by Harper,Jane
In the front office they heard the station door slam. Deacon and his lawyer had arrived.
“Mate, listen to me now,” Raco said. “You don’t know it. You get caught saying stuff like that outside of this station and that harassment charge is going to stick, so watch your mouth. There’s nothing linking Deacon to the Hadlers’ murders, no matter how much you want there to be.”
“Ask him.”
“Tunnel vision is a dangerous route.”
“Just ask him.”
The lawyer was young and infused with a deep passion for her client’s rights. Raco listened to her patiently as he escorted them both into the interview room. Falk watched them go, then leaned back in his chair, frustrated. Deborah came out from behind the reception desk and handed him a cold bottle of water.
“Not ideal to be stuck out here with Mal Deacon in there,” she said.
“Yeah.” Falk sighed. “Procedure. It works for you until it doesn’t.”
“You know what you need to do? Make yourself useful while you’re waiting.” She nodded to the hallway. “The storeroom could do with a clear-out.”
Falk looked at her. “I don’t think—”
Deborah regarded him over her glasses. “Follow me.” She unlocked a door and ushered him inside. It was musty, with shelves of paper and office supplies stacked around. She held a finger to her lips then touched her ear. Through an air vent above the shelves, Falk could hear voices. Muffled, but audible.
“For the tape, I am Sergeant Raco, present with my colleague Constable Barnes. Please state your names for the record.”
“Cecilia Targus.” The lawyer’s voice was bright and crisp through the vent.
“Malcolm Deacon.”
In the storeroom, Falk stared at Deborah.
“This has to be fixed,” he whispered, and she gave him the shadow of a wink.
“I know. But it won’t be today.”
She pulled the door to behind her, and Falk sat down on a box to listen.
Deacon’s lawyer tried to kick things off. “My client—” she began and stopped.
Falk could imagine Raco holding up his hand to silence her.
“You’ve given us the written copy of the complaint against Federal Agent Falk, thank you.” Raco’s voice drifted through the vent. “As you’re aware, he is technically off duty and not a member of this police force, so that will be directed to the appropriate member in his chain of command.”
“My client would like assurances that he will be left in peace and—”
“I’m afraid I can’t give any assurance of that kind.”
“Why not?”
“Because your client is the nearest neighbor to a house where three people were shot dead and currently remains without an alibi,” Raco said. “He’s also a suspect in the vandalism of a car last night, as it happens. We’ll come to that later.”
There was a silence.
“In regards to the deaths of three members of the Hadler family, Mr. Deacon has nothing more to add to—” The lawyer was cut short by Deacon this time.
“I had bugger all to do with that shooting, and you can put that on your record,” he piped up.
Cecilia Targus’s high voice cut in. “Mr. Deacon, I advise you—”
“Oh shut it, love, will you?” Deacon’s scorn was blistering. “You’ve no idea how it works down this way. These blokes’ll pin it on me in a heartbeat given half the chance, and I don’t need you getting me slammed up.”
“Nevertheless, your nephew has asked me to advise—”
“What’s wrong? Those tits make you deaf as well as stupid?”
There was a long silence. Falk, sitting alone, smiled despite himself. Nothing like old-fashioned misogyny to make the ignorant turn down good advice. Well, Deacon couldn’t say he wasn’t warned.
“Maybe you could tell us again about that day, Mal. Please.” Raco’s voice was calm but firm. The sergeant had a good career in front of him, Falk thought—if this case didn’t kill his enthusiasm stone dead before it really started.
“Nothing to tell. I was round the side of the house fixing that fence, and I see Luke Hadler’s truck come up his driveway.”
Deacon sounded more alert than Falk had ever heard him, but his words had the singsong quality of a story memorized rather than remembered.
“Hadler comes and goes all the time, so I pay no attention to it,” Deacon went on. “Then I hear a shot from down their farm. I go inside my house. Then a bit later there’s another shot.”
“Did you do anything?”
