by D J Nickels
Jonathan pushed into me all the way to the hilt, as he circled my clit, growling “MINE,” as he ripped through my virginity. The pain of my reddened ass, the pinch of my nipple, and the circling of my clit as his cock stretched me wide were so good that I came with one thrust of him ripping into me. My knees gave way. I moaned and clamped down and tried to move on him, but he held me to him as I shattered and pulsed around his hard cock. I was soaring in the sky. His knees almost buckled, and he had to grab the wall as he held me tightly to his body. I felt the prick of his claws in my hip stilling me, as he whispered in my ear, “You came without my permission, little one. You just about unmanned me in front of my men.”
“I’ve never experienced something so intense like this before,” I pleaded.
“I will let this one go, as this is your first time,” he said. “Don’t cum again until I let you. Your pleasure belongs to me. Do you understand?” He slapped my ass and I gasped as he started to move inside me.
“Yes, Jonathan, my pleasure is yours.” Jonathan began to thrust hard inside me and circling my clit. My orgasm began to build again quickly. I can’t possibly do that again so soon, I thought. But he felt the fluttering as I tensed up.
“Hold it for me, little one.” I could feel it with every thrust into me and then it just spilled over and over. “We are going to have to work on your control, I see.”
My hands on the wall began to slip, and he brought us down to the mat on our hands and knees. He commanded my body so easily.
He began rutting into me. I cried out in moans at every hard thrust. We were facing a mirror in my gym on the wall, and he fisted my hair, commanding me to look at him because I saw his men watching him take me. “Eyes on me. I want to see you come apart on my cock, little one,” he commanded. As I looked into his eyes, I lost myself in him, knowing that I was now his. I felt this warm glow growing inside me. It wasn’t the same build of my first orgasm.
I could see it was bright, with yellow, pink, and blue emanating from me. I heard gasps from his men and then I felt the light envelop us, as he slammed into me over and over. He was hitting such a sweet spot with every thrust into my core.
“Jonathan, please!” I cried out. It was so good. “Oh, please, I need to—to cum. I can’t hold it.” He pushed in me harder with every thrust. His fingers circled around my clit and then his other hand came to may ass and squeeze my ass check then he brought his finger to my back hole. My eyes widened. “No Jonathan, please.” I bucked and tried to get away.
He slapped my ass hard. “Oh, no, you don’t!” he growled, and fisting my hair, pulled me back onto his cock harder and harder. He took control over me. His finger pressed slowly in my ass, working it in and out. The sensations that rocked through me brought out the most carnal, foreign moans from me.
“Oh yes, little one! Give it all to me,” he growled into my ear. My back arched as he pulled me back by my hair onto his finger and his huge cock. He slammed and thrusted harder and harder, with his finger still moving inside my ass.
I felt so full, and like I was going to break apart. There were so many sensations that I began to moan and spasm around him. He started to pulse inside me. “Cum! Little one, cum now!” My body let go of my release. He growled, “MINE,” as he bent over my back and bit into my shoulder and neck, growling while he released inside me. I felt him bite down, and then the pinch of his claws went into my left hip as he pounded into me ruthlessly, wringing out my release. I felt something inside of me connecting us or binding us together—my heart to his heart, and my mind to his mind. He lay there on top of me, cocooning me. His feelings hit me, and I felt the fiery glow build even more and running through our bodies, to our hands and feet. It soothed every pain I had, until I felt his teeth release me.
Suddenly, a wave of molten hot liquid ran through me, and it snapped my ribs back together. I jerked, and I screamed in pain. “Little one, it’s okay, baby girl. The transformation will be over soon,” he said. I was still cocooned under him in his warmth, and he felt my pain. He wrapped his arm around the front of me. He put one of his arms up to my mouth and I bit down. He was still hard and pulsing inside me.
Then I felt every bone shift in my body. I bit down on his forearm and he groaned, and he started moving inside me again. He licked the bite on my shoulder, and I came so hard. I released his arm and licked the bite. He growled and thrust hard, as he lifted us to our knees and commanded my body.
