“I suppose I shall; but the doctor likes a walk, and I don’t wish him a bit nearer.”
“But this is, for the time being, my house, and you must go,” replied Edwyn Carmel, coldly and firmly.
“It is also my house, for the time being; for Miss Ware has given me leave to stay here.”
The ecclesiastic’s lips trembled, and his pale face grew paler, as he stared on the young man for a second or two in silence.
“Marston,” he said, “I don’t know, of all men, why you should specially desire to pain me.”
“Why, hang it! Why should I wish to pain you, Edwyn? I don’t. But I have no notion of this sort of hectoring. The idea of your turning me out of the — my house — the house they have lent me! I told you I didn’t want to come here; and now I don’t want to go away, and I won’t.”
The churchman looked at him, as if he strove to read his inmost thoughts.
“You know that your going to the hotel could involve no imaginable trouble,” urged Edwyn Carmel.
“Go to the hotel yourself, if you think it so desirable a place. I am satisfied with this, and I shall stay here.”
“What can be the motive of your obstinacy?”
“Ask that question of yourself, Mr. Carmel, and you may possibly obtain an answer,” replied the stranger.
The priest looked again at him, in stern doubt.
“I don’t understand your meaning,” he said, at last.
“I thought my meaning pretty plain. I mean that I rather think our motives are identical.”
“Honestly, Marston, I don’t understand you,” said Mr. Carmel, after another pause.
“Well, it is simply this: that I think Miss Ware a very interesting young lady, and I like being near her — don’t you?”
The ecclesiastic flushed crimson; Marston laughed contemptuously.
“I have been away for more than a month,” said the priest, a little paler, looking up angrily; “and I leave this to-day for as long a time again.”
“Conscious weakness! Weakness of that sentimental kind sometimes runs in families,” said the stranger with a sneer. It was plain that the stranger was very angry; the taunt was wicked, and, whatever it meant, stung Mr. Carmel visibly. He trembled, with a momentary quiver, as if a nerve had been pierced.
There was a silence, during which Mr. Carmel’s little French clock over the chimneypiece, punctually wound every week by old Rebecca, might be heard sharply tick, tick, ticking.
“I shall not be deterred by your cruel tongue,” said he, very quietly, at length, with something like a sob, “from doing my duty.”
“Your duty! Of course, it is always duty; jealousy is quite unknown to a man in holy orders. But there is a difference. You can’t tell me the least what I’m thinking of; you always suppose the worst of every one. Your duty! And what, pray, is your duty?”
“To warn Miss Ware and her governess,” he answered promptly.
“Warn her of what?” said the stranger, sternly.
“Warn her that a villain has got into this house.”
The interesting guest sprang to his feet, with his fists clenched. But he did not strike. He hesitated, and then he said:
“Look here; I’ll not treat you as I would a man. You wish me to strike you, you Jesuit, and to get myself into hot water. But I shan’t make a fool of myself. I tell you what I’ll do with you — if you dare to injure me in the opinion of any living creature, by one word of spoken or hinted slander, I’ll make it a police-office affair; and I’ll bring out the whole story you found it on; and we’ll see which suffers most, you or I, when the world hears it. And now, Mr. Carmel, you’re warned. And you know I’m a fellow that means what he says.”
Mr. Carmel turned with a pale face, and left the room.
I wonder what the stranger thought. I have often pondered over that scene; and, I believe, he really thought that Mr. Carmel would not, on reflection, venture to carry out his threat.
CHAPTER XV.
A WARNING.
We had heard nothing of Mr. Carmel’s arrival. He had not passed our windows, but drove up instead by the back avenue; and now he was gone, and there remained no record of his visit but the letter which Laura held in her fingers, while we both examined it on all sides, and turned it over. It was directed, “To Miss Ware and Miss Grey. Malory.” And when we opened it we read these words:
“Dear Young Ladies, — I know a great deal of the gentleman who has been permitted to take up his residence in the house adjoining Malory. It is enough for me to assure you that no acquaintance could be much more objectionable and unsafe, especially for young ladies living alone as you do. You cannot, therefore, exercise too much caution in repelling any advances he may make. —
Your true friend, “E. Carmel.”
