“I so badly want to fuck you right now but there’s not enough time so I’m going to play until Penny calls us for dinner.”
He dragged two of his thick fingers through my lips and I shuddered.
“So wet, always so wet for me.” He whispered against my lips before his tongue sank inside and curled and stroked the same way it did when he was eating me.
Two thick rough fingers suddenly plunged inside me and I arched up into his hand. His mouth swallowed my cry and I felt his grin against my lips.
“Ride my fingers, baby.” He ordered.
My hands flew up into his hair, holding him to me as I stared into his eyes while I snapped my hips up, forcing his fingers deep inside. Settling my feet on the bed I used the strength in my legs to ride his hand listening to the wet sounds coming from between my legs, it turned me on and I got even wetter. I ignored the pinch of pain in my side, right now it didn’t matter.
“I want your big meaty cock inside me, right now.” I moaned against his lips.
His fingers left me and he ripped his hand from my pants. Then my pants were down and around my ankles and I was flipped onto my belly and dragged up onto my hands and knees.
I immediately knew what was coming and arched my back, pushing my ass up, begging him to fill me.
And fill me he did.
Deep, so damned deep it set off twinges of pain along with the pleasure. I hadn’t taken him like this before and he stretched and filled me to capacity.
And then I couldn’t think anymore. He started fucking me, rough, hard and so damned deep.
I felt him in every corner of my poor abused pussy…and loved it, loved it so much I screamed in the pillow I had shoved up against my mouth. And kept screaming as I rocked back into him every time he rammed that monster inside me.
It started in the far corners of my body. Building with tingles and twitches until it rolled over me like a tidal wave. Dumping me into the rolling waves of my orgasm as my pussy clamped down hard around his still shuttling cock. I felt my come stream from my pussy every time he pulled out and slammed back in. My orgasm went on and on and on. I have never felt like this in my life before.
Jagger’s body curved over mine and he slammed deep and swelled as he came in hard jerks inside me. I felt him, felt the heat of him splashing against my insides and swung a hand back to grab hold of his thigh, keeping him tight against me as I ground myself against him setting off aftershocks that had both of us moaning.
“Fucking hell, meisiekind (baby girl).” His mouth was against the side of my neck and I shivered and shook. “I have never come like that in my life.” He muttered.
My knees slowly collapsed and Jagger went down with me, staying deep inside as he lay over my back, keeping his weight off me by balancing on his forearms.
“Feels like I peed myself I’m so wet.” I muttered against the pillow.
“Best quickie of my life.” Jagger sounded like he was grinning and I tried to glance over my shoulder but was too lethargic to accomplish that feat.
“You’re a dog.” I mumbled in the pillow.
“Yes I am, baby, I’m a big dog with a big meaty dick and it’s all yours.” He kissed the side of my neck and started to pull out.
I was so sensitive I moaned as all those fat inches slowly pulled out of me. The bastard was still half-hard and he teased me by sliding in and out making me quiver before finally pulling completely out. I felt the gush as our combined juices ran out of me.
“We made a mess on the duvet, sweetheart, lie still and I’ll clean you up.”
I lay there and let him clean me up. The warm facecloth felt amazing against my swollen and faintly aching pussy. A shiver wracked my body when he kissed first the one cheek and then the other and then opened my legs as wide as my pants around my ankles allowed and licked then kissed my pussy.
No one had ever done that to me before. Licked and kissed my pussy after they’ve been in it.
It was amazing how treasured it made me feel.
All night I watched him, first across the table as we sat down for dinner and then as we relaxed watching some show on Netflix.
I knew deep down that I had found him. Found the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
My one and only.
My soul mate.
CHAPTER NINETEEN
Sunny
After my epiphany last night I fell asleep in the arms of the man who possessed the power to break me. A power that scared the shit out of me.
Never in my life have I given a man so much of myself. I had told him everything about me, my parents and my biological mother. He gave that back to me. Telling me about his parents and being raised by his grandmother after their untimely death.
But there was something he held back. Something he wasn’t telling me. All I could think was that it involved something with the club. And if it concerned the club then he would only tell me if it became absolutely necessary.
Did I like it? No, not at all.
But Penny and Tori had explained about club business and how we would never be involved in that part of the club. According to their men it’s to protect the women should the cops ever come after them. It made me wonder what the hell these men got up to and was so secretive about. Judging by the way they reacted to what had happened to me I suspected that the club operated in that grey area between good and bad. Funnily enough it didn’t bother me, I was more curious than anything else.
It was a misty wet morning and rain dripped constantly from the eaves but the weather report said it would start clearing later. I was looking forward to it because Penny wanted to take the dogs for a walk and we had Jagger and Rider’s permission for me to go along. As long as I wore a baseball cap and big hoodie as a basic disguise, I was allowed out.
The weather man had been right on the money. The clouds had started to drift away as the day progressed, letting a few sunbeams through. Tori found the way we were dressed very funny and couldn’t stop laughing. We both wore black Thirsty Dog hoodies and black leggings with black tekkies. Lastly we pulled on Iron Dogz MC baseball caps with our pony tails pulled out the gap on the back. We looked like a pair of twins.