“Like what? It’s a bloody farm. Something gets shot every day. How was I to know it was that woman and her kid?”
Falk could picture Deacon shrugging.
“Anyway, I told you before, I wasn’t paying attention, was I? ’Cause I was on the phone.”
There was a shocked silence.
“What?”
Falk heard his own confusion echoed in Raco’s tone. There had been no mention of a phone call in Deacon’s statement. Falk knew. He’d read it enough times.
“What?” said Deacon, seemingly unaware.
“You took a phone call? During the shootings?”
“Yeah,” Deacon said. “I told you.” But his voice had changed. He sounded less sure.
“No, you didn’t,” Raco said. “You said you went inside, and that’s where you heard the second shot.”
“Yeah, I went inside because the phone was ringing,” Deacon said, but he hesitated. His voice was slower now, and he stumbled a little over the final word. “It was the bird from the pharmacy calling to tell me my prescription was ready.”
“You were on the phone to a woman from the pharmacy when you heard the second shot?” Raco asked, his disbelief evident.
“Yeah,” Deacon said, sounding not at all certain. “I was. I think I was. ’Cause she asked what that bang was, and I said it was nothing. Farm stuff.”
“Were you on your cell phone?”
“No. Landline. I get a crap signal up there.”
There was another silence.
“Why didn’t you tell us this earlier?” Raco asked.
There was a long silence. When Deacon spoke again he sounded like a little boy.
“I don’t know why.”
Falk knew. Dementia. In the storeroom, he leaned his forehead against the cool wall. On the inside he was shouting with frustration. Through the vent he heard a tiny cough. When the lawyer spoke she sounded pleased.
“I think we’re finished here.”
31
Raco kept Deacon in the interview room for another twenty minutes, quizzing him about the damage to Falk’s car, but it was a lost cause. He eventually let the old man leave with a warning ringing in his ears.
Falk took the keys to the police car and waited behind the station house until Deacon drove away. He gave it five minutes, then slowly drove the route to Deacon’s farm. Along the way, the fire warning sign advised him the danger was still extreme.
He turned at a faded sign pointing to the ambitiously named Deacon Estates and rumbled along a gravel driveway. A few ragged sheep raised their heads hopefully as he drove past.
The property was high on a hill and offered a breathtaking view of the surrounding countryside. On Falk’s right he could clearly see the Hadlers’ home some distance below in the shallow valley. The rotary washing line was a cobweb on a stick and a couple of garden benches looked like dolls’ furniture. Twenty years ago he had loved that view, on the occasions he’d visited Ellie here. Now he couldn’t stand to look at it.
Falk pulled up outside a dilapidated barn as Deacon was attempting to lock his car. The man’s hands were shaking, and he dropped the keys in the dust. Falk folded his arms and watched Deacon bend slowly to retrieve them. Deacon’s dog trotted over to his master’s feet and growled in Falk’s direction. The old man glanced up. The aggression in his face had for once been replaced with something else. He just looked exhausted and confused.
“I just
left the police station,” Deacon said, but he didn’t sound sure.
“Yeah. You did.”
“So what do you want, then?” Deacon stood straight, as best he could. “You going to take a pop at an old man while no one’s around? You’re a coward.”
“I’m not going to waste a career-ending punch on you,” Falk said.
“What, then?”
It was a good question. Falk looked at Deacon. For two decades, the man had loomed larger than life. He’d been the bogeyman, the specter at the feast, the monster under the bed. Standing in front of him now, Falk could still taste his own anger in the back of his throat, but it was diluted with something else. Not pity, definitely not pity.
Instead, Falk realized he felt cheated. He’d left it too long to slay the beast, and over time it had shriveled and wasted until it was no longer a fair fight. Falk took a step forward, and for a second Deacon’s eyes registered fear. A stripe of shame flashed through him. Falk stopped in his tracks. What was he doing here?
He looked Deacon in the eye. “I had nothing to do with your daughter’s death.”
