Troilus and Criseyde

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by Geoffrey Chaucer


  `And som so ful of furie is and despyt

  That it sourmounteth his repressioun;

  But herte myn, ye be not in that plyt,

  1040 That thanke I god, for whiche your passioun

  I wol not calle it but illusioun,

  Of habundaunce of love and bisy cure,

  That dooth your herte this disese endure.

  `Of which I am right sory but not wrooth;

  1045 But, for my devoir and your hertes reste,

  Wher-so yow list, by ordal or by ooth,

  By sort, or in what wyse so yow leste,

  For love of god, lat preve it for the beste!

  And if that I be giltif, do me deye,

  1050 Allas! What mighte I more doon or seye?'

  With that a fewe brighte teres newe

  Owt of hir eyen fille, and thus she seyde,

  `Now god, thou wost, in thought ne dede untrewe

  To Troilus was never yet Criseyde.'

  1055 With that hir heed doun in the bed she leyde,

  And with the shete it wreigh, and syghed sore,

  And held hir pees; not o word spak she more.

  But now help god to quenchen al this sorwe,

  So hope I that he shal, for he best may;

  1060 For I have seyn, of a ful misty morwe

  Folwen ful ofte a mery someres day;

  And after winter folweth grene May.

  Men seen alday, and reden eek in stories,

  That after sharpe shoures been victories.

  1065 This Troilus, whan he hir wordes herde,

  Have ye no care, him liste not to slepe;

  For it thoughte him no strokes of a yerde

  To here or seen Criseyde, his lady wepe;

  But wel he felte aboute his herte crepe,

  1070 For every teer which that Criseyde asterte,

  The crampe of deeth, to streyne him by the herte.

  And in his minde he gan the tyme acurse

  That he cam there, and that that he was born;

  For now is wikke y-turned in-to worse,

  1075 And al that labour he hath doon biforn,

  He wende it lost, he thoughte he nas but lorn.

  `O Pandarus,' thoughte he, `allas! Thy wyle

  Serveth of nought, so weylaway the whyle!'

  And therwithal he heng a-doun the heed,

  1080 And fil on knees, and sorwfully he sighte;

  What mighte he seyn? He felte he nas but deed,

  For wrooth was she that shulde his sorwes lighte.

  But nathelees, whan that he speken mighte,

  Than seyde he thus, `God woot, that of this game,

  1085 Whan al is wist, than am I not to blame!'

  Ther-with the sorwe so his herte shette,

  That from his eyen fil there not a tere,

  And every spirit his vigour in-knette,

  So they astoned or oppressed were.

  1090 The feling of his sorwe, or of his fere,

  Or of ought elles, fled was out of towne;

  And doun he fel al sodeynly a-swowne.

  This was no litel sorwe for to see;

  But al was hust, and Pandare up as faste,

  1095 `O nece, pees, or we be lost,' quod he,

  `Beth nought agast;' But certeyn, at the laste,

  For this or that, he in-to bedde him caste,

  And seyde, `O theef, is this a mannes herte?'

  And of he rente al to his bare sherte;

  1100 And seyde, `Nece, but ye helpe us now,

  Allas, your owne Troilus is lorn!'

  `Y-wis, so wolde I, and I wiste how,

  Ful fayn,' quod she; `Allas! That I was born!'

  `Ye, nece, wole ye pullen out the thorn

  1105 That stiketh in his herte?' quod Pandare;

  `Sey "Al foryeve," and stint is al this fare!'

  `Ye, that to me,' quod she, `ful lever were

  Than al the good the sonne aboute gooth';

  And therwith-al she swoor him in his ere,

  1110 `Y-wis, my dere herte, I am nought wrooth,

  Have here my trouthe and many another ooth;

  Now speek to me, for it am I, Cryseyde!'

  But al for nought; yet mighte he not a-breyde.

  Therwith his pous and pawmes of his hondes

  1115 They gan to frote, and wete his temples tweyne,

  And, to deliveren him from bittre bondes,

  She ofte him kiste; and, shortly for to seyne,

  Him to revoken she dide al hir peyne.

  And at the laste, he gan his breeth to drawe,

  1120 And of his swough sone after that adawe,

  And gan bet minde and reson to him take,

  But wonder sore he was abayst, y-wis.

  And with a syk, whan he gan bet a-wake,

  He seyde, `O mercy, god, what thing is this?'

