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by Paul Farley


  in the pitch-shift of an aircraft going over;

  or waiting for weekends to come around like picture cards

  in a spongy bar-room deck, looking for a kink

  in a pool cue rolled on baize and calling this wisdom

  and they did all the oiky things: pointing at big buildings

  as they entered the city shouldering sticks with bundles

  of ugsome clobber tied to the end, enjoying

  this simple leverage, saying ‘God bless Dick Whittington’,

  and finding rented lodgings above mobile phone outlets,

  having all the makings of home about their persons,

  typically: toothbrush, steel comb, two pouches of counterfeit

  tobacco, roll-on deodorant, ancestral gall stone,

  and these and other possibles were laid on the candlewick

  like a full kit inspection or a shakedown in those bridewells

  they left off their CVs before starting on Mondays,

  before breaking their promises to the man with the keys

  about leaving it like they found it, true to form,

  and nobody considered the oiks alone

  on their first nights, too frightened to go out and explore,

  switching the oik-box on to take blue communion

  with every other oik in oik-lodgings all over old oik-land

  where oik was spoken and oikiness general.

  Treecreeper

  On the telegraph post

  that weeps creosote

  and gathers a moss

  as it once did in life,

  on a mast that’s played host

  to the corposant

  and creaks in a gale

  as it once did in life,

  on the flagpole that stands

  in a rootstock of stone

  and flies the colours

  as it once did in life,

  see the treecreeper’s ghost

  as it spirals and probes

  and finds our blindside

  as it once did in life.

  Quadrat

  After the disaster he went to inspect

  a certain patch of rock between the tides.

  Oiled guillemots were getting all the headlines,

  barrels of ink being spent on their black feathers

  while limpets and sea snails went by the by,

  the small print of the shoreline. Big surf boomed

  and echoed off the stacks. He scratched four corners

  to make a window on a glassy mudstone

  and started counting what was clinging on there

  in summer, when it baked blue at low water,

  in winter, when it shone glossy as the ravens

  that hijacked one another in the wind,

  heading home to tabulate the numbers

  in a kitchen where a Rayburn and a storm lamp

  provided light and shelter enough for study.

  A slow newsroom. The scholar’s habitat.

  No crossword, horoscope, or game of chess

  on the beach with Death, or even noughts and crosses,

  just a census of who lives at one address,

  what’s happening in the constellation Quadrat,

  no op-ed column or gastropod gossip

  of mantled ears pressed to the world’s wall,

  just the act of having drawn a line around things

  and a willingness to take whatever’s found there,

  the spill long having sailed the front pages

  and dispersed into the archives and the footnotes,

  and why he stuck it no one knew, until one day

  he handed on his solar paper round

  to a poet. Big mistake. I’ve let things slide.

  The data set crumbled while I stayed home

  to polish the words. The window washed away.

  And that was the last entry, and this is the poem.

  Gannet

  for J.H.

  Starved on a diet of distance,

  of optic specks and crumbs,

  but snarled in monofilament

  one flapping bird becomes

  a feast in close-up—blue

  kohled eyes, sharp carbon-steel

  beak—till one of us threw

  their coat over, and it fell still.

  A blacked-out budgerigar

  denied the basic privileges

  of cuttlebone and mirror

  dreams of colonial perches

  and pigeons shelved in lofts

  survive the darkness system

  by picturing the lost

  cliff roosts that once held them.

  Sightseers film the event:

  us cutting free a bird.

  The pictures are being sent

  to social platforms, shared

  and liked. Samurai swan

  tempered far out to sea,

  you can look now, we’ve all gone

  back to our sad gannetry.

  Saturday

  This whole long-lagging, muzzy, mizly morning . . .

  —Samuel Taylor Coleridge

  Every day is Saturday.

  We wake slowly, unhitched from the week.

  A plane drones high above the house.

  The post comes late. Monday has gone,

  its inch-deep sheets of rainwater

  on bus shelter roofs, its faces below

  that gaze into the day before last,

  its kids in playgrounds forming up

  and filing through the unchained doors.

  Tuesday is nowhere to be found,

  the week’s waiting room with its magazines

  called Saturday, its tongue and groove,

  its dinnertimes and post office queues.

  Wednesday, half closing day, has drawn

  the shutters down on itself, the midweek

  sump, its skiver’s moon, its halfway

  point and cigarette break round the back.

  You remember Thursday? Its rentman’s knock,

  its pint after work, its lolling asleep

  on a stranger’s shoulder on the last bus.

  Though Friday, for all its faults, still stands

  in the memory as the triumphal arch

  into Saturday, till they knock it down.

