I skirted away from Johnny’s position and around the front end of my skimmer, trying to get a clear angle at the remaining hostiles. The sound of Johnny’s taunts and jeers followed me all the way as he applied liberal blindfire to keep our enemies’ attention fixed on him.
I got in position and leaned out long enough to take down another man.
Two more left.
Off to the right, Johnny emerged from cover with a cocky assuredness that made my stomach fall.
“Johnny!” I snapped.
He wasn’t listening.
His first burst cut our enemies down to one. The second burst never came.
Instead, Johnny jerked back, the gray fabric over his left shoulder staining dark with blood. He tried to raise his rifle one-handed, but two more shots punched into his chest. He fell to his knees, clutching at his belly, dark blood running from his mouth.
“Dammit,” I growled.
Every damn time.
I stowed my anger and gunned down the last apostate with cold precision, then I strode back around the skimmer toward Johnny and his slowly growing patch of bloody permacrete. Nothing moved along the sun-soaked street. Nothing but the smoke winding up from the piles of burning debris our grenades had birthed at the beginning of the engagement.
They’d been twelve at the start. The magic number. Now they were zero—the other magic number. In the wake of the cacophonous gunfire of the past few minutes, the silence that hung in the air now was particularly somber and profound, broken only by the sounds of my boots on the pavement and the crunch of shattered glass underfoot.
I came to the spot where Johnny lay unmoving on the sidewalk and stopped, staring down at the bloody exit wounds on his back. “You’re still an idiot,” I finally said. “Just for the record.”
The sound of Johnny’s laughter rolled into my ears, though the body on the ground remained perfectly still. The effect was rather unsettling.
I straightened the fingers of my left hand to wake my palmlight and keyed a command on the azure holodisplay that appeared across my palm. The world of the sunny street momentarily flickered then rapidly disintegrated into the dark, empty space of the sim’s default state. Johnny—or his projection, rather—stood a few paces from where his simulated death throes had occurred, shaking his head.
“Man,” he said, “those death animations are just too creepy… Gets me every time!”
“That’s only because you get yourself killed every time,” I pointed out.
Johnny shrugged. “We can’t all be as good as the mighty Haldin Raish, can we?” He extended his hands toward me in a gesture of mock reverence. “Ladies and goodfellows, the shining new star of Sanctuary. The son of the honorable Captain Martin Raish and—”
“All right, all right.” I cut him off with a raised hand, resisting the urge to remind him that, even in our personal hours, these stunts of his still cost him points in the eyes of the Legion. “Just don’t pull that crap at drills or they’re gonna give you the boot and hand you over to the Sanctum. Then it’ll be nothing but mops, candles, and praise be to Alpha for you.”
Johnny made a face of mock horror, then reconsidered. “Still beats getting brigged, I suppose.”
I smiled, but it faltered quickly enough when his expression sobered to that serious look he brought out only on rare, grave occasions.
“Seriously, Hal. I know you don’t wanna hear it, but this thing with your dad… it doesn’t look good.” He dropped my gaze. “I’m sorry, broto. I’m just trying to be a good friend, here.”
“I know that, man. It’s just…” I consciously unclenched my jaw and relaxed the toes that had flexed tight against the soles of my combat boots. “He’s just busy. He’s always busy. You know that.”
“Busy sneaking around with Servitor Swells?”
“We saw them one time and—”
“Twice.”
“Fine. I saw them one time, you saw them twice, and neither one of us saw any reason to think it was anything other than routine Legion business we were looking at.”
Johnny hesitated—which wasn’t really something I got to say very often. “Did that really look routine to you the other day?”
I looked away into the empty darkness of the sim, clenching and unclenching my fists, trying not to think about the sight we’d so unluckily stumbled upon. My father speaking with the High General’s admittedly gorgeous servitor as the two of them shuffled through the foot traffic outside central command. Both of them looking tense. Him taking her by the elbow. The two of them slipping off into a quiet dead-end nook. Together.
