‘Surely God will protect you better than a gun?’
‘The Lord helps those who help themselves, Mr. Parker,’ he replied.
‘I don’t think the Lord approves of breaking and entering,’ I said, and Mr. Pudd’s eyebrow raised slightly.
‘Are you accusing me of something?’
‘Why, do you have something to confess?’
‘Not to you, Mr. Parker. Not to you.’
Once again his fingers danced slowly in the air, but this time there appeared to be purpose in the movement and I wondered what it meant. It was only when I heard the car door open and the shadow of the woman advanced across the lawn that I knew. I stood quickly and moved back, raising the gun to shoulder height in a two-handed grip and aiming it at Mr. Pudd’s upper body.
The woman approached from behind his left shoulder. She didn’t speak, but her hand was inside her thigh-length black coat. She wore no makeup and her face was very pale. Beneath her coat she wore a black pleated skirt that hung almost to her ankles, and a simple white blouse unbuttoned at the top, with a black scarf knotted around her neck. There was something deeply unpleasant about her looks, an ugliness from within that had seeped through her pores and blighted her skin. The nose was too thin for the face, the eyes too big and too white, the lips strangely bloated. Her chin was weak and receded into layers of flesh at her neck. No muscles moved in her face.
Mr. Pudd turned his head slightly toward her but kept his eyes on me. ‘You know, my dear, I think Mr. Parker is frightened of us.’
The woman’s expression didn’t change. She just kept moving forward.
‘Tell her to back off,’ I said softly, but I found that it was I who was taking another step back.
‘Or?’ asked Mr. Pudd softly. ‘You won’t kill us, Mr. Parker.’ But he raised the fingers of his left hand in a halting gesture, and the woman stopped.
If Mr. Pudd’s eyes were watchful, his essential malevolence clouded with a thin fog of good humor, his partner’s eyes were like those of a doll, glassy and expressionless. They remained fixed on me and I realized that, despite the gun in my hand, I was the one in danger of harm.
‘Take your hand out of your coat, slowly,’ I told her, my aim now shifting from the man to the woman, then back again as I tried to keep them both under the gun. ‘And it better be empty when it appears.’
She didn’t move until Mr. Pudd nodded once. ‘Do as he says,’ he said. She responded immediately, taking her empty hand from her coat carefully but without any fear.
‘Now tell me, Mr. Pudd,’ I said, ‘just exactly who are you?’
‘I represent the Fellowship,’ he said. ‘I am asking you, on its behalf, to cease your involvement in this matter.’
‘And if I don’t?’
‘Then we may have to take further action. We could involve you in some very expensive and time-consuming litigation, Mr. Parker. We have excellent lawyers. Of course, that is only one of the options open to us. There are others.’ This time the warning was explicit.
‘I see no reason for conflict,’ I said, mimicking his own tone and mannerisms. ‘I simply want to find out what happened to Grace Peltier, and I believe Mr. Paragon could help me toward that end.’
‘Mr. Paragon is occupied with the work of the Lord.’
‘Things to do, people to fleece?’
‘You are an irreverent man, Mr. Parker. Mr. Paragon is a servant of God.’
‘It’s hard to get good staff these days.’
Mr. Pudd made a strange hissing noise, an audible release of the pent-up aggression I felt within him.
‘If he talks to me and answers my questions, then I’ll leave him alone,’ I said. ‘Live and let live, that’s my motto.’
I grinned, but he didn’t return the favor.
‘With respect, Mr. Parker, I don’t believe that is your motto.’ His mouth opened a little wider, and he almost spat. ‘I don’t believe that is your motto at all.’
I gestured with my gun. ‘Get off my property, Mr. Pudd, and take your chatterbox friend with you.’
That was a mistake. Beside him, the woman shifted to her left suddenly and made as if to spring at me, her left hand tensed like the talons of a hawk while her right hand made a move for her coat. I lowered the gun and fired a shot into the ground between Mr. Pudd’s feet, sending a spray of dirt into the air and causing birds to scatter from the surrounding trees. The woman stopped as his hand shot out and gripped her arm.
