by C. R. Marcum
“So fuckin sexy, Ray.” He moaned as he gently pushed her back onto the mattress. “I bet you taste so fuckin sweet baby.”
His lips had continued their descent and she couldn’t help but to let her moans free when his tongue found her nipple. She again arched her back silently begging for more. He smiled against her skin before pulling her hardened peak into his hungry mouth. The moans coming from her were the sexiest sounds he had ever heard and it took everything in him to continue his slow torture.
His lips trailed across her chest where he showed her other breast just as much attention. He wanted to kiss every inch of her body before he claimed her, and he would. He tugged her nipple between his teeth and heard the sharp intake of breath it caused.
His lips trailed downwards across her taunt stomach before coming to a stop at the top of her leggings. She looked so sexy spread out on the bed before him, panting and needy.
“Are you wet for me Ray?” he asked against her skin, his fingers slowly tucking under the waistband of her pants.
“Yes.” She moaned, her voice trembling and her hands gripping the blanket.
“I need to taste you baby.” He managed to groan as he pulled her leggings down her legs. He slowly peeled them off of her until she lay in only a pair of purple lace panties.
“Syn please, I need more. I need you now.” She said breathlessly from above him.
“Lift your hips for me.” He said sternly. She obliged him with zero resistance and he used that moment to peel her panties from her body.
She lay before him bare and needing. She was so turned on that she could feel her arousal leaking from her center. She was going to combust if he didn’t touch her soon she just knew it.
“So wet baby, and so fuckin hot.” He said as he trailed his finger down her soaking wet slit before replacing it with his tongue.
The feel of his tongue against her throbbing clit was almost enough to push her over the edge. He licked her slowly, and she couldn’t help but lift her hips in an effort to get more. He groaned against her before settling her legs over his shoulders and pushing his tongue deep inside her. She tasted just as sweet as he imagined and he needed more. This couldn’t be a one and done situation, he was hooked.
He could feel her pussy tighten around his tongue and he knew it wouldn’t be long before she was coming for him. That thought had him withdrawing his tongue and looking up at where she lay panting. He wanted to watch her as he slowly pushed a finger inside.
“Oh god, yes.” She moaned, pushing her hips forward.
“So tight baby, so fuckin tight.” he said before he pulled her clit into his mouth. He watched her as he devoured her pussy. He needed to watch her come undone for him, because of him. She was so close, he could feel it building inside her as her pussy clenched around his fingers. She was unbelievably tight, and he couldn’t wait to feel her wrapped around his cock. He worked a second finger into her and as soon as he hooked them he found that spot guaranteed to make her explode for him.
“Right there, I’m so close.” She groaned as she circled her hips.
“Come for me Ray, let me hear you baby.” He groaned as he continued to finger her. “Give it to me Ray.”
Her orgasm exploded from her in a way that she had never experienced before. It had hit so suddenly and with so much force that she was sure she had wet the bed. Her thighs were shaking violently and she was so sensitive that the air blowing across her caused unbelievable aftershocks.
“That was so fuckin hot.” He said as he stood. He was painfully hard and after making her squirt he had little patience left. He made quick work of removing what was left of his clothes and positioned himself between her thighs.
He fisted his cock as she watched him. He was sure she was wet enough to take him, but to be sure he slid the head through her folds and watched as her eyes rolled back. She needed him as much as he needed her.
“I don’t know if I can be gentle baby, I want you so fuckin bad.” He groaned as he pushed his hips forward just enough to enter her. “I need you to tell me if it’s too much okay, promise me.”
“I promise, just please move. I need to feel you inside me.” She replied as she wrapped her legs around his waist.
With one deep breath he pushed forwards until he was fully seated inside her and the feeling of her around him was like nothing he had ever felt before. He could feel her body stretching to make room for him and the gasp he pulled from her was all it took for him to start moving. Her inner walls squeezed him tight and with every stroke he became more lost in the feeling.
He was big, and he felt so good stretching and filling her up. The way his fingers gripped her thigh was just short of painful but oh so good at the same time. She couldn’t help but lift her hips to meet his, and every stroke brought her closer to another orgasm. He moved inside her with reckless abandon, and she loved every blissfully painful thrust he gave. He took from her exactly what he wanted and how he wanted it, and it was perfect.
His hand left her thigh and quickly found her breast. He squeezed it roughly before taking her nipple into his mouth and biting down. She let out a moan that went straight to his dick and had him aching for release. He could feel it building and fighting for release, but he wouldn’t come until she did. He need to feel her come on his cock, he needed to hear her scream. His hand traveled further upwards until it wrapped around her throat. He applied enough pressure to restrict blood flow, but not hinder her breathing. He could feel her pulse racing below his fingertips as he drove into her again and again. He could feel her pussy getting tighter and tighter and he knew she was on the edge.
