“A fuck list. Have you never had one? A list of people you want to fuck?”
“No. Well, I mean I have always found bikers sexy and firemen.” Lily Rose let out her wind and then I settled her back in the crook of my arm. She was wearing a gorgeous pink and white dungaree set with little white booties.
“Oooo firemen. That outfit. Yum.” Jasmine picked up her cup of tea and took a sip.
“What’s yum?” A voice boomed beside us. We looked up to see Solar standing there.
“Oh, um…” Jasmine hesitated.
“Flower?” Solar crossed his arms over his broad chest and I swear I heard the women around me sigh in pleasure.
“A fireman uniform,” she admitted. He placed his hand on the table in front of her and bent so his lips were at her ear. I looked down at Lily Rose as I didn’t want to be too nosey.
“Flower, it’s not the uniform that counts, it’s what’s underneath it. You won’t get bigger or better than me.”
I could feel a blush rising up my cheeks, did he mean to say that so loud? I jumped out of my seat and walked over to where Pup was playing with Cooper. I slipped off my shoes and sat on the mat with Lily Rose in my arms. I glanced over my shoulder to make sure Jasmine knew where I had gone, but she was being occupied by Solar’s tongue.
“Hey babe.” Pup smiled at me. He was sitting in the middle of a small ball pool, with Cooper on his lap. He was picking balls up and throwing them around. I swear that sight alone had just made me fall even more in love with him.
“Having fun? I see you’ve got an audience.” I nodded my head to all the women that were busy watching him and not their own children.
“They’re just watching their kids. Not me,” he shrugged.
“Ummm, babe. You’re the only one in here.” He glanced around and frowned.
“Oh.” He looked up again and not one of the women looked away, it was as if they wanted him to know they were watching.
“Hey, Coop. You hungry?” His eyes brightened and he started reaching for me.
“Grab him for me babe, so I can attempt to get out of this thing somehow.” Pup placed Cooper in my arm and I moved him so he was sitting on my hip as I had Lily Rose in the crook of my other arm. I started to head back to the table and stopped in my tracks when I heard a woman asking Pup out. I spun back around and stepped in between them.
“Back off,” I snapped.
“Oh, sorry. Are you and him, like, together?” The blonde woman who had a face full of make-up asked.
“Yes. And we are here to have a fun day with our son. So please stop your ogling and have some self-restraint. We’re in a children’s play area.” She took a step back from me but not before saying:
“Self-restraint? You should practice what you preach. You have a son who is under a year old and a new born baby. Looks like someone couldn’t keep it in their pants,” she smirked at me.
“Babe, take the kids.” I passed him Cooper and tried passing him Lily Rose too.
“Everything ok?” Jasmine asked. I gave her Lily back and stepped closer to this blonde tramp.
“I didn’t mean anything by it,” she stuttered, taking another step back.
“Then back the hell off. I get fed up of women like you. Thinking you can just swarm in and take another woman’s man. Well, let me tell you this, he is mine.”
“Ok, sorry.” She took another step back and before I could take one closer again Pup wound his arm around my waist and directed me back to the table where Jasmine, Solar and Nate were now sitting.
“You ok?” he asked. I didn’t speak but nodded my head. “Our son?”
“I’m sorry.” I spun on my heel to look at him.
“Don’t be. I liked it. I loved you claiming us. As far as I’m concerned we’re a family. I want you to be with us all of the time.”
“Really?” I smiled.
“Yes. Move in with us.”
“Isn’t it a bit soon?”
“Ma ma ma ma.” Cooper started mumbling. I glanced up to see that he had his arms held out for me. My heart soared at that moment and I had to fight to keep the tears back.
“Well, I think that says it all. We’ll go and collect your stuff later.” Pup kissed me on the lips and left me standing in the middle of the room with Cooper cuddled into my chest.
Stef
We were on the way to the clubhouse. I had already had a confrontation with one woman I didn’t need another one.
“You ok?” Pup asked, placing his hand high up on my thigh.
