“Nooo,” she groaned.
Cole raised his eyebrows as Julian sat up.
“Kitten,” he said in a warning voice.
“Sir, please,” she begged.
“Spread your legs, kitten, or I’m going to roll you over and have Cole spank that naughty pussy.”
Cole’s breath caught. Fuck. Please. But Keira decided to heed that warning and spread her legs. He moved his gaze down to her pussy and saw the glistening moisture on the top of her thighs.
She was extremely turned on.
“Someone was rubbing their thighs together to try to get some relief,” Julian said gruffly.
Cole nodded. He’d noticed that but hadn’t been sure the other man had.
“That’s not allowed, is it, kitten?” Julian said sternly.
“Hmm, seems that maybe I’m not spanking hard enough then,” Cole observed. He made the next few swats harder and was rewarded by her groan. The skin of her ass was now a deeper shade of pink.
He would bet everything he owned that if he was to touch her clit right now she’d come.
“Naughty little kitten,” Julian scolded. “If you needed a spanking, you only had to ask.”
Keira let out a whimper.
“Cole is going to give you your final spanks. They’re going to be nice and hard. You let us hear how much you enjoy them.”
Cole’s hand landed, and Keira let out a cry. He covered her ass in heavy smacks that had her little feet kicking, her breath coming faster and her moans filling the room.
“Please, please, please,” Keira cried out as he stopped, rubbing the heat into her cheeks.
“Please what?” Julian asked her.
“I need . . . I need . . .”
“Yes?” Cole asked. “What do you need, little bit?”
“I need to come!”
Cole stiffened. This is probably where he should leave. Should go back to his lonely couch. After all, being brought in to help with a punishment wasn’t the same as being invited into their bed.
Julian reached for Keira, settling her on his lap, her back to his chest.
“Place your legs over mine and keep them there,” Julian ordered.
Cole stood. The only time he’d felt more alone was after he’d told them he wanted nothing to do with them. He took a step towards the door.
“Would you like a taste of kitten’s pussy?” Julian asked.
The offer was one he’d dreamed of. His stomach tightened. His cock throbbed mercilessly. He turned on his heel. Stared down at Keira and Julian, both watching him with varying levels of trepidation and need.
“Yes.”
Julian whipped off her T-shirt and flung it away, baring her to Cole’s gaze. He dropped to his knees then had to shuffle a few feet forward, uncaring how that looked. Julian moved his legs apart, widening Keira’s thighs so her pussy was fully on display.
Holy. Fuck.
“That is the most beautiful sight I’ve ever seen.”
Keira blushed. “Am I . . . am I too thin?”
“Baby, without a doubt you are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.”
Happiness flooded her face and he knew he had to tread carefully with his words. The last thing he wanted was to implant thoughts in her mind that might warp her relationship with food or her body, knowing how precarious that relationship had been years ago. He looked up at Julian. Saw the small nod he gave him.
“You will always be beautiful to me. No matter your size. Your heart, your soul, and your beauty are more than just looks and always will be.”
He dropped his gaze to her plump, pink folds. “This is a sight I’ve dreamed of for far too long.”
He kissed along her inner thigh.
“Why were you at the club tonight?” Julian suddenly asked. “I thought you weren’t interested in BDSM?”
“Joel didn’t tell you?” he asked, surprised.
They shook their heads.
“I’ve been going to a club for the last six months. Started off doing training sessions. Did some playing. Nothing that meant anything to me. It was all to practice for one day, hopefully, finding the two of you. I never let myself believe you’d be free or that you’d want me. But, still, in case a miracle happened, I wanted to be the best Dom I could. For the two of you.”
“It’s just for us?” Keira asked.
He shook his head. “No, I realized it was actually something that was always a part of me. I was just in denial. And angry. So fucking angry. I just put the anger in the wrong places since the person I was most furious at was dead.”
“Your dad?”
“Yep.”
There were a few beats where no one spoke.
“Enough talk. Eat her pussy,” Julian broke the silence.
Cole felt that dominant side of him stir. Want to bite back. But he pushed it deep. And that idea he’d had took better shape. Maybe he could do it. If it would prove to them both how serious he was about them, about earning them back.
Yeah. He’d fucking do anything.
He looked up at Keira. Her face was flushed, her face filled with arousal.
“Poor baby, here we are talking when you have so much need. Where do you need me to touch you? Here?” He kissed the skin at the top of her mound, then moved to her upper thigh. “Or here?”
He ran his tongue over her mound, hearing her low moan of pleasure as he placed a kiss at the top of her slit. “Or here?”
“Lower. Please. Touch my clit. Please.”
“I want to savor this. Savor your taste, your smell, those little noises you make when you’re getting closer to finding your release.”
He used his fingers to part her lips, taking in the evidence of her need. Her lips were wet and swollen. He leaned in and took a long lick of her, murmuring in pleasure as her taste danced on his tongue. “Fuck, I could do this all day. You are fucking addictive.”
He looked up at Keira as she let out a groan. Julian moved his hands to cover her breasts, he plucked at one nipple and she cried out. Cole drew his mouth back.