  1125 `Why do ye with your-selven thus amis?'

  Quod tho Criseyde, `Is this a mannes game?

  What, Troilus! Wol ye do thus, for shame?'

  And therwith-al hir arm over him she leyde,

  And al foryaf, and ofte tyme him keste.

  1130 He thonked hir, and to hir spak, and seyde

  As fil to purpos for his herte reste.

  And she to that answerde him as hir leste;

  And with hir goodly wordes him disporte

  She gan, and ofte his sorwes to comforte.

  1135 Quod Pandarus, `For ought I can espyen,

  This light, nor I ne serven here of nought;

  Light is not good for syke folkes yen.

  But for the love of god, sin ye be brought

  In thus good plyt, lat now non hevy thought

  1140 Ben hanginge in the hertes of yow tweye:'

  And bar the candele to the chimeneye.

  Sone after this, though it no nede were,

  Whan she swich othes as hir list devyse

  Hadde of him take, hir thoughte tho no fere,

  1145 Ne cause eek non, to bidde him thennes ryse.

  Yet lesse thing than othes may suffyse

  In many a cas; for every wight, I gesse,

  That loveth wel meneth but gentilesse.

  But in effect she wolde wite anoon

  1150 Of what man, and eek where, and also why

  He Ielous was, sin ther was cause noon;

  And eek the signe, that he took it by,

  She bad him that to telle hir bisily,

  Or elles, certeyn, she bar him on honde,

  1155 That this was doon of malis, hir to fonde.

  With-outen more, shortly for to seyne,

  He moste obeye un-to his lady heste;

  And for the lasse harm, he moste feyne.

  He seyde hir, whan she was at swiche a feste,

  1160 She mighte on him han loked at the leste;

  Not I not what, al dere y-nough a risshe,

  As he that nedes moste a cause fisshe.

  And she answerde, `Swete, al were it so,

  What harm was that, sin I non yvel mene?

  1165 For, by that god that boughte us bothe two,

  In alle thinge is myn entente clene.

  Swich arguments ne been not worth a bene;

  Wol ye the childish Ialous contrefete?

  Now were it worthy that ye were y-bete.'

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bsp; 1170 Tho Troilus gan sorwfully to syke,

  Lest she be wrooth, him thoughte his herte deyde;

  And seyde, `Allas! Up-on my sorwes syke

  Have mercy, swete herte myn, Cryseyde!

  And if that, in tho wordes that I seyde,

  1175 Be any wrong, I wol no more trespace;

  Do what yow list, I am al in your grace.'

  And she answerde, `Of gilt misericorde!

  That is to seyn, that I foryeve al this;

  And ever-more on this night yow recorde,

  1180 And beth wel war ye do no more amis.'

  `Nay, dere herte myn,' quod he, `y-wis.'

  `And now,' quod she, `that I have do yow smerte,

  Foryeve it me, myn owene swete herte.'

  This Troilus, with blisse of that supprysed,

  1185 Put al in goddes hond, as he that mente

  No-thing but wel; and, sodeynly avysed,

  He hir in armes faste to him hente.

  And Pandarus, with a ful good entente,

  Leyde him to slepe, and seyde, `If ye ben wyse,

  1190 Swowneth not now, lest more folk aryse.'

  What mighte or may the sely larke seye,

  Whan that the sperhauk hath it in his foot?

  I can no more, but of thise ilke tweye,

  To whom this tale sucre be or soot,

  1195 Though that I tarie a yeer, som-tyme I moot,

  After myn auctor, tellen hir gladnesse,

  As wel as I have told hir hevinesse.

  Criseyde, which that felte hir thus y-take,

  As writen clerkes in hir bokes olde,

  1200 Right as an aspes leef she gan to quake,

  Whan she him felte hir in his armes folde.

  But Troilus, al hool of cares colde,

  Gan thanken tho the blisful goddes sevene;

  Thus sondry peynes bringen folk in hevene.

  1205 This Troilus in armes gan hir streyne,

  And seyde, `O swete, as ever mote I goon,

  Now be ye caught, now is ther but we tweyne;

  Now yeldeth yow, for other boot is noon.'

  To that Criseyde answerde thus anoon,

  1210 `Ne hadde I er now, my swete herte dere,

  Ben yolde, y-wis, I were now not here!'

