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by Rainer Maria Rilke




  CONTENTS

  The Book of Hours

  The Book of Images

  New Poems

  Requiem

  Duino Elegies

  Sonnets to Orpheus

  Poems 1906–26

  Notes

  Index of Titles

  THE BOOK OF HOURS

  (1905)

  WITH STROKES THAT RING CLEAR

  With strokes that ring clear and metallic, the hour

  to touch me bends down on its way:

  my senses are quivering. I feel I’ve the power—

  and I seize on the pliable day.

  Not a thing was complete till by me it was eyed,

  every kind of becoming stood still.

  Now my glances are ripe and there comes like a bride

  to each of them just what it will.

  There’s nothing so small but I love it and choose

  to paint it gold-groundly and great

  and hold it most precious and know not whose

  soul it may liberate …

  I LIVE IN EXPANDING RINGS

  I live in expanding rings that are weaving

  over these things below.

  The last, perhaps, is beyond my achieving,

  I’ll make an attempt at it though.

  Round God, the old tower, my gyres I perform,

  and I’ve gyred there centuries long;

  and don’t know whether I’m falcon or storm

  or, maybe, a mighty song.

  WHAT WILL YOU DO, GOD?

  What will you do, God, if Death takes me?

  I am your jug (if someone breaks me?)

  I am your drink (if curdling cakes me?)

  I am your trim, your trade—it makes me

  think: with me goes your meaning too.

  You’ll have no house to turn into,

  where words, so near and warm, will greet then.

  They’ll fall from off your weary feet then,

  those velvet sandals I’m for you.

  Your cloak will slip from off your shoulders.

  Your glance, which on my cheek would rest,

  warmly as by a pillow pressed,

  will come, and, after much vain quest,

  sink, as the sun goes down the west,

  into some lap of alien boulders.

  What will you do, God? I’m distressed.

  YOU MUSTN’T BE AFRAID, GOD

  You mustn’t be afraid, God. They say mine

  to all those things whose patience does not fail.

  They’re like a gale against the branches blowing

  and saying “My tree.”

  They scarcely see

  how everything their hands can seize is glowing

  so hot that even by its extremity

  they could not hold it without getting burnt.

  They say mine, as with peasants one will dare

  to say “My friend the Prince” in conversation,

  when that impressive prince is otherwhere.

  They say mine of their alien habitation,

  while knowing nothing of the master there.

  They say mine and they speak of properties,

  when everything upcloses which they near:

  just as a mountebank might have no fear

  of calling even sun and lightning his.

  That’s how they talk: “My life,” they say, “My wife”

  “My dog,” “My child,” although they know that life

  and wife and dog and child are all alike

  remote configurings on which they strike

  with outstretched hands in blind obscurity.

  True, only great men know this certainly,

  and long for eyes. The rest refuse to hear

  that all their wretched wandering career

  is with no single thing in harmony,

  and that, rejected by their property,

  owners disowned, they no more have the power

  to own a woman than to own a flower,

  which leads a life that’s foreign to us all.

  Ah, God, don’t lose your balance. Even he

  who loves you and in darkness still can see

  and know your face, when like a wavering light

  he feels your breath, does not possess you quite.

  And if at night by some one you are guessed,

  so that you’re forced to come into his prayer:

  you’re still the guest

  that onwardly will fare.

  God, who can hold you? You are just your own,

  whom no possessor’s hand can be upsetting,

  even as the still-maturing, sweeter-getting

  vintage belongs but to itself alone.

  THE BOOK OF IMAGES

  (1902 and 1906)

  GIRLS

  Others on lengthy wanderings

  to the darksome poets are forced to fare;

  must always be asking a traveler

  if he’s not seen one singing there

  or laying his hands on strings.

  Only girls will never ask

  what bridge leads to images;

  will smile merely, brightlier than necklaces

  of pearl against silver bowls unfurled.

  All doors from their lives are entrances

  into a poet

  and into the world.

  FROM A CHILDHOOD

  Rich darkness round the room was streaming

  where the boy sat, quite hidden in himself.

  His mother came, a dream within his dreaming,

  and a glass quivered on a silent shelf.

  Feeling the room had given her away,

  she kissed him—“So it’s you”—and let him be …

  Then both glanced at the piano timidly,

  for often of an evening she would play,

  and had a song that drew him deep and clung.

