by Laura Wylde
I kept rubbing her between her legs, moving lower and testing how wet she was. I was expecting to have some work to do. I had to imagine that I would. She was not going to be so prepared, but my finger slipped deeper and I pressed against her barrier. It was right there and I wanted to call out in desire. She gasped louder and moved back away from my hand, but into my hardened cock in my pants. She need not do that, if she wanted me to keep it all together.
Promising myself that I was going to take my time and work her nice and slow, it didn’t work that way at all. I knew that I was going to have to do it another way. I needed her, now and I wasn’t going to be able to wait. My inner beast was really having a hard time staying in. My free hand released her tit and moved to unzipper and release the hard meat that was waiting for her. I needed her right then and I immediately started to press in between her legs.
Using the reaction that I’d gotten moments before, I knew that I had to use it to my advantage. She was so wet now, my fingers slipped against her. It didn’t take long for one flick of my digit, to send her backwards and since I was positioned exactly where I needed to be, I popped against the hymen I had touched before. She sucked in a breath and stopped.
My finger moved up towards her nub again, rubbing her gently, but then pressing harder when she moved no more. I was so close, all I needed is one more good reaction, and I would be inside of her.
The next time, it took longer for her to make sounds that made me believe she was about to come. I was going gentler than before and only when I pressed hard and made her scream, did she back up against me enough to let me penetrate her.
She called out in a mix of pleasure and pain. I was big and it was going to take some getting used to on her part now. I knew that, even if I didn’t want to give her even a moment. The whole time I was letting her squirm on my hard length unmoving, I wanted to grab her and slam in the rest of the way. Anna might have thought that I was done, I was barely even in and once she stopped moving so much, I started to pick up where she left off.
Pushing in deeper, I heard her suck in breath and it was really one of the greatest sounds that I’d heard in a long time. It was hard to not thrust in like I wanted to. In this position, I wouldn’t be able to really pound in as deep as I wanted, but that was just as well. I surged upwards the second half of the way and she cried out loudly, her voice ringing in my ears. I couldn’t have stopped, even if I wanted to.
Reality set in, balls deep and Anna was panting. She was trembling in my arms and I turned her face around so that she was kissing me. I wanted to assure her silently, that it was all going to be good now. I throbbed inside of her and she moaned into my mouth. I don’t know how much longer I was going to be able to stay this way, inside of her, and unable to do what I really wanted.
“Why are you holding back?”
I chuckled and she moaned, because it moved me inside of her.
“Because I don’t want to hurt you.”
My words were said through clenched teeth. I really couldn’t help it. Holding myself back from just fucking her, was taking all of the concentration that I had. There was none left for pleasantries.
“It doesn’t hurt anymore.”
She clenched me, testing it out and I immediately told her to stop. I set my head on her shoulder for a moment. Didn’t she get what she was doing?
“You can’t do that.”
“What?”
She did it again and I surged a bit deeper, making her cry out.
“I thought you were done.”
“Not hardly. Please don’t do that. I won’t be able to keep stopping.”
Anna giggled, not knowing at all what I really meant. She thought it was all fun and games, but I knew better. Being her first was a load of responsibility and I felt like I was choking up, so afraid that I would hurt her, literally the last thing I wanted to do.
“I don’t want you to stop.”
Again, she clenched me, her insides collapsing around my length. I pushed deeper and then pulled out almost completely, before I thrust in again. It wasn’t hard per say, but it was slow and steady. I kept going, filling her full, until she was pressing back against my hips. That was only one time and I had been going slow. I knew that she wasn’t prepared for the rest of me, not yet.
“Oh, do that again. That felt so good.”
When I didn’t immediately do as she wanted, her muscles started to squeeze me from all sides and I thrust in hard and fast. It was just the way I’d wanted to since I’d saw her for the first time. I heard the hitch in her breath and then the scramble of her hand on my hip, trying to push me away.
My hand wrapped around her and I started to flick my finger on the hard nub again. It was swollen, in dire need of attention and I had no problem giving that.
Anna was confused. She was jerking with the touch of my finger and it was sending her back into me over and over again. I added the forward movement of my hips and I was in heaven. I started to move faster and she was on the cusp of something great, as was I, if I didn’t get my mind right. The idea of possessing her and being the first, was hard to wrap my head around. She felt like she was made for me, quickly adapting to take all of me, just making more juice when I started to go faster. I don’t know if I had ever been so thoroughly soaked. When she came seconds later, it gushed out as I wildly slipped in and out. Then, it was running down her legs, as well as my own.
I think that is what did it for me. It was the reason that I pulled her to her knees and then sent her forward onto her hands. Now, I could go deeper and she immediately felt the difference of the new position. I could as well. I was hitting bottom quicker, sending my length to pummel her greatest depths. I wanted to keep going, never leaving her perfect insides again.