“Little one, give it to me now.” My body clenched down inside, as he took everything I had.” I felt his love and suddenly a flash of pain went through both of us and we moaned a guttural howl, and a shimmering glow emanating from me blew us both apart as we both shifted into wolves.
The windows and the mirrors had blown out of the gym. I started to pick myself up but realized I couldn’t stand up because I was on four legs. I turned around and around. I stopped when I heard growling. I tried to talk, but all I heard was a howl.
What the fuck is going on? I thought. A growl came from behind me, and I turned to see a red, sandy wolf with green eyes standing in front of me. Then it lunged at me, knocking me down and holding me there with its teeth clenching my neck. It growled and I felt its confusion.
“Jonathan?” My thoughts echoed his name as he heard me, and he realized it was me and he let go.
“Kate?” his thoughts echoed back. He looked into my blue eyes as he cocked his head.
“Yes, it’s me.” I thought to him. We could feel each other and communicate with each other.
“What is this? How is this possible?” I asked. I felt his surprise, then his panic and confusion and anger all at once. He looked around and saw the glass and then spotted his men. They had also been thrown by the blast. He ran over to them, sniffing, and then he calmed himself, so as not to panic me.
“They’re alive,” he said. I felt this power rolling from him when he calmed himself, and it calmed me also. He sat down, confused.
“I don’t understand, how this happened?” he thought and looked at me. “This didn’t happen when Collin claimed my sister, Becca. We have only ever had pack tendencies, since the special forces injected us with animal DNA, and we have only ever been able to partially shift.” He walked over to me.
“What?” I said, shaking my head. “The military injected you with—what?”
“Animal DNA,” Jonathan said. “It made us stronger and faster. We could track the bad guys better.” He walked over to me. “Wow! Your wolf is completely white,” he said, walking all the way around me. “She’s beautiful. I read somewhere that white wolves were known for their mystical blood.” He watched me with his green eyes, and a wave of power rolled off him. Then I felt his Alpha, and heat rose inside me again. I stepped back.
“Run little wolf!” I heard in my thoughts and then I felt his excitment. My eyes widened, and he lowered into a pouncing position. I stepped back again. He chuckled.
“Yes, little one, run,” I heard in my head. “I’m going to claim you like this.”
I began to run for the woods behind my house. I looked back and Jonathan leaned into his pounce and charged after me. I ran and he chased after me. I felt a wave of playfulness and his desire to catch me and claim me. It distracted me and before I could focus again, he leaped and landed, knocking me down with his paws, and we rolled and landed with his teeth around my neck.
“Do you submit?” he voiced in my thoughts.
“Yes, Jonathan, I’m yours.” Unleashing my neck, he started to howl his victory. I rolled and knocked him off me during his howl.
Laughing in my thoughts, I got up on all fours and said, “You didn’t think it was going to be that easy, did you?” I took off running.
I made him work for this claiming. I had been hurt in my human form. But after the shifting, I felt whole. I could move so fast, and I could see everything. So, this time, I made him hunt me. I could feel his excitement! He finally caught me and had me down. I felt him move over me and then he was inside me,
taking me as a wolf. I heard him in my head, growling “MINE” in victory.
“Yes, Alpha, yours.”
He growled and I felt him pulsing inside me and another bite to my neck. I felt the glowing inside again and we shifted back to our human form as he was still inside me, thrusting hard. We fell to the ground from our hands and knees. Him on top of me, cocooning me. We lay there catching our breath. We fell asleep there in the woods, still connected.
I woke sometime in the night. I heard my name and I saw flashlights. I heard Jonathan’s men searching for us. “Jonathan.” I woke him. “Your men, they’re looking for us,” I said.
I heard Carson yell, “Over here. Jonathan’s over here!” He was still lying on top of me and inside me.