‘Take off your scarf, my dear,’ he said, his eyes never leaving mine. The woman paused, then unknotted her black scarf and held it limply in her left hand. Her exposed neck was crisscrossed with scars, pale pink welts that had left her so badly mutilated that to allow them to remain uncovered would be to invite stares from every passerby.
‘Open wide, dear,’ said Mr. Pudd.
The woman’s mouth opened, revealing small yellow teeth, pink gums, and a tattered red mass at the back of her throat that was all that remained of her tongue.
‘Now sing. Let Mr. Parker hear you sing.’
She opened her mouth and her lips moved, but no sound came. Yet she continued to sing a song heard only in her own head, her eyes half closed in ecstasy, her body swaying slightly in time to the unheard music, until Mr. Pudd raised his hand and she closed her mouth instantly.
‘She used to have such a beautiful voice, Mr. Parker, so fine and pure. It was throat cancer that took it from her: throat cancer and the will of God. Perhaps it was a strange blessing, a visitation from the Lord sent to test her faith and confirm her on the one true path to salvation. In the end, I think it just made her love the Lord even more.’
I didn’t share his faith in the woman. The rage inside her was palpable, a fury at the pain she had endured, the loss she had suffered. It had consumed any love that once existed within her, and now she was forced to look beyond herself to feed it. The pain would never ease, but the burden could be made more bearable by inflicting a taste of it on others.
‘But,’ Mr. Pudd concluded, ‘I like to tell her it was because her voice made the angels jealous.’
I had to take his word for it. I didn’t see anything else about her that might have aroused the envy of angels.
‘Well,’ I said, ‘at least she still has her looks.’
Mr. Pudd didn’t respond, but for the first time, real hatred appeared in his eyes. It was a passing thing, gone as quickly as a mayfly, to be replaced with his habitual look of false good humor. But what had flickered briefly in his eyes burst into glorious, savage flame in those of the woman; in her eyes I saw churches burn, with the congregations still inside. Mr. Pudd seemed to sense the waves of contained violence rolling from her, because he turned and touched her cheek gently with the hairy back of one finger.
‘My Nakir,’ he whispered. ‘Hush.’
Her eyes fluttered briefly closed at the caress, and I wondered if they were lovers.
‘Go back to the car, my dear. Our business here is concluded, for the present.’ The woman looked at me once more, then walked away. Mr. Pudd seemed about to follow her, then stopped and turned back.
‘You are unwise to pursue this. I advise you for the last time to cease your involvement in this affair.’
‘Sue me,’ I said.
But Mr. Pudd only shook his head. ‘No, it’s gone far beyond that, I’m afraid. I fear we shall be seeing each other again, under less favorable circumstances for you.’
He raised his hands.
‘I am going to reach into my pocket, Mr. Parker, for my business card.’ Without waiting for a reply, he took a small silver case from the right hand pocket of his jacket. He flipped open the case and removed a white business card, holding it gently by one corner.
Once again, he extended his hand, but this time it didn’t falter. He waited patiently until I was forced to reach for it.
As I took it, he shifted his hand slightly and the tips of his fingers brushed against mine. Involuntarily, I shied away from the contact and Mr.
Pudd nodded slightly, as if I had somehow confirmed a suspicion he had.
The card said only ELIAS PUDD in black Roman letters. There was no telephone number, no business address, no occupation. The back of the card was completely blank.
‘Your card doesn’t say a lot about you, Mr. Pudd,’ I remarked.
‘On the contrary, it says everything about me, Mr. Parker. I fear that you are simply not reading it correctly.’
‘All it tells me is that you’re either cheap or a minimalist,’ I responded. ‘You’re also irritating, but it doesn’t say that on your card either.’
For the first time, Mr. Pudd truly smiled, his yellow teeth showing and his eyes lighting up. ‘Oh, but it does, in its way,’ he said, and chuckled once. I kept the gun trained on him until he had climbed into the car and the strange pair had disappeared in a cloud of dust and fumes that seemed to taint the very sunlight that shone through it.