“Hal, all I’m saying is—”
“You know what? You’re right. I don’t wanna hear it. Don’t even wanna think about it. He wouldn’t do that to my mom.”
“Yeah. You’re probably right,” Johnny said, though I could tell he couldn’t quite convince himself. He glanced at his palmlight and wrinkled his nose. “Anyway, guess we’d better call it quits for now. Show’s starting soon.”
“Yeah, praise be to Alpha,” I muttered with a grimace. Just what I needed right then—more grim thoughts. “Guess I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“That you will, my friend,” Johnny said, pausing with his finger poised over his palmlight. “Try not to suffocate under all those heavy thoughts of yours before then, huh? It’s gonna be okay, buddy. One way or another.”
I thudded my chest in a sarcastic salute. He killed the connection and vanished from sight, leaving me alone in the open, plain gray space of the sim room.
For a minute, I stood there, awash in a rushing current of unsettling possibilities.
The rendezvous with the General’s servitor had hardly looked routine, I couldn’t argue with Johnny there. But there could’ve been a thousand reasons for them to whisk off for privacy—some urgent order from the General or an operational update that required immediate attention. Plenty of legitimate explanations, I told myself. But not so many that also explained why my father had been behaving so oddly for the past several cycles—because there was no denying something had been off with him lately.
He’d always been a busy man, of course. Being a Captain and an Alpha-blessed hero of the Legion came with a full schedule. But lately, it’d been excessive. The hours he put in were never-ending. When he did manage to make it home for supper, he looked disgruntled, his eyes bloodshot, his boots unpolished. Worse, I’d stumbled onto more than one whispered argument between him and my mom of late—which, while not completely unheard of, was absolutely not the norm.
Something was up. But an affair?
The thought made me queasy. I wasn’t ready to buy it. Not until I had damn good reason to.
For the time being, I turned my thoughts to steeling my stomach, hung my practice rifle and sim mask on the wall, and headed down the hallway for the living room, preparing myself for the evening’s morose show.
I found my mom nestled up in the living room with her tablet and stylus.
“Writing?” I asked, settling down on the opposite end of the couch.
She looked up from under her neat brunette bangs and favored me with a warm smile. “An optimistic use of the word,” she said, frowning down at her tablet, “but I suppose so, yes.”
A pang of queasiness rippled through me at her smile, and at the thought that anyone—least of all my father—could ever betray someone so loving, so caring.
I pushed the baseless thought aside. “No Dad?”
I only ever used that word when it was just me and my mom. To his face, it was always Father, or Captain. Not because he demanded it. It had always just felt right that way. But today, the word tasted bitter on my tongue.
“No Dad,” she confirmed with a little shrug of her eyebrows, thankfully missing my internal consternation. “He should be home soon, though. He’ll want to watch.”
On that note, we both turned to the wide display on the wall, which was already tuned to one of the WAN’s live feeds. The shot rotated through multiple angles of th
e Great Hall of the White Tower as hundreds of the citizens of Divinity filed in, preparing to dutifully witness the execution of one Andre Kovaks for his crimes against Enochia, as decreed by the Sanctum.
The poor bastard.
Not that I didn’t think Kovaks was a criminal. The evidence against him didn’t leave room for argument there. Amongst other things, he’d committed half a dozen different break-ins, most of them involving offices belonging to Enochia’s premier biotech giant, Vantage Corp. On the last one, he’d been apprehended trying to steal something directly from Vantage’s main lab facility. How in Alpha’s good grace Kovaks had gotten past the place’s fortress of a perimeter, I could only guess, but the fact that he’d badly injured a few of Vantage’s private security force hadn’t helped matters for him.
No, it wasn’t that I thought Kovaks was innocent. It was just that he was clearly mad as a softsteel sipper.