“Offer me her breast.” He didn’t mean for it to come out as a demand, but Julian simply cupped his hand under her breast, offering it up to Cole. They were no longer as big as they’d once been. But he didn’t give a shit about that. He licked his tongue over the tip.
“Ohhh,” she groaned, squirming around on Julian’s lap.
“Sit still,” Cole commanded. “Or you’ll be over my knee.”
She closed her eyes but stilled her movements.
“That’s my good girl,” Julian praised her. “My good little kitten.”
“Have you two ever done any pet play?” Cole asked.
“Once,” Keira sighed as Cole wrapped his mouth around her nipple and started sucking.
“Enjoy it?”
“Oh, yes.”
Good. That gave him all sorts of possibilities.
But right now, he had something else to concentrate on and it deserved all his attention. He studied her pussy, licked his way along the slickened lips, lapped the flat of his tongue over her entrance before moving his tongue to lightly circle her clit.
“Oh. Oh.”
“Feel good, kitten?” Julian asked her.
“Yes!”
“Tell him how good,” Julian commanded. “Tell him how much you enjoy having his tongue on your pussy. Tell him how much you want to come.”
Cole pressed a finger deep into her passage as he circled her clit slowly. So slowly.
“It feels so good!” she cried out. “Please don’t stop. I need more.”
“What do you need, kitten?” Julian asked. “Do you want him to lick your juices? Do you want him to fuck you with his fingers while he sucks on your clit? Do you want his finger in your ass while he tongue fucks you?”
“All! I want it all!”
“He can only do what you ask for,” Julian told her.
Oh, yes. He could totally get behind this game. He wanted to hear all the dirty words coming from Kei
ra’s sweet mouth.
“I . . . I . . . I want you to lick my pussy then I want you to-to f-fuck me with your fingers.”
“What do you call him?” Julian demanded.
“Sir! Sir!” she cried out.
Fuck. If he got any harder, he’d hurt himself.
“Sir, please lick my pussy and fuck me with your fingers.”
“And your ass?” Julian prompted. “Do you want his fingers there?”
Cole leaned back to look up at Julian. “Plug?”
The other man frowned slightly and shook his head. Huh. That was a surprise. He’d have thought they would have a whole drawer filled with toys.
And how are they supposed to pay for that, idiot?
“Kitten?” Julian prompted as Cole just waited for her words.
“Please, Sir, put your f-fingers in my ass.”
“Fuck. Me,” Cole muttered.
“Maybe later,” Julian muttered back.
Oh. Hell. He’d never been fucked by a man. And the only man he wanted was Julian.
He lowered his mouth to Keira once more, trying to push that idea out of his mind and concentrate on the delicious little subbie before him. Sitting there while oh-so-politely asking for what she needed. Those dirty words coming from such a sweet face nearly did him in. His dick was a lost cause. His balls were on fire.
But he’d take it all, just for this. A taste of belonging.
He slid his tongue over her entrance then thrust it inside. Keira groaned, her hips rising to meet his mouth.
“Uh-uh,” Julian warned her. “You stay where you are. You move and he stops.”
“That’s so unfair.”
“Those are the rules, kitten. Unfortunately for you, you don’t get to make them.”
Cole had to smile since he was certain she didn’t want to make them. He drove his tongue in then out, using his finger to tease her clit until her breath was coming in sharp pants. Until her tremors rocked her body. Then he replaced his tongue with two fingers, stretching her, fucking her with his fingers while he watched Julian toy with her nipples. Her head was thrown back against Julian’s shoulder.
“Little bit, look at me.”
She lowered her head, her dazed eyes staring down at him.
“You ready to have me finger fuck your ass?”
“Oh, shit,” she whispered.
He had to hide a grin at those words. She was always so open, so uninhibited. Life would be much easier were more people as open and caring as she was.
“Kitten? Cole asked you a question.”
She cleared her throat. “Yes. Please, Sir.”
“Lube’s in the top drawer,” Julian told him.
Thank God they had that, at least. He rose and moved to the set of drawers Julian indicated with a nod of his head. He pulled out the lube and coated two of his fingers as he walked back to where the two of them sat.
You are one fucking lucky asshole.
Keira had to fight hard not to squirm around on Julian’s lap. No way did she want either of them stopping to spank her. Not that she hadn’t been happy to sacrifice her ass to the greater good, that being the two of them working together. She’d enjoyed her spanking, but she was enjoying this a hell of a lot more.
“Put your hands around my neck,” Julian commanded as Cole knelt between her legs once more.
She couldn’t believe Cole was there. In their bedroom. Couldn’t believe he was kneeling between their legs. She’d expected him to fight against Julian’s commands and while she’d seen his face turn thoughtful a few times, he’d played along with the other man.
They’d worked as a team.
They were going to fucking kill her.
She took in a deep breath as she felt Cole part her ass cheeks. Oh, hell. He moved his mouth back to her clit, rubbing his tongue over the swollen nub as he pressed a finger deep into her ass.
That was . . . that was . . . shit, she didn’t even have words.
“How’s your leg?” Julian murmured. “Tell me if it starts to hurt you.”