My fingers began to blister almost as soon as they had driven away. At first there was just a feeling of mild irritation but it quickly became real pain as small raised bumps appeared on my fingertips and the palm of my hand. I applied some hydrocortisone but the irritation persisted for most of the day, an intense, uncomfortable itching where Mr. Pudd’s card, and his fingers, had touched my skin. Using tweezers, I placed the card in a plastic envelope, sealed it, and placed it on my hall table. I would ask Rachel to have someone take a look at it while I was in Boston.
Chapter Seven
I left my gun beneath the spare tire in the trunk of the Mustang before walking to the granite masonry bulk of the Edward T. Gignoux Courthouse at Newbury and Market. I passed through the metal detector, then climbed the marble stairs to courtroom 1, taking a seat in one of the chairs at the back of the court.
The last of the five rows of benches was filled with what, in less enlightened times, might have been referred to as the cast of a freak show. There were five or six people of extremely diminished stature, two or three obese women, and a quartet of very elderly females dressed like hookers. Beside them was a huge, muscular man with a bald head who must have been six-five and weighed in at three hundred pounds. All of them seemed to be paying a great deal of attention to what was going on at the front of the courtroom.
The court was already in session and a man I took to be Arthur Franklin was arguing some point of law with the judge. His client, it appeared, was wanted in California for a range of offences including copyright theft, animal cruelty, and tax evasion, and was about as likely to avoid a jail term as turkeys were to see Thanksgiving. He was released on $50,000 bail and was scheduled to appear later that month before the same judge, when a final decision would be made on his extradition. Then everybody stood and the judge departed through a door behind his brown leather chair.
I walked up the center aisle, the muscular man close behind me, and introduced myself to Franklin. He was in his early forties, dressed in a blue suit under which he was sweating slightly. His hair was startlingly black and the eyes beneath his bushy brows had the panic-stricken look of a deer faced with the lights of an approaching truck.
Meanwhile Harvey Ragle, who was seated beside Franklin, wasn’t what I had expected. He was about forty and wore a neatly pressed tan suit, a clean, white, open-necked shirt, and oxblood loafers. His hair was brown and curly, cut close to his skull, and the only jewelry he wore was a gold Raymond Weil watch with a brown leather strap. He was freshly shaven and had splashed on Armani aftershave like it was being given away free. He rose from his seat and extended a well-manicured hand.
‘Harvey Ragle,’ he said. ‘CEO, Crushem Productions.’ He smiled warmly, revealing startlingly white teeth.
‘A pleasure, I’m sure,’ I replied. ‘I’m sorry, I can’t shake hands. I seem to have picked up something unpleasant.’
I lifted my blistered fingers and Ragle blanched. For a man who made his living by squashing small creatures, he was a surprisingly sensitive soul. I followed them both out of the courtroom, pausing briefly while the old ladies, the obese women, and the midgets took turns hugging him and wishing him well, before we crossed into attorney conference room 223, beside courtroom 2. The huge man, whose name was Mikey, waited outside, his hands crossed before him.
‘Protection,’ explained Franklin as he closed the door behind us. We sat down at the conference table and it was Ragle who spoke first.
‘You’ve seen my work, Mr. Parker?’ he said.
‘The crush video, Mr. Ragle? Yes, I’ve seen it.’
Ragle recoiled a little, as if I’d just breathed garlic on him.
‘I don’t like that term. I make erotic films, of every kind, and I am a father to my actors. Those people in court today are stars, Mr. Parker, stars.’
‘The midgets?’ I asked.
Ragle smiled wistfully. ‘They’re little people, but they have a lot of love to give.’
‘And the old ladies?’
‘Very energetic. Their appetites have increased rather than diminished with age.’
Good grief.
‘And now you make films like the one your attorney sent me?’
‘Yes.’
‘In which people step on bugs.’
‘Yes.’
‘And mice.’
‘Yes.’
‘Do you enjoy your work, Mr. Ragle?’
‘Very much,’ he said. ‘I take it that you disapprove.’
‘Call me a prude, but it seems kind of sick, besides being cruel and probably illegal.’
