We grabbed at each other frantically, ripping at buttons and unzipping those damn zippers, impatient to get to bare skin. I couldn’t stop myself as my hands slid down inside his jeans and grabbed his tight ass. I jerked him towards me. Oh, that ass! I’d been dreaming of that ass for months now, and I finally had it in hand. I could feel his hard muscles rippling under his muscled, smooth flesh. I hauled him more sharply towards me.
Suddenly, Hunter lost a grip on his control. It slipped through his fingers, and he was all over me like white on rice. He grabbed me and yanked me even closer, our hips crashing together. I panted so hard I felt breathless, my mind in a dizzying array of surrender. “Oh, Hunter,” I groaned. “Take me, just...take me.” I sighed, fighting for a small bit of air. I gasped as my lungs emptied. I tried to take a huge breath in to fill my lungs. Then we started kissing, unstoppable as the roaring passion poured through me. Hunter’s tongue swirled inside my mouth, dancing seductively around each other. He sucked my lips right into his mouth.
Hunter groaned, “Oh Callie, you are my angel.”
He kissed me with such feral, passion, sending me soaring into the stratosphere. His hands travelled erotically up under my shirt, fingertips skipping up my spine. The feel of him was mesmerizing. I was lost in a sea of emotions, and I didn’t ever want to stop. I wrenched his shirt off his gloriously muscled body and softly laid my cheek on his smooth, hairless chest. I heard his heart thumping wildly, as his hands travelled the length of my body. Then he swiftly hauled off my shirt and tossed it to the side.
Our bodies, naked from the waist up, ground together in torrid passion. Chest to breasts, arms twirled around each other. His hands dipped down into my jeans, and, as he grabbed my ass, pulling me tighter to him, I didn’t know where he ended, and I began. “Get closer, sweetheart,” he groaned lowly in my ear. I wanted him as tight against my body as two people could get. I heard him panting heavily as he kissed a pathway from my ear to my neck. I unsnapped his jeans and dragged his pants down. I slid my hand inside and grabbed tightly to his hard, fat cock straining to be touched.
“Oh shit!” Hunter spit out. I rubbed up and down and felt him thick and long, hardening even more, pulsing in my hand.
“Am I doing this right?” I moaned, as I yanked his jeans off of his lean, cut body. Then he pushed my pants down and off me in one swift move.
“Hush, sweet girl. I need you.” Hunter sighed. He wasn’t fighting this attraction anymore. He was all in as his body finally surrendered to mine, trembling erotically against me. Then he whispered, “You feel so good.” He sighed, then added, “That feels incredible.”
“Take me,” I said breathlessly. He pushed me roughly over to the bed and laid down on top of me. My heart pounded in my throat with the thrill of his body on mine. I was blinded by a desire that entirely consumed me. “I need you,” I whispered.
“You are stunning, Callie,” Hunter said as he pulled my panties off. We were both naked now. I could hardly wait for his cock to enter me. My real first time, here with this man.... he knew exactly what he was doing, and I felt myself tremble in his arms.
Hunter rolled a condom on his straight, hard cock, then he looked me in the eyes. I nodded, I wanted him to fuck me hard. My desire for this union, to join with his gorgeous body was more than anything I had ever wanted. His lips travelled down me, kissing my neck, to my breast, to my tummy. I moaned, “Oh yes.” I grabbed a fistful of inky, dark hair and held on for dear life.
Hunter looked up from my belly, I reached to him and swiped the hair out of his face. I could barely breathe, as sweat poured from my brow. He slid back up, and I felt his huge, rigid dick nudging my entrance. I pushed my hips up towards him as the head of his cock slipped inside. “Oh my god!” I yelled, he felt fabulous. In one swift move, his dick filled me up.
“Do it,” I growled loudly. “Fuck me!”
Hunter started pounding into me. He kept a hold of my eyes, brown to blue. He fucked me with all the passion he had been holding back. It felt like he was losing control in all the good ways. The passion between us rising to new heights and I loved it! I loved how he fucked; how he hammered straight into me, pounding against me. This was no teenager with clammy hands, that’s for damn sure. I adored the feeling of our bodies being connected like this.