The shock of reading these few words prevented my speaking for some seconds. I had perfect confidence in Mr. Carmel’s warning. I was very much frightened. And the vagueness of his language made it the more alarming. The same thoughts struck us both. What fools we were! How is he to be got out of the house? Whom have we to advise with? What is to be done?
In our first panic we fancied that we had got a burglar or an assassin under our roof. Mr. Carmel’s letter, however, on consideration, did not bear out quite so violent a conclusion. We resolved, of course, to act upon that letter; and I blamed myself too late for having permitted the stranger to make, even in so slight a way, my acquaintance.
In great trepidation, I despatched a note to Mrs. Jermyn, to say I could not join her boating party. To the stranger I could send neither note nor message. It did not matter. He would, of course, meet that lady at the jetty, and there learn my resolve. Two o’clock arrived. Old Rebecca came in, and told us that the gentleman in the steward’s house had asked her whether Mr. Carmel was gone; and on learning that he had actually driven away, hardly waited till she was out of the room “to burst out a-laughing,” and talking to himself, and laughing like mad.
“And I don’t think, with his laughing and cursing, he’s like a man should be that fears God, and is only a day or two out of the jaws of death!”
This description increased our nervousness. Possibly this person was a lunatic, whose keeper had been drowned in the Conway Castle. There was no solution of the riddle which Mr. Carmel had left us to read, however preposterous, that we did not try; none possible, that was not alarming.
About an hour after, passing through the hall, I saw some one, I thought, standing outside, near the window that commands the steps beside the door. This window has a wire-blind, through which, from outside, it is impossible to see. From within, however, looking towards the light, you can see perfectly. I scarcely thought our now distrusted guest would presume to approach our door so nearly; but there he was. He had mounted the steps, I suppose, with the intention of knocking, but he was, instead, looking stealthily from behind the great elm that grows close beside; his hand was leaning upon its trunk, and his whole attention absorbed in watching some object which, judging from the direction of his gaze, must have been moving upon the avenue. I could not take my eyes off him. He was frowning, with compressed lips and eyes dilated; his attitude betokened caution, and as I looked he smiled darkly.
I recovered my self-possession. I took, directly, Doctor Mervyn’s view of that very peculiar smile. I was suddenly frightened. There was nothing to prevent the formidable stranger from turning the handle of the door and letting himself into the hall. Two or three light steps brought me to the door, and I instantly bolted it. Then drawing back a little into the hall, I looked again through the window, but the intending visitor was gone.
Who had occupied his gaze the moment before? And what had determined the retreat? It flashed upon me suddenly again that he might be one of those persons who are described as “being known to the police,” and that Mr. Carmel had possibly sent constables to arrest him.
I waited breathlessly at the window, to see what would come of it. In a minute more, from the direction in whic
h I had been looking for a party of burly policemen, there arrived only my fragile friend, Laura Grey, who had walked down the road to see whether Mr. and Mrs. Jermyn were coming.
Encouraged by this reinforcement, I instantly opened the hall-door, and looked boldly out. The enemy had completely disappeared.
“Did you see him?” I exclaimed.
“See whom?” she asked.
“Come in quickly,” I answered. And when I had shut the hall-door, and again bolted it, I continued. “The man in the steward’s house. He was on the steps this moment.”
“No, I did not see him; but I was not looking towards the hall-door. I was looking up at the trees, counting the broken boughs — there are thirteen trees injured on the right hand, as you come up.”
“Well, I vote we keep the door bolted; he shan’t come in here,” said I. “This is the second siege you and I have stood together in this house. I do wish Mr. Carmel had been a little more communicative, but I scarcely think he would have been so unfriendly as to leave us quite to ourselves if he had thought him a highwayman, and certainly, if he is one, he is a very gentlemanlike robber.”
“I think he can merely have meant, as he says, to warn us against making his acquaintance,” said Miss Grey; “his letter says only that.”
“I wish Mr. Carmel would stay about home,” I said, “or else that the steward’s house were locked up.”
I suppose all went right about the boating party, and that Mrs. Jermyn got my note in good time.