  He sat there very still. His large gaze hung

  upon her hand which, under bright rings bowing,

  as though with labor through a snow-drift plowing,

  over the white keys softly swung.

  PONT DU CARROUSEL

  That blind man standing by the parapet,

  gray as some nameless empire’s boundary stone,

  he is perhaps that something unbeknown

  to which the planetary clock is set,

  the silent center of the starry ways;

  for all around him strives and struts and strays.

  He keeps his movelessly inerrant station

  where manifold perplexing crossways go;

  the somber entrance to the world below

  among a superficial generation.

  AUTUMN DAY

  Lord, it is time. The summer was so great.

  Impose upon the sundials now your shadows

  and round the meadows let the winds rotate.

  Command the last fruits to incarnadine;

  vouchsafe, to urge them on into completeness,

  yet two more south-like days; and that last sweetness,

  inveigle it into the heavy vine.

  He’ll not build now, who has no house awaiting.

  Who’s now alone, for long will so remain:

  sit late, read, write long letters, and again

  return to restlessly perambulating

  the avenues of parks when leaves downrain.

  AUTUMN

  The leaves are falling, falling as from far,

  as though above were withering farthest gardens;

  they fall with a denying attitude.

  And night by night, down into solitude,

  the heavy earth falls far from every star.

  We are all falling. This hand’s falling too—

  all have this falling-sickn
ess none withstands.

  And yet there’s One whose gently-holding hands

  this universal falling can’t fall through.

  PRESENTIMENT

  I’m like a flag surrounded by distance.

  Divining the coming winds, I must share their existence,

  whereof things below reveal as yet no traces:

  doors are still closing softly and quiet are the fire-places;

  windows are not yet shaking, and dust lies heavily.

  But I can already sense the storm, and surge like the sea.

  And spread myself out and into myself downfall

  and hurtle myself away and am all

  alone in the great storm.

  THE VOICES

  Nine Leaves with a Title-Leaf

  TITLE-LEAF

  The rich and fortunate need no mention,

  what they are troubles no one’s mind.

  The needy, though, have to attract attention,

  have to be saying: I am blind,

  or else: that’s what I soon shall be;

  or: everything here goes wrong with me;

  or: I’ve left an ailing child behind;

  or: that’s the place where I’ve been spliced …

  And perhaps this hasn’t at all sufficed.

  And, since otherwise everyone just goes flinging

  past them like wings, they have to be singing.

  And there one still can hear good song.

  People are odd; they’ll travel farther

  and hear a choir of castrati rather.

  When tired of such choirs, though, to listen for long

  to these voices comes God the Father.

  THE BEGGAR’S SONG

  From door to door in shower and shine

  I pass continually;

  into my right hand I consign

  my right ear suddenly.

  Then as something I never knew was mine

  my voice will seem to me.

  Then who is crying, whether it’s I

  or another, I’m not quite sure.

  It’s only a trifle for which I cry.

  The poets cry for more.

  And finally I shut my face

  with both my eyes up tight;

  as it lies with its weight in my hand’s embrace

  it’s quite a restful sight.

  Lest any should think I’d got no place

  to lay my head at night.

  THE BLIND MAN’S SONG

  I’m blind, you outsiders, and that’s an affliction,

  that’s an abhorrence, a contradiction,

  something that daily exceeds me.

  My hand upon my wife’s arm I lay,

  gray hand of mine upon her gray gray,

  and through a sheer void she leads me.

  You touch and push and imagine your own

  sound differs from that of stone upon stone,

  and yet you’re mistaken: I alone

  am living and suffering and sighing.

  In me there’s a never-ending cry—

  it may be my heart or my bowels, but I

  don’t know which of them’s crying.

  If ever you sang these songs, no trace

  was there of this inflection.

  Warmly each day to your dwelling-place

  comes a new sun’s reflection.

  And you’ve got a feeling of face-to-face,

  and that makes for self-protection.

  THE DRIVER’S SONG

  It wasn’t in me. In and out it would go.

  I wanted to hold it. The wine held it, though.

  (What it was, I no longer can say.)

  Then the wine held this and the other thing out,

  till I came to trust it beyond all doubt.

  In my imbecile way.

  Now I’m in its power, and it flings me at will

  about and about and is losing me still

  to Death, that son of a bitch.

  If he wins me, dirty card that I am,

  he’ll use me to scratch his grisly ham

  and toss me into the ditch.

  THE SUICIDE’S SONG

  Another moment to live through, then.

