by Kalts
Bobby whispered in my ear, “I think I’m in love with you.” That was music to my ears. I looked at him and gave him the ‘are you serious’ look. In my head, I was thinking, why am I giving him such a look, now he is not going to tell me how he feels anymore. I messed up. I told myself I need to stop doing that to him and to myself.
Bobby said, “I know you will tell me about it later…” Bobby paused for a moment, kissed me on the cheek and continued, “…we will talk about it tonight,” he concluded. I gave Jason an eye signal to take my place. Jason and I tried to switch places but Bobby held on to my hand and said, “Don’t leave me.”
Cody grabbed my other hand and I sat next to him. “Did I tell you how gorgeous you look tonight?” Cody said as I sat next to him.
“Thank you, you’re gorgeous yourself,” I replied with a bright smile. Jason gave me a smoke out of his mouth. Everyone including Cody said that was sexy. I looked at Bobby, he was not having it.
Jason said to Bobby, “You should try it.” Bobby took a deep smoke; I went next to him to get it out of his mouth. I sat next to Bobby after that. Anna out of nowhere screamed, “You!!! Stop kissing Bobby.”
I was taken aback, “Excuse me?” I replied with a shocked expression on my face.
“He’s my boyfriend,” she continued.
I laughed and I said, “Well, he’s my best friend so you should get used to me being around.”
Anna said, “I do not want you around at all.”
“Really, Bobby and I were hanging out all evening and all day,” Jason laughed.
I told Anna that she wasn’t welcome here at all.
Anna fired back with, “Bobby and I had sex yesterday.”
I acted like I did not hear that and said, “I don’t know why I’m getting attacked right now. I didn’t do anything wrong here.” I left the room; I was teary-eyed and I walked out.
Cody came after me. “She should leave the bar because she stepped out of line.”
“I don’t know what I did wrong,” I muttered as Cody hugged me tight.
He said, “I love you and I don’t want you to leave.”
Ash and Jason came to make me feel better and they refused to let me leave because of her. They said, “You are part of the group, let’s go back in and have a good time.”
We all walked back in and Bobby was still sitting next to Anna and he grabbed my hand and whispered in my ear that he was sorry about all this. Tony walked in while I was talking to Cody. I screamed at Anna, “You need to shut up and leave with your boyfriend.”
“Kara, that’s not necessary,” Bobby said as he tried to lighten the tension between Anna and me.
“You can’t even back your best friend, rather you make her uncomfortable,” I fired back.
Bobby got up and tried to touch my shoulder and I told him not to touch me, but he touched me anyway. While all this was happening, Tony was standing and watching the drama unfold.
Tony said, “Dude, she told you not to touch her.”
“Stay out of this,” Bobby told Tony off.
“I’m so sick of you treating Kara like this,” Tony would not back off easily.
Bobby said, “You talking so much it looks like you finally grew a pair of balls,” he taunted Tony.
I told Anna, “You are jealous, that is why you are trying to take all my friends away from me. Why don’t you find your own friends?”
Bobby said, “I’m sorry, Kara.”
“Bobby! I don’t want to talk to you at all,” I told him off.
“And if you don’t keep her quiet, I will.” I warned Bobby about Anna with my finger pointing at her.
Tony touched me and told me, “Let’s go outside.” I was crying and really upset about how Bobby was not supporting me.
Tony said, “He’s not your friend, forget him.”
Bobby came out and said, “This is childish, she wants to ruin our night.”
Tony told Bobby to back off.
“You both should stop fighting, it is not worth it,” I told the both of them.
“Can I talk to her alone?” Bobby asked Tony.
“Kara, are you going to be okay?” Tony asked me and I said, “Yes.”
“I’m sorry, please let’s forget everything and move on,” Bobby apologized.
“Anna humiliated me and messed up my day, I hate seeing you guys together,” I managed to tell Bobby.
“Why do you hate her?” Bobby asked.
“Because I have feelings for you and she has taken my best friend for me,” I answered quietly. “I’m not okay with that.”
Bobby came close to me and said, “Why didn’t you tell me all this before?”
I said, “I didn’t want to come between you guys. I always want to be with you. All these years we are going in circles while we love each other so much.”
“I’m sorry I didn’t say anything either, every guy wants to have you too,” Bobby apologized. I had teardrops on my face, and Bobby wiped them very gently.
I had a lot of tears running down my face now. I was thinking about everything that was going on and thought only great sex with Bobby right now would fulfill all my dark desires.
“Do you want to get out of here?” Bobby asked me.
“No,” I replied. Some few seconds after, I saw Tony as he came out of the bar. He was waiting for me, he wanted to make sure I was doing fine. I walked towards him and back into the bar while Bobby was left flat-footed, surprised with his sights glued to my body as I walked away from him. Tony followed me to the bar and was walking in front of me. He put his arm around my shoulder while I rested my hand on his waist. We walked in together and Anna was still sitting next to Ash. Tony said, “Okay guys, let’s make sure there is no more drama tonight and no one comes at Kara.”