As he slowed, he groaned, “Oh babe, you feel so good.” roughly in my ear.I nodded, and though I tried to speak, words failed me. Our hips met, wildly crashing repeatedly, I couldn’t stop. We fucked hard and fast. I could barely believe this was happening. Just a few moments ago he was saying no, but now his hips and tongue said yes.
“Oh Hunter, this is what I wanted,” I whimpered, giving him a small smile. I felt like I’d won something, and maybe I had. “Fuck me harder.”
My orgasm hit me out of the blue, the dude sure knew how to fuck. I screamed, just as he grunted my name.Our explosive orgasms hit at the exact same time. Bliss was ours.
Finally, we eased up and slowed down until we stopped, trying like hell, to catch our breath. We panted harshly as we tried to suck in air. We were covered in a light coating of sweat, and as cool air blew in from the window, I could finally breathe. We stayed together for as long as we could. Then he slid me over to lay my head on his sculpted shoulder.
“That was...” Hunter whispered.
I finished his thought, “Amazing.”
We chuckled, I felt dazed, completely spent. I was in fantasy land, thoroughly satiated from our love making. Our passion for each other spilled over the pillows. I smiled up at him with a huge sigh of relief.
After our breathing calmed to something resembling normal, we laid quietly in each other’s arms. We stayed connected through our skin contact, but we were already anchored through our souls. My hands softly caressed his arms while his fingers gently stroked my hair. At least he hadn’t pulled away. I worried he was going to regret this and waited for him to say something, anything. I prayed he wouldn’t ruin this perfect moment.
“Callie, I umm...errr...” Hunter tried to speak, and my heart gripped tightly inside. If he said he was sorry for what we just did, my heart would break into a million tiny pieces. He could completely wreck me with just a few words.
“Honey, I love being with you. Please don’t take that away.” I tried like hell to block any efforts he might use to back-peddle on this budding relationship. I thought I had just fallen in love with him. He had to want this as much as me.
“Babe, that wasn’t supposed to happen, but I can’t resist you anymore. We need to be careful that this doesn't ruin the tour. Let’s just keep it between us for now,” Hunter whispered as he looked longingly in my eyes.
I wanted to celebrate our union; that Hunter and I were together. I was so disappointed by his proclamation. Why? Why did we have to keep us secret? I just couldn’t understand what the big deal was. I wanted to send out announcements declaring there was an us. I wanted everyone to know that Hunter and I were a thing now. To shout it from the mountain top. My heart dropped into shoes I wasn’t wearing. I saw real concern hiding behind those chocolate, brown orbs.
“Why are you so worried?” I asked, my disappointment evident. Clearly, he was ashamed of me.“You should go.” I was defiant as I got off the bed and started grabbing his clothes, throwing them right at him.
“Babe, wait, what are you doing?” Hunter was still laid out naked on the bed as his shirt flew through the air, hitting him square in his beautiful, goddamned face.
“I said go!” I yelled and threw his pants at him. Hunter got up and started dressing, I couldn’t read his expression, but I was shredded. Then he dropped something on the table by the bed and walked to the door.
“I’m sorry, babe, if I hurt your feelings,” he whispered.
He opened the door and looked over his shoulder at me with a hopeful glance. I just wasn’t buying it. “Go,” I said flatly, and he finally did, closing the door softly behind him.
My heart was ripped in two. I thought we were goi
ng to be a couple. I was ready to celebrate, but just as we were beginning, it was already over. My heart was on the floor where I could kick it out the door with him. How dare he make love to me like that, and then not want me?
I flung myself on the bed and wept hysterically into the pillow. I cried so hard my throat hurt and my eyes stopped producing tears. Sobs wracked my body until I fell asleep. I was grateful to finally be put out of my misery for the night.
