. I put the horse up the bank and skirted the edge of the woods at a walk, until pretty soon I found what I wanted. It was a bend, where I could stay in the trees, yet at the same time have a view of the road, not only what was coming up but what was going down. Then I rode into the woods a way, and found out there was no timber-cutting, charcoal-burning, or anything like that going on, though here and there were places where they had been doing plenty, and not so long ago. But right now anybody in those woods pretty much had it to himself. I rode on up in the hills a mile or so, and saw there was clear passage over to the river without having to follow any trail where people were likely to be. Then I rode right down to the river and saw there was pretty good footing along the bank, but by that time it was dark. I rode back, had some dinner at a chuck wagon, then went to bed.
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