“You like the way I fuck you baby? You like my cock filling you up?” he groaned out as he fucked into her with all the power he could muster.
“Yes, oh my fucking god yes!” she screamed. “You feel so fuckin good, please don’t stop.”
Her words pushed him further and he was teetering on the edge with her. Her walls squeezed him painfully tight and he knew he wouldn’t last much longer. He pushed himself up onto his knees and grabbed her hip with his free hand and continued his punishing rhythm. It wasn’t until he felt that familiar tingle at the base of his cock that he released her hip and brought his thumb to her swollen clit. He rubbed it hard and fast needing her to come.
“Come on my cock baby, let me hear you come for me!” he demanded before plowing into her one more time.
His demand was met, as she exploded around him, his name on her lips.
They lay together trying to bring their breathing under control. Raylynn lay with her head on his chest, her fingers tracing the outlines of his abs. While Syn drew circles on her shoulder. They hadn’t said a word since they finished and he couldn’t help but wonder if she regretted it. His question was answered when she finally spoke.
“So what do we do now Syn?” she asked quietly never having stopped rubbing his chest.
“I don’t know pretty girl, but I do know that I can’t just let you walk away from me now. I can’t go the rest of my life without ever holding you again. So whatever happens today, you need to know that I won’t let you walk away without a fight.” He replied before pressing a kiss to the top of her head.
“You might not have a choice. Besides, you don’t know my secrets, or what I am capable of. You may not feel that way once you know the truth.” She replied as a single tear dropped to his chest.
“Ray, I have watched you for months. I have spent time with you, I have laughed with you and at you. I’ve seen you at your worst, and at your best. Nothing you can tell me will change the fact that I have fallen in love with you.”
“Don’t say that, you can’t love me Syn. I am unloveable! Fuck, I’m not even sure if I love myself.” She said as she pushed away from him and stood up.
“Stop! You don’t get to tell me how the fuck I feel okay.” He said before jumping up and cupping her face in his hands, giving her no option but to look at him. “I know I’m a prick and a shitty brother, but th
at doesn’t change the fact that I know how I feel. You deserve someone like Jax. Someone sweet and loving. I know I’m not that guy, but for you, I want to be.”
“Syn you don’t know what you’re saying right now.” She cried. “If you knew me, the me that grew up in Chicago, you would run the other way. Jax too, you both deserve someone better than I am.”
“Nothing you can say will change my mind baby, and when we get home I will talk to my brother. He’s gonna be pissed but I can’t hide this shit anymore.” He replied pulling her closer.
“I can’t let you do tha…” her words were cut off by the sound of her phone ringing.
“You can call them back Ray.” He said as he tried to hold her to him.
“That’s Paisley’s ringtone. What if she needs me?” she said pushing out of his hold.
It only took a second for her to find her phone among the discarded clothes on the floor. With a calming breath she pressed the button and brought the phone to her ear.
“Paisley, is everything okay?” she asked, her voice laced with worry.
“Raylynn, it’s Paisley. She’s on her way to the hospital, there was so much blood…I don’t know if she’s going to make it.” Her uncles voice replied. She had barely understood him through his tears.
“Wait, what…what do you mean blood? What happened?” She asked in a panic as her legs gave out from under her.
“She…she…she slit her wrists, and I don’t know if I got to her in time!” he cried unable to hold it together any longer.
“I’ll be there as soon as I can. I’m gonna try to get a flight okay, she’s going to be fine Uncle Richard, just stay strong. I’m coming.” She said before hanging up and grabbing her clothes.
Syn stood silently listening to the one-sided conversation, but as soon as she had hung up he jumped into action grabbing his own clothes.
“What happened baby? Is Paisley okay?” he asked frantically.
“No! She slit her goddamn wrists, she’s fucking dying!”
To Be Continued...
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Afterword
I cannot even begin to thank everyone for taking the time to read the first book in Raylynn's story. This was a painstaking work of love and I truly appreciate all the support. Be on the lookout for part two. Questions will finally be answered and relationships will be tested.
About The Author
C.R. Marcum
Enjoys reading, crafting and spending time with family and friends. She is the mother to three beautiful daughters who drive her absolutly crazy most days. She spends her free time reading all the steamy novels Kindle has to offer and with the support of her family and friends finally took the leap and wrote one of her own.