These thoughts and feelings were true until I met Maria, so I was able to empathize a bit and give Jake some real advice here. I remembered those days before Maria came into my life after I broke it off with Irene. Luckily, they were very few, but those were tough days. It was hard to not be with someone even though you hated being in a relationship with them. It was a still a large part of your life that you now had to learn to live without. I knew that Jake would be ok. He just had to take it one day at a time and realize that this would eventually prove itself to be for the best.
“Wow, man. That’s really profound,” Jake said honestly. “You should write like an advice column or something.”
“Do they even have those anymore?”
I furrowed my brow trying to think of when I’d actually seen or heard anything about this lately. “I think their called blogs now.”
We all laughed and me and Bobby grabbed another beer emptying the bucket. I motioned to our waitress to bring us another bucket. I’d only had two beers so far. I thought I might have one more, but probably not. As much fun as I was having hanging with my friends, I really wanted to go to Maria and be with her. I wanted to hold her in my arms and I wanted to merge with her. I was getting so hard just thinking about it. My body and mind had been hijacked by thoughts of lust that were almost beyond my control.
I shot the breeze with the guys a few more minutes, allowing the conversation to turn to less serious things and more fun topics, mostly just ragging on some of the other guys on the team who were not pulling their weight and wondering why some of them had been drafted for the team to begin with. To join our actual team, you had to be the best of the best. That was the quality of program Indiana had put together in recent years.
“Well, boys,” I said. “It’s been a blast, but I need to get home. I got a paper to work on for tomorrow.”
I gave high fives all around and paid my bill. When I got to my car, I pulled out my phone and texted Maria.
“I’d love to come over.”
She replied a moment later. “I can’t wait.”
I smiled as I pulled out of the parking lot and headed toward Maria’s. I couldn’t wait either.
Chapter Sixteen
Maria
I was excited to hear from Jacob. I’d been missing him the entire day, even though I tried to do my best to stay busy. I cleaned the entire house. I went to the store and did some grocery shopping. I stopped at the gym and got in a good workout using a nice mix of steady cardio and weights. While there I ignored the flirty glances of a few guys working out near me.
When I got home, I fixed myself some dinner. I decided to go with one of my favorite pasta dishes that my grandmother had taught me to make as a kid. It was a twist on chicken alfredo. It was delicious. After this I decided to give Tammy a call and fill her in on what had happened with me and Jacob. Her response was epic screaming of total joy in my ear for a good thirty seconds.
“That is so awesome! I’m so happy for you. I knew you could do it.”
“Of course, I could do it. But I’m not sure if it was the right decision. I mean, those fears are still there.”
“But…”
I smiled. “But this is the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced. I mean, sex with him was like a whole different thing. I…I’ve never felt anything that close to pure bliss.”
“Now I’m jealous. Maybe I need to find me a younger man.”
We shared a good laugh. “You just keep doing your best with the older guys. I’m sure one of them will turn out to be your Prince Charming.”
“Hey, they are not older. They are established. And… yes…older, but I like a man with some experience and success looks good on a man.”
I shook my head. “You realize what that makes you sound like, right?”
“I am not,” Tammy said. “Don’t even say that. Don’t think it. That’s an ugly, vicious thing to think about me.”
“Well, you are the one who implied it.”
“Ok, so maybe going after guys only because they appear to be successful isn’t really working out for me. Like I said, I’m going to give a younger man a shot.”
“Well, let me know how that works out for you,” I said.
“I sure will,” she said.
We ended the phone call and about ten minutes later Jacob texted me that he wanted to come over. Yes! I was really hoping he would. All throughout the day, I was so tempted to call him or text him at least and ask him if he was coming over, but I restrained myself. I was afraid that this would make me seem way too needy. I had to relax a bit. This was still new and I didn’t want to overplay my hand and make it seem like I liked Jacob way more than he liked me. I still had to play it cool. Men didn’t respect women who acted needy at all. That was the last message in the world that I wanted to send him, but I did need him.
I couldn’t stop thinking about the way he touched me, the look in his eyes so full of dark desire. I’d never seen a man become so rabid with his lust for me that he almost lost total control of himself and gave me the impression that if he didn’t have me he would explode or burst into flames right in front of me. It was exhilarating and it made me feel like the most desirable woman on earth. That sort of drug was more addictive than air.
When he showed up at my front door I was overjoyed. In fact, I had a hard time keeping myself together for a moment. I just wanted to grab him and rip his clothes off right there. He was delicious looking. I kept imagining rolling my tongue up and down his skin, savoring every single bit of his flesh between my teeth and absorbing his essence into mine. Oh, damn…I had it so badly for this man.
“Hey, there,” Jacob said in that relaxed manner of his.
“Hi,” I replied. “Come in.”
Jacob entered and I closed the door behind him, noticing that he’d forgotten to park in the garage. I let it slide for now. It was dark and I doubted that any of my neighbors had any inclinations that this sexy man showing up to my house was in fact a football player at the college. Or maybe they did. The idea was oddly arousing. I was having fun flirting with danger. It made me feel alive and on the edge. I’d played it so safe in my life and now here was a chance to do something covert that made me feel that little spark that had been missing for so long in my life. It was nice.