We weren’t the only ones who were looking forward to getting out of the house, the dogs bounced around us when we called them to the front door.
I was about to pick up one of the leashes on the bench by the front door but Penny shook her head.
“We don’t need those because we’re on Iron Dogz property and the dogs are trained. They won’t go running off.” She grinned. “They will definitely play in the wet long grass but they won’t run off.”
She handed me a pair of black Wellies decorated with pink daisies and I kicked off my tekkies and pulled them on. Hers had yellow sunflowers on them.
“We’re going to need these because I love jumping in the puddles after the rain. The smell of the wet earth and grass is one of my favourite smells in the world. First of course is the smell of my man and my baby girl, there’s nothing like it in the whole wide world. After them comes the smell of the veldt after the rain.”
I followed her out of the house and one of the men who had been guarding the gate came with us. Not close but close enough to react if anything should go wrong.
Not that we expected anything to go wrong. Who would be foolish enough to come onto the Iron Dogz MC’s property to hurt one of their women?
Settling my cap on my head I pulled it down to shadow my face and followed Penny and the dogs. We turned left the tar road to walk down a graded dirt road edged by tall shoulder height grass. The dogs ran in and out of the grass setting the stalks swaying and scattering the raindrops that clung to the plumes at the top of the stalks. Using Penny’s phone we took some photos of us and the dogs having fun as we walked. Penny and I started hopping from puddle to puddle, laughing as we tried to splash each other. I heard the guy laughing at us and threw him a quick look over my shoulder. He had his phone up most probably taking a video and I
threw both hands up in devil horns with a wide grin.
I had just jumped into a puddle with both feet sending the water out in a wave when Penny gave a strange jerk and slowly sank onto her knees. My first thought was something was wrong with the baby as I screamed her name.
“PENNY!”
I ran to her and as I bent down she fell to her side and that’s when I saw the blood. So much blood. I know I started screaming at our guard and the dogs were barking furiously but afterwards I couldn’t remember what I said.
Falling to my knees I ripped my hoodie off, sending my cap flying, and pushed it against the blood that was gushing out of her chest.
“Hold on for me, Pen. Please just hold on for me. Help is coming, Pen, help is coming.”
I had no idea if help was coming or not. All I knew was I had to stop the bleeding or she was going to bleed out right there under my hands.
Reaching behind my neck with one hand I jerked my tee off, balled it up and pushed it under her hoodie and tee against the wound.
Her eyes never left mine, they stayed on me, wide and scared. She tried to talk but blood bubbled up out of her mouth and all I could hear was a garbled word that sounded like Rider.
Glancing behind me I saw the biker lying sprawled out on his back, blood underneath his head. God!
What was I supposed to do? Was the shooter still out there? Was he going to shoot me too?
And then my training kicked in and I focussed on Penny, on keeping her alive.
“Radar! Sassy! Guard, now!”
Both dogs immediately came to me and crouched over Penny, covering her body as I searched her pockets for her phone, hoping like hell she hadn’t dropped it when she fell.
A sob escaped when I found it, but I bit it back and auto dialled the last number she had called, holding the phone in one hand and keeping pressure on Penny’s chest with the other.
“Pen, your girl is having fun, don’t worry about her.” A woman’s cheery voice came over the line.
“Help! Please send help. Penny and the biker guy have been shot and we’re in the dirt road somewhere. Please, please I need help right now!”
A gasp, then she gave a frantic scream. “BULLDOG!”
There was a crackle then a deep voice came over the line.
“Who is this?”
“Sunny, it’s Sunny. We were walking and someone shot Penny and the guy with us. Please, she’s bad and I can’t leave her to check on the guy. I need help.”
“Hang on, sweetheart. Help is on the way. You keep talking to Suzy, we’re coming.”
The woman came back on and kept talking to me, but all I could focus on was that there was too much blood around my hand. Putting the phone on speaker I dropped it on the road and pushed both hands over the hole in Penny’s chest.
Sassy whined almost continuously but Radar was silent, only his eyes and ears moving as he crouched beside Penny’s head, shielding her from whoever was out there.
I was so scared but I ignored it, ignored it as I tried to keep Penny with me.
“You have to hold on for your babies, Pen. Hold on.” I whispered over and over.
And then I heard it, the deep rumble of bikes and the screaming engines of cars. I glanced back and saw two bikes coming towards us at high speed. I recognised Rider and Jagger immediately, their long hair flying like flags in the wind.
I glanced back down at Penny and her eyelids fluttered. She was still with me. I bent down to speak to her.
“Rider is here, Pen. He’s here, just hold o…”
I didn’t finish the sentence because Radar slammed into me and flipped me off my knees onto my back. His heavy body covering mine.
Blinking in confusion I saw thick fluffy clouds interspersed with big patches of bright blue. Only then did the shock of Penny being shot make itself known, making me gasp and filling my eyes with tears.
Then Jagger was with me, taking Radar’s place and grabbing me up and running towards the grass at the side of the road.
And then I heard Rider. Oh God. Oh dear God. He was begging Penny to hold on and then he was screaming. A horrible heart wrenching scream.
And I knew what that scream meant.
