by Ivy Black
I pull back and give her a meaningful look then shift my eyes to the hallway, the question clear.
“He’s out cold. A bomb could go off, and I doubt he’d wake up. But we should probably still be as quiet as we can,” she says, her voice thick with desire.
She reaches down and quickly unbuckles my belt, then quickly unzips my pants. I look up at her, a grin on my face.
“You’re pretty good at that,” I say.
“Shut up,” she replies with a laugh.
Ashley stands up in front of me and I slide my hands up her thighs, making her shiver. Taking hold of her panties, I slide them down her legs, and she steps out of them, leaving them on the floor. As I slip my pants down just enough to pull my cock out, she raises her dress and straddles me on the couch, letting it fall down over me.
Our eyes are locked together as she reaches under the hem of her dress and grabs hold of my rigid cock. She gives it a few strokes then rubs it against her clit, throwing her head back and moaning softly. I can feel the heat between her thighs and long to be inside of her. And as if she’s reading my mind, she slips the head of my cock between her slippery lips and slowly lowers herself onto me.
Ashley takes me into her inch by inch until she’s fully seated on me, then leans forward and kisses me hard. Our tongues dash against one another as I slide my hands up the back of her dress, cupping her ass in my hands. I squeeze as she rolls her hips, moving up and down in a slow and deliberate way.
Reaching up, I pull the shoulder of her dress down, pulling it low enough to free her breast. Leaning forward, I take her pink, pert nipple into my mouth and suck on it. I circle my tongue around it, then give it a firm nip with my teeth, drawing a soft yelp from her lips.
Our mouths crash together again as Ashley continues to rise and fall atop me, impaling herself on my rigid cock. She presses her forehead to mine and stares deeply into my eyes as she rides me.
“Tell me again,” she whispers.
She doesn’t need to tell me what she wants to hear. I already know.
“I love you,” I tell her.
Ashley’s entire body shudders and her expression is one of pure bliss. Rapture. She continues to move in a slow and deliberate rhythm, taking her time, drawing out the pleasure we both feel. The connection between us is as strong as it’s ever been, and it only seems to be growing even stronger.
It’s as if Ashley knew that in this moment, with so much uncertainty in the air and the possibility that this could be our last time together, that we needed this. We needed to share this one life-affirming moment together. It’s as if she knew we needed to validate all of the feelings between us and somehow make them even more solid than they already were.
This isn’t fucking. This isn’t just sex. This is making love and strengthening the ties that are binding us to each other. It’s almost as if Ashley is giving me a reminder of everything I have to live for, or maybe she’s giving me an admonishment that I need to come back to her. Whatever it is, as she writhes slowly on top of me, the one thing that’s crystal clear to me is that she loves me. And I love her.
Ashley’s body tightens as does mine. She uses her inner muscles to grip my cock, making herself even tighter than before and I press my head back against the couch, letting out a low moan as the tendrils of pleasure wrap themselves around me. Ashley looks down into my eyes, biting her bottom lip, and her whimpers are soft. She’s trying to hold back the cries that want to burst from her, so I press my mouth to hers, swallowing her moans of pleasure.
And as we cling to one another, our bodies intertwined, I feel my cock swelling inside of her. A moment later, I gasp as I burst inside of her. My cock pulses and throbs, filling her with my seed. Ashley stifles her cries, but her entire body trembles wildly as she cums along with me. She presses her forehead to mine, and together, we give ourselves over to the pleasure and love flowing between us.
We remain like that, holding on to each other, savoring the moment together, not knowing for sure if we’ll have another like it.
“Please be careful,” she finally breaks the silence between us.
“I have a lot to live for,” I say.
Her smile is wan, but I see the fear in her eyes. “I love you.”
“And I love you. With everything in me.”
Chapter Twenty-Four
Ashley
“Hey, is everything okay?”