  O! Sooth is seyd, that heled for to be

  As of a fevre or othere greet syknesse,

  Men moste drinke, as men may often see,

  1215 Ful bittre drink; and for to han gladnesse,

  Men drinken often peyne and greet distresse;

  I mene it here, as for this aventure,

  That thourgh a peyne hath founden al his cure.

  And now swetnesse semeth more sweet,

  1220 That bitternesse assayed was biforn;

  For out of wo in blisse now they flete;

  Non swich they felten, sith they were born;

  Now is this bet, than bothe two be lorn!

  For love of god, take every womman hede

  1225 To werken thus, if it comth to the nede.

  Criseyde, al quit from every drede and tene,

  As she that iuste cause hadde him to triste,

  Made him swich feste, it Ioye was to sene,

  Whan she his trouthe and clene entente wiste.

  1230 And as aboute a tree, with many a twiste,

  Bitrent and wryth the sote wode-binde,

  Gan eche of hem in armes other winde.

  And as the newe abaysshed nightingale,

  That stinteth first whan she biginneth to singe,

  1235 Whan that she hereth any herde tale,

  Or in the hegges any wight steringe,

  And after siker dooth hir voys out-ringe;

  Right so Criseyde, whan hir drede stente,

  Opned hir herte and tolde him hir entente.

  1240 And right as he that seeth his deeth y-shapen,

  And deye moot, in ought that he may gesse,

  And sodeynly rescous doth him escapen,

  And from his deeth is brought in sikernesse,

  For al this world, in swich present gladnesse

  1245 Was Troilus, and hath his lady swete;

  With worse hap god lat us never mete!

  Hir armes smale, hir streyghte bak and softe,

  Hir sydes longe, fleshly, smothe, and whyte

  He gan to stroke, and good thrift bad ful ofte

  1250 Hir snowish throte, hir brestes rounde and lyte;

  Thus in this hevene he gan him to delyte,

  And ther-with-al a thousand tyme hir kiste;

  That, what to done, for Ioye unnethe he wiste.

  Than seyde he thus, `O, Love, O, Charitee,

  1255 Thy moder eek, Citherea the swete,

  After thy-self next heried be she,

  Venus mene I, the wel-willy planete;

  And next that, Imeneus, I thee grete;

  For never man was to yow goddes holde

  1260 As I, which ye han brought fro cares colde.

  `Benigne Love, thou holy bond of thinges,

  Who-so wol grace, and list thee nought honouren,

  Lo, his desyr wol flee with-outen winges.

  For, noldestow of bountee hem socouren

  1265 That serven best and most alwey labouren,

  Yet were al lost, that dar I wel seyn, certes,

  But-if thy grace passed our desertes.

  `And for thou me, that coude leest deserve

  Of hem that nombred been un-to thy grace,

  1270 Hast holpen, ther I lykly was to sterve,

  And me bistowed in so heygh a place

  That thilke boundes may no blisse pace,

  I can no more, but laude and reverence

  Be to thy bounte and thyn excellence!'

  1275 And therwith-al Criseyde anoon he kiste,

  Of which, certeyn, she felte no disese,

  And thus seyde he, `Now wolde god I wiste,

  Myn herte swete, how I yow mighte plese!

  What man,' quod he, `was ever thus at ese

  1280 As I, on whiche the faireste and the beste

  That ever I say, deyneth hir herte reste.

  `Here may men seen that mercy passeth right;

  The experience of that is felt in me,

  That am unworthy to so swete a wight.

  1285 But herte myn, of your benignitee,

  So thenketh, though that I unworthy be,

  Yet mot I nede amenden in som wyse,

  Right thourgh the vertu of your heyghe servyse.

  `And for the love of god, my lady dere,

  1290 Sin god hath wrought me for I shal yow serve,

  As thus I mene, that ye wol be my stere,

  To do me live, if that yow liste, or sterve,

  So techeth me how that I may deserve

  Your thank, so that I, thurgh myn ignoraunce,

  1295 Ne do no-thing that yow be displesaunce.

  `For certes, fresshe wommanliche wyf,

  This dar I seye, that trouthe and diligence,

  That shal ye finden in me al my lyf,

  Ne wol not, certeyn, breken your defence;

  1300 And if I do, present or in absence,

  For love of god, lat slee me with the dede,

  If that it lyke un-to your womanhede.'