“Jonathan,” Carson said. He came barreling through the trees and my nerves went into high gear, as Jonathan got up. I felt the loss of him, and his warmth and I shifted back into my wolf. I stood my ground in front of Jonathan, and my wolf growled at Carson.
Everyone halted running immediately at my growling. Jonathan stood there nude and totally calm. They all saw my white wolf and the confusion on their faces was shown. Next, Bradley and his team arrived with their guns drawn. Bradley wore shock on his face as Jonathan stood there naked calmly with his palm on the top of my white wolf.
“Would you like to explain what happened in my sister’s gym and where the fuck my sister is? I got an alert that there was an explosion, and we showed up to your men passed out on the grounds. Where the fuck is my sister?” Bradley was looking around.
I growled and Bradley stepped back, looking at my wolf. The guns were pointed at me now.
“If you would kindly stop pointing your guns at my mate, I would tell you what happened. You’re making my Kate anxious.” Jonathan placed a hand on my white wolf to calm her, and I leaned my head into him rubbing up against him. Bradley’s eyes widened. He pulled some extra gear out of his bag and threw them to Jonathan. I growled a rumble at Bradley and stepped toward him, nudging him back with my nose.
“Kate, no,” Jonathan said to me.
“What the hell is going on?” said Bradley.
“Kate thinks there is something about your family you forgot to tell her,” Jonathan said. I rumbled more. “She is very annoyed with you at the moment.” Jonathan looked at Bradley. “I wouldn’t get too close,” Jonathan said as I growled again. Bradley looked at my wolf. “You expect me to believe that’s Kate?” said Bradley.
“Well, believe it or not, it is Kate,” said Jonathan. I growled.
“Well, I can’t talk to you this way,” Bradley said to the wolf at Jonathan’s side as he got dressed. I snuffed at him. “What’s her problem?”
“She doesn’t want to shift back in front of you.”
Suddenly a gust of wind came up and I smelled something very familiar. I turned and raised my nose higher. I gasped in shock as I recognized Momma’s scent and I took off running.
“NO! Stop!” Jonathan halted me with his Alpha power. I yelped as I registered an echo of hurt from Jonathan. He wanted me to shift back and talk things through. I sniffed the air. Thoughts of Momma came when I smelt the air again.
“KATE, NO!” he yelled. I winced at his Alpha pull, and my eyes flashed gold at him, fighting him. I felt Jonathan’s anger with me. I looked down to submit and shift. But I couldn’t help but to sniff the air again and I knew that scent was Momma. It was calling me. Then I ran.
The smell was old and faint, but I knew it. I look back to Jonathan when I got further away and thought, “I’m sorry, Jonathan, but there is something pulling me, just as you did. Please, come with me,” I howled. “I need answers.” He slammed me with his feelings of anger and hurt and a flash of us and yes, I’m yours. I yelped in pain.
My eyes flashed a deep yellow and I felt this power rising in me, and he felt it. His eyes widened. I slammed my feelings of love and how lost I felt at this moment. He grabbed his heart from the pain, of everything that I felt, at his display of ownership of me in this moment. He fell to his knees. I ran off as he called after me.
“I guess it is Kate,” said Bradley. “I told you, she is just too strong-willed.”
Remembering Who You Really Are
CHAPTER 7
Kate
I started to feel free in my wolf form. I could still feel Jonathan worrying about me taking off on my own, but I needed to know why I was being pulled in this way, and what it had to do with Momma’s scent.
I sniffed the air. The smell was closer, and I started to pick up more familiar scents, like the cabin grounds. I followed my nose and it led me to my parents’ first old run-down cabin, the one they had before they built the new one and bought the lodge.
It was about five miles from where I left Jonathan. The door was open, so I sniffed the air; no one had been around here for a long time. There were no new scents. The smell was old, but it was Momma’s scent I smelled the most. I stood there for a moment just reveling in her scent.
Suddenly I had a memory flash. I was six years old, standing outside this cabin with Momma, and she was teaching me how to focus and control my powers and to move things with my hands, and how to blow things up.