Her voice snaps me out of my head, and I look over at Teri, one of the other waitresses on shift with me. A bright bolt of panic shoots through me and I scan the diner, looking to see what I missed as I’ve stood here in the side station, letting my mind wander to thoughts of Max and the danger he’s facing today. I’m doing my best to hold myself together, but it’s not easy.
Thankfully, nobody’s trying to flag me down, so I let myself relax a little. Well, as much as I can, anyway. It’s not a busy time of day, so there aren’t many tables, which would make any oversight on my part all the more glaring.
“Yeah. Sorry,” I tell Teri. “I’m just a little distracted today.”
“I noticed,” she laughs.
“That obvious?”
“Only if you’re paying attention. Keith hasn’t noticed anything amiss.”
“That’s not saying much. He’s so busy trying to get you to sleep with him, I doubt he’d notice if the place burst into flames.”
Teri rolls her eyes. “Yeah, there’s that. But anyway, are you all right?”
I nod. “Just in my head a bit more than usual today, I guess.”
“Is it that big biker stud running around your head today?”
“What?” I gasp, trying to stifle my laugh.
“Oh, please, you act like we’re blind. Of course we’ve noticed that he comes in here all the time and will only sit in your section. He’s super gorgeous. So, are you banging him?”
My cheeks flush with warmth and I look away. It still somehow surprises me that people are so cavalier about sex. Thank you, Sister Ashley Margaret. Seeing my expression, Teri’s eyes widen, and her mouth falls open.
“Oh my god, you are! You’re totally banging him,” she exclaims.
I clamp my hand over her mouth, trying to avoid laughing out loud out of sheer embarrassment more than anything. She tries to wriggle out of my grasp, but I hold her tight.
“Shh,” I hiss. “Stop saying that.”
I remove my hand slowly and Teri bursts into laughter, practically doubling over with it.
“Is it serious? You and him?”
“I don’t know. Maybe I think we’re getting there.”
“Girl, you are going to be the envy of everybody here. That guy is smokin’ hot.”
I smile. “He’s more than hot. He’s actually a really good guy. He’s got a good heart, and he’s great with Cole.”
“And how is he in bed?”
“Oh my god, stop it,” I say and laugh.
“Ladies, how about a little more work and a little less talk, huh?” Keith calls out to us. “Teri, can I see you in the back please?”
He pushes through the doors and goes into the kitchen. I look over at Teri and give her a wicked smile.
“Have fun with that,” I say.
“Shit,” she mutters. “I really need to brush up on sexual harassment laws.”
“Might be a good idea.”
She blows out a long, frustrated breath and goes into the back, leaving me alone with all of my fears. I glance at the clock and see that I’ve got another couple of hours before I can cut out and get home. I am desperate to call Max and find out what he’s doing. And how he is. Basically, just to make sure he’s alive.
I know most women would have run away screaming after everything he told me last night. Although we’ve grown exceptionally close in a short period of time, the fact of the matter is that we’re still learning about each other. We haven’t known each other all that long, so we’ve both got skeletons still hiding out in our closets. And the one that he rolled out last night wa
s a doozy.
I wasn’t lying when I told him I wasn’t naive, and that I assumed he and his club were into some shady things. Shady I can handle, so long as they don’t step too far over that line. And to me, selling weed isn’t a dealbreaker. Maybe not in the amounts they’re selling it in, but it’s legal in this state, for Christ’s sake. The guns they’re selling concern me, of course, but it’s not like they’re selling children or hard drugs. So, what his club is into doesn’t concern me maybe as much as it should.
Maybe the reason it doesn’t concern me as much as it would bother others is that even though we are still learning about each other, I know Max’s heart. He has a good heart, and he’s a good man. He’s the type of man I absolutely wouldn’t mind influencing Cole as he grows up. His kindness and compassion always shine through, and he treats us both amazingly well.
I can still see some hesitance in him when he’s around Cole, but he’s learning to let go of it. He’s growing and losing his fear of being around children. He and Cole have been really good together, and I think they’re both helping each other open up. It’s been a beautiful thing to watch happen.