“So, how has your day been?” Jacob asked as he entered and tossed his jacket onto the back of the sofa.
“Good,” I said. “I kept pretty busy. There are pasta leftovers if you are hungry.”
“Nah, I just ate actually,” Jacob said.
“Ok.”
There was a quiet pause in our conversation just then. The air felt heavy and silent. The tension was rising through the air as we both came to the mutual decision in our minds that we wanted to do one specific thing right then and that all of the small talk was just delaying the inevitable.
That was when the beast inside of me took over. My eyes scanned over his entire body, starting at the feet and moving up his tight jeans to his bulge, and then to the tight shirt that was covering and clinging to his tight, washboard abs and deeply defined chest. His lean, but muscular arms hung below the short sleeves.
“Follow me,” I said.
Without further ado I marched down the hall and opened the bedroom door. Jacob followed behind me and walked into the room as I gestured him to do so. He had a look of mild curiosity on his face and passion in his eyes.
I closed the door behind us and then I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him hard on the mouth. His mouth instantly sprang into action and began kissing me back, hard at first, covering my mouth with his own, and then his with mine. We went that way wrestling our mouths and our tongues back and forth, both trying to achieve dominance.
His hands were on my body then, his arms wrapping around me and pulling me close to him. His large, thick digits quickly found their way to my ass and clenched my buttocks tightly through my own snug jeans. His fingers were practically separating my cheeks through the denim fab
ric.
Then he hoisted me up in the air and I quickly responded by wrapping my legs around his torso and holding him tightly as he pressed me against the door and continued to kiss me boldly. He was so strong and powerful. I felt like putty in his hands and I was ready to be molded however he chose.
His mouth moved from my lips to my neck, then down to my collar bone, pausing there and moving back and forth between the space above my clavicle and then back to my neck where they found my jugular and kissed softly, then pressing harder until I could feel my rapidly expanding pulse beating against his lips there.
He suckled at my neck, almost biting and teasing me with the remnants of a hickey, but not quite that much. His tongue jutted out of his mouth and slithered snake-like along my skin, tracing the lines of my jugular up toward where my jaw bone began and then back down.
I was moving now. Rather, I was being carried by Jacob over to the bed where he laid me down gently while continuing to kiss, lick, and nuzzle my neck. The scratching from his stubble felt nice against my smooth skin.
Jacob’s hands were on my crotch now. They spread themselves out like some kind of spiderweb as they caressed me and quickly found the snaps and unfastened my jeans. The zipper sounded loudly in my heightened sensed ears as he pulled it down. I wiggled my hips a little bit to assist him and within seconds my jeans were pulled off my body and tossed to the floor.
“You are so beautiful,” Jacob said. “What do you want next?”
“I want you to remove my panties, slowly,” I said softly. My eyes were focused on his.
“As you command,” Jacob teased. He pulled my underwear off me slowly. His eyes lit up with glee when he saw my bare wetness on full display for him as I spread my legs open.
“Do you like what you see?” I asked.
“Yes,” he moaned, breathy and full of lust. His tongue slithered over his lips with anticipation.
“Would you like to taste me?” I asked.
“Yes, I would.”
“Then what are you waiting for?”
Jacob knelt down and placed his head between my legs. He kissed my inner thighs, licking the skin and gliding his tongue up towards the opening between my legs, which I could already feel was wet and practically gushing with want.
His tongue took one long lick from the bottom of my folds up to the top where my clit waited to be triggered. I took a short deep breath and let the ecstasy fill my body. He touched me in a way I’d never been touched before. Something about his way turned me on beyond anything I’d ever thought possible in the real world and I wanted more of it all the time. I was addicted to his love.
“Oh, slide it in,” I whispered with breath I barely had control of.
His tongue slid between my slit and then even deeper. It was strong, a worthy appendage that had a dedicated purpose, which at the moment was sending me waves of continuous pleasure. I pressed my hips forward just slightly to assist with his intentions and that little bit more took me up another notch in the realm of bliss.
I bit my lip hard, almost to the point of drawing blood but I didn’t care at all. My head was craning back, arching my neck, my body writhing around this beautiful mouth making sweet love to my wet bits. My hips bucked up and down slowly, rhythmically allowing Jacob’s sensuous tongue to slide up and down inside my slit, brushing against the inner and then the outer layers of my glistening folds.
My sex was hot, tightening, and primed for his immaculate length. I wanted him inside of me to the point that it was teetering on madness to not have it, but right now I had to give his tongue time to prepare me and get me as far as it wanted to. His mouth was so hot and wet over my own wetness, the mingling of our fluids eliciting the perfect response from my body. I was so entrenched in the thrusting movement and the chaotic bliss that I could hardly take a deep breath in and once I did, I could barely let it out without letting go of a loud, beautiful moan that rang in my ears. Pure pleasure.