“Bullshit. Your name was on that note. Your alibi was a fairy tale—” The words again had the hollow ring of learned repetition. Falk cut him off.
“How do you know, Deacon? Tell me. Why have you always been so sure Luke and I weren’t together the day she died? Because I tell you, from here it seems like you know a lot more about that day than you’ve let on.”
There was no smell of dinner in the air when Mal Deacon let himself into the farmhouse, and he felt a hot flash of irritation. In the living room his nephew was lying on the old brown couch with his eyes closed and a beer can balanced on his gut. The cricket was blaring from the radio. The Aussies were chasing the South African side.
Deacon kicked Grant’s boots off the couch, and his nephew prized open one eye.
“No bloody tea on yet?” Deacon said.
“Ellie’s not back from school.”
“You couldn’t have started something, you lazy bastard? I’ve been out there up to my eyes with those ewes all day.”
Grant shrugged. “Ellie’s job.”
Deacon grunted, but he was right. It was. He snapped a beer from the six-pack by Grant’s side and went through to the rear of the house.
His daughter’s bedroom was clinically neat. It stood silent and almost aloof from the chaos of the rest of the house. Deacon stood in the doorway and took a swig from the can. His eyes roamed over the room like beetles, but he was hesitant to step inside. Poised at the threshold of the pristine room, he felt the uneasy sensation of misalignment. A loose thread. A crack in the pavement. It looked perfect, but it wasn’t right.
His eyes flicked to the white bedpost, and he frowned. There was a tiny circular dent in the wood, and the paint there had cracked and flaked. The pink carpet below the post had been scrubbed in a small and imperfect circle and was now one, or at most two, shades darker than the rest. Barely noticeable, but there.
Deacon felt a cold spot form in his stomach, like a tiny ball bearing. He stared at the silent room and the dent and the spot as the alcohol carried the first threads of anger through his veins. His daughter was supposed to be there, and she wasn’t. He clutched the beer in his palm and waited for its cool, solid weight to calm him.
Later, he would tell the police that was the moment he knew something was seriously wrong.
Falk watched Ellie’s father closely.
“You might be able to claim your hands are clean when it comes to the Hadlers,” Falk said, “but you know something about what happened to your daughter.”
“You watch your mouth.” Deacon’s voice was quiet and tight, like a coiled spring.
“Is that why you were always so keen to pin Ellie’s death on me? If there’s no suspect to hand, people start looking for one. Who knows what they’d start to uncover if they looked too closely at you. Neglect? Abuse?”
The old man lunged at Falk with surprising force, taking him by surprise and knocking him flat to the ground. Deacon’s grubby hand mashed against his face. The dog circled, barking frantically.
“I will gut you!” Deacon was shouting now. “I hear you breathe one word like that, and I will gut you like an animal. I loved her. You hear me? I loved that girl.”
Luke Hadler’s heart was in his throat. He paused with one hand on the radio as the South Africans nearly took a wicket. Batsman restored and panic over, he switched it off.
He sprayed body mist liberally over his bare chest and flung open his wardrobe. Automatically he reached for the gray shirt she’d admired once. Luke checked his reflection in the mirror and flashed his teeth as he buttoned it. He liked what he saw, but he knew from experience that meant bugger all. It took a mind reader to know what was going through those girls’ heads half the time.
Today, for example. The image of Ellie pressing her hot, mean mouth on Aaron in the classroom popped into his head, and his reflection frowned. Was that the first time it had happened? Somehow he felt sure it wasn’t. Luke felt an intense flash of something like jealousy and gave his head a sharp shake. What did he care? He didn’t give a stuff. But Jesus, Ellie Deacon could be a little bitch sometimes. Ignoring him and then running off to Aaron. Not that it bothered him, but Christ, you only had to look at that picture to know there was something seriously wrong.