The Sanctum had branded him a terrorist and sentenced him to die for his heresy. Personally, I couldn’t help but wonder if it wasn’t simply a room at the medica and the ear of an attentive soothsayer he needed. I hadn’t had time to follow the story completely, but the base had been alive with chatter these past days, and I’d at least caught the replay of the broadcast where they’d aired the audio log they’d found during Kovaks’ arrest.
From what I’d heard, the guy clearly believed some serious corruption had penetrated the ranks of the Legion, and even the Sanctum. Maybe as high up as the High Cleric himself.
It was almost certainly bullscud, of course. But at least Kovaks had sounded marginally lucid up to that point. If he’d ended it there, I might’ve even found his claims marginally unsettling. But instead, he’d smoothly continued on to the wild stories about malicious aliens infiltrating Enochia and how the Sanctum and the Legion were going to take over the world and trample the people underfoot.
At that point, I’d had to laugh.
Maybe Kovaks had missed the part where the Sanctum and the Legion already had taken over Enochia. He’d definitely missed the part where our service in the Legion—and the service of those before us—had been the very thing that kept the world peacefully spinning along for the past thousand years.
And as for the alien invasion thing… well, that part didn’t really seem to merit response.
So was Kovaks crazy?
Sure. Dangerous, even.
But did any of that mean he deserved to die for being delusional?
The warmth of my mom’s hand finding mine informed me my moral dilemma did not go unnoticed. I gave her a weak smile and focused back on the screen.
At the end of the day, it didn’t matter what I thought. For mine was not to ask, but to serve. Even if those words did make my skin crawl at times. But that didn’t matter either. Because, once the Sanctum spoke, it didn’t matter what anyone thought.
Who were we to question the will of Alpha?
I shot a furtive glance at my mom and saw some shadow of my doubts mirrored on her face. She was wearing that soft frown she got sometimes when she thought I wasn’t looking—the one my father always seemed to meet with a significant look or a hushed whisper.
That frown made me nervous in a way I’d never really understood.
But before I could dwell on it, she turned to me, jostling me out of my rumination, and gave my hand a reassuring pat. “Alpha is wise, sweetie.”
I made a face. “I’m gonna be a legionnaire in a few cycles, Mom. I think we might have to drop the sweeties.”
She cracked a smile and was about to protest when a gentle tone chirped from the entryway behind us, announcing my father’s return. He strode into the living room a minute later, his eyes distant and sunken with an evident lack of sleep.
That pang of sickening doubt stirred in my stomach.
“Come,” my mom said, swinging her legs off the couch and patting the vacated cushion between us. “Sit, Love. You look exhausted.”
For a second, he considered the armchair to the right of the couch, but then he came, plopped down between us, and started working on the stiff muscles above his prosthetic leg with strong thumbs. My mom, as she usually did, took over for him, and he let out a contented sigh, sagging into the couch.
Something about the familiar interaction was immensely comforting to me. Maybe it was simply that I couldn’t process a world in which my father could betray my mom and still accept her touch so gratefully. Maybe it was the undeniable reassurance that, whatever else might be happening, my parents still loved one another.
Maybe it was just a fleeting hope that everything really was okay.
“Easy, guys,” I said, squirming further onto my side of the couch as my father gave a particularly appreciative groan. “We’re about to watch a man being executed, remember?”
I’d meant the comment to be light, joking, but of course it wasn’t. We were about to watch a man being executed. Remember?
Praise be to Alpha.
Our collective attention shifted to the screen, where the WAN’s darling field reporter, Barbara Sanders, was discussing the details of Kovaks’ case and the mood in the White Tower as they awaited the High Cleric’s arrival in the Great Hall. It was a grim task, but she handled it with respect. Behind her, down on the main floor of the hall, hundreds of people had amassed now. Legion soldiers and officers. Sanctum clerics and acolytes. Praetors. Civilians of all vocations. Everyone come to bear witness.
“Did you try the new sim build yet?” my father asked.
I couldn’t tell if he was legitimately interested or just trying to disperse the gloomy cloud I’d accidentally cast over the room.