Ragle leaned forward and tapped me on the knee with his index finger. I resisted breaking it, but only just.
‘But people kill insects and rodents every day, Mr. Parker,’ he began. ‘Some of them may even derive a great deal of pleasure from doing so. Unfortunately, as soon as they admit to that pleasure and attempt to replicate it in some form, our absurdly censorious law enforcement agencies step in and penalize them. Don’t forget, Mr. Parker, we put Reich in jail to die for selling his sex boxes from Rangeley, in this very state. We have a record of penalizing those who seek sexual gratification by unorthodox means.’
He sat back and smiled his bright smile.
I smiled back at him. ‘I believe it’s not only the state of California that has strong feelings about the legitimacy of what you do.’
Ragle’s veneer crumbled and he seemed to grow pale beneath his tan.
‘Er, yes,’ he said. He coughed, then reached for a glass of water that was resting on the table before him. ‘One gentleman in particular seems to have serious objections to some of my more, urn, specialized productions.’
‘Who might that be?’
‘He calls himself Mr. Pudd,’ interjected Franklin.
I tried to keep my expression neutral.
‘He didn’t like the spider movies,’ he added.
I could guess why.
Ragle’s veneer finally crumbled, as if the mention of Pudd’s name had at last brought home the reality of the threat he was facing. ‘He wants to kill me,’ he whined. ‘I don’t want to die for my art.’
So Al Z knew something about the Fellowship, and Pudd, and had seen fit to point me in Ragle’s direction. It seemed that I had another good reason for going to Boston besides Rachel and the elusive Ali Wynn.
‘How did he find out about you?’
Ragle shook his head angrily. ‘I have a supplier, a man who provides me with rodents and insects and, when necessary, arachnids. It’s my belief that he told this individual, this Mr. Pudd, about me.’
‘Why would he do that?’
‘To divert attention away from himself. I think Mr. Pudd would be just as angry with whoever sold me the creatures as he is with me.’
‘So your supplier gave Pudd your name, then claimed not to know what you were planning to do with the bugs?’
‘That is correct, yes.’
‘What’s the supplier’s name?’
‘Bargus. Lester Bargus. He owns a store in Gorham, specializing in exotic insects and reptiles.
’
I stopped taking notes.
‘You know the name, Mr. Parker?’ asked Franklin.
I nodded. Lester Bargus was what people liked to call ‘two pounds of shit in a one-pound bag.’ He was the kind of guy who thought it was patriotic to be stupid and took his mother to Denny’s to celebrate Hitler’s birthday. I recalled him from my time in Scarborough High, when I used to stand at the fence that marked the boundary of the football field, the big Redskins logo dominating the board, and get ready to face a beating. Those early months were the hardest. I was only fourteen and my father had been dead for two months. The rumors had followed us north: that my father had been a policeman in New York; that he had killed two people, a boy and a girl – shot them down dead and they weren’t even armed; that he had subsequently put his gun in his mouth and pulled the trigger. They were made worse by the fact that they were true; there was no way of avoiding what my father had done, just as there was no way of explaining it. He had killed them, that was all. I don’t know what he saw when he pulled the trigger on them. They were taunting him, trying to make him lose his temper with them, but they couldn’t have known what they would cause him to do. Afterward my mother and I had run north, back to Scarborough, back to her father, who had once been a policeman himself, and the rumors had snapped at our heels like black dogs.
It took me a while to learn how to defend myself, but I did. My grandfather showed me how to block a punch and how to throw one back in a single controlled movement that would draw blood every time. But when I think back on those first months, I think of that fence, and a circle of young men closing on me, and Lester Bargus with his freckles and his brown, square-cut hair, sucking spit back into his mouth after he had begun to drool with the joy of striking out at another human being from the security of the pack. Had he been a coyote, Lester Bargus would have been the runt that hangs at the margins of the group, lying down on its back when the stronger ones turned on it yet always ready to fall on the weak and the wounded when the frenzy struck. He tortured and bullied and came close to rape in his senior year. He didn’t even bother to take his SATs; a new scale would have been needed to measure the depths of Bargus’s ignorance.
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