  How the rope I fasten, again and again

  someone cuts.

  I’d got prepared so wonderfully,

  and already a little eternity

  was in my guts.

  They bring me now, as they’ve done before,

  this spoonful of life to sup.

  No, I won’t, I won’t have any more,

  let me bring it up.

  Life’s an excellent thing, I know,

  through all the world outspread;

  I simply can’t digest it, though,

  it only goes to my head.

  It nourishes others, it makes me ill;

  one can dislike the thing.

  What for a thousand years I’ll still

  require is dieting.

  THE WIDOW’S SONG

  Life was kind to me at the start.

  It kept me warm, it put me in heart.

  That with all who are young it has that art,

  how could I then be aware?

  I didn’t know what life could be—

  it was nothing but years quite suddenly,

  with no kindness or wonder or novelty,

  as though torn in two pieces there.

  That was neither its fault nor my own;

  we both were left with patience alone,

  but Death has not a whit.

  I saw him coming (in what a way!),

  and watched him taking and taking away:

  I had no claim to it.

  What was my own, mine really?

  Was not even my misery

  only a loan from Fate?

  Fate doesn’t merely want happiness,

  but pain back as well and outscreamed distress,

  and buys ruin at a second-hand rate.

  Fate was there and obtained for a sou

  every expression that came into

  my face or away would glide.

  A clearance sale was held each day,

  and when I was empty it went away

  and left me unoccupied.

  THE IDIOT’S SONG

  They don’t interfere. They let me be.

  They say that nothing can happen to me.

  How good!

  Nothing can happen. All comes to soar

  round the Holy Spirit for evermore,

  round that Spirit for ever sure—

  how good!

  No, one mustn’t suppose there could ever begin

  to be any kind of danger therein.

  There is, to be sure, the blood.

  The blood’s the hardest, without a doubt.

  I sometimes think I shall have to fall out—

  (How good!)

  Oh, what a lovely ball up there;

  red and round as an everywhere.

  Good, that you caused it to be.

  Would it come if I called it to me?

  All’s behaving in such a remarkable way,

  now drifting together, now swimming away:

  friendly, a little hard to survey.

  How good!

  THE ORPHAN GIRL’S SONG

  I’m no one, and no one is what I shall be.

  I’m still too small to exist, I agree;

  but I’ll always be so.

  Mothers and fathers, oh,

  have pity on me.

  Bringing up’s not worth the pains, I’ll allow:

  I shan’t escape my fate.

  No one can need me: it’s too soon now,

  and tomorrow it’s too late.

  I’ve only got this dress you see,

  growing thin and colorless;

  bur perhaps it’ll last an eternity

  before God none the less.

  I’ve only got this bit of hair

  (the same as it was before),

  which used to be someone’s dearest care.

  Nothing’s
dear to him any more.

  THE DWARF’S SONG

  My soul is straight and good maybe;

  my heart, though, my blood flowing crookedly,

  all that which so distresses me,

  just can’t hold it upright here.

  It has no garden, it has no bed,

  it clings to my sharp bones instead

  and beats its wings with fright here.

  My hands too will always be failing me.

  How hopelessly stunted they are you can see:

  damp, heavy, hopping constrictedly

  like little toads in wet weather.

  And everything else about me too

  is old and worn and sad to view;

  why does God delay to do

  away with it altogether?

  Is he angry with me for my face

  with the mouth that seems to rue it?

  It was often so ready to grow in grace

  and let a light shine through it.

  But of all that moved about the place

  big dogs came closest to it.

  And of that dogs have no trace.

  THE LEPER’S SONG

  Look, I am forsaken by everything.

  Of me not one in the town knows anything,

  I have become a leper.

  And I rattle about with this rattle of mine,

  knocking my melancholy sign

  into the ears, to their dismay,

  of every too-near-stepper.

  And those that hear its woodenness, they

  take good care not to look this way,

  and won’t learn what has happened here.

  As far as my rattle’s sound reaches, I

  am at home; but perhaps the reason why

  you make my rattle so loud is just

  that my distance too may provoke mistrust

  in those my nearness can terrify.

  And thus for years on end I can,

  without discovering maid or man,

  woman or child, be faring.

  Brutes I’ll refrain from scaring.

  NEW POEMS

  (1907 and 1908)

  EARLY APOLLO

  As framing boughs, still leafless, can exhibit

 

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