Beautiful Penny was gone.
Because of me.
My fault.
My fault.
My fault.
“Sorry, Pen…so…sor…sorry.” I mumbled as Jagger jerked against me.
I could swear I heard someone laughing but that couldn’t be right. Who would be laughing over killing Penny and that poor biker guy?
Jagger
He was at the clubhouse going over figures with Rider when Bulldog called. Someone was shooting at their women and Penny was hit.
Fear unlike any he had ever felt had him running for his bike. Rider ran right next to him. His brother was as pale as death and his lips moved constantly as he ran. Jagger could hear what he was saying and his fucking heart clenched in his chest.
“Please, God, Please, please, please.”
He was saying it over and over and over. Even as they raced their bikes out the gates and towards where the tracker on Penny’s phone had pinged his brother was praying for the life of his wife and unborn child.
If it had been possible Jagger would have reassured him that Sunny was a doctor, she would take care of Penny. But in his heart of hearts he knew what they were about to experience wasn’t going to be good. Not good at all.
They weren’t the only ones heading towards the women. He had seen Grietjie with a doctor’s bag running with Hawk towards one of the cages and their brothers were following on their bikes.
The scene they rode up to was horrific.
Bakkies (Face) the brother who had been on guard duty with the women lay crumpled in the road and Jagger didn’t even have to look twice to know he was dead. Half his head had been blown away.
He almost dropped his bike in his hurry to get to the women. To his woman. Sunny was on her knees next to Penny, holding what appeared to be her hoodie and t-shirt to Penny’s chest. Her black bra was dark against her pale skin.
And then it happened.
Radar went airborne and took Sunny down and there was a puff of mud and water as a bullet hit the ground where she had been. Jagger ran full out to get to Sunny. Grabbing her in his arms he shielded her from whoever was out there shooting at them. Holding her against his chest he came up into a half crouch and ran for the side of the road where the grass was long enough to hide them from the shooter.
“Radar, Sassy! Soek, soek! (Search, search) Vat hom! (Get him, attack)” He shouted orders to the dogs and both responded immediately, bounding into the long grass and disappearing instantly.
He looked down at Sunny and her wide shocked eyes looked up at him. He opened his mouth to reassure her but something slammed into his back and pain unlike anything he’d ever experienced before burned into his lower back.
“Into the grass, baby. Crawl…into…the grass.” He only just got the words past his lips when he felt the world starting to go dark.
The last thing he heard was Rider’s heartbroken screams and Sunny screaming his name and someone laughing and cursing.
Sunny
I went flying back slipping from Rider’s arms as he crashed to the ground. Grabbing his arm I braced and dragged him off the road and into the long grass where he had said we would be safe. Dragging him along I shuddered at the amount of blood on his back and I knew I had to get him safe and stop the bleeding. But all I was wearing was my pants because I used my tee and hoodie to try and help Penny. Thinking about her had tears filling my eyes, running unchecked down my cheeks.
And then the part of me that was a doctor kicked in.
Swiping my bloody hands over my wet cheeks I fell to my ass and started sliding my pants off.
“What the fuck are you doing?” A rough voice growled and I looked up at one of Jagger’s brothers.
“I need to stop the blood. Give me your tee.” I pulled my pants back up and made gra
bby motions with my fingers, crawling back to Jagger and lifting his kutte and tee out of the way.
What I saw wasn’t good, not good at all. I grabbed the tee the man handed over and pressed it to the wound, holding it there with one hand.
“Help me. I need to turn him on his side to check if the bullet exited or if it’s still inside him.”
Glancing at the man kneeling next to me I recognised him; it was Scar, Chris’s man.
He gently turned Jagger on his side and I ran a quick hand over his abdomen. Shit.
“No exit wound, it’s still inside him. Fuck, that’s not good, not good at all.” I mumbled to myself as I motioned for Scar to set him down.
“Grietjie will be here with a medical bag any second now. Let’s keep pressure on the wound and take it from there.” Scar’s voice was tightly controlled and I was glad he was the one with me because his calm demeanour helped me to keep my head.
Glancing up from Jagger I saw Hawk and Bulldog with Rider, kneeling on either side of him in the road.
And then Grietjie was there on her knees next to us with a huge medical bag.
“Thank God.” I muttered. “I need packing for the wound, he’s bleeding too much and the bullet is lodged inside somewhere. We need to get him to a hospital.”
“We’ve called it in. Got ambulances and paramedics on their way. I’ll assist, we do what we can until they get here.” Grietjie said quietly as she handed over the packing I had asked for.
I could only nod because I knew Jagger had to get to a hospital or we were going to lose him.
Scar
He sighed with relief when he heard the sirens heading their way and knowing that help was on the way he knew he had to leave Jag in Sunny’s care. He had to do his job.
Track the fucker who had done this. Find the bastard who had cold bloodedly killed Penny, ended one of their brothers and seriously wounded Jagger.
Still on his knees next to his brother he searched Jagger’s pockets for his phone then used his finger to unlock it and swipe it open. He knew Jag had all the camera feeds on his phone, even the ones he still had to connect. Quickly scrolling through he found what he was looking for.
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