No one called at Malory; the dubious stranger did not invade our steps again. We had constant intelligence of his movements from Rebecca Torkill; and there was nothing eccentric or suspicious about them, so far as we could learn.
Another evening passed, and another morning came; no letter by the post, Rebecca hastened to tell us, for our involuntary guest; a certain sign, she conjectured, that we were to have him for another day. Till money arrived he could not, it was plain, resume his journey.
Doctor Mervyn told us, with his customary accuracy and plenitude of information respecting other people’s affairs, when he looked in upon us, after his visit to his patient, that he had posted a letter the morning after his arrival, addressed to Lemuel Blount, Esquire, 5, Brunton Street, Regent’s Park; and that on reference to the London Directory, in the news-room, it was duly ascertained by the subscribers that “Blount, Lemuel,” was simply entered as “Esquire,” without any further clue whatsoever to guide an active-minded and inquiring community to a conclusion. So there, for the present, Doctor Mervyn’s story ended.
Our panic by this time was very much allayed. The unobtrusive conduct of the unknown, ever since his momentary approach to our side of the house, had greatly contributed to this. I could not submit to a blockade of any duration; so we took heart of grace, and ventured to drive in the little carriage to Cardyllion, where we had some shopping to do.
CHAPTER XVI.
DOUBTS.
I have been searching all this morning in vain for a sheet of written note paper, almost grown yellow by time when I last saw it. It contains three stanzas of very pretty poetry. At least I once thought so. I was curious to try, after so many years, what I should think of them now. Possibly they were not even original, though there certainly was no lack in the writer of that sort of cleverness which produces pretty verses.
I must tell you how I came by them. I found that afternoon a note, on the window-stool in our tea-room, addressed “Miss Ethel.” Laura Grey did not happen to be in the room at the moment. There might have been some debate on the propriety of opening the note if she had been present. I could have no doubt that it came from our guest, and I opened and read it instantly.
In our few interviews I had discovered, once or twice, a scarcely disguised tenderness in the stranger’s tones and looks. A very young girl is always pleased, though ever so secretly, with this sort of incense. I know I was. It is a thing hard to give up; and, after all, what was Mr. Carmel likely to know about this young man? — and if he did not know him, what were the canons of criticism he was likely to apply? And whatever the stranger might be, he talked and looked like a gentleman; he was unfortunate, and for the present dependent, I romantically thought, on our kindness. To have received a copy of verses was very pleasant to my girlish self-importance; and the flattery of the lines themselves was charming.
The first shock of Mr. Carmel’s warning had evaporated by this time; and I was already beginning to explain away his note. I hid the paper carefully. I loved Laura Grey; but I had, in my inmost soul, a secret awe of her; I knew how peremptory would be her advice, and I said not a word about the verses to her. At the first distant approach of an affair of the heart, how cautious and reserved we grow, and in most girls how suddenly the change from kittens to cats sets in! It was plain he had no notion of shifting his quarters to the hotel. But a little before our early tea-hour, Rebecca Torkill came in and told us what might well account for his not having yet gone to Cardyllion.
“That poor young man,” she said, “he’s very bad. He’s lying on his back, with a handkercher full of eau-de-Cologne on his forehead, and he’s sent down to the town for chloroform, and a blister for the back of his neck. He called me in, and indeed, though his talk and his behaviour might well be improved, considering how near he has just bin to death, yet I could not but pity him. Says he, ‘Mrs. Torkill, for heaven’s sake don’t shake the floor, step as light as you can, and close the shutter next the sun,’ which I did; and says he, ‘I’m in a bad way; I may die before morning. My doctor in town tells me these headaches are very dangerous. They come from the spine.’ ‘Won’t you see Doctor Mervyn, please, sir?’ say I. ‘Not I,’ says he. ‘I know all about it better than he’ — them were his words— ‘and if the things that’s coming don’t set me to rights, I’m a gone man.’ And indeed he groaned as he might at parting of soul and body — and here’s a nice kettle o’ fish, if he should die here, poor, foolish young man, and we not knowing so much as where his people lives, nor even his name. ’Tis a mysterious thing of Providence to do. I can’t see how ’twas worth while saving him from drowning, only to bring him here to die of that headache. But all works together, we know. Thomas Jones is away down at the ferry; a nice thing, among a parcel o’ women, a strange gentleman dying on a sofa, and not a man in the house! What do you think is best to be done, Miss Grey?”