“Yeah,” I lied. I shouldn’t be lying to him. “Actually, no.”
“Talk to me.”
“I can’t seem to get over this Lottie business.”
“Babe, there is nothing to worry about. I promise you.”
“You need to make it clear to her that you’re not interested.”
“I’ve told her. She’ll get bored soon and move on to someone else. She can’t help but want me, I am a stud,” he chuckled.
“Well stud, if you want anything from me, including me living with you. Then you’ll make sure she stays away.”
“She will. If it gets too much I’ll talk to the Prez about it. Ok?” I nodded my head as we pulled into the clubhouse. I glanced over my shoulder to see that Cooper was sleeping.
“I’ll just stay here with him, so he can sleep.”
“Babe, at this precise moment you have more right being in there than she does. You’re my Old Lady, you rank above her.”
“W… what? I’m not your Old Lady.”
“You may not have the leather yet, but you’ll get it. Come on.” He climbed out of the car and pulled Cooper from his seat. He was still fast asleep. “I’m just going to put him in his cot.”
I sighed as I climbed from the car and followed him inside. I looked around and Ashlyn and Cammie were sitting at a table in the corner. Ashlyn waved at me and I trotted over to them.
“Hey guys.” I greeted them, putting on a forced smile. They both stood up to give me a hug and I sat down with them.
“You ok?” Cammie asked.
“Yeah.” I smiled at them. I could feel Lottie’s eyes burning a hole in my head.
“You want a drink?” Ashlyn asked. I shook my head. “Tell us what’s bothering you.”
“I’m fed up of club bunnies always being around when I want to have a drink and some fun. I feel like I always have to keep my eye on that one.” I nodded my head towards the bar and they both looked at the same time.
“What’s she done?” Cammie asked.
“She won’t leave Ty… Pup alone. It’s stressing me out, so much that I don’t want to be here.”
“I have a great idea.” Ashlyn piped in. Cammie and I waited for her to continue. “Girls night, no guys, no club, no bunnies. Us, alcohol and fun.”
“Oh that does sound like fun.” My eyes brightened at the thought.
“What am I missing?” Carla asked as she joined us.
“Girls night, tonight. At a club in town, the guys can babysit.” Ashlyn smiled.
“Sounds great. I’m in. Jasmine too?”
“And Eden?” Cammie added.
“Have I met Eden?” I asked.
“Probably not. She’s not an Old Lady, she’s only connected to the club because she’s Nate’s auntie and Pup rescued her from a kidnapper. She’s cool though and our Tat has a thing for her.” Carla winked at me.
“Ah yes, I’m excited,” I squealed.
“Well, I can help you with that.” Pup said as he walked closer to us.
“We’re going out tonight. Girls’ night. The guys have to babysit.” Ashlyn informed him.
“What’s that, darlin’?” Iron asked as he walked into the room followed by Holes, Solar and Prez.
“We’re going out tonight, to a club in town and you can all babysit. Jasmine too.” Carla announced as she stood up.
“Prospects go with you,” Prez said.
“What? What happened to no guys?” I asked.
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p; “Babe.” Pup said in a tone telling me not to argue. I kept quiet as the girls arranged all the details.
“So, we will meet here at eight. Jono and Steve will go with us,” Carla said to all of us and we all agreed.
“Brothers, bring the kids we will have a guys’ night. Pool and poker.” Prez announced.
“Sounds good.” Pup agreed and the rest of the guys nodded along.
“See you girls later.” I smiled and waved before following Pup down the hall to his room.
“We’ll stop by your place and grab your stuff before heading home.” Pup said as he pulled Cooper out of his cot. His eyes opened but he was still sleepy.
“I need to pack it all up, I’ll do it one night in the week.”
“I hope you’re not stalling moving in with us.”
“Of course not, I’ve been there for weeks now anyway.” I reached up to kiss his lips and placed one on Cooper’s head too.
“You’ll need to stop by and get something to wear tonight.”