  The working week gone west, cut loose

  like a city from its port. But wait:

  we’re missing our day of rest, and can’t

  even bring ourselves to say its name.

  Every Saturday used to end. Then came

  a whining vacuum, a muzzy head,

  deserted streets. We rise in praise.

  Give thanks. That nightmare is over. All

  our tomorrows will be Saturdays.

  Great Black-Backed Gull

  The tide keeps bringing everything you need.

  The tip is like a slowed down sea to gulls

  who trawl behind the trucks or dip in strong

  kinking glides above the ribbons and shreds

  of dross, the spume and swell.

  Taken to see Jaws

  at the ABC, the robot great white shark

  made us jump, but later came the slower thought

  of real great whites cruising the seas of the world

  while I lay in bed. What we are dealing with here

  is a perfect engine, an eating machine . . .

  Now, a landfill lubber with binoculars,

  I pick out great blacks from the smaller gulls

  above the waste where, fathoms deep, the shark

  still swims among the wreckage of who we were

  forty summers ago. They’re such powerful birds

  and the tide keeps bringing everything they need.

  Beach

  It was one thing to visit them, to follow the file of people from the car park down onto the beach, a half mile to the scene, though even with the tape and media it wasn’t like a crime, more a sand fair, or a circus if the big top had blown away in a gritty wind and all the animals had
died, leaving a sweet scent under a big sky, the attraction of scale, a sudden sacred landscape of soft monoliths you couldn’t get your head round, the circling and approach from every angle by souvenir hunters with their hacksaws like leaf-cutters in a two-lane ant line, the protesters who’d been with aerosols and defiled their flanks or spoken truth to power—take your pick—and the dogs mad with discovering the big stink at the centre of the universe,

  and it was another to crawl inside one, past the clickbait teeth and under the fatberg head, into the chambers of a gut as slow to cool as a furnace bed, and so a snug—if greasy—shelter, lit by your phone with no signal, all purely voluntary, no lots having been cast or storm endured at sea, seeking to get as far as possible from being a core customer, from traditional big players and broad narratives, a place outside arborescent hierarchies and the general drift towards consumer-driven content, to spend a night imagining dives, going deep, falling eventually into a single cycle of sleep and a lonely sonar dream, sensing daybreak from the gull-fest outside, a faint commotion through the walls of meat, and with no need to tickle any ribs, or set fire to the coracle you didn’t bring, emerge un-spat back into the day, the world exactly how you left it.

  ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

  Many thanks to the editors of Areté, Eighteen Bridges, London Review of Books, The New Yorker, The Poetry Review, The Times Literary Supplement and Wild Court, where some of these poems have previously been published.

  ‘The Sloth’ first appeared in the pamphlet Cold Vision (Hexham Book Festival); ‘Gentian Violet’ was commissioned by the Arden Bloomsbury Shakespeare 400 project (in response to Sonnet 99) and included in On Shakespeare’s Sonnets (Bloomsbury); ‘Positioning’ was written at the invitation of Catherine Marcangeli/Bluecoat on the fiftieth anniversary of The Mersey Sound; ‘Saturday’ accompanied the photographs of Tom Wood in Termini (Éditions GwinZegal); ‘Moss’ was written for Colin Riley’s song cycle In Place; and ‘Great Black-Backed Gull’ has been recycled from Tim Dee’s book Landfill (Little Toller).

  ‘Quadrat’ is loosely founded on Richard Pearce’s long observations, and I’m grateful to him for our visit to Porth Mear on the north Cornish coast. ‘Moorhen’ owes a debt to Colin Tudge’s The Day Before Yesterday.

  I’m grateful to Matt Haw, Warren Mortimer, Carole Romaya, Kate VerSprill, and my editor, Don Paterson.

  About the Author

  Paul Farley was born in Liverpool in 1965 and studied at the Chelsea School of Art. He has published four other collections of poetry with Picador, most recently The Dark Film (2012). His other books include Edgelands (with Michael Symmons Roberts, 2011), and he has also edited a selection of John Clare’s poetry. A Fellow of the Royal Society of Literature and a frequent broadcaster, he has received numerous awards including Sunday Times Young Writer of the Year, the Whitbread Poetry Prize and the E. M. Forster Award from the American Academy of Arts & Letters.

  ALSO BY PAUL FARLEY IN PICADOR

  The Dark Film

  Tramp in Flames

  The Ice Age

  The Boy from the Chemist is Here to See You

  Selected Poems

  First published 2019 by Picador

  This electronic edition first published 2019 by Picador

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  ISBN 978-1-5290-0981-1

  Copyright © Paul Farley 2019

  Jacket design: Neil Lang, Picador Art Department.

  Cover art: Greensleeves, 2017 by Hurvin Anderson

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