Anna’s screams of pleasure as she came again and again, didn’t even seem real. They were so far off in the distance, covered by the loud sound of the rain, that it took some time for me to realize that she was getting hysterical, undoubtedly sensitive from all of her orgasms.
I came hard, more than I think I ever had before. My fluid mixed with hers, as it made its way to the ground. I bit her hip hard, making her call out, but it was still so far away.
Anna collapsed on the floor of the cave and it took me several moments to pick her up, holding her and kissing her lips. She barely responded. I hadn’t broke her, had I?
“Are you okay?”
She answered with a sweet smile and my heart was too full. I had to look away, it was too much to bear.
12
Anna
I woke up feeling like I was a completely different person. I don't know what it was that made everything so different. In reality, I had just lost a small piece of skin, but in the grand scheme of things, it seemed to be so much more. I didn't think I would ever feel the same way again.
I was in Connor's arms. I loved the way it felt. I felt like I was safe. He was the perfect one for a protector. I felt protected when I was with him, like nothing could touch me, not even the men outside with guns that wanted to kill us.
Thankfully, I was the first one up and I was able to check him out for a few minutes before he woke up. When he did, his eyes popped open and scared the bejesus out of me. I had not expected him to wake up like he had. After the slow grin crossed his face, I had a feeling that he had been up for a while and I had not been as sneaky as I would have liked.
“Are you watching me?”
“Were you watching me?”
“Of course I was. What else could I do, waking up to you next to me?” “Well, I could certainly think of a few things.”
“Yes, and I bet the things that come to mind would probably get us both in trouble. We've got a lot to do today.”
I didn't need a reminder of what was on the agenda for the day. It was very easy to remember, because I was dreading it with every fiber of my being. I wanted to get to the artifacts and take the coins and get the hell out of here. But at the same time, I knew that there were bounty hun
ters that had no problem shooting at us. They obviously were not there to take me alive. They were there to kill me, send a message for the rest of the people that owed Vincent Barrow money. I was just going to be a cautionary tale for the rest.
“Why can't we just stay here a little bit longer?”
“We're not any safer here, than we were last night. It's going to be light out, the storm has passed, which means that the bounty hunters are going to be looking for us. The best thing that we can do is get what we came here to get and get back. You know, the plan.”
I chuckled at his words, but there was too much bitterness for it to be mistaken as mirth. The plan had sounded good last night, before I gotten shot at and before my very life flashed before my eyes. Before I found another reason to live for. Before Connor.
“I don't know if the plan is going to cut it anymore.”
“Well, we can't just sit here and wait for them to get up here. We need to make a move. Since it's better to go up into the tunnels through the caves and find your artifacts, that's what we'll do. If not, we're going to backtrack and go right past him. We’d have to hope that they don't shoot our asses off.”
“Well, when you say it like that.”
Now it was his turn to snicker, and once again, there wasn't a lot of humor to it.
“I'll admit it, it doesn't sound very good, does it?”
“No, not really.”
“Well, that's the choices that we have.”
I didn't want to believe him. I didn't want these choices. I want better ones that didn't end with complete destruction for us both. Where were those at?
“I guess it's better to get the coins then, huh?”
“Yeah, whatever it is that you paid me such a high price to get for you, that's what we need to go do. I need to at least do what I said I was going to do.”
He was joking, I could see the look on his face and smile on his lips, but it still irked me for him to say that. What happened between us, had nothing to do with the deal. It had been a moment of weakness on my part and lifetime of curiosity that had come to a head.
Even though he was being a jerk again, the sad thing was, I wanted him again. The desire was somehow worse, because now I knew what he was capable of. Every time I moved it hurt one part of me or another, but I didn't care. The only thing that mattered was getting him touching me and tasting me and exactly everything that he did. I could regret not a moment of it.
“Do you think that is what I want to hear right now?”
“Probably not, but we do really need to get going. I'm usually better at this, but last night definitely threw me off.”
I was curious for a moment and I asked him what he meant by that.
“I just didn't see you coming. I'm usually pretty good about seeing into the future, but I definitely do not see you coming. You have turned my life upside down in a matter of days.”
“If you would have been able to see it, would you have taken the job?”
Why was I so afraid of the answer?
He just smiled at me. “You are so much more than a job Anna. You have to know that. After what we did together, you have to know that I think far more of you than that.”
I don't know if I really did. I do know that I wanted to hear the truth of it. I liked hearing how much he cared, because anything less than that after the night we had together, it would be quite a disappointment.
When he started to get up off of the cave floor again, I tried to stop him. “Where are you going?”
“Like I said, it's time for us to go.”
“Don't you want to...”
My face was flaming with heat, just trying to even say the words and I was doing my best to get him out. Why did he want to run off so quickly? Didn't he want it again just like I did? I moved my hand over slightly to the spot in between his legs that was a clear indication and it told me that he was definitely ready as well.