Deacon’s long fingers gouged painfully against the flesh of Falk’s cheek, and Falk grabbed his wrist, wrenching him off. He flipped Deacon onto his back and stood up, stepping away. It was over in a matter of seconds, but both men were panting, the adrenaline kicking into overdrive. Deacon stared up at him, the corners of his mouth white with spit.
Falk leaned over him, ignoring the dog as it bared its teeth. He stood over an ill man lying on the ground. Later he would hate himself for it. At that moment he didn’t care.
Aaron’s arms were aching under the box of plants by the time he got home, but the grin was still fixed on his face. His good mood was tempered only by a pang of mild regret. Maybe he should have followed Ellie out of the classroom. That’s what Luke would have done, he thought. Kept the conversation flowing, convinced her she did want that Coke after all.
He frowned and dumped the box on the porch. Ellie had definitely smiled at Luke as she left the room. They were barely speaking these days, but she still managed a smile for him?
Aaron had braced himself for a smirk and a cheeky comment from his friend after Ellie left, but Luke had merely raised his eyebrows.
“Careful with that one,” was all he’d said.
Aaron had suggested they head to the main street, hang around for a while, but Luke had shaken his head. “Sorry, mate, got somewhere to be.”
Ellie had said she was busy too. Doing what? Aaron wondered. If she was working, she would have said, wouldn’t she? He forced himself not to wonder too hard what both his friends were doing without him.
Instead, for something to do, he fetched his fishing poles. He’d head to the river. Upstream, where the fish had been biting. Or, he thought suddenly, he could go to the rock tree, just in case Ellie was there. He debated. If she’d wanted to see him, she would have said. But she was so difficult to read. Maybe if they spent a bit more time together one-on-one, she’d realize he would be good for her. If he couldn’t even make her see that, something was seriously wrong.
“You think I killed your daughter that day?” Falk said, looking down at Deacon. “You think I held her body underwater until she drowned, then lied to everyone, to my own dad, all these years?”
“I don’t know what happened that day.”
“I think you do.”
“I loved her.”
“Since when,” Falk said, “has that ever stopped anybody from hurting someone?”
“Give me a bloody clue, then. On a scale of one to jail, how much shit have you stirred up?”
Raco was shouting down the phone. Falk realized he’d never really heard him angry before.
“None
. Look, it’s fine. Leave it,” Falk said. He was sitting in the police car a kilometer down the road from Deacon’s place. He’d had eight missed calls on his phone from Raco.
“None?” Raco said. “You think I came down in the last shower, mate? You got a complaint against you. You think I can’t guess exactly where you are? I’m just some thick country cop who hasn’t got a clue?”
“What?” Falk said. “No. Raco, mate, of course not.” He was shaken up by his own lack of control. It felt wrong, like he was wearing a costume.
“You bugger off the minute the interview’s over—I know you listened in, by the way—and I can hear in your voice you’ve been up to something with Deacon. In a police car. So it’s not fine, is it? I’m still in charge round here last I checked, and if you’ve been harassing someone who’s already complained, for God’s sake, then we’ve one serious problem, mate.”
There was a long silence. Falk could imagine Raco pacing around the station, with Deborah and Barnes listening in. Falk took a few deep breaths. His heart was still pounding, but common sense was starting to return.
“We haven’t got a problem,” Falk said. “I’m sorry. I snapped for a minute. If there’s any fallout, I’ll cop it, not you. Promise.”
The line was silent for so long Falk wasn’t sure if Raco was still there.
“Listen, mate.” Raco’s voice was lower. “I think all this might be getting too much for you. With your background here.”
Falk shook his head even though there was no one to see it. “No. I told you. It was a moment of madness. No harm done.” No further harm, anyway.
“Look, you’ve done everything that could have been asked of you. More,” Raco was saying. “We’ve gotten further than I ever would have alone. I absolutely know that, mate. But maybe it’s time we called it a day. Call in Clyde. I blame myself for that. I should have done it ages ago. This isn’t your responsibility. It never was.”
“Raco, mate—”