“Shit,” I said. “That’s it… please…”
Jacob continued to lick me, adding his fingers to the process now. The thick digit of his index finger was sliding along the bottom length of my core and creating the feeling of being filled up as his tongue began to concentrate on my clit, sucking it, licking and then biting, nibbling just a tiny bit. It was enough to add a little bit of pain and danger to the mix. I loved every second of this glorious experience. My man, my love… yes, he was my love. I loved him with all of my heart and everything within me. This was new, it was fast, and it was brilliant, but it was all real. I could not imagine my life without this now. We were one. And I knew that one we would always be.
I could no longer stand it. I needed his flesh.
“Take off your clothes, and take me,” I demanded.
Jacob looked up at me with a sweet smiled. His mouth and his chin were covered with my juices which he obviously loved. He stood up and removed his clothes. I watched closely, my eyes scanning over his body as he removed every article of clothing until he was bare. Every inch of his body was smooth, slightly sweaty and glistening, and his muscles ripped to escape the clutches of his tight, tanned skin. He was shaved between his legs, as he had been the first time. I loved the fact that he was bare. It just looked cleaner, and made his member even more appealing. It looked so satisfying that I decided I needed him between my lips.
I beckoned for him to come forward and then I scooted to the edge of the bed. Now my face was in the perfect position to take him in my mouth, which I did gladly. I stretched my lips around his massive girth and used my throat muscles and breath to practically inhale him down towards my throat. Oh, it tasted so good.
I felt my head spinning, stunned by the fact that I had his most sacred body part inside of my mouth right then. “Shit, that’s good,” Jacob hissed between his teeth as his body shuddered.
I rested my hands on his hips and used my mouth hands free on his thickness, swallowing him in and out of my mouth as I brought my head up and down over and over again. I loved the way he felt inside of me, and the smooth clean taste of his masculine scent. The head of his package scraped against the back of my throat as I used the throat muscles to massage it and lapped around it with my tongue drafting every bit of sensation and scent from him as I possibly could.
He rested his hand on the back of my head and rubbed me gingerly, lovingly as I continued to give him pleasure. I was bursting at the seams with the wetness that was now trickling down my thighs from my luscious folds, tender and swollen slightly with the anticipation of his tremendous gift.
When I felt he was getting close to blowing his release inside of my mouth, I pulled back and then slowly slid one finger along the top and then the underside of him. He was so hard now. He was practically shaking, vibrating with the urge to be touched. But I ignored his bodily pleas for more. I just watched with growing curiosity and fun as I teased him.
“What do you want now?” I asked with a soft voice.
“I want more,” he groaned. “Please, baby…”
“In due time,” I said. “Right now, you have another duty. I want you to fill my void to the brim until it runneth over.”
I scooched back on the bed and laid down spreading my legs apart widely. Jacob took the initiative and climbed up between my legs. In an instant his large, vibrating head was plowing inside of me, parting my folds apart with the greatest of ease as his member plunged into my waiting pool of need.
I took a long breath and held it as he entered me, bracing myself for the mixture of pain and exquisite pleasure as he entered into me. He leaned down and smothered my mouth with his kiss before I could scream in pleasure. My moan turned to a murmur under his sweet kiss, and his soft pleasurable lips against mine.
I moved my feet upwards so that they were now resting on his hips. It felt like I was riding him, my feet moving in a circular motion under his thrusts, which were now long and hard. He was giving it to me so good. I knew that at this rate I would come soon.
Closing my eyes,
I surrendered to his kiss, to his sex, feeling his huge wad penetrating me, spreading me around his enormous shaft. I rocked my hips down to meet his, trying to match his motion with my own and grind deeper together. I was going to come soon. It would be epic.
He was driving deeper inside of me. It was so tight. Every single sensor in my nether region was on fire with pure pleasure and desire, all of it escalating my body through the momentum needed to hit my climax. I was almost there.
Suddenly, Jacob grabbed me and rolled over until I was on top now. He sat up and wrapped his arms around me pulling me closer to him so that we were now face to face and I was riding on top of him. The control this gave me was intoxicating, like a high I had never felt before. My hips continued to grind down on his, propelling him towards his own climax, which I hoped would soon be rendered together.
Sweat was dripping, rolling practically down his muscular chest. His nipples were hard to match my own, as my large breasts danced back and forth against his pecs. He kissed me hard on the mouth. His body was bucking upwards shoving his package into my honey pot, my core, my sex that existed now and forever solely for him.
My body was bouncing hard up and down, almost throwing me off him as he pumped me from below. Held on tightly, but he was so strong and so zealous, now the passion had overtaken him. His lips kissed against mine furiously.
His tongue darted into mine and pressed my tongue down, then slid underneath it and pushed it upwards as the two appendages began to slap back and forth against a mad dance.
I was almost there…it was time. I could feel my orgasm coming.
“Shit!” I yelled a split second before I exploded with bliss. My body shook, my insides sputtered and I feared for a moment that my internal organs were being tossed about by the sheer force of the explosion taking place inside my loins. I gushed wetness all over my crotch and coated Jacob’s sweet package in my special honey.
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