“Then let’s all have a good time!!!” Cody added with a bright smile and a raise of his wine glass and I started smoking the hookah with Tony. Bobby came in and he sat down and looked around, but he didn’t look too happy.
Anna got up and sat on his lap because there was no room. I sighed but kept on smoking, I just didn’t understand why she was pushing my buttons. The music was on, I looked at the small dance floor, got up, and made my way there. I had my phone and earphones with me so I had my own song on. While I danced to my own tune, Tony saw through me and was sad for me, he could see that right now I was sad. Bobby got up, probably to come and meet me but Jason stopped him. He told him, “Let her be, she needs a little space.”
A few minutes later, I came back to the group and Ash kissed my forehead, and asked, “Are you going to be fine? I have to work tomorrow so I’m heading out.”
“Yes!” I replied with a bright smile on my lips, I kissed him on the cheek.
Tony sat next to me. I asked him, “Will you take me home?”
Tony answered, “Of course my lady.”
I didn’t talk or make eye contact with Bobby. Jason asked me if I was alright, and I reassured him that I was.
“I’m heading out with Bobby. I will call or text you later,” Jason said as we exchanged kisses and he walked out with Anna and Bobby. I told Cody and Tony I would be right back.
“Hell of a night…eh!” Cody exclaimed.
Tony said, “She did handle everything well.”
Cody continued, “There was a time I thought there was going to be a cat fight.”
Tony said, “I don’t understand why girls are so mad at Kara.”
“Because she is beautiful and guys are always on her case, throwing themselves at her,” Cody replied, he paused, took a sip of his wine, and continued, “…women can’t handle that one woman gets all the attention,” he concluded.
Tony said, “I agree with you, she is absolutely gorgeous and so much fun to be around, I love her to death.”
Cody added, “I love her and I will protect her from her own self because she is sensitive and it is a friendship that I adore.”
I came back to the room and I saw them talking. I asked, “Are you guys r
eady?”
Tony replied, “Yes, after you.”
Tony rubbed his hand on my shoulder and I rested my hand on Tony and Cody’s back as we all walked. Cody kissed my cheek and Tony kissed me on the other cheek.
Cody said, “I will see you guys later,” Tony opened the car door for me and I got in. Tony looked into my eyes, I kissed him, it was probably the wrong move, but that was what I needed right now. He had one hand on the top of the car and the other on my neck. As we kissed, I told him I appreciated the fact that he was on my side the whole time.
He said, “I love you very much…I love the way you show your appreciation.” I smiled and I sucked on his tongue. Tony always smelled so good and his amazing hands always knew what to do. He was my medicine that cured all my dark secrets.
It was going to be hard without Tony, because it looked like I would have to let go of him. I asked if he was ready. He looked at me with fire in his eyes.
I touched his face and kissed his lips very gently and said, “Let’s go, Tony.” He walked around and came in the car, he looked at me and I was looking the other way. He moved away some strands of my hair on my face, looked at me, and he said, “Give me a hug, babe.” I hugged him and he slowly kissed my neck. I tried to move away but he had a strong hold on me, I let him have it. Few minutes later, he drove me home and I told him, “Thank you for tonight.” I got out of the car and he offered to walk me to my place but I declined the offer. Tony stood there until I went in the apartment.
About five minutes, later I heard a knock on the door, I got up to get the door and it was Bobby. He was wet from the rain. I had not changed my clothes; I poured myself a cup of wine. I was already sobbing because I did not like one thing from tonight. When I opened the door for Bobby, I had my mascara running down my face.
Bobby looked at me and asked, “What is wrong?” He held my neck with both hands and asked another question, “Was it because of tonight?”
I tried to wipe my tears away, and Bobby said, “I’m so sorry baby, I will never talk to her ever again if that will make you happy.”
I pushed him away, walked towards the couch and I hit my leg on a chair which made me trip because I was so tired of everything and it felt like the drink was already kicking in. I was also sad that I had to let go of Tony. If I ever came close to love, it was Tony for me. I wish we were fucking right now but making love to Tony was not going to fulfill me.
“Can you forget about tonight please…this is your best friend asking for a favor,” Bobby said to me as he tried to make amends for his behavior earlier at the bar.
“You don’t know what a best friend means, Bobby,” I fired back.
Bobby said, “I will keep all my promises from now on, but please don’t cry, it is breaking my heart.”
“Really, Bobby…it is breaking your heart now that I am crying but you didn’t stand by my side at the bar.” I pointed out his mistake to him.
“I was in the middle of you both. I tried not to take sides because either way someone was going to be mad at me.” He tried to defend his actions.
“I hate you right now, Bobby,” I declared how I felt at the moment. He asked what he could do to make it all better, I told him how much I loved him and how I couldn’t live without him. He told me he was right there with me and I should stop crying.
“You are so beautiful; you are an amazing girl. I love you too, babe,” he concluded.
“Leave, Bobby!” I told him off.
“I can’t leave until I fix everything,” he replied. “Baby! Why are you acting like this tonight?” he said as he rested his face on mine.