Wait, powers--I shifted back, gasping for air, remembering what happen when I touched the cabin door at the new cabin Friday morning. Powers--I have powers! I thought.
I went to stand up and grab for the kitchen table, but when I reached for it, it blew up. I ran back outside.
“Shit!” I was shaking and panting as I looked at my hands. “Fuck!” Fear struck me. “Jonathan, I could hurt Jonathan.” I cried out, feeling for him. Then I felt him and calmed. I looked around; he wasn’t here, but I felt him. He was looking and coming for me. Fear gripped me. No. I looked at my hands and shifted back into my wolf. I felt safer in this form. At least I couldn’t blow anything or anyone up in this form, I thought. I hoped.
Another memory came over me. It was Momma taking her root beer can that she had just finished and setting it on a rock. “When you blow that up, you may have one for your reward,” she said. My eyes lit up with excitement. I sat there focusing for hours to blow it up, and nothing happened to the can.
At lunch time Momma called me over to the picnic table to eat. She explained to me that I needed to learn control now, because last week I had released some power when Daniel was picking on me, and I blew up all the lights around us. I gasped, remembering. I could have hurt Daniel, with that power. Panic started to grip me again.
My memories got stronger as they came. It was Momma, showing me her powers and blowing up a huge tree. I jumped up from the table so fast because the blast scared me. I looked at Momma as she just sat there finishing her lunch. Like it was no big deal.
“Your power is growing inside you, baby, and you need to learn to control it. We only kill demons and other bad creatures with our powers, not big brothers who are annoying us.” My eyes widened.
“Kill! But I don’t want to kill anyone or anything,” I said. I gasped, understanding. “I could have killed Daniel?”
“Yes,” Momma said. “If I hadn’t put a protection around your brothers, you could seriously hurt or kill any one of them,” she explained. “This is why the lights blew up instead. That energy had to release somewhere. I have given them a gift that protects them. Daniel has a silver chain necklace. Cooper has an heirloom pocket watch, and Bradley has that leather band on his wrist, with the silver design on it. This is your destiny, but first you must understand why we are here, and learn to control your power.”
I looked down at my little hands. “Momma, what are we?” I asked. “Are we witches?”
“Over the years, mortal people began to call us witches because they fear what they don’t know. But we are first and foremost born of angel power. When some of the angels went against God, he cast them out of heaven, and they landed here on earth. Lucifer, an archangel, was furious with God. So, he wanted to claim earth as his own because God had made it and loves everything in it,”
Momma went on to explain. “Lucifer started to turn God’s people away from him, and some of them were turned into demons themselves. God was sad that the people didn’t have anyone to help fight for his people. So, he sent Michael and some of his other angels to mate with human women. That is how we were made, and only women can hold and use our power. After the angels mated, the angels were ordered to go back to heaven. When the first child of the angels was born, they had golden eyes. As they grew, they learned they had the powers of the angels to kill all demons.
“When Lucifer learned of this, he was angered, so he tricked and mated with one of our sisters, with angel blood. Her name was Catalina,” Momma said. “But when Catalina bore a son, he had black beady eyes, not the golden like ours when we are first born. Catalina was told by the elder angels to kill the boy, because he would only bring destruction and devastation. Catalina could not bring herself to kill her son. So, in secret, she gave him to a good family and sent them to live far away.
The Elder Angels of our ancestors suggested that mating with the Fay people would add to our powers. Their power added to our bloodline gave us greater powers,” said Momma. “The Fay is fairy magic, and they are very powerful also. Our great-grandfather was a fairy elder, and our great-grandmother was very powerful herself. So, we are half angel and half Fay and you, my dear, are also going to add to the mix of our bloodline,” she said.
“You may not be able to sense it yet because you are still too young, but you have a unique quality inside of you. You are part wolf-shifter, just like your daddy. Now let’s finish eating and get back to work.”