I love Max, and when he said the words back to me, I thought my heart might stop dead in my chest. He spoke the words with such earnestness and sincerity, I have no doubt about them being genuine. And it fills me with a joy I don’t know that I’ve ever known before.
And I’m not ready to lose that. Or him. Not yet. Not ever.
As I think about everything that he told me last night, that sliver of worry works its way back under my skin. I know he’s a good man and a good soldier. And I have no doubts he can take care of himself in a fight. But when he’s talking about battling a fucking cartel, that changes everything. I don’t know much, but I know they’re brutal. They’re ruthless. They, like, cut people’s heads off and things.
So, the mere thought that Max is going up against that, fighting people with as little regard for human life as these cartels scares the hell out of me.
“Come home to me, Max. Please come home to me,” I murmur to whomever is up there in the heavens who might be listening.
I glance at the clock for the thousandth time in the last five minutes. I just can’t wait to get out of here and put my hands on Max to make sure he’s still alive and well.
***
I pull into the driveway and get out of my car. A soft wind blows down the street, the leaves skittering along the asphalt, making a dry, scratchy noise that sounds ominous to me. The hairs on the back of my neck prickle and stand up, and I’m overwhelmed by that feeling of being watched again. It’s thick and cloying and sets my heart fluttering in my chest.
Walking up the path to the gate, I feel my stomach turn over on itself. The feeling that something is off, that something just isn’t right, washes over me, and a quiver runs through my entire body. I don’t know what it is, and try to brush it off as being paranoid about what’s going on with Max. But the thought just doesn’t feel right as it passes through my mind. I just have the feeling that something is wrong and that it’s a lot closer to home.
There’s nobody in the backyard, which I find odd. The kids are usually out here playing this time of day. It’s possible that Missy has them playing games inside, and as soon as I shower and change, I’ll go in and check on them to see what’s going on. I’m doing my best to keep the fear and paranoia at bay, but then I step into the guest house and I’m struck by the silence. That and the feeling that somebody’s been in here who shouldn’t have been.
You always know when somebody’s been in your place when you weren’t around. Even though there’s nothing missing or out of place, you can just feel it. I’ve always described it as a feeling of the air being disturbed in a way that’s not normal for lack of any better way of describing it. But it’s a feeling I’m having in spades right now as I stand in the middle of the living room, only adding to the feeling of something being very, very wrong.
My first thought, of course, is of the cartel. I worry that something went wrong, and that Max is dead, and now they’re coming after everybody connected to him. The idea that they could come after Cole and me hadn’t occurred to me until just this moment, and as it does, it sends a current of ice water flowing through my veins.
My heart racing and my body trembling, I run out of the guest house and bound up the steps to the back door. Not wanting to scare anybody if this truly is just something in my imagination, I open the door and walk in as calmly as I can.
“Missy? Mark?” I call out.
I don’t hear anything at first, adding to my deep sense of unease. But then, I hear a floorboard squeak somewhere deeper in the house, telling me somebody is there. I don’t let out a breath of relief, though, the fact that they didn’t respond to me tightens the pressure I feel gripping my body.
I walk through the kitchen on legs that are shaking so hard, I’m afraid they’re going to give out and send me sprawling to the floor. I somehow manage to keep myself upright and step through the arched doorway and into the living room. My eyes widen and I’m unable to comprehend what it is I’m seeing at first.
Missy and Mark are both tied to their chairs. Their hands are bound behind them by plastic cuffs, and their ankles are attached to the legs of the chair with the same zip ties. They’re both gagged, and the twins are tied up and gagged as well, though they’ve been laid out on the couch. A bolt of fear shoots through me when I don’t see Cole.
Missy and Mark turn to me as I step through the doorway, their eyes wide, and both of them start to shout, but the gags in their mouths stifle their words. They’re shaking their heads vigorously, trying to impart something that I can’t understand.
“Hello, my love.”