Chapter 22
Hunter
What the hell just happened? I was completely mystified. Callie looked absolutely crushed. She stood there with tears streaking down her beautiful cheeks. She kicked me out! We made love, and it was completely amazing. I don’t think I had ever felt as connected to anyone as I felt to her. It was like our two hearts melded into one, entwined together, I couldn’t feel the end of mine and the beginning of hers.
I loved her.
I loved Callie.
But when I told her we should keep us a secret, she threw a goddamned fit. Now, come on, I understood that she might want to go public with our news, but I felt it was important to keep it between just the two of us. And anyway, who cared about that? As long as we knew? Women! They could make a man crazy. I’d never be able to understand how they thought.
I wanted to scream and howl. I yelled out “ARGH” before I could stop myself from acting like a two-year-old. I was frustrated as hell; I just didn’t understand her reaction. I went back to my room and started pacing back and forth. I wished this made sense. What did I do now? Did I apologize or ignore the situation?
Back and forth, back and forth. I needed something to punch.
I didn’t want to lose her before we even got a chance to get started. But fuck, I didn’t think we should have even gotten started. Poor girl, thought I didn’t care about her? I did, of course I did, I cared too much. I almost told her I loved her. I was thinking... naw, I wasn’t apologizing. I was going to do what I should have done from the beginning. I was going to ignore the fact that we’d had sex and try like hell to keep my hands to myself the rest of the tour. Fuck me and my dick.
Thank goodness her parents would be here in a couple of days. That should keep her happy. At least she’d be busy and distracted. It would give me time to think it all over. I had to figure out who we were together. I was in unchartered territory. This was the first time I had ever broken my no-client rule. I had always prided myself on being a good man. Ugh. I didn’t see how I could keep lying to myself. I was just an unethical asshole, if you asked me.
After we finished our three-night run here in Phoenix, Arizona, we had a couple days off. I thought we could all use a rest. We needed a chance to catch our breath and get away from the stage and the pressure. Just decompress. I’d like to get away from all of it and get my head on straight. I needed to make some tough decisions, clear my thoughts, then look at the whole Callie situation objectively.
I needed to get away for the night. I thought it would be good for me to take a side trip and unwind. Maybe then answers would materialize, and I wouldn’t feel so confused. I needed to find someplace close enough for an overnight trip. I got out the map to see what was around Phoenix, and noticed that about seventy miles out of town, there was a cool artist community. They had shops and great looking restaurants. It was a totally doable distance, and I decided that would be my destination. I made a reservation to ensure my little solo getaway.
First, we had to entertain her folks. She told me her baby brother Gaby was coming. I really didn’t know why they were bringing a seven-month-old on this trip. He was just going to get in the way. He couldn’t come to the club or any afterhours events. Holy shit! Were they crazy or what?
He wasn’t going to be my problem, that was for damn sure. They must have some sort of plan for him. They were flying in but renting a car to go home. It seemed ass backward. Why not just fly home? By the end of the trip, wouldn’t they want to get home fast? Fuck, who was I? The vacation police? I certainly wouldn’t know what they wanted. I couldn’t think for them, I didn’t even know them.
All I knew was I needed a break. I made my plans and immediately felt better after my reservation was made. We would finish our run here in Phoenix, and then I was fucking out of here. I was going to that Art Rock to chill the fuck out for a day. I was going to rent a motorcycle; maybe I could find a Norton, and really have a fun side trip by myself.
I’d be able to clear my head and come back, ready to face Callie.
I wanted her; I just didn’t know how to have her in my life the way she wanted. I started feeling aggravated again, and took a deep breath.
Time for another run.
I grabbed my running shoes and hit the pavement.
Chapter 23
Callie
Mama and Daddy just arrived, and Gaby was in my arms. He had grown so much while I was gone and smiled more than ever. His baby sounds were cute as hell, and he looked me in the eyes, like he knew I was struggling with something. Gah.
“Callie, tell me how it’s been going. How do you like being on the road, sweetheart?” Mama looked at me with a genuine smile. My mother was a warm and compassionate woman, and I just wanted to spill all my secrets to her. She looked ravishing today. Her long, white-blonde hair was pulled back in a high ponytail, and her eyes sparkled, a blue happy glimmer. People said I looked a lot like her, but I never felt as beautiful as her.