“Yeah. Johnny and I just cleared it.”
He watched me expectantly.
“Okay, Johnny went demons to the wind and I cleaned up after he got himself shot.”
That put a dark frown on my mom’s face.
My father tried mirroring her frown but didn’t quite succeed at extinguishing the amusement in his eyes. “That sounds more believable.” He sobered. “Johnny needs to be more careful, Hal. You both do. You won’t be tyros much longer. Someday, maybe soon, those won’t be simulated slugs flying at the two of you.”
The sentiment did nothing to alleviate the shadow on my mom’s face.
Much as she supported our service to the Legion, I knew there was a part of her that detested the thought of us risking our lives for peace—a part that yearned for a world where the peace of Enochia could be maintained in a manner devoid of violence. Which was fair enough, I supposed, as applause in the Great Hall drew our attention back to the screen.
But that just wasn’t the world Alpha had built for us.
In the growing thunder of claps and cheers, Barbara Sanders gave her last few kind words for the peace of Andre Kovaks’ spirit, her dark eyes somber and sincere beneath her dark curls. Then she signed off, and the feed switched to a view of the High Cleric emerging at the top of the Great Hall’s gigantic four-tiered dais.
The ancient man looked frail in his pristine ceremonial robes of white and gold. Kind of ironic, seeing as he probably had more power at his fingertips than any other man or woman on Enochia.
Two tiers below him was an equally ancient-looking gallows—the same gallows that had been used throughout the centuries of the Sanctum’s reign, or so they said. Andre Kovaks stood atop the worn wood, adorned in black ceremonial robes that were emblazoned across the chest with a great red serpent.
Beneath shaggy dark hair and a grizzled beard, he looked haggard, his eyes wild. He was shouting something, but the feed’s audio must have been coming directly from up on the High Cleric’s dais, because we saw nothing more than silent, frantic animations of his lips until the feed cut to a close-up of the wizened head of the Sanctum.
In a calm, thin voice, the High Cleric began.
The words, for the most part, were familiar ones. He spoke of the importance of structure and stability on Enochia. The essentialness of duty and, above all else, of faith. Familiar words, sure.
Especially for a Legion family like us. But Alpha’s wrinklies, did the High Cleric know how to drive them home.
My parents watched attentively beside me, my father leaning ever-so-slightly forward until the High Cleric finished his spiel and granted Kovaks leave to deliver any last words. Kovaks had a lot of them. And most of it was every bit as loopy as his alien invasion conspiracy theories had been.
I turned to exchange a look of disbelief with my father only to find him even more riveted to the screen than he’d been during the High Cleric’s speech. Something about his expression struck me as odd. But, given the outlandishness of the things Kovaks was saying, maybe it shouldn’t have.
The High Cleric allowed Kovaks’ frenzied ramblings to continue for a minute or so before he cut the feed to himself.
“Alpha grant you peace, Andre Kovaks,” he said, extending a hand toward the hangman.
Kovaks didn’t die neatly. Sometimes they don’t. But a minute later, he hung limply from the tight rope all the same, his sway slowly diminishing alongside whatever life was left in his unconscious body.
It didn’t sit right in my stomach. It never did.
But ours was not to ask.
I turned to my father, the man who’d taken me to observe my first Sanctum execution when I was only twelve. The man who believed so completely in the Legion and his service to Alpha that I’d heard it told around Sanctuary he actually gave thanks when Alpha allowed him to sacrifice his leg to save the lives of his old fireteam. Except it wasn’t that belief I saw now. It wasn’t the resolute certainty that it was divine justice that had just been served.
All I saw was unease. And doubt.
“I think…” he said slowly, standing from the couch. He took a few steps toward his study before seeming to remember we were there. “I need to get some work done before supper. You two go ahead if you’re hungry.”
I traded a surprised look with my mom.
“All is right, Love,” she replied, though her hazel eyes were full of concern as he tromped off down the hallway.
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