  `Y-wis,' quod she, `myn owne hertes l
ist,

  My ground of ese, and al myn herte dere,

  1305 Graunt mercy, for on that is al my trist;

  But late us falle awey fro this matere;

  For it suffyseth, this that seyd is here.

  And at o word, with-outen repentaunce,

  Wel-come, my knight, my pees, my suffisaunce!'

  1310 Of hir delyt, or Ioyes oon the leste

  Were impossible to my wit to seye;

  But iuggeth, ye that han ben at the feste,

  Of swich gladnesse, if that hem liste pleye!

  I can no more, but thus thise ilke tweye

  1315 That night, be-twixen dreed and sikernesse,

  Felten in love the grete worthinesse.

  O blisful night, of hem so longe y-sought,

  How blithe un-to hem bothe two thou were!

  Why ne hadde I swich on with my soule y-bought,

  1320 Ye, or the leeste Ioye that was there?

  A-wey, thou foule daunger and thou fere,

  And lat hem in this hevene blisse dwelle,

  That is so heygh, that al ne can I telle!

  But sooth is, though I can not tellen al,

  1325 As can myn auctor, of his excellence,

  Yet have I seyd, and, god to-forn, I shal

  In every thing al hoolly his sentence.

  And if that I, at loves reverence,

  Have any word in eched for the beste,

  1330 Doth therwith-al right as your-selven leste.

  For myne wordes, here and every part,

  I speke hem alle under correccioun

  Of yow, that feling han in loves art,

  And putte it al in your discrecioun

  1335 To encrese or maken diminucioun

  Of my langage, and that I yow bi-seche;

  But now to purpos of my rather speche.

  Thise ilke two, that ben in armes laft,

  So looth to hem a-sonder goon it were,

  1340 That ech from other wende been biraft,

  Or elles, lo, this was hir moste fere,

  That al this thing but nyce dremes were;

  For which ful ofte ech of hem seyde, `O swete,

  Clippe ich yow thus, or elles I it mete?'

  1345 And, lord! So he gan goodly on hir see,

  That never his look ne bleynte from hir face,

  And seyde, `O dere herte, may it be

  That it be sooth, that ye ben in this place?'

  `Ye, herte myn, god thank I of his grace!'

  1350 Quod tho Criseyde, and therwith-al him kiste,

  That where his spirit was, for Ioye he niste.

  This Troilus ful ofte hir eyen two

  Gan for to kisse, and seyde, `O eyen clere,

  It were ye that wroughte me swich wo,

  1355 Ye humble nettes of my lady dere!

  Though ther be mercy writen in your chere,

  God wot, the text ful hard is, sooth, to finde,

  How coude ye with-outen bond me binde?'

  Therwith he gan hir faste in armes take,

  1360 And wel an hundred tymes gan he syke,

  Nought swiche sorwfull sykes as men make

  For wo, or elles whan that folk ben syke,

  But esy sykes, swiche as been to lyke,

  That shewed his affeccioun with-inne;

  1365 Of swiche sykes coude he nought bilinne.

  Sone after this they speke of sondry thinges,

  As fil to purpos of this aventure,

  And pleyinge entrechaungeden hir ringes,

  Of which I can nought tellen no scripture;

  1370 But wel I woot, a broche, gold and asure,

  In whiche a ruby set was lyk an herte,

  Criseyde him yaf, and stak it on his sherte.

  Lord! trowe ye, a coveitous, a wreccbe,

  That blameth love and holt of it despyt,

  1375 That, of tho pens that he can mokre and kecche,

  Was ever yet y-yeve him swich delyt,

  As is in love, in oo poynt, in som plyt?

  Nay, doutelees, for also god me save,

  So parfit Ioye may no nigard have!

  1380 They wol sey `Yis,' but lord! So that they lye,

  Tho bisy wrecches, ful of wo and drede!

  They callen love a woodnesse or folye,

  But it shal falle hem as I shal yow rede;

  They shul forgo the whyte and eke the rede,

  1385 And live in wo, ther god yeve hem mischaunce,

  And every lover in his trouthe avaunce!

  As wolde god, tho wrecches, that dispyse

  Servyse of love, hadde eres al-so longe

  As hadde Myda, ful of coveityse,

  1390 And ther-to dronken hadde as hoot and stronge

 

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