“Nope. I have a dress at your place. Just in case we went to a club party.”
“Oh really? I think I’ll need to pre approve this dress.”
“It’s the only one I got, so I’ll either be wearing that or nothing at all.” I swayed my hips as I opened the door and walked through it. I could hear him growl behind me. Once he had caught up with me, he grabbed my hip and whispered in my ear.
“I think I’ll need to have you before you go out tonight. So you’ll smell of me and every other guy will steer clear.” I didn’t bother responding, there was no point. Once he had an idea in his head, it stuck.
“Babe, its quarter to eight,” Pup shouted from the living room. I was just leaning over the sink in the bathroom to apply my lipstick as he walked in. “Holy fuck. You look amazing.”
“Thanks.” I was wearing a skin tight black bodycon dress that ended mid-thigh, it had one full sleeve that had white skulls running down the arm, the other side there was no sleeve at all and the sides had slash marks in them showing off my skin. I paired it with my heeled mid-calf biker boots, wore my hair down and curled it ever so slightly. My eyes were a smoky grey colour with bright red lipstick.
“Shit,” he swore as he pushed down on his cock. He hadn’t been able to have his way with me earlier as every time he put Cooper down he screamed. He was tired and teasy. Pup would have his hands full with him later.
“You ok, babe?” I asked as I swished my way over to him.
“I’m not sure I want you going out looking this hot.” He pulled my top towards him and looked at my breasts, then his hands slipped under my dress to my bum.
“What are you doing?” I questioned.
“Making sure you’ve got underwear on.” I laughed at him as I wound my arms around his neck.
“I’m all covered tonight, babe.”
“There’s a whole lot of leg not covered.” I brushed his comment aside and kissed him.
“Where’s Coop?”
“In his car seat, ready to go.”
“Let’s get going then. I’m excited. My first night out with the club ladies. It may get messy.” I winked at him before leaving the room.
Cooper was bundled up in his car seat in the middle of the living room floor.
“Hi, baby.” I cooed as I bent down to see him. He immediately lifted his arms in the air for me. “You and daddy are going to the clubhouse while I go out and drink and dance.”
“And no bending over,” Pup stated from behind me. “Do you have any idea how much restraint it takes not to grab you, bend you over this kitchen worktop and fuck you so hard that you would feel me every time you moved. Every time you shook those hips as you danced, you would have been able to feel me.”
“And now you’re sending me out all hot and horny.” I laughed.
“Shit,” he cursed.
“You trust me, don’t you?” I asked, standing in front of him.
“Yes, babe. Of course I do.” He placed his hands on my hips and pulled me closer. I laid my hands on his chest and angled my head so he could have my lips. We were both left panting after a bruising kiss.
“It didn’t come off,” he mentioned, rubbing his thumb over my bottom lip.
“Nope and it won’t come off later when I’m sucking your cock either.” I smiled at him and he cursed under his breath again.
“Don’t be out too late.”
“It all depends on how wild these women get,” I laughed.
“Come on then.” He picked Cooper up, I grabbed my bag and leather jacket and we headed for the clubhouse.
We arrived at the clubhouse the same time as a red headed woman, she was dressed up to go out, was she coming with us?
“Eden,” Pup called out. She turned around, smiled and walked back towards us.
“Hi, how are you?”
“Eden this is my girl, Stef. Stef this is Eden.”
“Nice to meet you.” Eden smiled.
“You too. I love your shoes where did you get them?” I walked in with Eden as Pup got Cooper out of the car.
“There is this little shop in town, the shoes there are amazing,” she gushed.
“Red?” We both looked up to see Tat standing in front of us. Who was he talking to?
“How many times have I asked you not to call me that? You know my name,” she snapped.
“What are you doing here?” he questioned. I was standing by the side of her and I didn’t know whether to leave them to it or not.
“Going out on a girls’ night.”
“But you’re not an Old Lady.”
“Neither is Stef,” she countered.
“She’s with Pup.”