Her leg? Who cared about her leg? But she quickly realized he did as he pinched one of her nipples. “Kitten.”
That warning had her body lighting up. “Yes, Sir.”
He gave a satisfied grunt.
Then Cole added another finger and she swore she saw stars. Her whole body arched, her cry filling the room. He flicked his tongue at her clit, driving her higher and higher as his fingers slowly stretched her ass, pushing in and out of the tight muscle.
She reached that plateau with a silent cry.
“Come, kitten. Come for us both. Let us hear your pleasure.”
It was all she needed to send her crashing over the edge. And it was likely everyone within a five-mile radius heard her pleasure.
Julian felt her shudder in his arms. Her scream of pleasure so loud it shocked a smile out of him. He glanced down at Cole at just that moment, seeing the answering happiness in the other man’s face.
Part of him said not to trust in this.
He knew he had to be wary for both himself and Keira. He had to guard them both.
And yet . . . the way the other man had held him earlier when he’d fallen apart. How lost he’d looked when he thought they were leaving him to go back to the bedroom alone. How much hope had filled his face when Julian had asked him if he wanted to taste Keira.
Fuck. He was getting to him.
He let out a deep breath. This was enough for tonight. If things went too much further, he wasn’t sure he’d be capable of guarding his heart.
Or his kitten’s.
Cole seemed to sense the change of mood and stood. Julian stood with Keira in his arms then laid her down on the messy bed. She lay back sleepily, the evidence of her pleasure still coating the top of her thighs.
“I’m just gonna clean up,” Cole said.
“Get a washcloth for her?” Julian called out.
Cole just gave a nod. There was awkwardness between them now and he knew it was his fault. He closed his eyes and let out a deep breath. God, he was tired. So tired. It wasn’t just physical exhaustion, although that was definitely part of it. He was emotionally spent.
Things couldn’t keep going along like this. He knew that.
Maybe Cole was the answer. Maybe he would create more of a problem.
You won’t know which until you try.
“Julian? Julian?”
He opened his eyes, turned to see Cole standing there with a washcloth in hand.
“Oh, right. Sorry.” Had he basically been asleep on his feet? Shit. He was more spaced out than he’d realized.
“Lie down, you’re exhausted.”
Julian nodded and reached for the washcloth.
“May I?” Cole asked, rather formally for someone who’d just had his mouth in Julian’s wife’s pussy and his fingers up her ass.
Julian nodded and climbed into bed on one side of Keira as Cole moved to the other side. She was now sleeping peacefully, completely relaxed. Cole pushed her legs apart to clean her pussy and ass gently. Then he stood.
“I’ll just put this in the bathroom and go back to the couch. I just wanted to say, well, thank you for trusting me with that.”
Julian closed his eyes. “Come back here.”
“What?” Cole asked quietly.
He wouldn’t look at him. Because if he looked at him, he might be tempted to pull him in for a kiss. And he wasn’t sure he would stop there. Right now, his dick was hard, his balls tight and he really wanted to feel Cole’s mouth around his shaft.
“Come sleep with us.”
“You’re sure?”
“Don’t wanna say it again.” Part of him felt a little sad. He wasn’t used to a hesitant Cole. He got that the other man said he was trying to change. But truth was, Julian wasn’t sure he wanted him to lose that take-charge part of himself. That confidence was a part of Cole Saxon.
He just needed to watch he didn’t cross the line from commanding to dickhead.
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bsp; Julian had to smile at that. A smile he buried in the pillow as he felt the bed dip as Cole joined them.
A feeling of rightness and safety stole over him as he slipped off to sleep.
21
Keira walked quietly into the kitchen the next morning. A yawn rocked her, and she rubbed at her eyes tiredly.
“Sleep okay?”
She let out a screech, jumping into the air. When she landed, she let out a groan of pain as the muscles in her leg pulled.
“Fuck! Shit! I’m sorry, baby. Are you all right? I thought you saw me sitting here.”
She attempted to breathe through the pain as Cole stood and grabbed hold of her waist to steady her.
“I’m all right.”
“No, you’re not. And you shouldn’t lie about being okay,” he told her sternly. “Fuck. I’m so sorry for scaring you. Did you hurt yourself?”
“No, I’m fine.”
Cole sighed, long and drawn out. Then she found herself suddenly sitting on the counter with his hands on either side of her hips, trapping her. Having him this close made her head spin.
“Keira. We need to get something clear, all right?”
“Um. All right?” She wasn’t sure she liked the sound of where this was going.
“You don’t have to answer every question I ask you; you can tell me you don’t want to answer. But if you give me an answer, it has to be an honest one. I never want you to tell me you’re fine when you aren’t, understand?”
She glanced down guiltily at her lap.
He tilted her face up gently. “Understand me?”
“I understand.”
“Now let’s start that again. Did you hurt yourself?”
She licked her dry lips. “It’s just my leg.”
“What’s wrong with your leg?”
“It . . . I . . . I hurt it a while ago. I was on crutches and stuff. I still have trouble being on it for long hours. It doesn’t like sudden movements.”
“All right. Thank you for telling me.” His thanks filled her with warmth, and she smiled.
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