“If he grows worse, I think you should send for the doctor without asking his leave,” she answered. “If it is dangerous, it would not do to have no advice. It is very unlucky.”
“Well, it is what I was thinking myself,” said the housekeeper; “folks would be talking, as if we let him die without help. I’ll keep the boiler full in case he should want a bath. He said his skull was fractured once, where that mark is, near his temple, and that the wound has something to do with it, and, by evil chance, it was just there he got the knock in the wreck of the Conway Castle; the Lord be good to us all!”
So Mrs. Torkill fussed out of the room, leaving us rather uncomfortable; but Laura Grey, at least, was not sorry, although she did not like the cause, that there was no reason to apprehend his venturing out that evening.
Our early teathings came in. A glowing autumn sunset was declining; the birds were singing their farewell chorus from thick ivy over branch and wall, and Laura and I, each with her own secret, were discussing the chances of the stranger’s illness, with exaggerated despondency and alarm. Our talk was interrupted. Through the window, which, the evening being warm, we, secure from intrusion, had left open, we heard a clear manly voice address us as “Miss Ethel and Miss Grey.”
Could it be Mr. Carmel come back again? Good Heavens! no; it was the stranger in Mr. Carmel’s place, as we had grown to call it. The same window, his hands, it seemed, resting on the very same spot on the window-stone, and his knee, just as Mr. Carmel used to place his, on the stone bench. I had no idea before how stern the stranger’s face was; the contrast between the features I had for a moment expected, and th
ose of our guest, revealed the character of his with a force assisted by the misty red beam that glanced on it, with a fierce melancholy, through the trees.
His appearance was as unexpected as if he had been a ghost. It came in the midst of a discussion as to what should be done if, by ill chance, he should die in the steward’s house. I can’t say how Laura Grey felt; I only know that I stared at his smiling face for some seconds, scarcely knowing whether the apparition was a reality or not.
“I hope you will forgive me; I hope I am not very impertinent; but I have just got up from an astounding headache all right again; and in consequence, in such spirits, that I never thought how audacious I was in venturing this little visit until it was too late.”
Miss Grey and I were both too much confounded to say a word. But he rattled on: “I have had a visitor since you were so good as to give me shelter in my shipwrecked state — one quite unexpected. I don’t mean my doctor, of course. I had a call to-day much more curious, and wholly unlooked for; an old acquaintance, a fellow named Carmel. I knew him at Oxford, and I certainly never expected to see him again.”
“Oh! You know Mr. Carmel?” I said, my curiosity overcoming a kind of reluctance to talk.
“Know him? I rather think I do,” he laughed. “Do you know him?”
“Yes,” I answered; “that is, not very well; there is, of course, a little formality in our acquaintance — more, I mean, than if he were not a clergyman.”
“But do you really know him? I fancied he was boasting when he said so.” The gentleman appeared extremely amused.
“Yes; we know him pretty well. But why should it be so unlikely a thing our knowing him?”
“Oh, I did not say that.” He still seemed as much amused as a man can quietly be. “But I certainly had not the least idea I should ever see him again, for he owes me a little money. He owes me money, and a grudge besides. There are some men you cannot know anything about without their hating you — that is, without their being afraid of you, which is the same thing. I unluckily heard something about him — quite accidentally, I give you my honour, for I certainly never had the pleasure of knowing him intimately. I don’t think he would exactly come to me for a character. I had not an idea that he could be the Mr. Carmel who, they told me, had been permitted by Mr. Ware to reside in his house. I was a good deal surprised when I made the discovery. There can’t have been, of course, any inquiry. I should not, I assure you, have spoken to Mr. Carmel had I met him anywhere else; but I could not help telling him how astonished I was at finding him established here. He begged very hard that I would not make a fuss about it, and said that he was going away, and that he would not wait even to take off his hat. So, if that is true, I shan’t trouble anyone about him. Mr. Ware would naturally think me very impertinent if I were to interfere.”
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