He pushed my hand away, telling me that we didn't have time for it.
“Why?”
“Because I don't want to get shot while I'm balls deep in you Anna. When we're together, it's hard for me to think straight. I need to be able to pay attention this time. I can't do that when we're together.”
I guess in a way I was supposed to take that as something nice that he was saying. I was impossible to turn away. I made him crazy inside. I guess there was a million ways to look at it that were positive, but the only thing that I could think about, was the fact that we were not going to be able to be together. I was focused on that more than anything else.
“Are you really going to leave me like this?”
“Like what?”
“You know, dying inside and wet.”
“It isn't something that I have a choice about. If I had time and it was safe, I would be more than happy.”
“What do you mean, it’s not your choice?”
“I mean that I am doing this to keep you safe. Why can’t you see that?”
I could see that he wanted me to see it that way, but it was hard to. I thought that we had time for a quickie or something like that, but he didn’t seem all that interested in it. Instead, he was getting up finally and I wasn’t able to persuade him back to the warm bed of clothes that we’d made.
I was naked and I even tried to use that to get his attention back to me, but it didn’t do any good. He was unfazed by it all and I was left feeling a bit silly. He was trying to keep us safe, but there I was, trying to make it more complicated.
“I’m sorry, you’re right. Let me poke my head out a bit and see where we are. Then we can go from there. I doubt that we are very far now. I remember going into several caves, and that is actually where the artifacts are. I wasn’t sure if I could trust you before, but if something happens to me, I want you to be able to get them.”
“I don’t want you to talk like that. This isn’t your fault.”
“No, but I should have known to think better of having sex and all of that. I am just feeling strange, like I never have before, and I guess I just don’t know what to do about it.”
Connor moved to hold me in his arms for a moment, my own clothes not quite on. For a split second, I really hoped that he was doing something that we both needed. I was so full of desire, I couldn’t help but think that he was finally going to end it.
No, he wasn’t. Nothing had changed in the last ten seconds and I pulled away, thankful that he couldn’t read my mind.
“You are new to pleasure and it is going to take you time to control it. The desire for it can be intense. It’s the very reason that I wasn’t able to wait until the end of this like I’d said I would. Seeing you last night naked, it did me in.”
My face was heated up from all of the compliments that were headed my way. That one made it hard to look at him, without flashbacks of the night before coming in crystal clear.
“I thought that you didn't want to do anything?”
“I don't. Why?”
“Because, if you keep talking like that, I am pretty sure that something is going to happen.”
He laughed at me and I can't say that I like the sound of it too much.
“Well, I guess you better put some clothes on, so that we can think about doing something else.”
I agreed, because quite Connorly I was getting cold and if he wasn't going to give me what I wanted, then there really was no point in talking to him about it. Couldn’t he see that I was burning up inside for him?
I went outside of the cave and got a look at the area around. It actually wasn't too far off from where we needed to be. since it was safer to go through the caves, I sent him back through.
“Do you know how lucky it is that we picked the same cave that we needed?”
He shrugged, not near as excited about it as I was. “Is that such a good thing?”
“Yeah, it is. We can just go up through the cave to get where we need to go. We don't even have to go back outside where the bounty hunters are.”
That at le
ast had him smiling.
“Well, that sounds like the plan then.”
I just kind of shook my head. He was so easygoing, but at the same time Connor seemed like he was on edge.
“Do you know that they’re coming or something?”
“Oh they're coming, or there waiting for us to duck out so they can take us out. Either way, just know that they're there. We can never lose sight of that.”
“You're not really making me feel any better.”
“I am sorry about that, but I don't know how to sugarcoat it. I was never good at that part.”
“Well, let's get the coins and then we can think about what we're going to do to get out of here.”
“Aren't you afraid?”
“No, I probably should be, huh?”
He just looked at me a little bewildered. “Yeah. You really should be. This is an intense situation and I would never think any less of you if you were.”
I shrugged. “It is hard to be afraid when you're with me. Knowing that you're here, is really all that's needed to keep me feeling steady.”
“You are quite a woman.”
“I'm sure you say that to all the virgins that you deflower.”
That made him chuckle. “Never had one of those before, you're my first.”
That made me feel better, knowing that I was his first and he was mine. It was different of course, but in a way, it was the same. It was a special moment that the two of us had shared together and nobody could ever take that away from us.
For once, I was the one leading the way and when I came across one of the markers that I put up, I got a little excited. I hadn't been completely sure that I was on the right trail, but now I knew that I was.
“This is the way. I don't think it'll be long now at all.”
It had only been about an hour and I was more than a little surprised that we had so quickly came upon it. Why had I thought that it would take so much longer than that? In the caves, time didn’t seem to be as linear and it was hard to keep a proper perception of it. If he hadn’t a phone, I don’t know how we would have done it.