“Tell me everything.” Mama smiled another bright, warm smile.
“It’s been awesome, it really has. I love doing shows every night. The crowds have been amazing, and the applause? Oh Mama, I live for the applause.” I kissed Gaby on the cheek and snuggled down in his neck. I loved his baby smell of powder and soap. He’d just got out of the bath, and I diapered his little tush. I started dressing him in his little baller jeans, pulling a ‘Callie and the Turtledoves’ T-shirt over his chubby tummy. He laid on his back as I kissed his belly. I had missed him so much. I kissed his sweet cheeks, and looked over to Mama smiling, watching us.
“Sweetheart, that’s wonderful to hear.”
Her eyes swept over to Daddy, and he added,“Oh peanut, you’re going to be huge!” He and my mom exchanged looks and then giggled at each other like they had a secret of their own. They always acted like they were so in love, like they were teenagers in love for the first time, instead of adults who’d been together for years. It really warmed my heart.
“What? What’s happening here?” I asked, oddly suspicious of the two of them. My dad was a strong, handsome man. At six feet tall, he worked out and kept himself in great shape. His graying dark hair was combed away from his masculine face, and his eyes held such merriment.
“We are just so proud of you, sweetheart.” Mama got up and folded me into her arms. I loved her hugs; they were so comforting, and I sighed into her shoulder.
“But there’s something else. What is it? Tell me,” I demanded. I knew there was something going on with them, but I hadn’t a clue what it was.
“Well, should we tell her, Bob?” Mom looked at Dad like he was her everything.
“Sure, why not?” He smiled warmly.
“Daddy got a promotion, honey. He’s now the VP of his company. It means we can finally get out of debt and buy a house!” My mother looked at dad with such pride. My heart flipped; they must be so relieved. I was really happy for him.
“That’s amazing! Congratulations Daddy!” I slipped my arms around my father’s neck and gave him a good squeeze. My mother had always wanted to buy a house instead of renting like they had all these years.
“We just closed on that house I’ve been eyeing, honey! I’m so excited.” My mother looked like she wanted to do a happy jig. “You know the one I’m talking about?” She pulled out her cellphone and showed me a picture of a house we had driven by many times. I knew exactly where it was.
“Of course, we have a lot to do to move. But we have a room picked out just for you.” Brimming with smiles, both of my parents looked relaxed and
happy. This was major news, and I was ecstatic for them.
“We have to celebrate, this is awesome! We'll go out, and dinner’s on me.” They never let me pay, but I figured they might have to give in this once.
“I’m so glad you’re here! I can’t wait for you to come to our show tonight.” I was really excited but felt my nerves attacking my stomach. I hoped everything went perfectly at the show. I’d do anything in my power to make their experience incredible. I just hoped they felt comfortable with all those young people energetically demonstrating their love for our music, it could get really chaotic.
I couldn't wait for them to hear some of our new music, too.
“You can stay by the side of the stage and rock out with us.” I grinned at my happy mom. Daddy spoke up just then,
“I’m going to take Gaby for a walk, sweet pea. I’ll catch up with you two later.” I knew he wanted to give me some time alone with Mama. He was so good about stuff like that. He instinctively knew, I didn’t know how, but he knew I needed to talk to her. He strapped Gaby in a stroller and rolled him out the door. Before he left, he kissed Mama on the lips, and then he turned to me and kissed my cheek and patted my back. Then whoosh, he was gone. As the door clicked shut, I turned to my mother.
“Mama, can we talk?” I asked the second we were alone.
“Sure honey, what’s up?” She settled back in the brown leather armchair. She looked relaxed, dressed in her cute cotton summer dress, with her blonde hair pulled away from her face. She had always been my confidant. I was so grateful for this time with her. Relief poured through me.
“Hunter.” I breathed out his name, I wanted to spit and rage, but I tried to hold back my emotions. I wanted to tell her what was going on and get her honest perspective.
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