My blood runs colder than it’s ever been as I watch Ryan step through the doorway that leads to the bedrooms in the back. Cole is in front of him, his tiny face streaked with tears and terror painted upon his face. I’ve never seen my son look so scared and it not only breaks my heart, but it sends a deep, dark rage bubbling within me.
When he sees me, Cole runs to me and throws his arms around my waist. I hold him close to me, wrapping him up tight, then glare at Ryan, doing my best to quell the fear that’s rippling through me.
“How did you find me?” I ask.
He shrugs like it’s no big deal. “It helps to have friends who know how to search employment records. I knew you’d have to get a job sooner or later, so I just had him wait and watch until your Social Security number popped up in the IRS database, and… voila. Here I am.”
Shit. I never thought he’d have the wherewithal to think of sitting on my Social Security number like that. It never occurred to me that he’d do something so… smart. That’s not the Ryan I know, which tells me that I really need to be afraid right now. He’s very serious about this, and he’s not going to let it go until he gets what he wants.
I cut a glance at Missy and see that she’s trying to send me a message with her eyes. She’s looking at me, then cutting her eyes toward the kitchen pointedly. It takes me a minute to get what she’s trying to convey, and when I finally get it, it makes my heart lurch. She’s telling me to grab Cole and run.
Ryan looks at me, giving me a feral smirk. “I’ve missed you, baby. I’ve missed my son, too. And regardless of whether you put my name on the birth certificate or not, he is my son.”
“Why can’t you just leave us alone?” I plead. “I don’t want to be with you anymore—”
“It’s not your choice, bitch. You belong to me. I fucking own you. Do you get that? I fucking own your ass,” he shouts.
He starts to walk toward me, but Missy shifts in her seat, somehow managing to snake her foot out slightly. It’s just enough to catch the back of Ryan’s heel and throw him off balance. He seems to be moving in slow motion, pinwheeling his arms as he falls, and when he hits the floor with a thunderous crash, I look at Missy. Her muffled voice fills the room for a moment, and she’s cutting her eyes toward the kitchen again
.
Ryan is slowly rising to his feet, his face burning with hatred, his eyes glowing with a murderous intent. Snatching Cole up in my arms, I turn and run.
“Bitch! Get your ass back here, you fucking bitch!”
His voice chases me out the back door. Knowing he can run me down in a heartbeat, I do the only thing I can. I rush into the guest house and slam the door behind me. After setting Cole down, I throw both of the locks.
“Run to your room, baby. Run to your room and close the door. Go Cole. Go now.”
He runs off to his room and a moment later, I hear his bedroom door slam shut. But then, Ryan crashes into the door, shaking it in the frame. I hear wood splinter and it makes my heart jump into my throat. Tears race down my cheeks as I listen to Ryan slamming himself into the door again and again. I see the wood buckling and hear it splintering further, sending shockwaves of terror through me.
I turn around and grab my bag, managing to yank my phone out, hoping and praying the door holds long enough.
Chapter Twenty-Five
Domino
The sun beats down on us, and unlike Blue Rock, the heat out here in this wasteland is unrelenting. Cosmo and I are both in desert camouflage, laying prone on the dirt of the rise that looks down over the gas station. Our getaway vehicle is behind us, unable to be seen from Ortega’s meeting point. I checked it myself before we hunkered down to wait.
“Christ, is being a sniper always this boring?” Cosmo grumbles.
“It’s a game for those who have patience.”
“So, what you’re saying is yeah, it’s always this boring.”
“I told you not to come,” I reply.
“What? And miss all this?”
I laugh despite myself and shake my head. Cosmo can be damn funny when he wants to be. And right now, I do appreciate his attempt to lighten the mood. I certainly need it. With nothing better to do than wait, I check the sights on my rifle again, adjusting the scope, and take notice of the wind. It actually seems like it’s lessened as we’ve been sitting up here. It’s a break I’m as thankful for as I am surprised by it. Lucky breaks have been in short supply recently.