Our lips were close and we were staring deep into each other’s eyes. I kissed him and looked at him; he planted gentle kisses on my lips. He had his hand in my hair; I got on the couch and on my knees. Bobby was sitting on floor this whole time; I held his hand that was still on my neck and started kissing him deeply and passionately. It felt like this was what I wanted from Bobby all evening, and I knew if I kept him here with me all night, Anna could not be with him. Bobby lifted me up and I was on his lap now. He got up and carried me to the bed. He removed his shirt and then his jeans. As I lay there waiting for him, he lay on me and kissed my neck.
He said, “I’m going to fix everything with you, I’m sorry baby.”
He got up and pulled me by my legs. I giggled and he turned me around. He told me to stay just like that. He entered me and slowly moved in and out. I was already screaming and shaking.
He said, “How tight can you be?” I looked back at him and laughed.
He said, “You played with my patience all night, now I have you all to myself…your panty is in my way but I like the way you are making me work for it,” he concluded.
“Really?” I exclaimed.
He shook his head in affirmative and said, “Shake it for me!!!” Of course I did it and he said, “That’s my girl.”
“Do you like it when I get worked up all the time?” he asked.
“Yeah, I love it, it turns me on. So sometimes I start unnecessary arguments.” I replied.
He said, “I knew that.” He turned me over and spread my legs while he stared at me. I kept screaming, he puts his hand on my mouth and he let it stay on my mouth. I had no idea Bobby was this bad in bed. He brought the animal out of me. I grabbed my phone and Bobby lay next to me; I clicked a few pictures of us together. One of the pictures I took had Bobby behind me; he held my breast in his one hand and the other on my thigh. My face was not in the picture. Few minutes later, we were done. He kissed me and I passed out. Bobby sat on the bed and lit a cigarette; he had his hand on my leg while he smoked.
Kara
The next morning when I woke up, I knew I had a lot to do before the sunset. I didn’t want any of my demons to come in my way and try to change my plans. I grabbed a suitcase and threw in a few of my clothes, grabbed my passport with my tickets in my purse. I left an envelope with money and a letter to my landlord.
Next, I made a cup of coffee and sat on the table. I turned on my laptop, and I uploaded the pictures on to my laptop. I wrote an email to Anna. It read, ‘Bobby is not worth your time’ and I sent the picture of Bobby and me from last night.
Next, I sent Ash’s ex an email too; Ash treated her badly during their relationship. I told her she can get over him. “I have treated Ash like a king and then broke his heart, because he bought a ring to propose to me and I knew we were supposed to get married in two days. But it won’t happen because I will be far away by then.”
“Cody, it is hard for you to get over me and you always show me so much love. I had you exactly where I wanted you. I don’t feel bad for you. Because you used and broke hearts on your movie sets like it was part of your script. So this sadness you will feel is for that one girl that you humiliated in front of everyone. Who had so much love for you and was your fiancé at one point of time.” I sent her the video of Cody and me making love with details of how I used and dumped him.
Next in line was Scott, the bad boys’ king, he would think twice next time before he decided to break a heart that was so pure with love. This was for the girl he left hanging at the altar in front of families and friends all because of a bet he had with his friends. Just so he could prove to his boys that he could make it happen. I walked out of his life just like that after all the messages and calls; I also sent a video of him begging for my love to her too. “I’m sure he will call you to apologize and by the way, you are welcome,” I wrote to her.
There was this one girl that Tony cheated on while he was on a modeling assignment in Istanbul. He had a relationship with her for six months and when she told him that she was pregnant, he made her abort the baby and without thinking twice, Tony walked out of her life just like that. I broke his heart also and this was for the girl that lost her baby.
I moved on to the next person, Sid. He was a very handsome and successful footballer, but I had to get even for that one girl that committed suicide. She loved him so much and t
old Sid he would never find anyone that would love him as much as she loved him. I wrote to the sporting agency a letter showing his naked pictures. He lost a lot of fans, missed his games, and his football club cancelled his contract. I know he felt lonely and lost; she was even with him now.
I closed my laptop and put it in my bag. I grabbed my bag, a cup of coffee, and my luggage. I stood for few seconds to look around at my place but it was time to leave everything behind and walk far…far away from all this.
Bobby called my phone, but I didn’t pick up. Our friendship was over at this point. Anna got the email and stormed to the store to get answers from Bobby. Cody looked at his phone and he couldn’t believe that the same email he got was what his ex-girlfriend got too. Sid was in tears because he had no idea that girl committed suicide because of him. Ash was sitting at his office looking at the ring when his friend told him about the email his ex got today.
Scott’s ex called him and asked him how the taste of his own medicine was. And she laughed, and he was awestruck when she forwarded him the email.
Tony was very sad to see that I left him and was going so far away that he could not find me ever and for all this happening to him only an hour after he got the ring to propose. Before I got to the airport, I stopped at Sid’s ex-girlfriend’s grave. I put flowers on her grave; this was a way of letting her know.
The End