“And maybe Eden would be with one of my brothers if he just got his head out of his damn arse.” Holes laughed slapping him on his back as he walked into the room with Cammie on his arm.
“Whatever,” he mumbled before walking away. Eden kept her eyes on him as he disappeared out of the room.
“You ok?” I asked. She nodded as she covered her face with a fake smile. “Is he an ex?”
“Oh no. Nothing like that. I had to stay here for a little while after Pup rescued me and I thought we had a connection. But I guess I was wrong.”
“Ok ladies.” Prez shouted. “Jono and Steve are driving you in the mini bus. They will be joining you in the club. Any trouble at all you are to come home, no arguing with them.” We all nodded in agreement. He looked at Carla, Cammie, Ashlyn and Jasmine. “Where are your properties?”
“We don’t need to wear them, it’ll be hot in the club.” Carla said. Just as Prez was about to talk she added. “Please, we just want a normal night out. It’s bad enough we have to have escorts.”
“Fine. I’m not happy about it, but fine.”
“Let’s go ladies,” she called out. The Prez grabbed her around the waist and whispered something into her ear. She melted in front of him and nodded. My eyes scoped around the room looking for Pup. I couldn’t leave without saying goodbye and kissing Cooper goodnight. I turned on my heel and hurried out of the room.
“Where you going?” Ashlyn called out.
“To say bye to Cooper and Pup.” I strutted down the hallway and stopped in my tracks when I heard Pup talking to someone.
“How many times do I have to tell you, I’m in love with Stef. She’s my Old Lady. Cooper is our son. He’s nothing to do with you.”
“Ty, please,” she begged him. I flew around the corner and grabbed a fistful of her blonde hair and yanked her back. She screamed and Pups eyes widened.
“How dare you use his name. You’re just a club whore, no one important.”
“I’ve known him longer than you have. I know how he likes his dick sucked and how he likes to fuck.” Rage burned through me as I dragged her down the hall way and into the bar. I shoved her into the middle of the room.
“Let me get this straight. Once a brother has claimed his lady shouldn’t the club whores back the fuck off?”
“Yeah, they
should.” Prez said walking into the middle of the room. “What have you been up to Lottie?”
“Nothing Prez. I swear,” she cried, rubbing her hand over her head.
“Are you really going to stand there and lie to the President of this club?” Pup shouted from behind me. He made me jump, I didn’t realise he was that close. He ran a soothing hand over my back.
“Get the hell out of here Lottie,” he shouted.
“Are… Are you throwing me out?” she cried.
“No, but you need to think about your future and if you keep up with this I’ll have no choice but to remove you from the club.” She nodded as she ran out of the bar and down the hall.
“Have fun ladies.” Prez shouted. “Jono and Steve are waiting outside for you.”
“I’m not going. Let’s just go home.” I said to Pup as I turned around in his arms.
“Hey, what’s this for?” He pushed my chin up so I had to look into his eyes.
“She’s still here.”
“The bunnies have been ordered to stay in their rooms tonight. The new prospect Alan is serving us at the bar. It’s just gonna be us guys and some poker. No chicks allowed. Ok?” I nodded. “Come on babe, you were really looking forward to going out. Don’t let her ruin that. I don’t know how much you heard earlier…”
“I heard you tell her that you love me,” I said quietly.
“And I do. I think from that first time you gave me shit for jumping the queue at the bar. I fell for you straight away. I never believed in love at first sight, until now. I love you Stef.”
“I love you too, Tyler.”
“Now go out, get drunk, don’t dance with any guys and come home and suck my cock as promised.” He winked at me and I couldn’t help but laugh.
“Thank you.” I stretched up on my toes and kissed him.
“What you thanking me for?”
“For making me feel better. I feel like I’ve known you for a lot longer than just four weeks.”
“That’s how it feels when you love your soul mate.” We kissed again and got interrupted by a bossy Carla.
“Ok love birds, time to break it up. Girls’ night is calling for us.”
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